Date: Sun, 3 Jul 2011 11:11:29 -0600
From: Andrew Lorenzetti <andrewgay41@hotmail.com>
Subject: Broken Tears 22

Broken Tears - Chapter 22 By Andy Lake

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Stop if the idea of sexual intercourse between same sexed couples disgusts
you, and if that's so, what the fuck are you doing here???

Thanks, Stephen, for editing and being available.

All usual disclaimers apply. If you are not supossed to be reading this,
then you shouldn't, but I know I can't stop you. *sigh*

All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks
to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.

I'm the author, so obviously, I own the story and copyrights. It can only
be spread with my permission or downloaded for personal pleasure.

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Recap - Hi! Well, in the last chapter we saw how Brandon and Ty's
relationship kinda crumbled due to Brandon's sexual struggle. CAN YOU
BELIEVE HIM?!! Also The rapist sent Ty a letter with a one month death
sentence, which scared the crap outta Ty. The good news is that Ty and Cale
are trying to recover their broken relationship, and also a character comes
back in the picture. Wanna find out who it is?! And well, the last
thing...LI IS PREGO!!! I guess that's all. xD

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***********************  New Arrivals - Chapter 22 ***********************

[ Ty's POV ]

"I don't know what to say...You have to tell your parents." I said hugging
Li tight to my body. She was sobbing, and well, I bet she was scared. Being
17 and pregnant sounds like a huge deal. The discrimation, the changes,
everything is just too much.

"I am just scared...Please, Ty, can I tell him when it starts to be
noticeable?" She asked hopeful.

"I dont know, Li. This is something very important...I think they should
know." I said soothingly, her head on my chest as she sobbed.

"I know, but I need time. I know they are going to hate me for it, and I'm
not ready for that, Ty. I'm just not ready." She said with pure sadness and
fear.

"Ok, but as soon as it is noticeable, we will tell them...I think they will
understand, Li. Yes, you should've been more careful and stuff, but what's
done is done, and I already love my nephew." I said smiling down at
her. She looked up at me with teary eyes and smiled brightly.

"I love you, Ty. You are my brother, my friend, my eveything." She said
hugging me tight and delivering a kiss on my cheek.

"I love you, too. Now let's go get something to eat...You gotta feed two
now, remember?" I said smiling, and she gave me the finger but smiled as
well. We both went downstairs bumping into each other's shoulders and found
my dad putting food on the table wearing an APRON!  My dad is a big hunky
man, and seeing him like this was very hilarious.

"Thanks, Mom. It looks lovely, just like you." I said sitting down, and he
looked at me with a serious look.

"At least I don't take it up the ass." He said with a wink. I feigned hurt
and placed my hand on my chest.

"A lady shouldn't talk like that." I said as he mumbled something about
being macho and made his way to get the drinks. Li was laughing with me
cause Dad came out of the kitchen apron free.

"You two are a pair of rotten kids." He said shaking his head.

"We love you, Dad." Li and I said smiling. He scoffed and sat with us.

"Hope you enjoy. I busted my frickin ass to cook for you..." He said as he
started to eat the delicious looking lamb chops.

"Haha. I'm sure we will...I kinda miss Mark, though." I said looking at the
empty chair he normally sat at.

"Yeah...I do, too." My dad said with a sad smile and went back to eating.

"So, Mr. Jacobs...Well, Dad, I saw you talking with Ms. Paretto yesterday."
Li said with an evil smile. My dad blushed and had that look of a deer
caught in the headlights. He looked downward and kept eating.

"I don't know what you are talking about." He mumbled with food in his
mouth.

"Oohh, Marky, you are so funny. Such a charmer." Li said faking
Ms. Paretto's voice. Ms. Paretto is our neighbour and is a very pretty
blonde woman, thirty years old and a widow.

"She likes you." I said smiling as I took a bite of the delicious lamb chop
and letting out a little moan as I tasted the food with glee.

"Well, she is a very attractive woman, and I'm not a bad looking man." He
said proudly.

"Not bad looking, just kinda bad smelling, Dad." I said, and he gave me
another look.

"You two are going to make me grow older if you keep that up." He said
rolling his eyes.

"We keep you young, Dad. We make you smile." Li said with a wide smile.

"Yeah, because I picture myself running away from both of you." He said
with a scoff and a throaty laugh.

