Date: Tue, 10 Dec 2002 03:16:36 -0500 (EST)
From: "savannahkid@excite.com" <savannahkid@excite.com>
Subject: Boy Was I Wrong

How could he know this about me? "I'm not queer! I still believe it. "I
sucked his cock."  It was summer and I was sixteen and hung out with Jimmy,
Earl, Brian and Joe. I was not a leader I usually just followed. Earl was
the natural leader of our group.  He was the one always talking about his
girl. He even bragged that he had come in her mouth.

This talk always caused me to blush.  I turned bright red, which caused
Earl to start his constant pursuit of me. He knew I was his mark. I should
have told him to go to hell but the words never came.  I thought that if I
ignored him he would quit.  Boy was I wrong.

I was now the center of the joking.  Earl said, "Shit, you ever think about
eating cum, you think you could suck someone off."  This caused everyone to
laugh again. Brian who was quite like me spoke up in my defense, "Earl
leave him alone, he isn't a queer."  But the joking went on all the time.
"Come on I've got a huge load I've been saving for you."

One day after school Earl caught up with me and started, "Hey Clay you want
to swallow my load?"  I was starting to get nervous. "Why do you always do
that?  I'm not a cock sucker." I said as I looked at Earl. He said, "You'll
never know till you try.  I can see how your cock reacts when you see my
dick.  Faggots like to see cocks, the bigger the better.  I got a real big
prick.  You can't look at it and not get a hard on."

I was stunned as I said, "That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard. I've
never had an erection from looking at your cock." Earl said, "You have.
I'll bet you think about my cock all the time. Shit I'm so horny, I could
use some head.  How about it."  My cock had hardened just by the
conversation. I had to think of something else.

He couldn't know my secrets.  I jerked off nightly thinking of cock but I
had never had sex, not even a jerk off, with anyone else. "Shit you're on
the bone, man. You're ready for my cock and I'm ready." said Earl. My big
mistake was to look down at my crotch and then at his. He noticed that my
eyes were glued to his package.

My glaze was so intense that I did not hear him when he said, "Clay, no one
will know, I know you are ready but just scared.  Come on, we can go down
by the pond.  If you don't want my cocks just tell me." I did not reply. I
was too busy thinking what he would look like naked. I wanted to see his
teen erection and large hair covered hanging sacks.

I WAS VERY NERVIOUS, when we arrived at the pond. "Do you want my dick?  Go
ahead Clay, You won't see too many dicks this big," he said. I did want to
look at his hard teenage dick. I emerged from my cloud when he asked me to
kneel in front of his cock and stroke him.  I did not realize that Earl had
removed all his clothes and was now naked. He wanted me to reveal things I
had never admitted to anyone. He wanted to put his cock in my mouth, have
me suck it and let him cum in my mouth. He pushed me down in front of his
naked boner as I was telling him I wasn't a fag and could never suck him.

He just smiled down at me and said, "I know you are a cocksucker. Go ahead;
it belongs in your mouth." I knew I had no choice. The tip of his cock
neared my lips. I could almost taste his precum in my mouth and lips. "No
one will know, I won't tell. You're just a friend that likes to help your
buddy out.  I looked at his cock and thought, "It's so huge."  His dick had
purple veins that ran the length of its rigid pole. The head was pulsing
with each beat of his heart.

My face blushed as he said, "you'll be a good cocksucker, you just need
practice sucking dick." Tears welled up in my eyes.  I felt a weakness in
my knees and arms.  I was expected to suck his cock and taste his cum. Earl
said, "Go on, taste it" He put his hand on the back of my head and slid his
cock into my mouth. I didn't resist. He was in control and I was his
cocksucker.

I tasted the slimy, musky precum on his cock. "You like that don't you?
You like the taste of my cock don't you cocksucker?" I tried to pull away
but he had a strong grip with both hands on my head started to fuck my
mouth.  His quest was to empty his large balls into my submissive throat.

He said, "Well friend you've now had my cock soon you will taste cum." The
smell, the feel and the taste of his dick in my mouth made my own dick rock
hard. I couldn't believe I was actually sucking his cock. "You're my
personal cocksucker. Feel my cock in your mouth. You like it don't you?"
Earl was in total control and I knew he could force me to swallow it
deeper.  He said, "My dick is in your mouth and you love it. I'm making you
suck my dick."

I should never have gone with Earl to the pond. I had given up my straight
teenage life to become a submissive cocksucker to Earl. He would use me as
he wanted. I did not want to give Earl total control and take his load so I
tried to pull away, but he held me in place on his cock as he continued to
fuck my face.

"Soon you're going to take my load weather you like it or not and I bet you
will love it. You look like such a fag." I knew he was right that I was a
queer and he was using me as one. He was moaning as he humped my
face. Precum coated my lips as he pushed the hard cock to the back of my
throat. I started gagging at his abuse on my mouth. I knew he was close.

I pulled his cock from my mouth and said, "don't cum in my mouth." He just
laughed at me and said, "I'm going to shoot, I'm going to cum in your
mouth." He pulled back so only his cock head was in my mouth, and I tasted
my first spurt of cum, then another. Cum was shooting into my mouth. I had
a mouthful of cum. Some of it dribbled out of the corner of my mouth. All I
could think of was "I shouldn't swallow it?" He held me as he pushed his
cock into my mouth so my nose was pressed to his pubes. Earl said, "That
felt so good. You are a really good?" It was really embarrassing knowing
that I had crossed the line.  Then I swallowed.

I regretted what I'd just done. What if tells on me? What if everybody
finds out I'm a queer. What if my mom and dad find out? I didn't understand
why this happened. I had never even thought I would actually have sex with
a guy. I looked up at Earl as he rubbed the softening cock.  Before I could
speak he said, "You are disgusting, down on your knees swinging on my
dick. Your lips were tightly clamped around it. You swallowed my cum like a
Hoover. I just knew you were a fag."

My mind said, "Get out of here, run, run." But I knelt and watched his cock
rise back to full erection. I was not moving and I knelt before him ready
suck his cock again. I opened my mouth as he moved his cock back toward my
mouth. I guess I looked like I knew what I was doing. He said, "Ready cock
sucker, I have what you want."