Date: Wed, 6 May 2009 13:21:35 -0400
From: mike loggerman <chatterman36@gmail.com>
Subject: Chub Memoirs - 1

I grew up as a chubby kid.  I would look at myself in the mirror and look at
my smooth chubby body, and my round chubby tits, and felt bad I didn't look
like the other guys in my gym locker room.  In the privacy of my home
bathroom, I could push my tits together and they looked like I was a girl.
By the time I was a teen, my cock was only an inch long soft, and four
inches hard.  When I would see the more developed guys in the locker room I
wished I was them. Although I kept to myself, they were always picking on
me.  They made fun of my small cock, and the used to squeeze my tits through
my shirt. In the locker room, some of them used to squeeze them for luck
before we went to class.  I felt like a freak.

I was 13 the first time I had sex with another guy.  I was on a Boy Scouts
camp out, and two 15 year old guys shared my tent.  When we were told to go
to our tents for the night, they asked if I jerked off.  I said I never had,
and they said they would teach me.  We got naked, and I got hard looking at
them.  Their cocks were 6 and 7 inches, and they had thick bushes.  They
demonstrated on themselves how to jerk off, and I started to stroke myself.
It felt really good, until one of them reached over and started stroking
me.  It felt incredible, and I shot my load.  He let me stroke his cock,
which was the first time I ever felt another guy's cock, and it was like
velvet covered steel.  I stroked him faster and faster, until he shot a
large load.  Some of his cum landed on my hand, and I left it there until we
turned out the lights and I smelled it and tasted it.  I liked it.  For the
next couple of camp outs I looked forward to jerking off with them, and
jerked off at home thinking about them.  They soon left the scouts, and I
didn't have anyone to play with.

When I was 16, I switched to another troop, and became friendly with a
couple of 14 year old guys. I was the chubby kid, didn't have many friends
my age, so hanging out with younger guys came naturally.  They told me they
sucked each others cocks after school and on camp outs.  I went over their
houses after school, where we would go to their rooms and get naked.  I
loved looking at their thin smooth bodies.  One of them had a five inch
cock, the other had a six incher.  They loved the fact that their cocks were
bigger than mine, and I enjoyed feeling them and stroking them.  First, I
watched them suck each other and  then they sucked me, and I started sucking
them.  We never shot in each others mouths, but I loved feeling their cocks
in my mouth.  After about a year, they left scouts, and once again, I had no
one to play with.

That summer, I went to the community pool with a 17 year old friend of
mine.  In the changing room I noticed his cock was bigger than mine when he
was soft, and he had a very thick dark bush.  He was also very thin and wiry
with no body hair except his pubes and pits.  We became good friends and
spent a lot of time together.  One day it was rainy, and we couldn't go to
the pool, so we went to his house and played gin rummy.  I was horny and
wanted to suck his cock, so I told him if he could beat me three hands in a
row, I would suck his cock.  He played well, and I played badly on purpose,
so he looked at me and said "now you have to suck it!"  We went up to his
bathroom, locked the door, and we got undressed.  I got between his legs and
handled his semi hard cock.  I took his cock in my mouth as I felt his big
balls and ran my fingers through his pubes.  I managed to get half way down
his thick eight inch cock.  He ran his fingers through my hair as I kept
sucking him.  He stopped me and started feeling my chubby tits with the
palms of his hands.  He started sucking my tits as he stroked my cock.  He
said if I make you cum, you have to swallow mine.  I said OK, so he took out
some cooking oil and lubed my cock and stroked me until I shot my load. I
loved how it felt when he stroked me.  He enjoyed getting me off.  Then he
stood in front of me and I got on my knees and sucked him, moving deeper
down his rod until I started to gag.  I also kept feeling his bubble butt as
I sucked him.  He started thrusting in my mouth harder and faster, and I
felt the head of his cock throb before shooting a huge load in my mouth.  He
watched me as I swallowed his cum. He said now I had to suck him whenever he
wanted, and I enthusiastically agreed.  I had his cock in my mouth at least
once a day, and most of the time, I was begging him for it.  We did it at my
house, his house, in the woods, in his car, behind a dumpster at a mall, and
pretty much anywhere we could be alone.

He knew I loved sucking him and got me to do other things with the prize of
sucking him off.  He liked to lie on top of me, cock to cock, and grind his
cock into mine as he sucked my tits.  I started sucking his balls, and he
had me lick his hairy ass crack and hole.  I wanted him to fuck me, so we
tried it once.  His cock was so big and we didn't know what we were doing,
so it really hurt, and we stopped.  He got a girlfriend  who let him fuck
her so he stopped playing with me.  Once again, I was always horny and had
no one to mess around with.

I started to befriend a tall thin Asian guy who was tutoring me in school.
He was a year younger than me and very quiet. He came over my house and we
were studying, and I asked him if he liked to jerk off after school, and he
was surprised and said, everyone does.  I asked him if he ever jerked off
with other guys, and he asked if I did.    I told him I did, and asked if he
wanted to mess around.  He said he never did it with anyone else, and I said
its hot.  No one was home, but I locked my bedroom door, and he looked at me
and said "you first." I took off my shirt and pants, and stood there in my
briefs.  He stripped down to his briefs and we just stared at each other.
He said now what?  I said it was OK if we felt each others bodies.  I stood
there as he felt my round soft tits.  He touched them, then started circling
them with his hands.  My nipples got hard and he started sucking them.  As
he did, my cock got hard and he reached down and felt them through my
briefs.  I took off my briefs as he sucked my tits and he started feeling my
cock and balls.  He said my cock was small, and started stroking me.

His cock got hard, and he had a huge bulge in his briefs.  I started feeling
it through his briefs and he let me slide them down.  I was sitting on my
bed and he was standing so his cock was at my eye level.  He had a thick
dark bush, straight pubes, and a thick seven inch uncut cock that was
dripping precum.  As I felt his balls and pubes, I licked the precum off his
head, and watched him as his eyes got wide.  I pulled back his foreskin and
started sucking his cock.  He closed his eyes and moaned softly, and asked
if he had to suck me.  I told him he didn't.  I took more and more of his
long thick rod in my mouth and managed to get it all in without choking on
it.  He ran his fingers through my hair and told me how good it felt.  I
told him I loved sucking him.  He said he was going to cum and I pulled back
a bit on his cock but kept sucking him, until he unloaded in my mouth.  I
loved the sweetness of it, and swallowed it.  As he started to get soft, he
got dressed, and I did the same.  He said we have to study, and he tutored
me.  He started coming over every day after school, and let me suck his
cock.  I told him he can't tell anyone or we would never do it again, and he
said "who do you think I would tell?"  I learned to deep throat him, and
lick between his cheeks and eat his hole.  I wanted him to fuck me but he
never did.  As he got older, his thighs got hairy, and I enjoyed feeling
them as I sucked him off.  He loved sucking my tits and jerking me off.
After a while, he got a girlfriend, and stopped messing around with me.