Date: Mon, 6 Dec 2010 11:52:14 -0800 (PST)
From: Edward Dufresne <vtgfof7@yahoo.com>
Subject: Ch 12 Beyond Brothers

This story is fiction and all usual warnings apply. I can be reached at
vtgfor7@yahoo.com or Edward Dufresne on facebook

A reader pointed out that I have never given a good description
of Kyle.  He is 5'6" tall with brown hair cut short-spiked and
brown eyes.


When Kim returned to her office she spoke with the director,  telling her
that she now had gotten a truthful statement from Justin and his mother
was coming to the office tomorrow morning to give her statement
verifying everything that Justin had told her.

Mrs. Johnson thought for a minute and than said,

"give Jerry Bennik the DA a call and let him know what we have for
evidence.  I think with what we have we can get Mr. Blake to plead
guilty.  After what he has done to his son I would love to see him spend
time in jail, but lets face it the important thing is that Justin is now going
to live in a safe place.  Where he will be loved and treated with respect."

Kim called Jerry Bennik and they discussed the their case against
Phillip Blake.  Jerry told Kim he would call Dillard Hatcher III Philips
lawyer and let him know what they had for evidence and see if would go
for a plea bargain in which Phillip would plead guilty to child abuse and
assault.

"Hello, this is Jerry Bennik may I speak with Dillard please."

"Just a moment he is on another call but it shouldn't be long."

"Jerry what can I do for our illustrious DA this afternoon?"

"I'm calling as a courtesy, we have a truthful statement from Jason Blake
and his mom verbally verified everything he said and she is going into
Kim Preston's office tomorrow morning to give a formal statement.
Along with the Dr's. evidence and that of his friends we have your client
dead to rights.  What I'm offering is if he will plead guilty to child abuse
and assault then I will recommend a sentence of two to five years a ten
thousand dollar fine and ten years probation.  He will be required to join
an abuse treatment program; finally he will not be allowed any contact
with Justin until such time as his counselor lets the Child Protective
Services know that they feel he is ready to see his son.  But all contact
will be supervised by their office.  This offer is good only for 24 hours if
I don't hear from you by 3p.m.  tomorrow then the deal is off and I can
guarantee that your client will serve time and I will ask for the maximum
sentence."

"I will try and reach my client as soon as we hang up and try to get you
and answer today.  You have a good day now."

As soon as Dillard had hung up from his call with the DA he bussed his
secretary,

"Linda will you please track down General Blake if he isn't at home try
Green Hills Country Club.  If he isn't at either of those places call the
base he might be there going through part of the out processing from the
Army."

Dillard sat back and thought about the DA's offer.  It was clear the
General had assaulted his son and his attitude towards his son was so
bad that if this case ever went to trial the General would be doing a long
stretch in the state pen and Georgia's prisons were not noted to be
friendly to men who abused their children. In fact with his attitude
Dillard wouldn't bet on his living through his whole sentence.  It never
ceased to amaze Dillard how bright and successful people could get their
lives so screwed up when it came to personal and family relationships.
It was almost as if those people had two personalities one for the public
and another for their home life.

As he sat there thinking about Phillip's mess Linda buzzed him and said,

"the General is on line two."

"What is so damn urgent Dillard. I was on the fourteenth hole and I was
two strokes up over my nearest opponent, and suddenly a club worker
some punk kid rolls up in a golf cart and tells me I need to make and
urgent call. All I can say is this better be urgent or I might just fire you!"
shouted General Blake.

"Phillip, you arrogant fool shut up and listen.  The DA has made an
offer, if you plead guilty to child abuse and aggravated assault, you will
be given a sentence of two to five years prison time, and ten years
probation, with required counseling, and a ten thousand dollar fine."

"I told you I didn't do anything and I am not pleading guilty."

"Phillip, Justin has testified and your wife verified everything that
happened, how you beat him and dragged him across the lawn.  The
evidence the doctors collected verify his story.  You are going to jail and
the only question is for how long.  If this goes to trail you could get
twenty years.  Take the deal, or I won't be your counsel any longer."

"I get back to you tomorrow." said a bewildered Phillip.

"Listen, this offer is only good for twenty-four hours so don't wait too
long I want an answer by noon at the latest," said Dillard.

Phillip hurried home to speak with Penny.

"I just got off the phone with Dillard and what is this bullshit of you
testifying against me, how dare you defy me.  You are my wife and you
must stand by me." he bellowed.

"Phillip you are a fool, and I am one too, we have wasted fourteen years
ignoring and hurting our son.  Yes, we lost our beloved Jeff, but have
you ever thought of how we have dishonored his memory by mistreating
Justin. He loved Justin more than he loved us and how many times did
he try to get us to change towards Justin.  Our only son is in a hospital
because you are a bully and asshole.  I am glad you are going to jail I
will wait for you, but I hope when you get out you will have a whole
new attitude.  Now pack some clothes and go stay in a motel or
something I don't want to see you for a while." ordered Penny

"This is my house you can't order me out," and then he drew back his fist
and for the first time ever he hit Penny, knocking her to the floor.

