Date: Fri, 20 May 2011 03:34:42 -0600
From: Andrew Lorenzetti <andrewgay41@hotmail.com>
Subject: Broken Tears 18
Broken Tears - Chapter 18 By Andy Lake
You must be 18 or older to read this story.
Stop if the idea of sexual intercourse between same sexed couples disgusts
you, and if that's so, what the fuck are you doing here???
Thanks, Stephen, for editing and being available.
All usual disclaimers apply. If you are not supossed to be reading this,
then you shouldn't, but I know I can't stop you. *sigh*
All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks
to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
I'm the author, so obviously, I own the story and copyrights. It can only
be spread with my permission or downloaded for personal pleasure.
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Recap - Well, last chapter, Jeremy cut Dina out of his life forever, and he is
now dating Li because he has feelings for her. Brandon and Ty keep on
having their odd relationship, and Tom and Ty got real close last chapter.
We left off with the kiss that was going to decide the fate of their love.
Also the wedding is about to take place, the groom is Brandon's brother,
Brendan, and Ty and Brandon are due to sing at the wedding.
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*********************** The Wedding - Chapter 18 ***********************
{ Ty's POV }
That feeling is the worst, the feeling of impatience, and fear of
insecurities. Tom's lips melted in mine as we kissed, and well, inside me
it was happening, the fireworks! I still had feelings for him, and they
were pouring to one another in that kiss. The kiss grew urgent as Tom
kissed me with more passion than before. He pushed my body against the
glass of the greenhouse garden and kissed harder. I bit his bottom lip, and
he moaned as he kissed me roughly. I felt his hand sliding down to my ass
and he gripped it tight.
"I love you." He said as he kissed harder and licked my neck. I moaned and
shivered under him.
"I love you, too." I said as my moaning increased, and he kept on kissing
me with more passion than before. When we stopped, both of our lips were
puffy and red, and he looked at me and smiled.
"You're mine, babe." He said as he licked his lips at me, and I blushed and
stared down at the floor.
"Not until you tell Drew..." I said meeting his gaze, and he looked at me
and nodded.
"I will tell him today. I swear nothing is going to keep me from you." He
said grabbing my hands in his.
"Thanks." I said kissing him lightly.
"I love you a lot, baby." He kissed my hands, made his way to my neck, and
started sucking on it.
"Stop it!!" I giggled as he tightened his grip around me.
"You're marked, love." He said as he grinned. He pressed my lithe body
against his bulky one and grabbed my ass possessively.
"I love you so much." I said digging my face into his chest. He looked down
and kissed me with passion and lots of tongue.
"I love you, too. You are all mine, baby, completely mine...Say it." He
demanded as he pecked me one more time.
"I'm all yours, Tom, as long as you are all mine." I answered.
"I am, baby. I am. Just give me one day to tell Drew." He said with a
worried look on his face.
"Ok, but one day and no more. Well, we need to get going. We have to keep
on arranging stuff for the wedding." I said straightening up.
"Ok, see you in a few, baby." He pecked me on the lips and ran out of the
garden.
I stayed there, scanned the room, and sighed. Maybe Tom is the guy I am
supposed to be with. He is always here, and he is so hot and so gentle and
perfect. I feel so safe when he is around me, when his arms circle my body,
and when his lips touch mine, and I feel electric shocks course through my
body when he touches me. I sat on the grassy floor of the greenhouse garden
and looked at some roses in front of me being swayed by the wind. The first
time Tom kissed me, it was in a garden like this, with roses and more
plants around it. This peace I felt inside me was overwhelming, but I still
have this thing with Brandon that is so hard to explain.
I looked around and drifted into a world of thoughts. What do I feel for
Brandon? There is this unbelievable lust I feel for him when he is around
me. I feel this need to submit at his need and for him to please mine. It's
so hot but confusing. Maybe if I had sex with him once, I could fuck him
out of my system, but no, I know I love Tom, and I won't jeopardize my love
for him just because I lust after a guy like Brandon, who is dating a
friend of mine and has been a huge asshole to me. I sat there pondering and
stood up to get back to the house. I started walking when someone stopped
me at the entrance.