"Running away from us with Ms. Paretto giggling in your arms towards the
sunset." I said teasing. He blushed and ate his food in silence...Defeated.

"Well, I think I'll ask her out..." He said looking up at us for what
seemed like our consent.

"Well, you should...I know you loved Mom with all you had...But you can
move on. She won't get mad." I say reaching for his hand and grabbing it in
mine. He stroked my hand and looked at me, lost and scared.

"She will, Dad. She will love it if you moved on." Li said grabbing his
hand as well.

"See? We told you we are good for you." I said, and he smiled at me and Li.

"I wouldn't change you for anything...Well, maybe for a night with
Ms. Paretto." He said with starry eyes.

"EWWWWWWW! Thanks for the mental image..." I said faking disgust.

"Fuck you." My dad said with a smile.

"I thought you were aiming for Ms. Paretto." Li said tilting her head a
little.

"You two drive me frickin nuts." My dad said shaking his head.

"Well, I'm done, and I have to call Jeremy." Li said standing up. She
kissed Dad's cheek and ran upstairs. Dad looked at me and smiled.

"She is like the daughter I never had...A little mischevious, though." He
said smiling.

"Heard that, old man!" Li said from upstairs, a smile evident in her voice.

"See...What a lovely girl." He laughed and started cleaning up the dishes.

"She's more than lovely. I'll excuse myself as well." I said standing up. I
walked over to the glass door and slid it open. I looked at the garden and
saw the beautiful rose bush with a couple roses on it. It looked healthy
and well kept. I closed the door and walked slowly, feeling the night air
brush my exposed arms and sending a cold shiver throughout my body. I
hugged myself and rubbed my hands up and down my arms trying to warm myself
a litte. I walked with a soft pace until I was in front of the rose bush,
and the two streams surrounding it reflected the moonlight beautifully.

"Hi, Mom. Haven't talked to you in a long time." I said and touched one of
the roses with tenderness. I smiled down at it, and flashes of that night
went through my mind, the rain pouring, our fight, the truck lights, the
crash, and her warm body covering mine to protect me from the impact. "I
miss you, you know...A lot." I let out a tear, kissed the rose, and smiled
warmly. "Dad is going to go out with Ms. Paretto, and I know that you
approve. You are always putting everyone else before you, and I know you
loved Dad and you want to see him happy. Who knows, Ms. Paretto can be that
woman." I sighed, looked up, and stared at the moon.  "I think I love a bad
boy, Mom...His name is Brandon, and every time I look at him my heart beats
so fast. When he smiles that evil little smile of his, my knees go
weak. When he kisses me and touches me I feel like I would surrender to him
comepletely. I feel so tempted to just have fun with him and be happy, at
least for a while, but I don't want to gamble with my heart...Still, Mom,
you should meet him. He is a charmer and very good looking. He has these
HUGE arms that make me feel so safe, and well, he is very manly and
protective, a little overly jealous, but overall he is a very good guy. I
know I love him, but I can't risk it." I said still looking up at the
moon. There was something up there in the moon. I don't know. It was
something like a reasurrance, that looking up at it would give me the
answers.

"I don't know what to do...I know it will hurt when I see him tomorrow with
Dina. I know I will feel awful, but I just have to bear with it, right? I
don't know what to do...I need you so much. I know you would understand
this. I know you would." I said smiling at the memory of every talk I had
with my Mom. "You made me strong, Mommy. I have been through a lot, but you
made me strong, and thanks to you, I can bear with it, even if watching him
with Dina breaks my heart." I kissed the rose once more and turned
around. I started to walk away but stopped dead in my tracks and walked
back to the rose.

"And watch over Li for me, please...She needs you." I smiled and ran back
to the house.

I walked upstairs, went to my drawers, took out my pjs, and laid them
nicely across the bed. I started to undress and shed my shirt first, then
my jeans. I felt eyes on me when I was about to slide my boxers off, so I
walked to the window and closed the blinds just for precaution. I got
naked, took a warm bath, and looked at myself in the mirror. Not looking
bad. :D I changed into my pjs and looked at my phone for messages or
calls. Just one message from Trev and one from Cale. I answered the
messages and sent them a goodnight. I slid under the covers, grabbed the
remote, and turned off the lights. My lava lamp lit up the room with a
faint yellowish light, and I closed my eyes...Tomorrow I will just keep my
distance...Distance from Brandon before I fall even harder for
him...Distance. I closed my eyes, snuggled to my teddy bear that has a vest
and tap shoes, and smiled as memories of my mom entered my mind, good
memories. I fell asleep.