Penny stood up walked to the phone in the kitchen, and dialed 911.

"Police, yes this is Penny Blake the General's wife, he has just assaulted
me can you come right away."

Phillip sat at his desk trying to understand why all of a sudden his life
was out of control.  He heard sirens, but thought nothing of it until two
officers walked into his den and tried to arrest him.  He went berserk and
tried to throw them out of his home.  He pulled his service revolver from
his desk and then an officer shot him in the shoulder forcing him to drop
the gun.  Phillip was handcuffed and taken to the hospital for treatment.

Penny called Dillard.  "Dillard, Phillip has been arrested and shot.  He
hit me and I called the police, when they came he pulled his service
revolver and they shot him.  He must be the most stupid man in the
world.  Can you go to the hospital and see him please."

"I'll go Penny, but this is a lot more serious and he is going to jail for
a long time, now let me see what your dumbass husband has done now."

Dillard went to the hospital and spoke with the arresting officers, then he
went into the exam room.  He had been told that Phillips wound was
superficial and would cause no permanent damage.

"What to hell were you thinking pulling a gun on the police
Phillip?"asked Dillard.

"I guess I wasn't thinking, I was just so mad and I hit Penny, I have
never done that in my life.  I really fucked up didn't I?"

"But, why did you pull the gun on the police?  That was beyond stupid."
stated Dillard.

"I told the officers it wasn't even loaded, the clip was in my desk drawer.
I just wanted them out of my house.  I know I was stupid so what do we
do about it."  answered Phillip.

"I will talk with the DA, but you are going to have a assault charge for
hitting Penny and if you are lucky we can get the other charges reduced
resisting arrest.  But I would say you are now looking at a minimum of
ten to fifteen years at best."

Dillard went out to speak with the arresting officers and did determine
that Phillip had stated the gun was empty, but when he refused to put it
down and pointed it at them they had no choice but to shoot him.  He
then left and called the DA to see what he could find out.  The DA was
pissed and said no deals until he had all the facts but it wasn't going to
be good for Phillip.


Justin went for a short walk after his mom and Kim Preston had
left.  It was the first time he had been able to walk by himself.  His groin
still hurt like hell, but what the nurse had said was true, the more he
moved around the easier it got.  When he got back to bed he was in a lot
of pain, trying to let it ease off by itself he lay on the bed wondering
what was going to happen to the General now that the truth was out.
His mom had really surprised him when she backed up everything that
he had told Kim.  Tears formed in his eyes as he thought why did things
have to get so bad before his mom began to love him.  The pain slowly
subsided as Justin lay in the hospital bed thinking about what the
surgeon had said about the possibility of his needing testosterone shots
for the him to go complete puberty and than to maintain his maleness.
His father had done this to him and he decided it was only right if the
General's only remaining son never became a man that would be
something that the General wouldn't be able to ignore.  Justin decided
that he wouldn't take any shots and lets the chips fall where they may. It
would only be serve his father right to have an undeveloped son.  Justin
didn't hate his father. But he should have to pay some price for all the
pain and abuse he had inflicted on him.

He lay on the bed thinking when a orderly came in and asked him "are
you Phillip Blake's son?"

"Yes, the General is my father, why?" answered Justin.

"Well they just brought him with a gun shot wound.  The police went to
your house when your mom called them and your old man resisted arrest
and got shot."said the orderly.

"Is he alive?" asked Justin.

"Yea, it was just a flesh wound to the shoulder.  I heard he pulled a gun
on the police." said the orderly.

The orderly left and Justin lay on his bed in deep thought wondering
what was going on and how it would effect him. He was so deep in
thought that he didn't even see Kyle and Ben walk into his room.  When
Ben gave him a quick kiss he shook his head to break the deep almost
trance like stupor he had been in.

"Hey dude where were you, did they give you some strong pain
medicine?" asked Kyle.

"No, I was just thinking and I come to a decision."

"What are you talking about?  What decision have you made?" asked
Ben.

"I've decided to let nature take it's own path and not take any hormones.
Oh, Kyle my mom is coming in a few minutes she has agreed to buy me
a laptop computer, she doesn't know anything about computers so could
you go with her and help her pick out a good one for me?"

"Is there any limit on how much?" asked Kyle.

"After everything I have been through I doubt it, why?"

"I was at the Best Buy the other day with my dad and saw the latest Mac
Book Pro model  it's absolutely unreal.  It can do just about everything
but walk, of course it cost $2299.99 so I guess she wouldn't go for that
one. But I will make sure you get a good one." answered Kyle.

A few minutes later Penny came into Justin's room, she had a large
bruise on her cheek.

"Mom, what is going on some one said the general got shot by the
police and you look like he hit you." yelled Justin.

"The General got shot by the police," shouted Kyle and Ben in unison."

"Yes the fool pulled a gun on them when they came after I called them
because he hit me and I am not going to let that start."

