Date: Thu, 30 Jun 2011 12:09:42 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: Compassion Pt.20

				COMPASSION
				Chapter 20

Jack was absolutely delighted when Darren called and let him know
everything was ok, well, as ok as it could be given the circumstances. Jack
could look at Paul and see the little boy he fell in love with, he was so
much like his biological father. He realised that his love for this gentle
boy was at least as great as for his own biological son, added to which,
Paul was going to be the rancher.

Before the end of the semester the dads got a telephone call from Paul.

"Pa, can I bring a friend home for the holiday?"

Darren looked at Jack. They had taken the call on speaker phone so both
heard it simultaneously.

"Sure Son. What kind of friend is he?"

Paul sniggered. "The sort of friend who won't want a separate bedroom."

Jack was feeling wicked, as well as totally elated by the request.

"Definitely not, there are enough queers in this family already."

Then he laughed, and Darren and Paul laughed with him.

"Of course you can Son. Want to tell us anymore about this friend?"

Michael came on the line then.

"He'll only bullshit you. Let me tell you, the guy is a ne'er do well, you
won't want him anywhere near my little brother."

Both dads were rolled up with laughter as they heard the brothers in a
fight.

"I'll get you for that, you are so dead."

"I'm just telling the folks the truth."

Most of this was barely intelligible because the boys were rolling around
the floor. When it all settled down Michael picked up the cell and resumed.

"Seriously guys, he's really good for and to Paulie, so I approve. I'd kill
him if he wasn't."

They heard Paul's response.

"I love you looking out for me now, Mikey."

Two very happy Dads sat down for dinner that night with Katelyn and Derek.

"I think your youngest boy has grown up at last Kate. He's bringing his
boyfriend home for the holidays."

Everybody was happy with that.

"I hope the guy likes ranching, I don't fancy leaving this place to two
sons who are absentee owners."

"If they don't take the ranch Jack, I'm sure Raul and Andy will groom
replacements as they get older. I just pray that Michael will produce
another male Hancock to take the ranch forward."

"We can always persuade Paul to do the same as us, then we will have an
heir and a spare."

They all laughed because they had heard that expression relating to William
and Harry, the heir to the British Throne and his brother.

Jack wasn't really that worried. He didn't have his father's desire for
heirs. Probably because of his sexuality, heirs weren't that high a
priority. Thinking of his parents brought worry lines to his forehead,
picked up by Darren naturally.

"What is it Lover."

"Oh nothing really. I was just thinking about the parents. I suppose
they'll be the next worry. I know Papa Paul isn't well and my Mum has been
quite ill again."

"You just stop worrying, I keep a close eye on all four of them."

Jack nodded, he knew, but they were all in their late 70's and had all
worked hard all their lives so the bodies were getting worn out.

First though, was the new boyfriend. He turned out to be quite a shock. Not
quite a clone of Michael, but close enough. In nature he was the same, a
gentle giant, well, not quite a giant, who quite patently loved
Paul. Thomas Jefferson had taken stick all his life because of his name and
had developed the sense of humour necessary to maintain a popular
character.

"I'm so pleased to meet you Mr. Hancock and Mr. Michaels. Thank you for
allowing me into your home."

Darren and Jack looked at each other and read each other's thoughts. What a
delightful and polite young man.

"It's our pleasure Thomas. Paul will settle you in, and then you can join
us in the lounge."

Mike stayed with his two dads.

"I know what you're thinking and I thought the same, but Paulie is happy
guys, we can't ask more than that."

"If that's the case the boy is definitely welcome here. How did they meet?"

"Thomas is taking Media studies as an extra because he is studying
politics. They carried out a project together and the next thing I knew was
being banned from our room on occasions."

Michael laughed then.

"It was great fun once I was sure of the relationship. I tell Paulie I sit
outside the door just to hear the noises they make. He beats me up every
time I say it, but still holds back on anything that might hurt my
back. I'll never have someone that loves me and worries about me like he
does."

That was enough to make two dads very happy and ensure acceptance of this
new man in the family.  Thomas wasn't going to be a rancher but he might be
a useful tool in the family armoury if he went into politics locally. The
only thing that mattered to Jack and Darren though was that he was good for
and too Paul.

Thomas cemented his place in the Hancock/Michaels family that holiday. He
rode well and was enthusiastic learning what Paul was more than willing to
teach him. He thought Raul and Andy were stunning human beings and cemented
his place on the ranch with his obvious love and respect for the four gay
seniors.

At the end of the holiday Michael confessed to his two dads that he missed
the close contact of his younger brother.