{ Brandon's POV }
I was sent to pick some tulips from the garden by my brother, and I ran to
the garden just in time to see Tom kiss Ty. Their kiss was so passionate
and full of sexual tension, and they disengaged and started talking about
love. I felt wrath. I wanted to kick Tom's ass, and I know I can. He may be
older and built, but I'm an inch taller and have bigger arms, so I know I
can take him down. I want Ty, and I won't let a punk like him take him
away from me. I waited until Tom left Ty there alone, and he sat down and
stared at the flowers. His beautiful eyes seemed to be far away, and I
waited and simply looked at him. He stood up and was about to walk out, but
I stepped in.
"Brandon...Whats up?" He asked as he smiled at me.
"You are mine...I don't want Tom anywhere near you." I said walking to him,
and he walked back until his back was against the glass of the greenhouse.
"I'm not yours. I'm with Tom now!" He said as I placed each one of my hands
to the sides of his head. He looked at me in a mix of fear and lust.
"No, you can't be with him!! You won't date anyone, and that's final!" I
growled at him, and he flinched.
"NO! I'm in love with Tom, and I will be happy with him!" He argued.
"NO! You won't be happy with Tom! GET IT?!" I scolded him.
"I will be happy. I love Tom so much. Just let us be, Brandon." He said as
his puny hand pressed against my heaving pecs. He couldn't even move me a
little.
"No...You can't be with him...I-I-" I stood there with my face buried in
his neck.
"You what Brandon?" He asked softly. I bit his neck and he moaned and tried
to push me away. I retracted and looked into his deep blue eyes.
"You just can't be with him." I answered.
"Why Brandon?" He kept on pushing the subject.
"Because I-" I couldnt say it. I just stroked the side of his face.
"Say it Brandon...Please." He begged as he placed both his hands on my
pecs.
"I-I-I-" I stuttered as I stared at him. He rolled his eyes and squirmed
away.
"I thought so." He walked out, and I stood there, my hand firm against the
glass.
"I-I love you." I said, but I was alone, and he was gone, gone and off with
Tom...
I punched one of the glass windows. It shattered completely, but my hand
was still perfect. I looked around, sighed, and walked to cut some tulips
for the wedding...Talking about the wedding, it will start in a few
hours...Sigh...
>>>> Wedding >>>>>
We were all taking seats at the chapel, and I was looking up at my brother
in the altar with a smile on his face. Ty was sitting beside me looking so
good in a tux and had a smile on his face as he looked around the
place. The bride walked in, and Elena looked so beautiful in her dress as
she glided down the aisle. I could swear I saw my brother shed a couple
tears as she walked to him. The priest continued, and he finally said you
may kiss the bride. There was a roar and a bunch of cheers of emotion as
the couple kissed and looked back to the people. Next they went outside so
the bride could throw the bouquet, and one of the bridesmaids got it. The
happy couple sped off in the car that read "Just Married", and it was fun
to be there. Ty had a big smile throughout the whole thing, and he looked
so happy and beautiful. After everything at the church was done, we had to
go to the wedding reception, which was held at the lake house. I
congratulated my brother and went off to get some drinks.
"That was so beautiful." Ty said as he grabbed some punch from the bowl.
"It was ok." I said grabbing some for myself.
"Well, so are you ready to sing?" He asked fidgeting.
"Yeah. Our song is the one they are going to dance to, so we have to be
good." I said as he nodded in agreement. Tom came by and whispered
something into Ty's ear, and I wanted to punch the hell out of his preppy
face. Ty blushed and grabbed his hand as they walked away.
{ Ty's POV ]
I walked with Tom's hand in mine, and he led me out of the house and near
the lake. He sat by my side and stared into my eyes as he stroked my face.
"You look perfect." He kissed me, and I let him take control. He pushed my
body softly to the grass and got on top of me. His kissing was getting
rough and more desperate as he slid his hands under my back and groped hard
on my ass. I moaned and shoved my tongue in his mouth, and we started to
grind our crotches together as he licked my bottom lip.