Penny went on to explain all that had happened.

"I am through with your father Justin.  He will be going to jail and I am
going to get a divorce.  I hope in time I will learn to be a good enough
mother that you will want to come home to live.  Now I need to check
on him for a moment, then I will take Kyle to get you a notebook
computer.  Don't worry everything will be all right now and Justin I
think Ben makes a real cute boyfriend."

Ben, Justin, Kyle, all stood there with their mouths open, not
knowing what to say or do.  Justin's face turned bright red and he said,

"How did you know mom?"

"I stopped by the other day and saw you and Ben together.  I closed the
door and left and I haven't said anything to the general and I won't it
isn't any of his business.  Do your parents know Ben?"

"Yes and Kyle's parents do too.  They are all fine with Justin and
me," answered Ben.

"Well then I will go check on my soon to be exhusband and will
return."answered Penny

Penny found the general in the ER still, Dillard had just left so she
asked one of the officers to go with her to talk with the General.


"Phillip I have stood by and watched you abuse our son and today you
hit me that is the last straw, I am filing for a divorce and you can rot in
jail for all I care."

She turned and walked away for him forever.

After Penny left all three boys were silent trying to understand what
had just happened.

"I think my mom just told me it is ok for me to be gay and that she
approves of you Ben as my boyfriend." said Justin

"I think you are right Justin, your mom sure sounds different than she
used to."said Kyle.

Just then Penny walked back into the room, with a new look of
determination on her face.

Kyle looked at her and said, "I ready if you are?"

"Ok, I sure hope you know what to get because I don't have a clue."

The two of them left and Justin and Ben were left alone.  Justin looked
at Ben and patted his bed and said,

"get your cute butt up on this bed and hold me I need to feel your love
real bad."

"What if someone comes in and see you holding my love," giggled
Ben as he jumped on the bed and wrapped his arms around Justin.  Ben
could feel Justin shaking.  He looked into his boyfriends deep blue eyes
and saw so much pain there and yet now hope, that it didn't seem
possible that anyone could mistreat and hurt that beautiful person in his
arms.  Ben began to place small delicate kisses on Justin's face.  The
kisses weren't sensual rather they resembled the kisses that a mom or
dad would give to a newborn infant, as their hearts overflowed with love
for their child.  As Ben kissed Justin's face he saw a slow change in his
eye's, the pain slowly faded and the sparkle of joy and happiness
replaced the hurt.

Justin stopped shaking and a smile burst across his face.

"You don't know how much I needed that.  I'm worried what my life is
going to be like now.  If the rest of the swelling goes down in my penis
by tomorrow and I can pee without the catheter I will be able to go home
with Kyle on Saturday morning.  Maybe I'm being silly but it feels like
my whole life has been turned upside down in the last few days, and that
scares me."

"If it was happening to me I would be totally freaked out they would
have to drug me to keep me calm.  You have every right to be scared
about your future, but one thing I do know is you will always be safe
now.  Kyle's parents love you as much as they do Kyle and once you
settle in at their house I'll bet you will love it"

"I know they love me and living with Kyle will be great, but I still feel
scared about my future."

The two boys talked for a half hour until Penny and Kyle returned.  Kyle
seemed to be so excited that he was jumping up and down.

"Kyle what's the matter with you, why are you jumping up and down.?"

"She got it, she got the Mac Book Pro and all the software and three
games as well!" Kyle gushed.

All that was said as Kyle hurried across the room to Justin's bed.  He
opened the large bag the he was carrying and began to take everything
out.  Not only was laptop but a all the extra's needed, even a printer that
would work with the laptop

Penny walked to Justin's bed and saw the ear to ear grin on her son's
face.  "I take it that you like the computer."

"Mom, thanks so much for the computer it is totally awesome, rad , and
out of this world!"

 Justin stood at the side of his bed and hugged his mom goodby.
Penny hugged him for a long time and kissed his forehead.

"Baby I am going to make up for all the harm that has been done to you.
I promise that from this day on everything will get better.  Justin I love
you and I hope some day you can say the same about me."

After Penny left the three boys played with the computer, loading all the
software and each having turns at the games.  By the time it nine p.m.
all three of the boys were tired.  Ben and Kyle promised they would be
there right after school.

Just as Justin was almost drifting off to sleep a nurse came into his
room and told him she was going to remove his catheter.

"I know this is embarrassing for you Justin, and your penis is going to
burn after I take it out.  But if you can urinate without it in the morning
then you should be able to go home tomorrow."

  Justin just turned his head and tried to think about school, until he felt
the burning sensation in his penis.  Justin felt like the nurse was trying to
rip his penis out by the root. He let out a small yelp.

"There it is all out now.   I just need to squeeze some special ointment
up inside your penis it will hurt a little but the burning will go away, so
here goes."

Justin gritted his teeth as the nurse inserted the tube into his penis
and squeezed a small amount of ointment into his penis.


