Date: Tue, 17 Apr 2012 11:57:15 -0700 (PDT) From: Patrick Prater <patricklprater25@yahoo.com> Subject: Caught in the middle chapter 8 The look on their faces was priceless. I mean I had my suspicions but I was lying when I told them someone else told me but their reaction was fuckin priceless. Melody just started crying but I didn't really give a shit. I wanted answers and I feel I deserve them. DaeDae: So now nobody have anything to say?! Don't try to lie bout it either cuz I know the truth so jus tell me already... JJ: See that's why ppl dnt fuckin like yo ass! You walk around here thinking you know every fuckin thing and you entitled to know everyone's business but keep everything bout YOU to yourself! And when things don't go your way you kick, scream and yell till everyone give in. You so fuckin selfish KeShawn! DaeDae: Dnt! Jus DNT!!! Right now I dnt even want you callin me that right now and I dnt give a fuck how you feel right now. JJ: See that's the shit I'm talkin bout right there! Things not goin according to plan, so now it's time for you to yell and scream huh????? Dnt get quiet now! What we do is OUR BUSINESS NOT YOURS! I'm gon be real with yall I do have control issues but this dnt have anything to do with them keeping this from me. Does it? DaeDae: Don't even go there because every decision I make or think about doing I always ask yall opinion. ALWAYS! So dnt even try to turn this shit around on me. Yall wrong and yall know it! And the fact that this bitch is sittin over there cryin and aint sayin shit proves my point! JJ: WATCH YO MOUTH NIGGA! DNT BE CALLING HER A BITCH! DaeDae: Or what! She round here actin like all these other fuckin groupies so why should I treat the BITCH any different? JJ: I'm tellin you Bruh.. Watch yo mouth He said it so low I could barely hear him but I was too heated. I know I'm at that line friends should never cross but I couldn't help but push. I realize that I have a choice to make... Do I push it and lose 2 people who are very important to me or back down? I'm trying to hold my temper in check but the way he looking at me right now and I just lost it.. DaeDae: Fuck her!!! Is this the reason why you became my friend? Cuz you wanted my brother dick!! We joke bout all the shit these basic ass hoes do to get wit him and come to find out YOU JUST LIKE THEY ASS! A BASIC BITCH! Just as soon as those words left my mouth I regretted it. JJ punched the shit outta me and I gotta say it made me stagger backwards a bit, and he drew blood. I couldn't help but smile a lil. DaeDae: I see you been practicing what I taught you... You still hit like a bitch tho.. JJ: FUCK YOU LADAMIEN!! Melody: No Wait dnt! DaeDae: Bitch I dnt need you to hold him back! Let him come get that ass beat. Melody: Fuck You Nigga! You must have forgotten who you talking to cuz I'm not the 1! DaeDae: Oh now you bad bitch? Just a few mins ago you was cryin yo heart... Ho plz... Melody: So that's how we doin it?! Since it's like that Imma give it to yo raw jus like you let that nigga fuck you! Yeah you not the only one can throw shit up in da air. So I'm a basic bitch now? Who is always there helpin YOU CLEAN UP THE MESS?! WHO IS THE 1 THAT STOOD IN FRONT OF A CAMERA AND COVERED FOR YOU ON NATIONAL TV?! AND WHO HELPED YOU DO THAT THING WE DID A FEW MONTHS BK?!I COULD GET LIFE IN JAIL FOR WHAT WE DID! IF I WANTED TO HURT I WOULD HAVE BEEN DONE IT!! AFTER ALL WE BEEN THRU YOU STILL DON'T TRUST ME. AND FOR YOU TO THINK THAT SOME DICK IS GONNA COME BETWEEN US YOU ARE SADLY MISTAKEN. ION GIVE A FUCK IF IT IS YO TWIN. Am I hearing her right and how dare she bring that up? We took a blood oath never to speak of it again. Melody: If you wanna be mad at someone be mad at ME! I was the one who made JJ promise me not to tell you. He wanted too so bad but I made him swear on yo life! You think it was fun keepin this from you? And as far as someone tellin you I know it was lie cuz we NEVER told anyone! DaeDae: Oh you think so? Well obviously I'm not the only one keepin secrets! I was looking dead at JJ and I could see the anger in his eyes. JJ: I wasn't like I did it on purpose... My mom caught us fuckin on da security cam last month and she stepped to me bout it. Melody: Even still I can't be mad at that. I wish he would have told me but at any rate, that does not excuse you for you actin this way DaeDae. DaeDae: Bitch my name is LaDamien to you! Melody: Ha you wish nigga! Ion care how mad you are yo ass is wrong! Dead wrong. You really wanna know why we didn't say anything to you? JJ: We dnt have to explain shit to him! Melody: I know Bae but since he wanna act all stupid and shit! Might as well tell him. Do you really wanna know why I made him promise not to tell you? JJ: Man Mel fuck Him! He swear he know everything let his ass find out on his own since he wanna