Date: Wed, 25 Dec 2002 22:27:58 -0500 (EST)
From: "savannahkid@excite.com" <savannahkid@excite.com>
Subject: Boy Was I Wrong, Part 5 (high School)

"I'm not queer?" It started out when I sucked Earl's cock.  Then Brian had
me suck him in front of Joe and Jimmy.  Next I sucked Joe and Jimmy.  All
of my friends had served me their teenage spunk and I just swallowed.

I was now the center of their joking.  Earl said, "We know you are a
cocksucker. Go ahead; it belongs in your mouth. No one will know, we won't
tell. You'll be a good cocksucker, you just need practice sucking dick."
Tears welled up in my eyes.  I felt a weakness in my knees and arms. I had
lost control, I was just a cocksucker.

I tasted the slimy, musky precum. The need the smell, the feel and the
taste of a dick in my mouth, I had given up my straight teenage life to
become a submissive cocksucker. Precum coated my lips as the hard cocks
pushed to the back of my throat. I gagged at the abuse on my mouth.

I tasted the first spurts of cum. Cum was shooting into my mouth. Some of
it dribbled out of the corner of my mouth. I was really embarrassed when I
crossed the line and I swallowed. I didn't understand why this happened. I
had never even thought I would actually have sex with a guy. But I knelt
and watched the cocks rise to full erection. I opened my mouth as he moved
his cock back toward my mouth. I guess I looked like I knew what I was
doing.

Then I was the SHOW. I was kneeling on the floor in front Brian as I looked
up and Joe and Jimmy. I made no attempt to stop Brian as he started pulling
my head to his hard cock. I was humiliated that Joe and Jimmy were watching
me as I opened my mouth.  Then I ended up face down and naked on Brian's
bed. Joe was putting lotion on his cock and ready to take his turn in my
flesh. Joe pushed his cock into my virgin hole. I screamed at Joe as he
pushed further into my ass. Joe fucked his cock into my bowels. The tears
streaked down my face as Joe pulled his cock out of my ass. I looked at the
weapon that had caused so much pain. He wanted his cock in my mouth and I
realized what I was going to do. I felt the flow going into my mouth as I
swallowed.

I am a cocksucker. I had been on my knees sucking cocks and swallowing cum!
I am now experienced at giving head. I rode with Joe to Daffin park. I knew
what he wanted as we reached the park. Seven other guys were there waiting
as I moved with Joe. I was expected to suck eight cocks while everyone
watched. I sank to the ground in front of Joe. My face was red as let my
lips surrounded Joe's shaft.  I didn't care that I was the SHOW. I closed
my lips around the hard veined cock. My nose was buried in Joe's teen bush
as I began to move my head up and down. His cock began to pulse, filling my
mouth with warm liquid. After a split second, I swallowed each of the
violent spurts. That day, I took dick after dick into my mouth and then I
swallowed the cum. I had been on my knees sucking cock and swallowing cum
for all takers.

My submission was complete as I thought, "Who would I have to suck off
next?" I jumped each time the phone rang at home.  I dreaded school each
day.  Would today be the day that everyone laughed and pointed at me? Would
I be the known as the school queer at sixteen? I was really nervous and my
hands were always shaking. I was scared.

Then the BIG BANG took place. It was a week before Joe caught up with me
after school.  He said, "you did a great job the other day.  You ready for
more cock?"  I wanted to tell him to go to hell but I didn't.  I was
stunned when he told me we were going to meet the guys from his football
team. I was absolutely stunned when he said he wanted a repeat with as many
as fifteen guys from the team at the park today. He looked at me really
seriously and said, "Are you ready?"

Then I was naked sitting on a picnic table. Joe stood before me and his
dick looked even bigger. I looked openly at the sight of his big hard
dick. He looked at me, and then stroked his big dick a couple of times.  He
told me that the best position for this would be for me to be on my back
with my legs up in the air. He said "lay on your back". I was embarrassed
and afraid knowing that he was going to shove his dick up my ass again. I
didn't want to have his huge dick in my ass again. I looked at him and
begged, "I'll suck you and all of them. Don't make me do this again." He
stroked himself as everyone looked on. I was afraid that I would be split
wide open. I remembered how bad it hurt.