>>>>>>> The Next Day >>>>>>>>

Li parked the car in the school parking lot, and we undid our seat belts. I
was wearing a somewhat tight dark blue turtle neck and some tight black
jeans with black shoes. I walked towards the school grounds with a smile on
my face and my messenger bag around my shoulder. I caught up with Li, and
she hooked her arm into mine as we walked together. We walked down the
hallway greeting a couple people we knew.

"So, it's Friday. What are you going to sing today?" She asked as she
stuffed some things into her locker.

"Well, it's a surprise. I got the idea when I woke up today!" I said
smiling as I leaned against the locker by hers.

"Well, I know it's going to be brilliant." She said as she closed the
locker. We walked a couple lockers down and arrived at mine. I took out
some books from my bag and stuffed others back in as she looked at her
nails while she talked.

"Thanks. You are always so supportive." I said closing the locker. I turned
to her and saw behind her back that Brandon was walking inside. He was
wearing a black v-neck shirt that showed some of his chest, and he was
wearing his blue and gold football jersey with some snug jeans a little
worn out. His hair was messy, but a sexy messy, and he looked REALLY hot as
he walked with confidence and manliness down the hall toward us.

"Morning." He said bowing his head to me.

"Good morning." I said with a smile. He nodded and kept walking.

"Stop drooling." Li said with a silly grin.

"Screw you." I said above a whisper.

"What, Mr. Jacobs?" A teacher said behind me.

"Screw your locker since it's kinda loose...That's what I was saying." I
said looking at the teacher with a sheepish smile. He smiled and scoffed.

"Next time be careful or you will really get your locker screwed by a not
so liberal teacher." He winked at us and kept walking.

"That was funny." Li said with an evil little smile.

"You are just glad that I almost got in trouble." I shot back, and she
grinned.

"Am I really that transparent?" She asked as we walked down the hallway to
class.

"Yep, as transparent as Shrek's boogers." I said as she cringed.

"You are disgusting."

"Awww, I feel the same way about you." I said as we walked into the
classroom. We took our seats and class started off.

The day dragged on quite nicely. It was kind of fun, but I kept my eye out
for every guy on the football team. I tried to look for the guys' upper
arms, but they were all wearing their jerseys, so I couldn't catch a peak
at their shoulders to see the tattoo that Brandon said the guy had. I'm
determined to find this guy, so today, due to the chilly weather, we played
basketball. I don't suck, but I'm not awesome, so it wasn't that bad. Now
it was time for showers. Most of the football team is in this class, and in
the showers I'm sure to catch a glimpse of the guy. I walked into the
showers, slightly embarrassed to take a shower out in the open with so many
guys around. I looked around and checked all the guys' arms, getting
slightly aroused. I kept walking down until I was sure I had checked
everyone's shoulder, and I spotted two tattoos on two different guys...One
is Dylan, who is a wide receiver on the football team, and the other one is
Jerry, the guy I blew off the first day of school this year...He was the
one I had my radar on the most...He seems somewhat creepy at times, and I
have seen him staring at my ass. I walked into one of the emptiest communal
showers, shed my towel, and turned the water on. The warm water slid over
my body nicely making me feel slippery and aroused.  I washed my neck and
my chest with the soap, slowly enjoying the feel. I washed my legs and
finished with soaping my hair. I was rinsing when I felt warm, big,
calloused hands on my back...I knew the touch...Brandon.

"Brandon...Don't." I said moving forward and grabbing a towel.

"The guys are all gone, and coach won't come out of his office right now."
He said as he grabbed my chin and made me look at him.

"No, I don't want to be just your gay experiment." I said slightly
offended.

"Why? It would be no strings attached fun." He said nuzzling my neck with
his nose.

"Because I can't trust myself around you...I can fall in love." I said
swallowing hard, and he froze.

"I can't do the love stuff, babe. I want to have my fun, but I just can't
be gay..." He said as he pushed me with care against the locker. He licked
my neck, and I felt myself wanting to surrender to him. I composed myself
and pushed him away. I grabbed my towel and started to dry off.

"Please just leave me alone..." I said slightly teary eyed as I toweled my
hair, my voice cracking slightly.

"Are you crying?" He asked with a worried tone in his voice.