"There now if you need to urinate please use the plastic urinal in the
bathroom, and then call the nurse so we can measure the amount.  This
is very important; because you can't go home until we know that your
waterworks are working all right.  Now that, that is done is there
anything I can do for you, like a back rub or something to eat or drink?"

"Thank-you but I'm fine, goodnight."

After the nurse left Justin reached down and felt his penis just to
make sure it was still the same as it had been last Sunday night.  He
went into the bathroom and filled his water pitcher and returned to his
bed.  He drank the whole pitcher dry, and then refilled it and drank that
dry also.  Laying on his bed he tried to will himself to need to pee.
Without realizing it he drifted of to sleep.  The next thing he knew he
was dreaming of walking along a gurgling stream and the sound of
running water was causing him to have a strange feeling, suddenly he
understood that for first time in five days he needed to take a piss.
Justin rushed to the bathroom lifted his hospital gown and started to pee.
He suddenly remembered the urinal and grabbed it from the back of the
toilet.  Stopping his urinal flow in full stream was very painful, but it
was only for a second and then he let loose into the urinal.  The bottle
slowly began to fill Justin began to worry if it would overflow.  When he
was finally finished the urinal was full to the top.  He returned to his bed
and rang the bell for the nurse.

"Justin what can I do for you?"

"I need you to measure my urine."

"Someone will be there in a while."answered the nurse.

A short while later an orderly came and measured the urine and
marked in on his chart.

"How did you manage to go that much so shortly after having the
catheter removed?"

"I drank a lot of water, I want to make sure that I can get out of here
tomorrow."

The aid left and Justin went to sleep.  He awoke at 6:30 the next
morning, and needed to pee real bad.  Again he came close to filling the
urinal.  After brushing his teeth he rang for the nurse to measure his
urine and to see if he could take a shower.

When the nurse came she said, "I will have to check with the on call Dr.
to see if it is ok ,but I don't think it will be a problem."

Ten minutes later a voice came over the intercom telling Justin that
it was ok to take a shower.  Justin wasted no time in getting into the
shower in his bathroom.  As he was showering he decided to try to
masturbate, but no matter what he tried he couldn't get an erection.  By
the time he finished his shower he was quite upset.  Justin put on clean
boxers and his favorite pair of soccer shorts with his jersey that matched
the shorts. The jersey and shorts were electric blue with gold pipping
and they matched his eyes perfectly.  Ben loved to see him dressed in
this outfit, he always told Justin that it made him look as hot as molten
lava.

At 9:00 Dr. Manchester came in to see Justin along with a group of
interns.

"Justin, would it be ok with you if I showed these interns your
scrotum, I know it will be embarrassing, but we don't see many cases
like yours and it would help them to be better doctors if they could see
what I have been telling them about your case."

Justin's face was beet red , but he understood why Dr. Manchester had
asked.

"I guess it is ok if you look if you can do something for me."

Dr. Manchester looked at Justin and said, "bud, after what you have
been through anything you want that I can do, I will for you."

"I just want to talk to you alone when everyone is done."

"You have a deal, now someone pull the privacy curtains and then we
can proceed."

Justin was sure that he would pop a boner when he was examined.
The first two interne's were very hot looking young men.  Justin
squeezed his eyelids shut and tried to think of anything but what was
happening to him.  After all eight interns had seen what Dr. Manchester
wanted them to see he said,

"all right everyone take a ten minute break, while I talk with Justin.  You
did just great I know that some fourteen year olds are very modest and
feel embarrassed to be touched in their sex organs.  Now what can I do
for you."

"Well this morning when I was in the shower I tried to you know."

Dr. Manchester let out a little laugh and said, "Justin do you mean you
tried to masturbate?"

Justin's face turned red and he just nodded. Then he said, "when I tried
to do it nothing happened to my penis, it wouldn't get hard.  Before my
father kicked me I got boner's all the time.  When the two first two
interns started to examine me I was sure I would get a boner, but
nothing, its as if I'm dead down there."

"Justin before I answer I need you to tell me something so I can better
understand what is happening."

"Sure what do you need to know?"

"When you masturbate are your orgasms dry or wet?  Do you know what
that means."

"Yes, a wet orgasm is when you shot cum.  I have only had that happen
a few times and it hurt the last few times."

"Justin you have undergone both physical and emotional trauma this
week it may take a while before your penis and testicle begin to work
like they use to, I don't want you worrying about it.  Your urine flow is
fine so I'm going to release you.  But, I want to see you in two weeks.
You should continue to try to get an erection, touching yourself gently
may help you to heal and get back to normal."

Justin got redressed and turned on his tv waiting for someone to
show up and take him to his new home with Kyle's family.  A short time
later Don called and asked Justin if he had been released from the
hospital.  When Justin told him that Dr. Manchester had said he could
go home, Don said,

"I'll be there in thirty minutes to pick you up."

Justin began to pack up all the things in his room, he quickly realized
that he was going to need several bags to hold all the stuff.  He rang the
nurse and asked, "do you have any bags that I can use to take my stuff
home?"

