Date: Thu, 25 Aug 2016 00:13:33 -0500
From: David Achterhof <bigdizzy21@gmail.com>
Subject: Coming Out of My Shell 12

      Over the next few weeks, I was pretty much on auto pilot. The only
time I left my room was to go to work. For some reason, I was feeling
guilty. I felt like it was my fault for all the drama in my family. The
more I thought about it, the more I became depressed and the worst part was
shutting Marcus out. I don't know why I was but I just didn't want to be
happy at this moment. I didn't realize how badly it was hurting Marcus.

Marcus POV

      I am really worried about Davis and do not know quite what to do. I
deeply love Davis more than anything and hate seeing him like this. I spoke
with my dad about it but there wasn't much help.

      "Carl what am I going to do? It's killing me seeing Davis like this."

      Carl put his arm around my shoulders, "I don't know, buddy. I have
never seen him like this. Maybe I should call Tommy and get him down here."

      "I hope so Carl. I want my happy, fun, smiling boyfriend back"

Davis POV

      "DAVIS!! What in the hell are you doing?"

      I looked out from under my covers and there was Tommy closing my door
crossing his arms. "I'm not going to ask you again, bro!"

      "Just leave me alone, Tommy. I'm not in the mood" pulling the blanket
back over my head.

      "You are going to get your ass out of this bed right now!" Tommy said
ripping the blanket off of me.  "You're a dick, Tommy."

      Tommy jumped on top of me, straddling me and holding me bound with
his strong thighs. I tried getting out from under him but I couldn't get
loose from his vise-like grip. "Tommy, get the fuck off of me now. I'm
responsible for all of this, just leave me alone, now!" I screamed at him.

      He slapped me across the face. I was in complete shock; we had never
hit each other. He leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "Listen to me,
Davis, this is not your fault. It's our parents' and you did nothing wrong;
you can't change who you are Davis. I love you and always will!" at those
last words I started to cry, everything began pouring out of me. All of the
pent up feelings I had been having over the last year were finally coming
to the surface and being released. I cried for so long that I didn't think
that I had any liquid left in me. I fell asleep with Tommy holding me. I
woke up about an hour later still in Tommy's arms I eased myself out of bed
and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and came out of the bathroom and
Tommy was up, "Do you feel any better?"

      "Yeah, I feel a lot better. When did you become the big brother
anyway?" He chuckled, "Well, when my big bro is blaming himself for our
parents' behavior, I had to become your big bro and slap some sense into
you." I walked over and gave him a big hug as we left my room, heading to
the living room only to find Carl.

      "Hey where's Marcus?"

      "He had to go to work. How are you feeling?"

      "Much better, Tommy literally slapped some sense into me and made me
realize I can't control my parents' actions." A few moments later I added
"Carl I'm sorry for the way I have been acting for the past few days."

      Carl came over and hugged me "It's okay Davis I know I don't know
what you are going through but I understand how you are feeling."

      I hadn't seen Marcus for a couple of days, I guess he was staying
away from me. It all started to hit me at once realizing what I had done by
shutting him out like that. I had to get him back any way I can. I need to
get my brother and Carl out of the apartment for the night. I found Carl in
the Livingroom watching a movie with Tommy.

      "Hey Carl, can I talk to you for a sec?" I asked motioning towards
the kitchen. He got up and followed me "What's up?"

      "I was wondering if I could get the apartment for the night? I need
to apologize to Marcus and I want us to be alone."

      "Yeah, sure, no problem. I'll go over to William's and spend the
night there and I will bring Tommy too, since he hasn't met him yet. Oh,
and when you make it up to Marcus, don't scream too loud!"

      "You're an ass! Y'know that? I guess I still love you." I said
slapping his shoulder. He and my brother left and went over to William's
house.

      I wrote down everything I will need for Marcus' favorite dinner which
is orange chicken over white rice with egg rolls and to top it off I'm
going to make my famous triple chocolate cupcakes just to seal the deal. I
went to the store and bought everything I needed for this dinner, plus a
few extras. I immediately had all the food prepped and ready to start. I
did a quick Triple-S and after I was done dressing, I started the
cooking. It's a good thing I'm a multi-tasker, because I had three things
going at once. I had cupcakes in the oven, chicken frying with a sauce
simmering, plus rolling all the egg rolls. I had everything done and on the
table before Marcus arrived. I heard him come through the door, so I
quickly lit the candles and stood next to the table. He came around the
corner and all I could say was "I'm sorry" before Marcus was able to reach
me and gave the most passionate kiss ever! I jumped up and wrapped my legs
around his waist with his strong hands holding my ass. Oh, he smelled soo
good, I wanted to gobble him up right there.