play detective and shit! DaeDae: Dnt push me Joseph. Trust this aint what you want bruh... Melody: Bae chill... The reason why I didn't tell you we were together is because I felt I wasn't good enough for him. She got real quiet when she said the last part. It was if all that courage she had instantly left and she reverted back to the shy low self esteem Melody I once knew. Anyway I could tell that this was the first time JJ had heard this cuz he was as shocked as I was. Why would she think that? I mean even tho they kept this from me, what gave her that idea? It was an awkward silence in the room for a minute. Once again this bitch had me speechless in my own house! This was becoming a habit and I dnt fucking like it! Is the reason why they feel this way about me? No one has ever said anything about it to me, I mean isn't friends supposed to let each other know when they stepping out of line or becoming something that's not a part of who they are? Is my hatred for my dad turning me into something that I'm not? My bad I'm letting yall into my head too much. JJ: What?! Melody: have you seen the way you treat his girlfriends? Or heard how you talk to them? Name at least 3 girls JJ has dated that you liked? Dnt worry I'll wait.... Exactly none! JJ: you know... she's right... DaeDae: Shut the fuck up! Melody: We always used to joke about these ghetto ass girls who only see dollars signs. Or how they wouldn't fit into your world because they not privileged or can't form a sentence. Yeah you go to public school and your mom makes yall work but it's not doin you any good. Somewhere along the line you changed and dnt give me that shit about yo dad. That excuse is getting old and honestly I'm tired of hearing. This bitch was crossing major lines now and I'm not about to stand for it. DaeDae: Dnt even think for a second you bout to stand in my house and talk to me like this without getting that ass beat! JJ: I swear to God if you touch her you goin to the hospital... He stepped between me and Melody. My world is crumbling all around me and I feel helpless. Melody: Oh he not stupid at all. But he gon hear what I have to say. You talk about these girls like they are beneath you but need I remind you I stay in the same fuckin hood they stay in. I'm just like all these other girls the only difference is I'm fortunate enough to have a best friend that gives me the world and exposes me to different things. And for that I'm grateful but still I look at the way you judge these girls and I can't help but feel inadequate. The way you talk to people is demeaning. We put up with so much shit for you! I fight at least every week cuz girls on the block hate me cuz I go hard for YOU and JJ. So many ppl have so much respect for yo brother in these streets and the only reason they respect you is cuz they fear you! That's not something you should be proud of. I love yo brother more than life itself and it sucks that the first time he hear these words come from my mouth is cuz you wanna act like a fuckin idiot. JJ: Wait??? You love me? Melody: Yes I love you. Other than yo brother you the first man to ever respect me and treat me like a lady. All these other niggas only wanted a jump off and I know I'm worth more than that. Wtf is happening?!?!?! I must be dreaming cuz real life doesn't work this way! I can't deal with all this fuckin soap opera bull shit. I sat down on the floor and put my head in my hands. Has it finally happened have I met my match? DaeDae: Carajo! Ahora yo gotta se disculpa a ellos asno! (Fuck! Now I gotta apologize to they ass! ) Melody: I keep tellin yo imported ass we speak English over here nigga I couldn't help but start laughing. It was as if we never skipped a beat. I mean yeah we arguing but it just like Melody to put you in yo place and then make you laugh. Something is about to happen that has never happened in 10 years.. DaeDae: man look it's like this. I apologize for comin at yall the way I did and for the stuff I said earlier. And Mel if I had to pick any girl in the world to date my brother it would be you. JJ/Melody: What?!?! JJ: Please tell me I'm hearin shit? Melody: Did you jus apologize? DaeDae: Man yeah damn! Dnt make it a big deal... Melody: No bitch this should be marked as a holiday or some shit cuz you NEVER apologize. DaeDae: Ugh dnt make me say it again! Its late and I'm tired plus I gotta call my boo...lol... Are we cool? They looked at each other for a minute or 2 like they weren't gonna forgive me. Melody: yeah we cool nigga... lol I looked at JJ and was waiting for him to answer but the way he was looking at me was unsettling. DaeDae: Maine? JJ: Yeah we good for now but we got some issues we need to talk about. DaeDae: like? JJ: look all I can say right now is ya boy aint what he making his self out to be.... DID I JUST HEAR HIM RIGHT?