Date: Fri, 24 Aug 2001 09:04:26 EDT
From: Xdoorx@aol.com
Subject: Confessions of a Young Cocksucker (Gay, Highschool)

                       Confessions of a Young Cocksucker

by Xdoorx


	I love sucking cock.

	I love the feel of a big, hard cock throbbing between my lips.  I
love the texture of a silky smooth shaft.  I love the musky, salty taste of
a guy's manhood.  I love the way a cock pulsates and flexes in my mouth
when it shoots off.  I love the hot, tangy flavor of cum and the way it
spews down my throat and coats my stomach.  And I love the way a stud can
take control of me and enjoy my mouth.

	I didn't always suck cock.  I wasn't much different than the other
boys in high school.  I've fooled around with girls before, but there was
something missing.  Girls are soft and feminine, and I somehow wanted
something powerful and commanding.

	I gradually became more interested in boys than girls.  I realized
that I wanted to be dominated like a girl by another guy.  I found myself
looking at boys' crotches, attracted to their masculinity.

	I'm smaller than most of the other boys in my freshman class.  The
guys I'm with tell me they think I'm beautiful and androgynous because of
my size and soft features.  I know I'm a guy, but I like my looks and my
attraction to other guys.

	My first time with another boy was after I went swimming with a
friend of mine, Nick.  We were changing in my room, and I found myself
staring at his cock after he had stripped off his wet shorts.  His was the
first dick I had seen other than my own.  And it looked magnificent.  It
was soft, but it hung meaty and inviting.

	Nick noticed me gazing at his flaccid organ and grinned sheepishly,
"What's the matter, never seen another guy naked before?"

	I raised my eyes embarrassedly from his groin and said, "Oh, I'm
sorry.  I didn't mean to stare.  It's just that I haven't seen another boy
before.  And yours is already pretty big."

	Nick looked down at his soft member and shrugged, "I guess it is."

	"Yes, it is," I repeated, my eyes again resting on his meaty
phallus.  I knew right then and there that I liked cock.  As if drawn to my
friend's manhood by some mysterious force, I approached him.

	Nick didn't move to get dressed and looked at me apprehensively as
I walked toward him.  My eyes locked on the lusty sight of his dangling
tool, I dropped to my knees in front of him.  I reached up and stroked his
pliable organ, liking the feel of it in my hand.  I then fed his soft
member to my lips and began to suck on it.

	"Oh, God," Nick gasped in surprise as I nursed on his rubbery meat.

	"Mmmm," I moaned, thrilled at the taste and feel of his cock in my
mouth.  His shaft slowly began to inflate, stretching my lips wider as it
grew toward my tonsils.  Within seconds his dick was hard and throbbing,
alive and virile in my hungry mouth.

	I knew intuitively what to do, like I was born to suck cock.  My
tongue swirled around Nick's bulging mass while I slurped noisily on his
manly offering.  My taste buds buzzed as I lapped at his pungent meat.  His
penis tasted so good and felt so wild in my mouth that I could have sucked
on it for hours.

	I began to slowly bob my head up and down Nick's stony rod, my lips
grasping his satiny flesh along the way.  I tried my best to take all of
him in my mouth, but his dick was just too big.  I jerked on the couple of
inches outside my mouth while I sucked and licked what I could of his
delicious shaft.

	Within a few minutes of being in my mouth, Nick groaned and pumped
his swollen pole deeper in my oral cavern.  His cock then ballooned and
leapt between my lips, and thick wads of cum gushed into my mouth.  As the
first sticky rope of jism slithered across my tongue, I knew I loved
sucking cock and drinking cum.

	"Mmmmph!" I gurgled as I gulped down the hot torrents of his creamy
sperm.  I kept my lips locked around his flexing shaft and sucked and
swallowed the fountains of jism.  Pools of his tangy manjuice collected in
my mouth, dripping from the corners of my ovalled lips.  I drank down his
delicious seed as quickly as I could, savoring the bitter-sweet flavor of
his sperm as it spurted down my throat.