      Our tongues wrestled for a few minutes, I pulled back from the kiss
"Marcus, I am so sorry I shut you out the way I did. (kiss) I don't know
what came over me. (kiss) I feel like an idiot for doing it. (kiss) You
were just trying to help me and I shut you down. (kiss, kiss, kiss) I love
you Marcus and I also promise to never shut you out again!" I stared into
those luscious eyes of his.

      The few seconds of silence that followed seemed like an
eternity. "Baby, it's okay. I was just so worried about you. I wanted to
help but I didn't know how to." he replied.

      "I know, hon. I love you for that and I hope you can forgive me for
shutting you out and to help make amends, I made you your favorite
dinner. Orange chicken and egg rolls." He had the biggest smile on his
face.

      "Baby, if it tastes as good as it smells you will be getting a second
dessert tonight," he said wiggling his eyebrows at me.

      "Well?...we do have the place to ourselves for the night."

      We sat down and ate slowly. Marcus loved it all! "Babe this is
fantastic." he said with his mouthful of egg roll. "Thanks hon, but next
time try saying it without your mouth full," I teased.

      Dinner went well and I was so pleased that Marcus enjoyed it. He
helped me put everything away and then I sent him into the living room. I
would bring dessert and coffee in a minute. I put four cupcakes on a plate,
a pot of coffee with to cups and a sugar bowl on a tray and went into the
living room. I cuddled on the couch with Marcus who was seriously eyeing
the cupcakes so I grabbed the plate and he took one as did I.

      We sat and enjoyed them, sipping our coffee and talking. It has been
a long while since we have had a good conversation, just the two of us. We
finished off the cupcakes and I told Marcus to find a movie, I needed to go
to the bathroom. I went into our room and got naked, pulling out the
leather outfit I bought for Marcus' birthday, I put on my skin-tight black
briefs, leather pants, matching vest, my boots and cowboy hat.

      I swaggered into the living room and in my best Southern drawl said,
"Want to ride a cowboy?"  The second Marcus saw me he was hard and I swear
I saw a little drool running down his chin. Hah, he was speechless! Just
the reaction I wanted. "Do you like it, baby? If not, I can always
take. . . it. . . off." I said while slowly walking away. Before I took a
third step, Marcus grabbed me, pulled me to him and kissed me with such a
force that I almost fell over. When he came up for air, all the while
staring me up and down, I calmly purred, "So, once around the corral?"

      "Oh yeah, baby! I'm going to ride my cowboy all night long." He
picked me up in his wonderful arms and quickly rushed me to the bedroom,
throwing me onto the bed. He was more than turned on and I was needing him
just as badly. He pounced on me with such a hunger and passion in his
eyes. My beast was so hot.

      He started with some tonsil hockey and all I could think of was how
great a tongue he has. A couple of buttons went flying as I hurriedly
pulled his shirt off, rubbing my hands over his hot body, feeling his
muscled torso flex with every movement. I could wax poetic just talking
about how his sculpted, hard abs feel to my touch, just feeling them made
me start leaking like a faucet.

      He started to kiss my neck, just behind my ear. Slowly, he moved
downwards, nipping and licking, gently biting me, sending electric jolts of
pleasure through my entire body. How he has memorized each and every button
to have my entire body reach an orgasmic thrill; Oh, what a MAN!  I'm glad
he has this talent among many others.

      Slowly, he meandered down my chest going down to my treasure
trail. Inch by slow inch, causing me to soar out of my mind. All the while,
he undid the buttons on the pants and maneuvered them down while massaging
my other self. I don't think I've ever been harder.

      "I see somebody is happy to see me."

      "Yeah, he has been a little lonely of late."

      Marcus ripped my pants and briefs off and sent them flying across the
room. He dove on my cock, taking it almost all the way down his throat. I
was moaning and arching my back, writhing around, unable to control my
movements. I instantly had my hands on his head pushing him down, running
my hands through his long lush black hair.

      "Marcus, baby, stop or I'm
going. . . AAhhhh. . . I'm. . . AAHH. . . GOING
TOO. . . . .FFFFFFUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!" Volleys of cum were shooting
down his throat as my legs were thrashing about along with my hips bucking
wildly.

      "Sorry baby, you just tasted so good I didn't want to stop. Plus, I
wanted to eat your load I didn't want it to go to waste."  I pulled him on
top of me. I tasted myself on his tongue.