"Sure sweety how many do you need?"

"Two should be enough as long as they aren't to small."

"Ok sweety I'll bring them by in a few minutes."

 Justin gathered all his things and put them on the bed.  What's all
the sweety stuff about anyway no nurse had called him that before.  I
guess she must be some kind of a nut, he thought.  He had hardly gotten
that thought out of his mind when and large white haired nurse waddled
into his room.

"Here you go sweety, you sure have a lot of stuff, but I think it will all
fit in these bags."

"Are you new here I haven't seen you before?"

"Actually I'm an old hand here sweety, I retired five years ago, but still
work on the children's ward about four days a month.  My children all
live out of state and I miss them and my grandchildren.  So working
here one day a week gives me a little extra money and I get to be around
children and play grandmother with them."

"What's your name, you seem real nice I have never had any
grandparents so I just wondered who you are."

"I'm Julie, and if you ever need anything you just give me a call.  My
number is on this card.  Even though I'm a grandmother I have a
computer and my e-mail address is there also, I you ever want to talk
just contact me.  Oh my I better get going.  If I spend too much time
with one patient the head nurse gets upset with me. She acts like
someone put a broom up her butt if you know what I mean.  Don't tell
her I said that ok." she said as she left the room.

 As the door swung closed Justin thought that it would have been
nice to have had a grandmother like Julie.  Five minutes later Don
arrived fifteen minutes later Justin was headed to his new home and life.

 Justin was quiet as he and Don drove home.  Don keep glancing at
Justin wondering what was going on in his young charge's mind.  As a
trained counselor  Don knew that the boy sitting beside him had already
had a lifetime of pain in his short life.  He glanced once more at the
silent boy and saw tears roll down his delicate cheeks.  As Don
approached Benton Ave. the light turned red just as he was about to
cross the intersection.  Don slammed on the brakes the tires squealed as
the van skidded to a stop.  Both he and Justin were thrown into their
seatbelts.

"Are you ok," asked Don?

Justin never made a sound, but as Don watched he saw Justin look
across the intersection to the soccer fields where he and Kyle had
learned to play, and then suddenly Justin's body began to shake and
then an eerie primordial cry erupted from Justin.  Don tried to reach
Justin but he seemed to be totally incoherent.  All of sudden Don
realized that this was the place where Jeff had been killed and where
Justin's life had begun to fall apart until now when he no longer live at
his home.  The light changed and Don drove the final miles to his home.

As soon as he pulled into the garage he ran around to Justin's door
and opened it, Justin was still shaking and that another world sound was
still coming from his mouth.  Don noticed that Justin's eyes were
opened, but rolled back in their sockets.  Don unbuckled Justin and
carried him into the house and gently laid him on the couch.  He ran to
the bathroom and pulled a ammonia stick from the shelf.  As soon as he
was back in the family room he broke the ampule and placed it under
Justin's nose.  At first nothing happened, but sudden Justin begin to
cough and his eye's returned to normal.  He turned his head to Don and
suddenly wrapped his arm's around Don's neck and then he cried even
harder.

Don stroked Justin's hair and keep telling him that his pain was
over and from now on thing were going to get better.

 "Justin you are loved and Peg and I are going to see to it that no one
ever hurts you again."

Don took Justin's head in his hands and twisted it so he could look
into Justin's eyes.  As soon as he made eye contact, Justin tried to turn
away, but Don held him in place.

"Look into my eye's Justin and don't turn away as until I'm finished
saying what I need to."

Justin slowly met Don's gaze.

"I want you to see that I'm telling you the truth, I love you as much as I
do Kyle.  From this day forward for as long as you want it to be, I am
your dad, and no one can hurt you any more.  Do you believe me?"

Justin looked deeply into Don's eyes and saw what he had just heard
was true.  The General had never looked at him that way.

"Yes, I believe you.  If I'm now your son can I call you dad?"

"Oh Justin, I would be honored for you to call me dad."

With that he gave Justin a huge hug and with no warning begin to
tickle the young teen without mercy.  Justin tried to get away but Don
was too big and Justin was soon a mass of giggling boy.

"Stop, stop I'm going to pee my shorts and then you will have to tell Peg
that you made the mess on the carpet."

"Ok I sure don't want the wrath of Peg on me this evening."

They both laughed at the thought of that especially since Peg almost
never got mad and even when she did she was still a wimp compared to
most other women.  It just wasn't part of her nature to be mean or
offensive.

"Are you ok for now Justin," asked Don?

"Yea, thank-you for loving me," answered Justin.

"Alright how about we bring your things from the van into your and
Kyle's room."

"Ok, but I want to wait until Kyle gets home before I put this away and
make sure it is where he wants it.

When school let out Kyle and Ben hurried home to Kyle's home.
The three boys rearranged Kyle's bedroom and spent the rest of the
evening hanging out together, Ben was spending the night.  After
watching several Horror films the boys got ready for bed. Ben and Kyle
wanted Justin to sleep in the middle of the king size water bed.