"I can't win Dad, Pa, can I. I'm not gay, but I so love Paul and the close
contact we have always had. Now he has a boy friend I feel left out. I just
hope I feel different when I find a girl to love. If I don't I guess I'm
going to have to be gay to get my brother back."

He was laughing as he said the last bit, but his thoughts weren't. `How far
would I be prepared to go to keep Paulie close to me like we've always
been?'

Back to college though with a happy Paul and Thomas.

Michael had never tried to spy on his brother and Thomas but quite by
accident, the day after returning to college he walked in on Thomas giving
Paul a blowjob. He was fascinated and just stood watching until they saw
him.

"I'm sorry Paulie, I've never seen two guys getting it on, this looked hot
and where did you get such a long cock little bro?"

Paul blushed, Thomas didn't look phased at all.

"Sorry Thomas, yours looks bloody impressive as well."

Thomas smiled and replied.

"Well thanks Michael, why don't you strip down and join us, then we can get
a look at yours as well."

Paul, emboldened by Thomas's easy acceptance of the situation saw a chance
to see Michael with an erection. This would be the stuff of dreams. Michael
could see the look in Paul's eyes and wondered if he would damage the new
found relationship if he did.

`Oh hell, this could be fun', was his thought and he started to take his
clothes off.

"If I complete the strip tease can I watch you finish off what you were
doing when I came in?"

"No problem as far as I'm concerned."

Paul looked with shock at his lover and then grinned, "Ok, why not."

Michael was very soon erect. Watching Thomas devour his brother's long cock
was such a turn on. After a few minutes of Thomas blowing Paul, they hopped
onto the bed and went 69ing. Now that was amazing to Michael, he thought
that if they progressed to anal he would cum without touching himself. He
couldn't believe how turned on he was watching gay sex. Had he been kidding
himself all along, was he gay, or maybe Bi. If he was Bi, that would cause
problems unless he found a girlfriend that would allow him to have sex with
his brother as well as her. Ridiculous, it was just that Paulie was such a
cute guy and Thomas really did look more like his brother than Paul did.

It did progress to anal, and watching Thomas fucking his brother brought
tears to Michael's eyes. Paulie so obviously loved the feel of a cock
inside him and Thomas was so gentle. Their orgasms when they came were
amazingly intense leaving both boys gasping. It was ages before they calmed
down enough to remember that Michael was still watching, and both blushed
heavily.

"That was amazing guys, can I try it with one of you now?"

Michael was laughing but he was half serious. He realised he would like to
try anal intercourse and he didn't expect to be able to do that with a
girl. Of course, it was Thomas he wanted to try it with. He thought that
doing it with Paul would be very damaging.

Paul couldn't say anything, his thoughts alone almost made him cry. How he
would love Michael to do to him what Thomas had. He loved Thomas, but would
drop him tomorrow if he could have his brother.  That session gave Michael
an incredible dilemma. He would love to try it, but only with Paul, that
could not happen. He was sure the action would open up the love lust
scenario again causing Paul too much heartache.

Nothing changed then for the remainder of college. Crunch came just before
the end of their final semester. Thomas finished exams early and was due to
take up his first career appointment, in Washington.

"I'm sorry Paul, I love you, but unless you can come to Washington I guess
our romance is going on hold for the foreseeable future."

Paul was shattered. They had never discussed it but he assumed that Thomas
would get into politics locally and live at the ranch. He was quite
distraught when he saw Thomas off and ran back to his dorm crying his eyes
out. Michael was there and did his best to comfort his little
brother. Nothing would stop the bloodletting and by bedtime both brothers
were exhausted. Michael undressed Paul to put him to bed. Seeing his naked
brother lying there crying was almost heart stopping.

"Please Mikey, come to bed with me, I need a cuddle."

Mike stripped as well and slid into bed with Paul, spooning him. That way
he could stroke his body gently helping to calm him down. Small bed, grown
men, bodies very close, the feel of Paul's butt cheeks on his cock got Mike
a hard on. Paul snuggled closer and whispered, "I love you so much Mikey,
promise you won't ever leave me?"

Mike couldn't answer straight away because he realised, he didn't want
to. His whole life had revolved around his little brother.

"I promise Paulie, goodnight."

Mike kissed Paul on the side of the neck before slowly dropping off to
sleep thinking about his promise.  He had been sidelined a little by
Thomas's presence and he realised he didn't like it. Paul meant so much to
him, he was everything except a lover and now he had made a promise to be
with him forever. How could he make a life with a wife, his life was here
with this boy/man. Restless sleep, but when he woke in the morning to see
his brother's smiling face only inches away he gasped, realising how
wonderful that was. Paul leant in further and kissed him on the lips, a
gentle brush before returning for a more intense one.

"I love you Michael Hancock, I could die of happiness if I woke up like
this every morning."