"No...But I would appreciate it if you respected my wishes." I said as he
nodded and walked away. I changed into my clothes after putting on
deodorant and walked out of the locker room with my mind drifting somewhere
between Brandon and Jerry...I looked around the hallway trying to find a
sign of Jerry around, but no luck. I walked down to the cafeteria since it
was time for lunch, and I saw Trev and Cale together at a table. I walked
over to them.

"Hey there." I said and sat down in front of Cale by Tevor's side.

"Sup, sexy." Trev said kissing my cheek.

"Hi." Cale said smiling at me with that sun like smile of his.

"I'm great. Just thinking..." I said trailing off as I looked over to a
table in the corner, full of jocks and cheerleaders. Yep, there was
Brandon, his arm around Dina. He was kissing her cheek, and well, giving
her butterfly kisses at her nose. I felt my stomach twist and my gut
clench. I wanted to go over there and give them a piece of my mind...But I
knew better.

"You know it's his loss, right?" Trev said looking at me with a sad look.

"I know, but I just can't help feeling how I feel about him...I know I'm
stupid. I know." I said playing with both my hands and looking ashamed.

"What's going on?" Cale asked confused and excited at the same time.

"I kinda fell in love with Brandon." I said blushing deep red.

"WHAT?!" He looked at me like I was crazy.

"I know he used to bully me...But well, we kinda hooked up, and well, it's
a long story...I'll tell you later when we have dinner at my house...But
well, the thing is I'm in love with him, but he doesn't want to be gay. He
just wants to fool around." I said sadly.

"Well then, give it some time, and then you can see how you feel without
him...Don't let a guy run your life. It happened to me, and it didn't end
up well." Cale said with a knowing look.

"I know...Thanks." I smiled, and Trevor wrapped his arms around me and
rubbed my shoulders soothingly.

"It's gonna be ok. Cale and I will be there for you." He said soothingly.

"And well, how's it going with you two?" I asked looking over at Cale, who
blushed.

"Taking it slow...But loving it so far." Trev said winking at Cale.

"Well, I'm glad to hear that." I said smiling at Cale, and he smiled
back. The bell rang announcing the Friday assembly.

"Well, we gotta go, and you, Mr. Superstar, you have to get ready." Trevor
said as he stood up. I stood and grabbed his and Cale's hand and gave them
a squeeze.

"Thank you." I said to both of them. I started walking swiftly out of the
cafeteria. I looked over my shoulder and saw Brandon giving Trevor a dirty
look, and it somehow made me feel better. I turned back around and bumped
into someone. I raised my head and saw Jerry looking down at me with a
dirty smile.

"Watch out, baby, you might get fondled by a creep or two in this mass of
people." He said biting his lip. I froze, walked around him, and
practically ran out of the cafeteria. I looked back once to see him smiling
at me...Crookedly. I made my way into the auditorium with my heart pounding
fast. We tested the mic, and the principal gave his announcements for next
week. He made the introduction for the Arts club, and I walked to the mic
with Hugh. This song was kind of a duet with a grave voice and a softer
one, and his voice is as grave as it gets.

"Hi guys...Well, today I'm going to sing another love song with the band!
This one is about unrequited love...Or simply not wanting to rush into
love...Being afraid...Hope you enjoy." I smiled. The piano started playing,
and the guitar came along as Hugh gave me a nod.

The sun is filling up the room And I can hear you dreaming Do you feel the
way I do right now?  I wish we would just give up Cause the best part is
falling Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance Say "I love you" when you're not
listening How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me I'm having trouble breathing I'm
afraid of what you'll see right now I give you everything I am

All my broken heart beats Until I know you'll understand And I will make
sure to keep my distance Say "I love you" and you're not listening How long
can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting For you to take me You keep waiting To say what we have

So I make sure to keep my distance Say "I love you" when you're not
listening How long can we keep this up, up, up?  Make sure to keep my
distance Say "I love you" when you're not listening How long till we call
this love, love, love?  (2x)

Distance - Christina Perri

That was the song I dedicated to Brandon in my mind, my feelings for him,
my love for him, the pain he makes me feel.

I finished with a hug to Hugh and a good job in his ear. The students
applauded and gave a couple hoots. The whole band took a bow, and we went
back to putting things in their cases.

"Everyone did awesome!" I said as we packed.