"Look guys I'm ok you don't have to protect me anymore." said Justin.

"We know but we will just feel better knowing that you are between us ,
besides that way we both get to cuddle next to you.  And just maybe we
could kiss a little if you want to and Kyle doesn't mind." answered Ben.

"With or without tonight guys?" asked Justin.

"Without of course as long as that is ok with you." answered Kyle.

     Justin nodded and the three dropped their boxers beside the bed.
Ben looked at Kyle and said, "you shaved them for real."

"Yup, my dad showed me how and it was cool we even measured our
dicks."

"Can you show me how right now?" asked Ben.

"Sure," said Kyle.

Kyle went and asked his dad to borrow his clippers and shaver
explaining what was going on.

"Do you want your boy friend to do it for you?  I can show him how if
you want." asked Kyle.

"Yes, that would be so cool." answered Ben

Kyle showed Justin how to clip all the hair and then shave the whole
pubic area.   By the time he was done Ben was harder than he had ever
been.  Justin was kneeling in front of Ben and just couldn't resist giving
Ben's beautiful dick a kiss.  He leaned in and wrapped his lip around
the head of Bens dick and gave it a kiss.  It was too much for Ben and
he shot off filling Justin's mouth with his hot cum.  Although Justin was
surprised he knew Ben had not intended to do that so he just swallowed
all of it and then stood up and kissed Ben on the lips.

"Well I guess that will teach me to not kiss you there unless I want a
mouth full." giggle, giggle, said Justin.

"Oh God I am so sorry Justin," said Ben almost in tears.

"Why I started it your dick just looked so good I had to kiss it.  Ricky is
right is isn't bad at all in fact I liked the taste of your cum.  So please
don't feel bad or you are going to make me feel bad for doing it for
you."


All boys climbed into the bed.

After they were settled Justin whispered softly

"guys I don't want to do anything tonight, my thing isn't working yet.  I
hope it is ok with you Kyle I know how you like to do it every night."

"Hey bro not a problem, if I can't stand it I'll go use the bathroom."

"Not on your life, this is your bed and I don't want to stop from doing
what you usually do, we are going to be sharing this bed for a while and
I want you to be free to do what ever you want."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes"

"Ok you guys kiss and I take care of little Kyle."

Justin elbowed Kyle in the ribs and giggled "little sure is the best
description for that poor excuse of a male appendage."

Kyle reached over and began to tickle Justin and Ben couldn't resist
joining in.  Soon all three boy were in a tickling frenzy.

Just then the bedroom door opened and a deep voice said, "I think that
is about enough for tonight." and then the door closed again.

"BUSTED" all three boys whispered.

Justin and Ben wrapped their bodies together and began to gently kiss,
Kyle moved to the far side of the bed and took care of his problem.
Once finished he cleaned himself up and was soon snoring.

"Do you need to get off tonight?" asked Justin of Ben.

"Nah, I just want to hold you in my arms all night.  Five minutes later
all three boys were asleep.

On Friday Justin stayed inside of the house, and rested waiting for
Kyle and Ben to get home.  Just after lunch Kim Preston stopped by to
let him know that his father had appeared in court that morning and
pleaded guilty to double assault and child abuse, as well as resisting
arrest charges.  The judge accepted his guilty plea and will sentence next
month.  But until then he has to stay in jail so he will not be free for a
long time.  I think he might get as much as ten to fifteen years.

"There is one other thing I would like to ask you about.  You know that
Kyle stillattends the abuse group as well as Jamie, I would like you to go
as well.  I know you weren't actually sexually assaulted but it was very
close to it what with your injuries.  Jimbo runs a good group and nothing
said there goes beyond the room, I think being there might help you to
deal with all the issues that you have with what has happened to you."

"I'll talk to Kyle and let you know on Monday."

"Justin, if there is anything that I can do for you just call."

"I'm ok really, Don and Peg are great and have always treated me as if I
was their own son, and my mom is changing and I hope someday to live
with her again." said Justin.

Kim gave Justin a hug as she stood to leave, she could feel Justin's
involuntary shaking.  As she drove away she thought what kind of
monster Phillip Blake must be to hurt such a wonderful boy like Justin,
so much that when some one like her went to give him a hug he shook
in fear involuntarily.

On Saturday afternoon the three friends were throwing a football
around in Kyle's backyard, when they saw Jamie pull his car around to
his back yard to give it, it's weekly cleaning.  Justin was standing where
he could see everything that Jamie did, after a while he called to his
friends and said, "let's take a break, I'm tired and thirsty."

"Me too," both of his friends answered.  With that the three boys
trudged into the house and raided the fridg for drinks.

"I was watching Jamie while we were throwing the ball and he keep
looking over at you and then he would get a real sad look on his face
and turn away.  What's up with that?" asked Justin.

