Date: Thu, 04 Jan 2001 01:17:01 -0000
From: Matt * <admiralmmp@hotmail.com>
Subject: brian-and-dan/12/12

Standard Warning: Please note that this story is a work of fiction and has
a no resemblance to anyone that may read this. All characters are
fictional. Some story lines have come from my own personal life, but even
then they are exaggerated to a point.

Please do not continue if sex between man and man offend you, and if it is
illegal to read this type of literature if you are under 18 and/or you are
not permitted to do so at your local/state/country levels.

Note from Author: I am sorry it has taken me over a year to continue on
with this story. It has been hard for me to do so. But now that I have
settled in with my new life, I should be able to right more. Thank you to
all those readers who keep coming at me for more!


Time seems to be something of that only humans have the ability to
understand. It has been the greatest and the worst thing that man could
ever have invented. However, even looking back into the past we have always
noted that time was a way of measuring a point in space.

This was not the case, as it seemed for Dan as he was standing in that hall
of people. What was going threw his mind and as he was wondering how to
respond to the question, which was proposed to him, by the one whom had
unlocked the gates to his own mind, and to his own personal feelings.

He stood for what to him seemed hours on end. He saw all his life pass
before his eye in that short 3 seconds, which it took him to respond to the
question that was just, asked him.

"Dan you are the only person I have truly loved. I hope you accept my offer
to be my husband, till we both die...die...die...die."

He saw his parents whom he still loved and though of, who had turned there
back on him while he was in pain and needed help. He also thought of Brains
parents whom he also thought of who took him in, not even knowing this boy,
but knew that the boy had been something his son had looked forward to.

He also saw the assembly were Brian proclaimed his love towards him, but in
doing so jeopardized his spot on the swim team which he so truly loved.

But not was a question that he wasn't sure how to ask. He was asked a
question with which he wanted to say yes to but he couldn't. He said yes,
but nothing happened. No words came out of his mouth. He was sure he has
said it, didn't he?

"I...I...do..." the words finally came to him. He wasn't sure how, but the
did. His voice just trailed off as ones voice does in the wind. It was
recorded now in the stars as well as in the minds of all those present in
the building.

He heard the fait cheers of people around him, but wasn't sure what was
going on. He wasn't really thinking of anyone else at this moment. All he
saw was Brian before him hugging him and kissing him on the cheek. He just
stood there emotionless, and stunned at what just happened, something he
dreamed wasn't supposed to happen for another 3 years at least. Of course,
what is time, but that which is in ones mind.


Figments of the Mind


Later that night at dinner, Dan was still in shock form what happened at
school. He had homework to do, but he couldn't because he knew that he
would put yes to all the answers, even if the question was a true or false,
a math problem or something that didn't request a yes form of answering.

Brian had told his parents what he wished to do and they approved, but they
had to wait to do anything till they both graduated in the spring. Brian
accepted this and he did as he had done earlier that day. He was still
looking worried at Dan whom still had a look on his face of shock. He knew
that he was thinking in his mind deep, but he was still responding to
questions and was talking like normal. His eyes looked deep, and they
didn't seem to say much. They were dull as if sad. What was going threw his
mind.

Brain had mad a determination to talk to him later tonight. He didn't want
his personal love to have this feeling that he was pressured into saying
yes to his request. How was such simple words send a person into such deep
thought as his own personal questions had.

"Barbara, do you mind if I leave the table early? I am not really feeling
hungry now anyways."

"Sure sweetie." She smiled as Dan left the table and went up the stairs. He
went to the bathroom, closed the door and locked it behind him.

"Hum..." Brain said a little loudly.

"What's the matter honey?" His mom asked.

"Oh, its Dan. He seems to be so...I don't know he just doesn't seem to be
with it tonight. He was fine and then after I asked him to marry me he just
went off into lala land. I don't know what to think of it."

"Well son," his dad speaking up from his newspaper, "I do believe that he
wasn't expecting this. I mean he was kicked out of his house for doing what
he felt was right. And now he has someone that loves him, as did his
parents. He wasn't expecting it to turn out that way I guess. He may feel
that you just wanted him to be with him. But now he realizes that you love
him more then he thought."

"You think that is all to it?" Brain couldn't believe that was all it may
be.

"Well there may be more," he continued on looking down at the paper. "He
may want to talk to his parents about things. I don't know though."

"Hum. Maybe...do you mind if I leave early so I can talk to him?"

"Go ahead. I will put it in the fridge if you feel you want to eat some
later."

"Thanks mom." He walked up the stairs and knocked on the door.

"Danny...can I come in?"

"He heard crying form inside the bathroom, "No, but I will be out
soon. Wait in the bedroom for me okay?"

"Okay I will wait for you in there my love. You goanna be okay?"

"Yea I will be fine. Be out in a few minuets."

Brian went to his room, and started to pace. He wasn't sure how he was
handling the way his lover was acting. He wanted to make sure that he was
okay, but he knew that it would have to take time for him to come
around. What was it that might have caused this reaction? He hoped that he
would be able to help his little friend.

He was glad there was no way for Dan to hurt himself in the bathroom due to
the fact that there was nothing in there that posed danger to him. Also he
knew that Dan wouldn't have done anything like that. He was in turn afraid
of what was on the other side, and didn't want to know any time soon.

The waiting killed him, he wanted to do something but he wasn't sure
what. He needed to calm down and he needed to do it fast. There was only
one thing that could calm him down and allow him to wait without worrying
too much. That was of course music. He kneeled next to his stereo and
plunged in the headphones.