	Finally Nick's cock was silent in my mouth.  I lapped up the
strands of semen that dribbled down his softening organ, then licked the
gooey fluid that hung from my lips.  I gave his slack member one last suck,
then sat back.

	"Wow," I murmured, amazed at how excited I was blowing another guy.

	Nick grinned at me sheepishly, then got dressed.  I could tell that
he was embarrassed cumming in another guy's mouth.  But I wasn't
embarrassed.  I now realized that I only wanted men.  I was turned on for
more cock.

	After my encounter with Nick, I looked for more guys to suck off.
It was tough finding boys to blow, as they all tried to act so macho.  I
also didn't want a reputation as a fag, so I couldn't advertise my
cocksucking desires.  But I gradually came across willing studs, and things
took off from there.  Guys who were interested in dabbling with
homosexuality would hear about me. They'd tell two friends, and so on and
so on.

	My mouth was soon in high demand.  Guys would look for me at
discrete and opportune times.  I was surprised by some of the boys who came
onto me, as I thought they were straight studs.  But I loved getting a
mouthful of a hunk's big, thick cock.

	Often times toward the end of parties I'd see guys staring at me
with interest.  They'd usually be drunk and uninhibited to the point where
they would want to be with me.  We'd go outside and I'd suck them off
behind bushes, swallow their delicious cum, then go back to the party.
Sometimes I'd blow three or four guys at different times during the night.
It got to the point where I couldn't drink much beer because I had to save
room for sperm.  And I always prefer cum to beer.

	Guys would act so funny when they were trying to get me.  They
would watch where I'd go and follow me, hoping to catch me alone.  I'd
finish gulping down one stud's creamy load and hear him pass one of his
teammates on his way back.  They'd talk nonchalantly for a moment, each of
them trying to pretend they were completely straight and not with me.  The
other guy would wait a moment after his buddy left, then visit me behind
the bushes and fuck my mouth.

	I like the way some of the more masculine guys take me.  Strong and
forceful, dominating me with their great big cocks.  Like Jake, the star
quarterback.  He was proud of his dick, and he had every right to be so.
His cock is absolutely huge, about nine inches long and incredibly thick.

	I passed by Jake on my way home from school the same time he was
leaving football practice.  He nodded at me and smiled confidently.  I
smiled back and my heart fluttered when I noticed him following me.  Jake
was a stud, and I felt as giddy as the girls in school when he was near.

	As I turned the corner by the football field, Jake came up to me
and said, "Hey, how's it going?"

	I looked at the muscular hunk and replied, "OK."

	Jake looked around and saw that we were alone.  He then smiled at
me and said, "I hear you give great head.  Better than most girls."

	Like I said, I didn't really want to get a reputation.  But if guys
like Jake hear about me and are interested, then I don't mind.  And I got a
kick hearing boys complimenting my cocksucking abilities.

	I smiled sweetly, "That may be true.  Why do you ask?"

	"I want to find out for myself.  What do you say?" he grinned.

	My mouth salivated as I gazed at the bulge in the front of Jake's
jeans.  I couldn't speak, so I just nodded my head dumbly.

	Jake flashed me another handsome smile, then sat down beneath the
bleachers.  He patted the ground next to him and beckoned me.  I sat down
and licked my lips with anticipation as he unbuckled his pants.  He
casually pulled down his jeans, then tugged off his boxer shorts.

	"My God," I gasped when Jake's enormous cock sprang free.

	Jake slowly pumped his inflated organ and chuckled, "Like it?"

	"Oh, yes, Jake.  It's so, so big," I cooed.  I rested my head
against his muscular thighs and gripped his engorged manhood.  My fingers
were barely able to encircle his thick shaft as I jerked on it.  His
towering member throbbed hotly in my hand like a huge red snake.

	Jake watched me play with his giant erection, then whispered
hoarsely, "Suck it."