"I guess it just reminded him of all the times we used to throw the
football together.  I know what he did to me was wrong, but I think he
has suffered a lot more than me.  I heard that word got out at the
highschool about the upcoming trial and now the other kids shun him as
if he were a leaper.  He used to have friends over at his house all the
time.  But now I never see anyone there and I don't think he has a
girlfriend anymore either.  I never see him go anywhere except school
and work.  I wish I could talk to him outside of the group but he would
get in more trouble if he did that.  This may sound weird but I still love
him as if he was my real big brother.  From going to the abuse survivor
group I have learned that for some people they have the misguided idea
that if you love someone than having sex with them should be ok no
matter the age or, sex of the other person.  I realize now that Jamie really
didn't want to hurt me, he was only trying to take our relationship to a
closer level and the only way he knew how to do that was the way his
cousin Steven had taught him."

"Maybe if I went over and talked to him I could make him feel better.
Do you think that would be ok ?" asked Justin.

"I think you better ask mom first." answered Kyle.

Justin found Peg in the livingroom watching a video with Kyle's sisters
Kelly and Kim.

"Peg, while we were outback throwing the football I saw Jamie washing
his car.  He keep looking over at Kyle and then he would get a real sad
look on his face.  So I was wondering if I stayed in the back yard where
Kyle and Ben could see me if I could go over and talk with him for a
while.  Kyle said that if Jamie would get in trouble if he went over and
talked to him.  The look on his face is how I'm feeling myself, maybe it
would help for us to talk."

"I guess it would be ok as long as you stay in the back yard where I can
see you."

Just then Peg called Kyle in for a phone call.

"Hello, this is Kyle."

"Hey Kyle this is Brenden do you remember me from the sports store
where you got your speedo's."

"Of course I remember are you in town?"

"No, but I will be next weekend and was wondering if you guys wanted
to hang out."

"Yea, we would love that.  When are you getting here and where are you
staying?"

"I am coming down on Friday afternoon and I will get a motel
somewhere."

"Hold on a minute I need to talk to my parents." said Kyle

"Mom that is Brenden from the store where we got our speedo's he is
coming to town next weekend can he stay here my bed is big enough to
sleep four please mom."

"Oh, well what is one more boy, sure tell his he is welcome."

"Brenden guess what my mom says you can stay here."

"Are you sure, I wasn't hinting at that."

"I know only thing you will have to share a king size bed with the three
of us."

Brenden got an instant erection at just the thought of sleeping in the
same bed with those three hot boys.  Kyle went on to update Brenden on
all that had happened including about Jamie and his fun with Ricky and
the shaving of their pubes.

Justin walked back into the kitchen and told Ben and Kyle that he
was going over to talk with Jamie for a while.

"We will come out and toss the football some more if that is ok with
you." said Ben

 Jamie looked up from cleaning his chrome wheels and saw Justin
walking across his backyard, "Justin, I'm not supposed to be close to be
in contact with boys your age.  If Peg or Don sees me with you I could
be in real trouble, so you better go back to Kyle's yard."

"It's ok Peg said I could talk with you as long I stay where she can see
me.  I told her that I thought it might help both of us if we could talk."

"What about?"

"I saw you looking at Kyle while we were playing and I saw how your
face keep getting a sad look.  I'm not sure but, I think I sort of know
how you feel.  I think maybe you feel like I do.  I know how sorry you
are for what happened with Kyle and I think you miss being with him as
much as he misses being with you.  You had something real bad happen
to you, some of it was your fault, but from what Kyle has told me most
of it wasn't.  Your life has been ripped from you, and it will never be
same.  Even though you are surrounded by people who love you, you
feel all alone.  Anyway that's kind of how I feel.  I just thought maybe if
we talked it could help us both.  I'm sorry I bothered you. Bey."

Jamie stood with his hands clenched at his side wanting so bad to be
able to talk with Justin but at the same time too afraid to try to help
himself or Justin.  He suddenly turned and marched back inside his
home.  Slamming the door as he entered the house he stormed through
the house to his room.  His mom, Marie, knew something had to be
wrong, and followed him down the hall towards his bedroom.

Knocking on his door she asked, "Jamie, honey what's wrong, may I
come in?"  There was no answer,  but she could hear her son crying in
his bedroom.  Marie stood outside the door and quietly tried the knob to
see if the door was locked.  She was able to turn the knob, but hesitated
knowing that Jamie insisted that his room could only be entered when
the door was closed with permission.  She and Bill, her husband, had
long since remove any obvious objects that Jamie might use to harm
himself.  They had almost lost their son no that long ago and even
though he had made a lot of improvements from when he had to be
hospitalized, he still remained a shattered remnant of his former self.
Marie could still hear her son's muted cries and again gentle knocked
and asked,

"Jamie please may I come in; please tell me what's wrong; what
happened?"

"Leave me alone!" came the angry reply from within the room.

