Date: Sat, 28 Jun 2003 04:23:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Cryptic Angel <xanax32783@yahoo.com>
Subject: Between Here And Heaven

Between Here And Heaven
By
Cryptic Angel

Prologue

February 11th, 1994

I jacked off to his vision once again tonight.  His
16-year-old body came alive in the world of my mind,
as I kissed his beautiful lips.  I ran my hands
through his perfect blonde hair as our tongues
explored the inner confines of each other's mouth.

We broke our kiss as he proceeded to take his Fila
shirt off, revealing a perfect and godly chest.  His
six-pack was barely evident under his baby fat.  A
look that made me rock hard in that world, as well as
this one.  I licked down his neck and to his perfectly
small but hard left nipple, taking it into my mouth
and lightly sucking at it.

He let out a small moan as he rubbed my 15-year-old
five-inch hard on through my jeans.  His hand was
filled with electricity that he shared with my body
beautifully.  I released his nipple from my mouth's
warm embrace, and continued to lick down to his belly
button.  I commanded my hands to unsnap his jeans, and
let them fall to the ground.

His six-inch hard on poked out of his boxers in the
cutest way as I lowered them to the ground.  " I love
you, Caleb," he said softly as he took my shirt off
and then went for my pants.

" I love you too.  More than you could ever know, " I
replied to him as he pulled off my pants and boxers,
releasing my own erect penis from its cotton cage.  I
got on my knees in front of him, and began to jack his
cock off.  He let out a slight whimper as I put his
thick bulbous head into my mouth, beginning to lightly
suck.

Returning the favor, he began to jack me off as I
flicked and licked the slit of his penis with my
tongue.  His breathing began to get heavier as I slid
the entire length of his penis in my mouth, allowing
me to smell the rich teen aroma that came from his
blonde pubic hair.  His stroking began to quicken as I
bobbed up and down on his member, frantic to taste his
boy juice.

I felt my orgasm build, as I sucked on his penis
franticly.  His breath caught in his throat as he shot
a warm stream of cum into my mouth.  The rich and
salty taste overtook my taste buds, causing my own
orgasm to erupt, along with shot after shot of my own
cum, splurging all over his hand.

At that moment, I shot my own fantasy induced load on
my stomach, and lay there for a second, catching my
breath.  It was at that moment, as tears welled up in
my eyes, that I realized that my dreams, the only
thing keeping me going, would never happen.  It was
also, at that time that I came to the decision that I
had no reason to still live.

As I finish this entry, my final entry in this journal
of fucked up realities, I can feel the pills setting
in.  My breath is slowing and I can barely see the
words now.

The visions of him are fading; the loss of the love I
could never share with him is dulling.  I need to go
now, need to lie down.

I love you Jimmy, I'll love you forever.

Goodbye.

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This is the prologue to an epic that I'll be writing.  Something very
different in nature for me. Please email any questions or comments to me at
xanax32783@yahoo.com. Check out my website for this and other gay natured
stories. http://www.xanax.cjb.net.