Date: Thu, 23 Sep 2004 00:05:31 EDT
From: EvilNikeBoi@aol.com
Subject: Black-As-Night-3

This is a story of some truth and some fiction about a relationship between
two high school students and what happened. If you're too young, or do not
wish to read this story please leave now. If you have any comments or
questions to ask me please email me at Evilnikeboi@aol.com. Please do not
attempt to use my story or anything from my story as it is copyrighted.
Please title all emails as "Black As Night."


"Hey Josh! Are we still on for tonight?" I asked while closing my locker.

"I promised didn't I?" he said looking at the people walking by.

I just finished up at my locker and turned to see him looking at all the
other kids walking by. It was these moments I wished he was mine. So I
could just take hold of him and kiss him while he had that thoughtful look
on his face.

"Josh...you in there bud?" I said getting worried.

"Huh? Yeah, sorry I got caught up." He said shaking his head.

"Not a problem, it happens to all the blondes." I said while running away
from him.

Josh has the best hair ive even seen. It's a really nice blonde color and
always looks good no matter what he does to it. But I love teasing him
because he can somewhat of an airhead sometimes. And its just really funny
when he makes a simple mistake. He gets annoyed and chases after me
usually. Which I don't mind, but eh. He doesn't know that.

"Alright so ill see you later tonight than?" I said looking right into his
eyes. I love his eyes the most. They're like olive green. The only ones ive
ever seen like them and they're pure emotion.

"Yup, wouldn't miss it for the world" he said with his goofy grin.

Now let me take you back to about a week ago. This was before the movie
night. We actually went to the movies together. This was before I even
suspected really that he was gay.

At first we went to see paycheck. Nothing, happened, we just chilled. Ate
some snacks and stuff. But than after that movie, which was pretty good ill
add neither of us wanted to go home. So we decided on another movie. But
this time he had no money, so I had to pay. I felt like we were going on a
date. Heh. Wishful thinking I suppose.

Than we got in and found our seats. We ended up staying for cheaper by the
dozen. About 20mins or so I started getting sleepy. So I asked him if he
minded sleeping on him. He said he didn't so I used him as a pillow. A
really comfy and wonderful smelling pillow by the way.

Later he woke up me. There was about 30mins left in the movie. Mind you I
fell asleep with my hand on the drink coaster and wrapped around his
arm. Well I woke up with my one hand on his thigh, and the other directly
in his crotch. And he didn't say anything besides can you move my arms
sorta tired.

But back to present day...

I was just walking around getting ready as usual. Got to look nice now
don't I? What gay boy doesn't love to look nice or smell good? Heh. ::phone
rings::

"ello?" I say while fixing my hair.

"What's up sexy?" now only one person calls me and says I'm sexy and she's
my best friend.

"Hey mitra, what's going on with you an mom?" mitra is this cute little
thing. She's so short compared to long brown hair and lovely brown eyes,
boobs, and me that don't match her body. But we still love her. And as for
mom, well its mitra's mom. But she may as well be mine too. Heh.

"Nothing, you almost done prepping yourself?" they always tease me about
being metro. They didn't know about me being gay at the moment. Which sorta
causes problems later on in time.

"Yeah, yeah. Ill be done in 10." I say just putting on my necklaces and
stuff. I'm big on jewelry for some reason.

"See you in 15 than. Love" click. Don't you love people's manners? Heh.

Anyway not to bore you with the details of getting there and the first hour
or so. But it was spent with josh falling a few times. Which was funny to
see. Other than that just our normal routine of skating, dancing, and me
showing off as usual.

"Matt, when are you going to ask josh?" my friend Alicia asked. She's known
longer than anyone about me besides my mom of course. But she likes to play
hook Matt up.

"not tonight. I don't know if he is or not still and I'm not comfortable
about finding out." I say knowing she isn't going to listen.

"ill fix that." She says with a glare in her eyes. I hate it when she gets
that look. It means mischief is going to happen. And I wasn't about to
stick around to see it happen so I started to skate around.

"so josh, how are you?" Alicia asks while sitting down next to josh.

"I'm good, sorta tired. And my butt hurts a lot from falling." He says
while rubbing his legs and looking around for me. I've been avoiding him
somewhat since about 10 or so. I just couldn't bare to be around him much.

"ah I see. You'll get used to it. Mind if I ask you a question?"

"no not at all. Go right ahead." He says while looking worriedly at her.

"are you by any chance gay?" now this whole thing started because I thought
he might be. Than all my friends started to pay attention just like I
did. And noticed what I had been noticing as well. And they all started to
tell me they thought he was gay.

"uh..no..i..ive..got a girlfriend." Now I couldn't exactly see his face but
I could tell he was fidgeting around a lot. And he was nervous.

"oh really? Where does she go?" once Alicia starts to find something
out. She wants to know every little detail. Something that really bothers
me about her.

"she..uh..doesn't goto our school..she lives in another state." Josh
managed to get out.

"oh...so it's a long distance relationship? Well you do know that someone
of the male persuasion likes you right?" she said with a smirk on her face.

"uh..really?..no..i didn't know that.." he said with a unreadable look on
his face.

And yeah, That was the end of that. We all decided to leave after that. We
decided to walk to Wal-Mart. And it wasn't such a smart idea. Josh
basically re-told me everything I already had been told by Alicia.

My only word to him was "yeah.." and I didn't even want to say that.

Basically we ended up sitting in the lawn chairs and stuff just talking. I
ended up sitting in a water filled chair. Which pissed me off highly and I
threw my drink at the wall.

"Yo Matt. Chill, you're gonna get us into trouble man." Pat said to me
while looking at me funny.

And other than that I don't remember anything said... all I remember was
being crushed inside to pieces by josh. We took him home and than I went
home and went for a long walk and thought things over. I thought things
were bad. But I had no idea.

Things were about to get really bad...

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Thanks for reading. The next chapter will be published sometime in the
future. Knowing me not anytime soon, but I will try. Any comments or
questions please email me. Evilnikeboi@aol.com