	I moaned hotly as I guided his massive pole toward my face.  I
swirled my tongue around his bloated, purple cockhead and lapped up the
heavy flow of pre-cum.  I then traced my tongue along a vein that pulsated
on the underside of Jake's meaty shaft.  I pressed my lips to his hot flesh
and moved my mouth up and down his huge cock, playing his fabulous erection
like a big, fat flute.

	I slowly worked my way back up to Jake's engorged fuck-knob, then
decided it was time to take him in my mouth.  I opened my mouth as wide as
possible and managed to slip my lips over the plum-sized head of his dick.
I lowered my head as far as I could, but could barely accept a third of his
immense penis.  My lips stretched in a wide "O," I swished my tongue along
his bulging manhood and happily slurped away.

	I began to bob my head up and down Jake's thick stalk, loving the
way his hard cockmeat filled my mouth.  I stifled a giggle as my stud lover
moaned from my oral work and humped his crotch up toward my face.

	"Yeah, that's good.  Eat my dick, cocksucker," he groaned.  "But
I'm sure a hot little faggot like you can take more."  He then put his hand
on top of my head and pushed my mouth down further on his humongous pole.

	I nearly gagged when Jake's round dome pressed against my tonsils.
I tried to raise my mouth back up, but he kept his hand securely on the
back of my head.  He shoved my face down further, forcing his thick, meaty
shaft down my throat.

	I panicked as Jake's column of fuckmeat clogged my air passage.  I
twisted my head on his lap, unable to breathe, while his monstrous cock
bulged in my throat.  But still Jake continued to cram his dick down my
gullet.

	"It's already in there.  Now just relax your throat muscles and
take the rest," he said soothingly.

	I tilted my head and tried to open my throat like when I'm shot
gunning a beer or guzzling lots of cum.  His thick shaft sank deeper toward
my stomach, and a shudder of excitement ran through me when I realized that
I could actually swallow the stud's whole cock.

	Tears welled in my eyes as inch after inch of Jake's huge pole slid
down my throat.  I knew he wouldn't be satisfied until my face was fully
impaled on his enormous tool.  But neither would I.

	"Mmmmph!" I gurgled when my distended lips finally pursed around
the root of Jake's swollen shaft.  I was so proud, and turned on, that I
was able to deepthroat the hunk's magnificent penis.

	"Yeah, that's it.  I knew you could do it," Jake groaned as his
cock throbbed hotly in my gullet.  He pressed a finger to my throat,
outlining the bulge of his massive organ.  The fat knob of his cock reached
almost to my collarbone, probing the entrance to my stomach.

	I loved the feel of Jake's huge schlong pulsating between my lips,
in my mouth, and deep down my throat.  But I soon became dizzy from lack of
air.  Content that I had swallowed his entire dick, Jake let me cum up.

	I raised my head and greedily gasped in air when Jake's bulbous
head popped from my throat.  I stared with wonder at his immense cock,
amazed that I had captured all of it in my mouth.  I then spread my lips
again around the fat knob and lowered my face.  Jake put his hand back on
my head and pushed me down on his towering member.

	Jake's thick shaft slid more easily down my throat this time.  My
nose rested in his curly pubes as I sucked on the full length of his
horsecock.  I snaked my tongue out and lapped at his huge, hairy balls
while my throat constricted around his throbbing pole.  I sucked on him
like that for a few seconds, then went back up for air.

	Jake didn't give me much time to breathe, as he was soon shoving my
head back down on his engorged manhood.  I opened my throat and took his
meaty organ down my gullet again.  My head bobbed up and down the full
length of Jake's monstrous erection, and each of us moaned with delight
every time the fat head of his cock slid past my tonsils.

	Jake began to force my head down harder on his wobbling pole while
he humped his crotch up against my face, his enormous balls slapping
against my chin as he impaled my mouth on his manhood.

	My hung lover then tightened up beneath me and groaned, "Oh, yeah.
Here it comes.  Drink my jizz, cocksucker."

	My lips wrapped around the base of Jake's cock, I could feel the
cum surging up the full length of his flexing organ.  My throat and mouth
were stretched even wider around his thick, throbbing shaft as he erupted.