"It was perfect." Ms. Cadburry said smiling approvingly to all of us. We
beamed at her and packed the things up. I said goodbye to the guys and
walked to my locker. I opened it, afraid that a letter would be there, but
there wasn't. Since I saw my locker had a few dents in it this morning, I
was kind of afraid. I strolled down the hall after sorting out the books I
was going to take home and the ones I wasn't going to take, walked out of
the school doors, and heard someone clear his throat behind me.

"As awesome as always." I heard a sort of familiar voice behind me, and I
turned around slowly.

"JOHN!!!!" I screamed at the sight of him. John...Well, he is kinda like my
first crush since I was in England. (see chap 1)

"Hey, Ty...Wow, you look...Damn, back then you were cute...Now you look
amazing, sexy, and cute." He said as he wrapped his toned arms around
me. John looks kinda like a tall version of Darren Criss. He has black
short hair, a toned body, muscular but not buff or wide, simply slender and
SUPER HOT!

"You look great as well...Really hot." I said blushing and looking up at
him. He was looking down at me and sighed.

"I missed you so much. I just had to come down here. I couldn't take it
anymore." He said brushing my cheek.

"Well, I'm glad you did. I wanted to see you so bad as well." I hugged him
tighter. He smiled and lifted me up slightly. I squirmed, and he giggled. I
felt his warm lips press against my forehead.

"I missed you so much, buddy." He said softly as if wanting to make sure I
believed him. I blushed and looked downward.

"I missed you, too. Wanna get some coffee or something? We need to catch
up!" I said as his hands laid on my lower back.

"I would love that." He said as he pressed me tighter to him. I laughed and
pushed him off.

"I need to be able to walk to show you where the coffee place is...You will
love it." I said, and the whole time I was talking, he was just staring at
me.

"God, you look beautiful." He said with a warm smile.

"You look the same yourself. Now let's go!" I said trying to cut through
the awkwardness that was about to build up. I hooked my arm in his and
walked happily to the car. Li was looking at me strangely as she checked
out John, who really is a sight worth looking at. I felt at ease with John
here...Maybe it was the long time no see. :D This will definitely be good.

[ Brandon's POV ]

I walked out of the school with the song in my head. I bet Ty meant to sing
that song for me...I know that he has feelings for me. He just can't hide
it, and I know I have this thing for him as well, but I'm not gay...I
simply can't be gay. I can't live that life with so much discrimination and
hatred. I walked with my hands on my head feeling stressed to the limit,
and I heard a scream.  The voice was Ty's, and I instantly felt scared and
ran to his voice. I was so worried, thinking the worst. Relief shot through
me when I saw him hugging a guy happily...But then the relief turned to
jealousy, and the jealousy to anger, and the anger to regret and shame...I
shouldn't feel like this. I can't give Ty what he deserves. I should let
him be happy, right? But I just don't want him to be happy with anyone but
me. It may sound selfish, but if you knew Ty, if you saw him smiling at
you, he smiles with his upper teeth showing and biting his lower lip. It's
cute beyond belief and contagious as well. His voice is angelic, and his
eyes are perfect. He makes you feel that you are all he is thinking about
when his eyes focus on you, and besides all that, his body is perfect.
Those abs and his lightly golden tanned skin make him very desirable. I
know I drool when I see those legs, his plump bottom, and his nice cock. He
is smooth all over and looks as delicious as it gets...I know I'm supposed
to be straight, but Ty...He makes me feel things I have never felt before,
and it scares me. I want him to be happy, but I think I'm the one who is
supposed to make him happy, but still, I'm just a fuck up...I can't even
take care of him. I might as well hand him over to the other guy, as much
as I hate it...He needs his distance.

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Next Chapter will be up sooon!!

Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has
kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D

Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't
read my other story on nifty, it's called Aphrodite's Curse. It's quite
recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.

Thank you again, and please e-mail me at andrewgay41@hotmail.com  if you
like my story. Writers, if I can call myself that, love feedback, and don't
be too shy to ask anything personal. Please specify which story you are
commenting about.

Thanks, Stephen, for editing. You are AWESOME!!

HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. STICK AROUND CAUSE THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET
STEAMY!!

About the author!

Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you are
liking it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me,
like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you
can imagine, I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself
through words. I want to be a Doctor, my favorite color is blue, I looooove
ice cream, my favorite movie is Easy A, and my favorite t.v. show is
Friends!! :D

I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humor and that
sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore
questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!

XOXO
Andy