Date: Wed, 31 Oct 2012 14:59:49 -0400
From: Xavier Anthony <xfighter1984@gmail.com>
Subject: Change is Good Part 10

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Chapter 10: I Will Always Find You

*Alex*

At last Summer!  Jumping on my bed I pull out my Laptop to send Shawn a
quick email, it was hard not seeing him as he left with his family last
week for their summer European vacation.  They had invited me to go but, I
had just got accepted into an internship program at the local Aquarium and
I couldn't turn it down.  "Hope you miss me as much as I miss you"
I close my laptop and lay back thinking of Shawn when the doorbell rings,
which strikes me as odd seeing as no one rings my doorbell they more or
less just waltz in.

Opening the door I could hardly believe my eyes "Jason?  What are you
doing here, how do you know where I live?" I could hardly believe it,
the last tie I saw him he left me for all of his so called friends to pound
me to a pulp.  I didn't know how to feel all I could do was stand there
and then everything went dark.

"Hey wake up, hey can you here me?" I awoke finding myself back in my
bed, confused and disoriented I was taken aback when I realized it was a
dream and Jason was here sitting at the end of my bed.

"What are you doing here?"

"Is that the only thing that you can say?"

"It's a valid question considering I am in a new place with the
primary goal of getting away from you and your group of cronies" Jason
looked at the floor with what appeared to be a frown on his face.

"I really liked you"

"Well you had a real screwed up way of showing it" Getting my
bearings straight I got up and made my way to the kitchen with Jason closed
behind.  "How did you even find me and for what purpose did you even
come here?"

"I came to apologize and give you this" Before I knew what was
happening I found myself lip locked with Jason, the memories of the times
we spent together flooding into my mind.  Coming to my senses I pushed him
off of me.

"You can't just waltz in here out of the blue and expect everything
to be ok, maybe you forgot but there was a reason that I moved away" He
once again looked down at the ground this time fidgeting with his fingers.
This wasn't the confident, out going Jason that I had known, but that
was a long time ago and I have Shawn now.

"Are you seeing anyone?" he ask still not looking up at me

"Not that it's really of your business, but yes I am seeing someone."

"Is that why you pushed me away?" I couldn't believe what I was
hearing, was he implying that if I did not have Shawn that I would have
enjoyed that kiss.

"Are you serious, you talk as if nothing happened between us, I think it
would be best for you to leave now" Jason finally raised to face me with
a look of shock across his face.  "Look what do you expect after what
you did to me.  You may not have been the one who did actual damage, but
you were just as paid for being there and not doing anything to stop it,
that is something that I could never forgive you for and I don't intend
to."

"I still have feelings for you Lex and I was hoping that was could make
things right" The one name that I couldn't stand when people used, he
was the only one that I let get away with that, but here and now it made me
sick to my stomach and angry at the same time.

"You lost the right to any of that when you stood by and did nothing, if
you cared even a little about me you would have done what you could to
prevent it." I opened my front door no longer able to stand the sight of
the person in front of me.  "Now I would appreciate it if you left and
leave me alone." I watched as Jason slowly climbed into his truck before
looking back over at me once last time, starting his truck and driving off.

*Shawn*

Europe is great we have been all over and seen so much, I can't remember
the last time we vacationed as a true family and I was enjoying every
minute of it.  I missed Alex terribly and couldn't wait to get back to
him, with the summer being here I planned to spend as much time as possible
with him when we got back.  Stopping at a small cafˇ on the side of the
street I ordered two coffees for my parents and breakfast crepe for myself.
That's when I saw him sitting at our table talking to my folks, Mark.

"Honey look who we ran into, we have seen you in ages since we moved out
of town" My parents had adored Mark, we were practically inseparable
growing up as his folks and mine were in the same social circles and we
often enjoyed each others company at the more uninteresting events"

"Hey Shawn long time no see, how have you been?"

"I've been good, never better" putting on a fake smile in front of
my parents, I resented the person in front of me.  We had been through so
much together and were always there for each other until that day he and
Austin betrayed me.

"Mark you must come by the house when you get the chance and you may
even get to meet Shawn's phatom boyfriend"

"Boyfriend?!"

"Yes dear I haven't had the pleasure of being properly introduced yet
outside of coming home to the surprise of my house sounding like an adult
studio" I was mortified I can't believe she just said that

"Mom, really was that necessary?" I was a mix between totally
embarrassed and upset that my mom gave out those personal details about my
life.  In her defense she was more than a little clueless about the whole
reason that Mark and I stopped hanging around, I think she just figured we
would work whatever it was out and things would go back to normal, oh how
wrong she was.

"Yes I will have to do that and meet the new man that is stealing my
brother away and keep him from answering any of my phone calls and emails"
he said with a smile.  I can't believe that this is actually happening
there is no way that I wanted him anywhere near Alex, he didn't deserve
to know who was special in my life, not anymore.

*Alex*

" I can't believe he actually came all this way and I still don't
know how he even knew where I was" I was at the local dinner with
Tiffany after my encounter with Jason

"That's completely off the wall, you must have put a real spell on
this Jason guy if he is still after you after everything that you told me
about, how do you feel about him"

"How could you even ask that question I want nothing more then to never
have to see him again, any feelings I had for him died that night after
what they did.  How could I hold on to any sort of feelings for someone
like that" Not looking back at her I bit into my burger wishing Shawn
would hurry and come back home I missed him and want to just lay in his
arms and not think about all of this crap.