"I want you so bad." I whispered into his mouth as our touching got
heavier.
"I'm gonna make love to you right here, baby." He moaned as he touched me
more.
"I want it, baby, but have you told Drew yet?" I asked, and his face
dropped.
"No. He is here today, and well, today is when I will tell him..." He said
nervously.
"Then we will wait." I stood up, and he did the same.
"Ok...I will wait." He smiled and grabbed my hand, and we made our way back
to the ceremony.
"Well, now we would like to present Brendan and Elena's first dance!!" The
announcer said as the crew set the microphones on the stage. I walked
slowly and went up the to the stage, and Brandon followed close behind. He
grabbed the mic that was set by my side, and we looked at each other
nervously. The music started playing, they dimmed the lights, and a
spotlight flashed on the couple on the dancefloor.
Just A Kiss - Lady Antebellum
Lying here with you so close to me It's hard to fight these feelings When
it feels so hard to breathe Caught up in this moment Caught up in your
smile
I never open up to anyone So hard to hold back When I'm holding you in my
arms
We don't need to rush this Let's just take it slow
Chorus Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight Just a touch of the fire
burning so bright I don't want to mess this thing up I don't want to push
too far Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been
waiting for my whole life So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight
I know that if we give this a little time it'll only bring us closer to the
love we wanna find It's never felt so real No it's never felt so right
Chorus Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight Just a touch of the fire
burning so bright I don't want to mess this thing up I don't want to push
too far Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been
waiting for my whole life So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight
No I don't want to say goodnight I know it's time to leave but you'll be in
my dreams Tonight Tonight Tonight
Chorus Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight Just a touch of the fire
burning so brigh I don't want to mess this thing up I don't want to push
too far Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one I've been
waiting for my whole life So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight
Let's do this right with just a kiss goodnight With a kiss goodnight A kiss
goodnight
We finished the song and looked over to Brendan and Elena kissing with
love, still holding each other. Both had tears running down their eyes. It
really was a beautiful and touching moment. I searched around the crowd as
I walked down the stage. I was looking for Tom, but there was no sign of
him whatsoever. I kept on searching and heard some repeated clinging, so I
looked over to the sound, and there at the groom's table was Tom with a
glass in his hand. He was about to make a toast. He started talking about
how Brendan and Elena were perfect for each other, made some funny jokes,
and sat back down. Brendan stood up and started his speech.
"I wanna thank all of you who came here. I love Elena so much, and I'm as
happy as I can be to share this special moment with all of you. I wanna
thank Tom here for being the great friend and awesome best man, and I also
wanna thank his boyfriend Tyler for singing here at this wedding with my
brother an-" Elena cut him off and whispered something in his ear, and
Brendan looked ashamed and confused. I looked around and saw Drew storming
out of the place...Brendan said I was Tom's boyfriend, so that was what
ticked off Drew, I guess. I saw Tom stand up and follow Drew. I felt sorry
for him. Ending a relationship isn't easy at all.
The party was going good, people were having fun, and the food was simply
delicious. I had to sing a couple songs every now and then, but I had some
free time when it was Brandon's turn, so it worked fine. I talked with so
many guests and got so many compliments about my singing that I ended up
like a red tomato when I sang my last song.
"Well, I asked my brother here to sing a song...A special song that I want
to dedicated to my wife." Brendan said as Brandon took a step into the
mic. Before he even started singing, his eyes fell on me.