He grabbed the CD's off his desk. He pulled out a silver labeled disk, and
put it in. It was his personal collection of music. He was able to calm
down with the sweet rhythms of Enya. He always was able to clam down with
her playing.


A tear landed on the tile. Another followed shortly after that. It hit with
out a sound. It son was joined by more of its kind. It was not alone in the
world. Slowly a small puddle had started to form of tears.

Brain was leaning against the cabinets with his face looking down. He
wasn't sure why he was crying but he knew that he was. He wasn't sad
really. Maybe in a little way he was, but he was happy as well. He knew he
shouldn't be acting like this, but he was.

"Why do I have to cry like this? I am a person whom is about to graduate
from high school, and go on with my education. Why am I sitting here like
this? It is not right. I need to be in there with the person I love, and
let him know what is going on. But what is it that is going on? I do not
even know myself. I don't know why, but I don't. Why am I crying? What am I
doing here on the floor, cold and hard?"

He stopped crying. One reason is he couldn't cry anymore.  He stood up to
the sink and looked in the mirror at his reflection. His eyes were puffy
from crying and his nose was red. It would take a while for the swelling to
go down since he didn't cry much, because of this fact. He wiped his eyes
with a wet washcloth, and slowly opened the door. He needed to tell Brain
what really was going on. He wanted to make sure that Brain knew he wasn't
upset about getting married.


Brian closed his eyes in contemplation. The music of Enya filled his
mind. He turned to calm and he started to explore more of his own
feelings. He was able to open his mind up to allow thoughts to form and
dissolve with out problem. He also started to go to a world that was well
known to him. A world he didn't have to go to since he had found Dan, but
nonetheless he wished to go there tonight. It was his own world. The world
of old as he called it.


"Wwweee have no time here..." was the familiar rasp of a voice. He knew it
well but never knew were it came from. He was in darkness for some reason,
and he knew not why. It was always glowing with a faint green light. He
couldn't see were he was. Normally he landed in a world of relaxation.  But
for some reason there was something going on.

"What is going on...on..." his voice echoed in the darkness.  Nothing had
stopped it, which meant he was not in his normal realm of thinking.


"Wwwe have no time..." the voice was closer, "Your mind is clouded with
thoughts of sadness. Whyyy is it that you think not happy thoughtsss?"

"What do you mean? Happy thoughts? I am happy. That is why I have not been
here for a while."

"Yyyoouuu think moreee with your mind then you shoulddd.  Yyyooouu must
more think with your heart thenn with your minddd. Think you that you
shoullldd know the answer to this?"

He was looking around, and started to see flashes of lights around him. He
wasn't sure what was going on, but he knew it wasn't going on.

"Make yourself clear." He yelled this time, but came out just like he
spoke.

"Whyy tryy something you know can not be done? Whyyy tryy things which have
been tried before, and yet have failed?"

"I do not understand your meaning?"

"We are moreee than a force...we are yours..."

 "Whatt??"  with this he was twirled and he was forced back out of his
mind.

"Remmmber, wee have noo time.."


"Brian, I am ready to talk." Dan came walking into the room. Brain was in a
daze for a moment before he realized that he was back in his own reality.

"S..sure. What would you like to talk about hon?"

"This thing about getting married. I want to, but I wish to talk to someone
before we do. When did you want to make it, I don't know what the word
is...official?"

"We won't be able to until after we graduate. Why?" Brian was still
thinking about what the voice had said.

"I wish to talk to my parents."

"Okay. I am sure that you can do that any time you want to. I don't know if
they wish to talk to you though. I mean they might be glad to see you, but
if you haven't changed your mind, they might not want to talk to you
anymore."

"I know what you mean. But I must try to reason with them. It has been,
what a month now since we last talked. They might have accepted it by now,
but don't wish to talk to us, or try to, because they would be afraid of
what might happen."


Hum. Point. I will tell my parents your wish, and we can go by this weekend
how would that be?"

"Sure. Thanks love." With this he kissed him on the lips fully, getting his
tongue in the mouth of his lover.

"MMM." Was all Brain could say.

Brian pushed Dan away gently, and walked to the door to close it and lock
it.

"Ready?"

With that they jumped on Brains bed and kissed deeply, inhaling each
other's breath as if it was the only oxygen left on the world.  They then
started to take each other's clothes off.

Brian ran his hands over the nipples that he loves to play with. Dan
decided to do the same. With this Brain got his up instantly without any
more help. Dan reached down and undid Brian's pants. He pulled them off as
well as his boxers that he was wearing.

"You know I love it when you wear the pink ones." He just laughed and
engulfed the huge piece of meat into his mouth and sucked long and hard on
it. He had gotten good at doing this, and he loved the taste of cum that
Brian produced. He could never get enough of it from him.

"Mmm...more...more..." was all that Brian could muster. It only took a
short while till Brian blew his load in Dan's mouth. With a loud moan he
shot load after load into Dan's mouth. Dan licked it up greedily as if he
would never do this again. He loved to do it all the time.

There was knock at the door.

"As soon as you two are done in there would you please come down?" it was
Brian's dad.

"Um...sure...we...will...be...down...in...a...minuet." Brain said
breathlessly. He wasn't expected to be so loud as to go threw the door.

"Wow, that was close." Was all Dan could say. Brian helped him finish
licking off the cum off of Dan's face, and they got dressed.


"There we go. Lets see what Dad wants."

They ran downstairs, but stopped in their tracks at the half
waypoint. There sitting on the living room couch was Dan's mom and dad
waiting for them.