He told me to relax, as he took my legs and put them onto his chest with my
feet sticking up past his broad shoulders. I was really shaking as he
pulled my ass down to the edge of the table. I couldn't move my legs at all
and now my ass was open season for his use. I then felt the head of his
dick against my puckered ass hole. He started pushing his fat dick against
my asshole, but I held tight. He told me to relax. Everyone laughed and
cheered as I screamed in pain as he proceeded to ram his dick against my
asshole. It slid right in. Then I felt the sudden bolt of severe pain. I
screamed, "pull out, pull out, you're killing me.  You're ripping my
asshole apart."

I looked up into his face and he was smiling. "The pain will go away.  Just
hold on", he said. I tried to force his dick out of my ass, but he held
firm. I screamed and begged him to take his dick out of my ass, but he just
shook his head no. I screamed in pain and then felt him shove his body
against mine. He had slid about half of his thick dick up my ass.  Again,
the pain was overwhelming. I screamed again and again and again.  When I
finally caught my breath and could speak, I yelled at him "Please Joe, get
your dick out of my ass, you're killing me."

He laughed at me, and said, "I'm just the first. Look over at Johnson he
has a ten inch cock and he'll be next." That shocked me and I stopped
blabbering. Fear ran through my entire body, my eyes bulged out of my eye
sockets and my entire body shuddered uncontrollably. I was crying. The pain
was still extremely intense. I really thought that he was tearing the
insides of my ass apart. I screamed again and begged him to stop. He looked
down and laughed at me. I clamped down on his dick so that it wouldn't
move, in or out. It felt like someone had shoved a log up my ass. It hurt
like shit. I screamed again for him to pull out. He didn't.

Before I realized what was happening, he pulled out of my ass again and
then shoved back in. I screamed as he laughed. He pulled out and shoved
half his big dick in and out of me and he continued with the horrible
fucking. I felt his dickhead swell up inside of my ass. "I'm going to
shoot," he yelled. Then he pulled out one last time and rammed my ass as
hard as he could with his big teenage dick. I was mashed onto the table by
his massive thrust. My ass literally felt split open. It sank in farther
than before and I felt a hot liquid shoot inside of me. But at least it was
over. But, I was even more shocked by what happened next.

I kind of grinned at the thought of it being over. I began to relax
mentally but not physically. My body was still shaking and convulsing from
the assault on my ass and my entire body hurt. My mouth and throat were
still sore from screaming. I was still on the table, and part of my ass was
hanging off the table when Johnson, a huge black running back for the high
school team slipped the head of his cock into my well lubed ass.

He forced my legs over his back and locked them into place. He lifted me
off of the table as his ten inch dick imbedded in my lubed ass. He was in
deeper than Joe had ever been before and I gasped as he sank his entire rod
into me. I could feel his balls against my ass but was unable to do
anything about it. I threw my head back in pain and then lifted my head up
so that I could look him in the face. It all seemed too surreal, like a
dream. He looked me in the face and smiled at me.  I was fully impaled on
his black dick and couldn't do anything about it. For the first time in my
life I felt completely helpless and I started to cry again. He kept fucking
me deeply.  He started to grind his dick in and out of my aching asshole.
He lifted my ass up several inches up off of the base of his dick and
pushed into me. I screamed again, "Stop, stop, stop, please stop".  I felt
completely degraded. He was getting ready to cum inside me. I just laid
there and let him fuck me hard. He grabbed my legs tight and shot his load
of cum up my asshole. He thrust again and again, shooting his cum into me.

I did not like the idea of these guys fucking me in the ass. I jumped as
Bill grabbed my head and said, "You are going to suck my dick". He helped
me from the table and said, "Get on you knees!" He was tall, hairy, massive
muscles, dark brown hair, and a couple of day's growth of beard on his
face. I was scared as I knelt in front of him, and he started pulling open
his pants! I gagged when he started shooting. It was hot, just slimy wads
of cum. He pushed his teen dick into my mouth and I swallowed his offering.
He laughed, and patted me on my head and said, "Who wants a turn?"