I Won't Let Go - Rascall Flats
It's like a storm That cuts a path It's breaks your will It feels like that
You think your lost But your not lost on your own Your not alone I will
stand by you I will help you through When you've done all you can do If you
can't cope I will dry your eyes I will fight your fight I will hold you
tight And I wont let go
It hurts my heart To see you cry I know it's dark This part of life Oh it
finds us all And we're too small To stop the rain Oh but when it rains
I will stand by you I will help you through When you've done all you can do
And you can't cope I will dry your eyes I will fight your fight I will hold
you tight
And I wont let you fall Don't be afraid to fall I'm right here to catch you
I wont let you down It wont get you down Your gonna make it Yea I know you
can make it
Cause I will stand by you I will help you through When you've done all you
can do And you can't cope And I will dry your eyes I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight And I wont let go Oh I'm gonna hold you And I wont
let go Wont let you go No I wont
I Won't Let Go - Rascall Flats
Throughout the whole song, Brandon was looking right at me and no one
else. People noticed beacause no one was looking at the happy
couple. Hell!! Even the happy couple was looking from Brandon to me, and
Brandon kept his eyes on mine as if waiting for some kind of response. I
felt everyone's gaze on me and on him, and people were waiting for
something to happen. I knew it. Elena, the bride, had a smile as she
looked from Brandon to me, and I looked around in panic. What the hell is
this supposed to mean?? Yeah, it was a beautiful song with a great meaning,
but... Why is Brandon singing it to me?! I felt so confused, and I did the
only thing I could think of. I fled. I made my way through the crowd of
whispering people and heard Brandon call my name as I took off. I found the
door and bolted at full speed. I ran through the porch of the house and
stopped when I saw a quiet place with one of those hanging chairs that
looked like a swing. I sat there and buried my face in my hands, and I
sighed. I started to relax when I heard foot steps, first urgent, and then
they slowed down as they came closer.
"Can I sit?" I heard Brandon's voice behind me.
"Yeah..." I sighed and looked over my shoulder, and he made his way slowly
towards me.
"I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable." He said trying to hold my
hand.
"What are we doing?" I asked.
"What do you mean?" He responded clearly confused.
"Us...What are we doing? The flirting, the teasing, that song, your
jealousy." I said as he looked at me with a haunted expression.
"I have feelings for you, but I can't be gay. I'm not gay." He said more to
himself than to me.
"I never asked you to be gay." I stood up and started to walk away. I felt
his hand grab mine, and he pulled my body against his.
"Ty, I know this will sound bad, but can you just give me one night, one
night to get you out of my system? Please Ty, I need it. I lust after you
like I have never lusted after anyone. I need to get you out of my system
before I go crazy." He pleaded, I wanted to say yes, but what Tom and I
were about to dive into is way more important than a one time fuck.
"You are right...It does sound bad." I took my hand away from his, and he
stomped his feet hard and grunted with fury.
I wandered around the outside of the big house looking down to the
ground. Why does everything in life have to be hard? Jeff fucked me up, but
I know I still have some open wounds, and I don't know if Tom is going to
be able to heal them. I have feelings for Tom, don't get me wrong, but this
thing with Brandon clouds my mind. It makes things so confusing. I walked
further out and made my way to a lake, the lake where Tom and I had been a
few moments ago. I sat there and looked over the water, and I took a couple
of rocks that were by the side of the lake and threw them in. They jumped
and jumped until they sank, and I sighed. I really don't know what to do. I
need to talk to Li. She is always so smart, and she knows a lot about
matters of the heart. I took my phone and dialed her number. It rang a
couple of times, and she picked up.
"Li...I don't know what to do...I know I have strong feelings for Tom, but
the Brandon thing is troubling me." I said in desparation.
"Well, Ty, have you talked to Brandon about your um...Thing?" She asked
cautiously.
"Yeah, and well, he said he can't be gay. He says he just lusts after me,
and he wants to basically fuck me out of his system." I said disgusted.
"I think he has a point." She said simply.
"WHAT?!" I screamed in disbelief.
"If he just wants one night, no strings attached just to get you out of his
system, I think it's good. You lust after him too, and well, maybe if you
do this, you will stop having feelings for him. Maybe you both just need to
fuck each other out of both your systems." She said explaining her point.
"I can't. I am with Tom now..." I said as she stopped, and I knew she was
thinking.
"You are right. You can't do it. That would be cheating, and if you told
Tom, he would go crazy...Why don't you just evade Brandon and focus on Tom
and how happy you two can be together..." She said lovingly.
"Yeah that sounds perfect. Thanks, Li." I said with relief.
"Welcome, and are you going to stay at the lake house today?" She asked
through the phone.