Mike wrapped an arm round Paul, pulling their bodies close together, both
feeling the other's erection.

"I love you as well Paul Michaels and I want to get rid of that hard pole
in between us."

No one sniggered, this was a serious declaration from Mike, Paul was way
too fearful of this being a joke to risk a change of mind.

Mike wouldn't allow Paul to do anything, he just pushed him flat on his
back, removed the bedcovers and started kissing his way down Paul's torso
until he was at the groin. The cock still surprised him, it was too long
for a little chap, but he still nearly licked it away. He loved the feel of
the glans and mapping it with his tongue was too much for Paul, he had the
most incredible orgasm, intensifying as he realised Mike was swallowing his
love juice.

"I'm sorry Mike, I promise I'll last longer if you do it again."

There were tears in the eyes that Mike licked away.

"I'll do it again, and much more if you'll let me."

Paul had never been happier, his big brother had promised to be with him
forever and was now having sex with him.

Lectures were a nightmare for both of them. Mike couldn't believe how
incredible it felt giving Paul a blowjob. Watching Paul and Thomas had
definitely awakened something. He wasn't worried about the idea of being
gay, he just still wasn't sure. Doing it with Paul didn't seem wrong. He
would never love another human being like he loved his brother. The
devotion Paul had shown during his years in a wheelchair had been
awesome. An eleven year old boy should have got bored wet nursing a
crippled brother, but Mike couldn't remember once in those six following
years that Paul had been anything else but caring, attentive and
loving. Oh, hell, he was going for broke. Anal sex was on the cards for
that night. He would have to let Paul teach him because he knew that
lubricant came into it but not much else. After he had fucked his brother,
would he ever want to do it again with a woman?

Paul's thoughts weren't too far removed from Mike's. `Will he do that
again, will we move on and consummate our love with him fucking me. Oh God,
let the answer to that be, yes.'

The dorm room atmosphere was so thick you could almost cut it when both
boys arrived after lectures. Neither would look at the other, they
pussyfooted around each other, addressed each other in monosyllables and
generally acted like ten year olds with an embarrassing problem.

Mike decided he had to make the first move after the tension between the
two had become almost unbearable. He grabbed Paul by the shoulders facing
him and spoke.

"I love you so much, and what I did to you last night gave me pleasure
beyond measure. I still don't know if I'm gay, but tonight I want to make
complete love to you. Will you help me, I don't know how to do it with a
guy?"

To see the look on Paul's face would have had you in hysterics if you could
have seen it. The eyes flew open so wide it was a wonder they didn't fly
out of the sockets, the grin was so broad his mouth only stopped splitting
his head in two because the corners had reached the ears, (well maybe not
quite), and the hands were flapping as he tried to decide what to do with
them. That problem was solved at last when he grabbed Mike's face in his
hands and planted a kiss on his brother's lips that was so intense it
nearly stopped Mike's heart.

Pulling back from the kiss Paul burst into tears.

"Oh yes Mikey, anything you want to do to me is ok. I love you, I love you
so much. Can we do it now? We can 69 first and I'll do to you what you have
to do to me before you can fuck me."

Mike was laughing now, the enthusiasm for the proposed action was
definitely over the top.

"Do you think we should shower first Little Lover?"

"Oh yes Mikey, anything you want."

Inevitable actions in the shower had both brothers almost breaking the
tiles with the power of their orgasms.

"I don't remember any girl giving me an orgasm that good. Maybe I've been
kidding myself all these years that I was a straight boy."

"Oh God, Mikey, I hope so. If you were my lover as well as my brother and
best friend I don't think I would ever ask for anything again as long as I
lived."

Mike laughed. "If that happens I'm going to hold you to that."

By the time they got back to the bed, Paul had become very tense. Mike
understood, how could he not? He knew this man almost as well as he knew
himself, thinking about it, no, better than himself.

"I don't expect the first time to be perfect, you have to make it a bit
clinical so that I don't end up hurting you. Relax Paulie, we'll make it
through this, and then the next time I'll know what to do and we can base
my feelings on that one."

Mike laid his brother down and crawled on top of him so that their cocks
were rubbing together. He started kissing his brother, all over his face,
eyes nose, cheeks, lips, all very gently.

"I love you Paulie, I've always loved you. I want us to be as close again
as we were before Thomas came on the scene."

"I do too Mikey, I missed our closeness even when I was pretending that it
was all good with Thomas. He was nice, but he wasn't you. I don't miss him,
but if you ever left me I think I would die."

"I'm never going to leave you, whatever happens in my life, whatever path I
take, I'll always come back to you."
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The love these two have for each other is consummated in the final chapter.