"I know what you need, why don't you come along to the beach with me
and Justin to get your mind off of this whole thing and it will keep you
from thinking about Shawn to much.

"Sure why not I could use the fresh air, when are we going?" We will
pick you up tomorrow morning we are taking Justin's car out to the beach
since it can fit all of our stuff"

"And you would be damned if we got sand in your car" laughing as Tiff
visibly fumed at my comment throwing and handful of fries my way.

"Your lucky I love you or you would be so dead right now, well go and
get your but going I have to get home and get things ready for tomorrow.

Arriving home I greeted my parents before heading straight to my room,
physically and mentally exhausted I fell right to sleep thinking about what
Jason's motive could be for showing up.

I was roused from my sleep being tossed off my bed, hearing that obnoxious
laugh I knew exactly who it was. "What the hell Tiffany can't you
just wake me up like a normal person"

"Aww whaty would be the fun in that, besides your lazy butt was supposed
to be up, ready, and outside before we got here.  Of course you seem to
have the up and ready part covered" Feeling my face heat up I grabbed my
clothes and rushed off to the bathroom

"You know I really hate you sometimes"

"And I love you too, we are out in the car don't keep us waiting to
long we want to get a good spot out on the beach."

The ride out the the beach was nothing spectaculr with Tiff doing all of
the talking with Justin and I getting in the occasionally response, I think
she could honestly carry on a conversation all on her own but than that
would make her seem weird so we are the unfortunate victims.  Laying out on
the beach I was actually finding myself relaxing, Tiffany and Justin had
gone off to florlick in the waves as I layed out in the sun.  I must have
dozed off for a good twenty mintues when felt a presence stanfing over me,
looking up I found myself staring up at Jason feeling instantly exposed and
uncomfortable I reached for my shirt and shorts to cover up my small swim
suit.  "Is there something that I can help you with, if not you are sort
of standing in the way if you don't mind"

"I just came over to talk to you, and before you ask no I wasn't
following you I come here from time to time to clear my head and just
think.  To answer you question yes I live around the area although I am a
lot closer to the beach than you are.  I've seen you around a few times
but you are usually with that girl out there and I have also seen you here
with another guy who I don't see around today"

Well that answered a few questions that were sticking out in my mind, but I
was really in no mood to deal with him after all I had come to the beach to
get away from him and focus on other things. "Really Jason what do you
want, I have a boyfriend I have moved on with my life and for the first
time I am finding myself truly happy, so really what could you possibly
want that is so important that we have to cross paths again?"

"I want another chance Alex I know what I did to you was wrong, but you
have to know that I am so sorry for what happened and I want to make it up
to you"

"You don't need to do any such thing as I have told you I have moved
on from all of that, there is nothing here for you, unfortunately I guess
I'll be seeing you around whether I like it or not" I gathered the
rest of my thing and headed back to the car, after everything was going so
well is this really something that I am going to have to deal with.

*Shawn*

The plane ride home was a bittersweet adventure, I was happy to head home
because it meant I get to hold Alex again, but knowing that Mark would be
showing his face sometime in the near future left me disturbed.

"Why the long face dear?"

"Nothing just ready to be back home"

"You miss him don't you, well you make sure you invite him over for
dinner that way we can be properly introduced and he can meet Mark and his
parents as well"

The knot that had already formed in my stomach just got tighter, not only
was Mark coming back into the picture sooner than I was prepared for, but
now he is also going to involve himself in my personal life, that's just
the type of person Mark is and all of a sudden I wasn't so overjoyed to
be coming back home.

"Hi babe I wasn't expecting to hear from you for at least another
week" an excited Alex greeted me.

"Yea we had to come back sooner than expected, they need dad back at
work ASAP, but also another reason for calling my parents want you to come
around for dinner tomorrow night so they can meet you properly, at least
that's what my mom keeps saying"

"That sounds great, do I need to dress up or bring anything?"

"No just bring yourself and dress casual, its nothing fancy, but there
is something else.  Mark and his folks will be there too"

"Are you okay with that?"

"No not really, but the fact is that our parents are really close and
don't know about the whole Austin thing, if you would rather not come I
understand and can make up something to tell my parents"

"No you don't have to do that, I'll be with you every step of the
way through dinner and besides I haven't gotten the chance to meet your
parents yet so this is an opportunity I won't pass up"

I was incredibly relieved for Alex to say that, I didn't know it I would
be able to keep my emotions it check if he was there by my side.  "Hey
if you don't have to work tomorrow why don't you come spend the night
with me and we can spend the day together then you would already be here
for dinner."

"That sounds good to me, I'll head over after I get back from hanging
with Tiff and Justin."





Okay Guys that is Chapter 10 I hope you guys all enjoy it, Love it, Hate
it, maybe even a few suggestions here and there, or food for thought you
know I love hearing from you guys.  Next chapter Alex meets the infamous
Mark and Shawn's elusive parents.  How will the arrival of Jason shake
things up and don't forget about Austin he is still out there too.  Also
some of you may know but there is a yahoo group that has all of the
chapters and will more than likely be updated faster so feel free to go
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