"Yeah, Brandon's family asked me to stay as a thank you for helping out at
the wedding, and Tom is going to stay, too." I said running a hand through
my hair.
"Well then, I hope you and Tom put your bed to use." She said laughing and
hanging up. My mouth dropped wide open, and I started laughing. I wanted to
call her and give her a well deserved come back, but I know her well enough
to know that she wouldn't pick up knowing it was me calling. Well, I better
go to Tom. I want to see how it went with Drew. I stood up and dusted
myself off, walked around the house, and asked where Tom was
staying. Brendan gave me the directions to his room, so I went down the
hallway, and I heard a noise coming from the room Tom was supposed to be
in.
"I can't help it, Drew. I love Ty." I heard Tom's voice say as Drew
sobbed. I looked through the crack of the unclosed door and saw the
scene. Drew was sitting on the bed sobbing and hugging a pillow while Tom
was standing at the end of the bed trying to reason with him.
"What the hell does he have that I don't?!" Drew screamed angrily.
"It's not that, Drew. I like you. You are great and everything, but Ty had
my heart from the start." Tom said. My heart fluttered, and I felt really
happy.
"But you can't leave me, Tom. I love you." Drew squealed as he hugged the
pillow.
"I'm so sorry, Drew. I just can't. I love Ty more than life itself. I'm so
sorry." Tom stood up and was about to walk out when Drew pulled his hand.
"Ok, I'll back off. Just give me something to remember you by." Drew said
fondling Tom's cock. He rubbed it hard and Tom moaned.
"I can't. I'm with Ty now!" Tom pushed Drew's hands away from him.
"Please, Tom. Fuck me one last time...Please, and I promise I'll leave you
and Ty alone." Drew said as his hands went back to Tom's cock. Tom gave in,
and they started making out and fondling hard. I felt a pang of jealousy
hit me hard. I wanted to get inside and make them stop, but no, I just
closed the door slowly and walked down the hallway.
I heard Selfish by Britney Spears playing...Tonight I'm gonna be a little
selfish. I walked with my strut down the hall, messed up my hair so it
looked sexy and messy, and I took off my jacket and unbottoned 4 buttons of
my long sleeve t shirt so I could show some of my chest. I walked by the
closet and placed the jacket in there, and I walked down the hall, still
with my strut, hard steps that made my ass look yummier with each step. I
unbottoned my sleeves and rolled them up, and when I looked around, some
people were giving me the fuck me eyes. I smiled. Some looked tasty, but
no, I have my target set. I strutted down the hallway and into a door that
said, "Brandon's Room". I smiled and opened the door slowly. Brandon was
shirtless, just his tie around his neck, and he was wearing only his
boxers. His abs and pecs looked hot, and his big biceps looked intimidating
and hot as hell. I closed the door behind me, and he instantly looked up at
me and looked confused. His eyes roamed my body, and he bit his lip. He
came to me and pinned me against the door, and I smiled. I grabbed him by
the tie around his neck, slammed him against the door, and kissed him hard
on the lips. He shoved his tongue into my mouth, and I moaned. His hands
roamed my body as one of mine held a tight grip on his tie, and the other
fondled his crotch. We parted, and he looked into my eyes with hunger,
lust, and something else I couldn't describe.
"One night..." I said, he nodded.
"No strings attached?" I asked, he nodded once more.
"Wanna fuck?" I inquired. He nodded. I smiled.
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Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has
kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't
read my other story on nifty, it's called Lustful Revenge. It's quite
recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
Thank you again, and please e-mail me at andrewgay41@hotmail.com if you
like my story. Writers, if I can call myself that, love feedback, and don't
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commenting about.
Thanks, Stephen, for editing. You are AWESOME!!
HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. STICK AROUND CAUSE THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET
STEAMY!!
About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you are
liking it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me,
like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you
can imagine, I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself
through words. I want to be a Doctor, my favorite color is blue, I looooove
ice cream, my favorite movie is Black Swan, and my favorite t.v. show is
Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humor and that
sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore
questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO
Andy