      We made love three times that night, and each time was better than
the last. I don't know how my man does it with as much as he spunks; how
his balls aren't empty after one time, let alone putting three loads in my
ass. I reiterated my promise that I would never shut him out. If anything
was bothering me, he would be the first person I would seek out, and we
would handle it together.

      I awoke the next morning to an empty bed but I did smell that lovely
aroma of fresh brewing coffee. Stepping out of bed, I didn't bother to
dress and headed to the coffee. I did notice I was walking a little
bowlegged this morning, Marcus gave it to me good last night and I ain't
complaining. Who knows? I may be pregnant after last night. I would love to
have his baby. I laughed to myself at the silly thoughts that were going
through my head, not really paying attention to my surroundings.

      "Well that's a sight to see first thing in the morning!"

      I froze instantly and looked to my right. There was the whole gang:
Carl, Tommy, and William with Marcus grinning wickedly in a chair next to
them. I did the 40-yard dash back to my room and put on gym shorts and my
robe and sat on the bed. Marcus came in "Are you okay, baby?"

      "Yeah, I'm fine, just a little embarrassed is all."

      "I'm sorry, baby, I should have woken you and let you know they were
here but I didn't think you would come out there naked."

      "Well, I was hoping for a little morning delight." I said with a
little boy mock pout. He leaned forward and kissed me pushing me down on
the bed climbing on top of me pinning me with his body grinding his hips
into mine making me get extremely hard. I pushed him off of me "Don't start
nothing you can't finish, lover boy"

      "Oh, it's not where you start, baby! It's where you finish!" And with
a gigantic smile he latched onto my neck like a vampire, biting and sucking
on my neck, marking me as his. I thrust my hips into his body as he pulled
my shorts off with ease then slid two fingers in my waiting hole. Like a
virtuoso, he plays me like a piano with his magical fingers. "Stop teasing
me and fuck me already," I demanded.

      "Whatever my baby wants, my baby gets." He slid his shorts down,
spread my legs and slowly entered me. The intense pleasure of feeling all
nine inches of his thick manhood slowly entering me had me leaving a large
puddle between us. It is as if my entire universe comes together when he is
entirely inside me and I feel we are completely connected as one. He leaned
forward to kiss me while starting to pull out. I moaned into his mouth "you
feel like heaven to me" as he started to push back in. I felt like a wild
animal in heat. He would speed up, then slow down, thrusting hard into me
making go into full surrender mode. "Breed me, Marcus, give me your seed,"
I shouted.

      "Ooh yeah, baby, you want my seed?" I slapped him on the ass which
caused him to thrust into me harder. "I'm fuckin' cumming baby?? ahh
shit????. Oh fuck!" Marcus said as he erupted inside of my ass, his body
going stiff as I fell his big cock squirting inside of me coating me with
his thick cream. I could feel his heartbeat pulsing inside me as he slowly
softened. He collapsed on top of me totally exhausted and drained of energy
and cum.

      "Damn baby, that was more than hot. If we keep having sex like that I
might just get you pregnant."

      "Well then, we must keep trying."

      We both laughed and went to take a shower where we did more making
out than washing. I don't know why I'm so horny for him today but who could
blame me for not wanting to enjoy sex with him. We were sure to dress
before venturing out to the living room. No one there except for a note
that was left on the table:

     Dear Fuck-Bunnies,

          We went out to pick up some doughnuts and should return in about
twenty mins. Hopefully by then, Marcus will have finished fucking you into
the mattress, Davis!  Oh, by the way, make some coffee when all y'all are
done. --- Love, Carl

      I showed the note to Marcus. We both had a good laugh on our way to
the kitchen. Of course, as we made the coffee, we also continued making
out. Although we heard the door open, we didn't especially care.

      "Oh for heaven's sake, give it a rest already!" Tommy chided.

      "Alright, I guess so," Marcus laughed, "But it isn't me you need to
control. It's this little sex fiend." He said as he slapped me on my butt.

      With a pouty face I added, "O.K. I'll watch myself if I have to."

      Marcus leaned over kissed me on the cheek and said, "Don't worry
baby, I will give it to you good tonight." I smiled and tried not to appear
too horny. We all sat down and talked, joked with each other and enjoyed
our breakfast.

      I did notice something odd though, William and Carl were looking at
each other with flirty eyes. Hmm, what is going on with my friend? Is my
cousin gay and not telling me? I can't approach him about it, and the
suspense is killing me but I have to be good and let him come to me about
it.