Marie turned and slowly walked back down the hall to the
livingroom.  She sat on the couch and went into deep though wondering
when all her son's pain was going to end.  The trial of Steven and his
friend was still two months away and she couldn't see how Jamie would
survive testifying at it.  Suddenly she realized that the phone had been
ringing for sometime.  "Hello"

Peg had watched the whole exchange between Justin and Jamie.  She
had seen the frustration on Justin's part and the pained expression on
Jamie's face, after waiting five minutes for Justin to come inside and
explain what had taken place she went outside and asked him.  "Justin,
what happened when you tried to talk with Jamie?"

"He said he couldn't that he would get in trouble, and then when I
turned around to come back to your yard he stormed into his house."

Peg turned and walked back into the house.  As she sat at the breakfast
bar she thought there has to be something that I can do to help these to
hurting boys.  She picked up the phone and dialed.

"Hello, Kim this is Peg Russell.  I'm fine.  The reason I'm calling is a few
minutes ago Justin tried to talk with Jamie, yes that Jamie, and he was
too afraid to talk with him.  After what those two boys have been
through, I really think that it would help both of them to be able to talk.
Also Don and I have talked and we would like to see the judge's order
preventing Jamie from having contact with Kyle outside of the abuse
survivors group modified so that they could spend time together as long
as a set of parents are supervising them."

"As the case worker in both cases, I am going to give permission for
Jamie to talk with Justin, as I agree that their sharing may help both of
them.  And as of right now I will agree to the supervised time for Jamie
to spend with Kyle as long as at least one parent is within sight of the
boys at all times.  I will talk to the family court judge on Monday  and
see if they agree to change the order, but for this weekend it is ok.  I will
call and let Jamie's parents know."

"Thanks Kim, I sure hope that this helps all of the boys."

"Me to, bey."

"Hello Marie this is Kim Preston, Jamie's case worker, I just had a call
from Peg Russell and she told me that Justin had tried to talk with Jamie,
but he refused to talk with him because he was afraid to get in more
trouble.  She also told me that both she and Don want the court order
concerning Jamie and Kyle to be changed, so that they can have contact
as long as on parent has them in sight at all times.  I have agreed to this
and will try to get the judge to change the order on Monday.  For this
weekend I have given my permission, but one parent must be present at
all times.  I want to see Jamie helped as much as you do, I think he had
suffered greatly for his attack on Kyle and he needs to heal some, before
he has to face the trial and those defense attorneys. I'll call you Monday
and let you know about how it went with the judge."

"Jamie I need to talk with you right now."

"Go away, I told you before leave me alone."
"
I'm sorry son but I can't" and with that she opened Jamie's bedroom
door and walked into his room.  "That call was from Kim Preston."

As soon as she said that Jamie curled up in the fetal position and yelled,
"I didn't do anything I didn't touch him."

"That not why Kim called.  Peg had just called her after she watched the
exchange between you and Justin, she asked Kim to allow you to be able
to talk with Justin.  She and Don have asked for the court order to be
changed so that you can spend time with Kyle as long as a parent is
present during the time you spend together.  Kim has given permission
for that to take place this weekend and she is going to see the family
court judge on Monday and try to get the order changed.  I know you are
still hurting but Justin is only fourteen and he is hurting also.  Please go
out there and try to help him and you might just help yourself at the
same time. "

Jamie stood and wiped his eye's and then walked out to the back yard.
Justin was still throwing the football when Jamie walked up to him.

"Justin, I'm sorry about not wanting to talk with you, I was afraid to get
in more trouble.  But, Kyle's mom called my case worker and I have
permission to talk with you and I can spend time with all of you as long
as there is either Kyle's or my parents watching.  So would you like to
still talk?"

Justin looked at Jamie, shrugged his shoulder's and said, "yea, if you
really want to I guess it would be ok."  The two boys walked over to the
deck and sat down.  Jamie asked Justin to tell him his whole story.  Kyle
and Ben continued to throw the football until they became to warm, then
they went inside and sat at the kitchen bar sipping sodas.  Ben watched
as his boyfriend told Jamie about all the abuse and injuries that he had
sustained.

As Jamie listened to Justin's story he wanted to pick Justin up and
hold and protect him, but he was afraid to even touch him for fear it
would be misinterpreted.

"Justin I am so sorry for what you have been through, I would give you
a hug, but Peg might not like that." said Jamie.

"Well I would like it." said Justin as he stood and hugged Jamie.

Kyle saw what was happening and he and Ben rushed out into the yard.
Jamie jumped back as if he had been hit with a tazer.  But Kyle walked
up to Jamie and wrapped his arms around his friend and hugged the
pain from Jamie's face.

"It is going to be ok Jamie, both for you and Justin."

Jamie sat on the grass and cried tears of relief.  The four boys all cried
and hugged.  A new page in the lives of these four boys was turned
today, and it was a good page.



Well that is all for ch 12 only two more chapters before I start to write
new chapters from scratch..I am sure I will take more than a week to do
this, but I will try.  With the holidays coming it will take longer.  So
please be patient with me.  Merry Christmas to one and all.