	"Mmmmph!" I gurgled as fountains of hot, creamy sperm spewed
straight down my gullet and into my stomach.  I wanted to taste the stud's
delicious fuckjuice, so I raised my head up until he was shooting in my
mouth.

	I sucked hungrily on Jake's pulsating member and jerked on his
meaty shaft as I gulped down stream after stream of his warm, salty spunk.
My tummy was swimming with semen by the time he was finally done shooting.
I slurped on his softening tool and lapped up the strands of cum, then
smiled weakly up at the hunk.

	"How was that?" I cooed as I rubbed Jake's soggy organ against my
face.

	"Better than I could have imagined," he grinned back at me.  He
then pulled his pants back up and tucked away his magnificent cock.  He
peered out from under the bleachers, winked at me, and left.

	Now I was an even better cocksucker.  Being able to deepthroat
added a whole new element to my blowjobs.  Some guys I suck off call me
"Balls 'n All," as I can fit their sacks in my mouth while I take their
cocks down my throat.  I like swallowing an entire manhood, but I'm not
able to do that with the older guys with bigger dicks.  Their balls are
just too big, but they sure shoot a good load.

	I became known as such a good cocksucker that even some of my girl
friends ask me advice.  I demonstrated how to give good head on their
boyfriends while they watched.  It's funny seeing the girls convince their
boyfriends to go along with it.  Like most guys, they try to act macho.
But once I've finished sucking them off, they're as happy as can be.  They
got one of my expert blowjobs, and now their girlfriends are better at it
too.

	Each guy I suck is different, which is one reason why I like to
blow as many guys as possible.  I can't just have one homosexual lover.
Cocks come in different sizes and textures, and the boys all have their own
styles.

	Some guys, like Jake, enjoy taking me forcefully.  I get off on
their strong, dominating personalities.  Other guys are more meek and allow
me to take charge.  That's fine too, as I like to make them squirm as I get
them off with my mouth.  I enjoy being taken control of, but I also like to
seduce.

	Some boys like to cum on my face.  I do find it exciting to see a
big hard cock throb right before me and shoot creamy white jets of sticky
cum that splatter against my skin.  But it's such a waste of tasty sperm.
I am able to catch much of the jism in my mouth and scoop most of it off of
my face, though.

	Sometimes guys gangbang my mouth.  Like once five boys from the
baseball team cornered me at an outdoor party.  They thought they were
dragging me to the forest, but I more than willingly went with them.  They
forced me to my knees and stood around me with their hard dicks sticking
out.  I eagerly did a circle suck, slurping away on one big, juicy cock,
then moving for another.  I was in heaven; five thick, meaty erections all
for me.  Once one guy came, there was always another hard cock waiting for
me.  My mouth did get tired toward the end, but I was rewarded with a belly
full of tangy cum.

	I do get blown by some boys as well.  I like getting sucked off,
but I actually prefer being on the giving end.  I wish I could suck my own
dick, but it's just not long enough and I'm not able to contort.  I like to
jerk off while crunched in a ball.  My aim has gotten pretty good, as I'm
usually able to shoot into my mouth that way.  I think my cum is sweeter
than most, so I drink it as often as I can.

	Sucking off boys is fun, as they're just horny to get blown.  But
giving head to grown men is even more exciting.  They're usually more
experienced and have bigger dicks.  And they go wild when they get the
chance to have a hot young boy like me to go down on them.  They can be
kinky and perverted, too.  But I guess any adult who fools around with a
fourteen-year-old boy would be considered a pervert anyway.

	I blow my history teacher, Mr. Simmons, often.  He's got a wife and
two kids, but he frequently asks me to see him in his office after school.
His cock is absolutely huge, about ten inches long, and I love to suck on
it.  I had some trouble deepthroating him at first, but I finally managed
it.  Mr. Simmons tells me I give better head than his wife, which gives me
a kick.  He gives me A's all the time, but I think I deserve them anyway
because I'm pretty smart.

	There are other teachers who get off on my constant desire for
cock.  I was invited to a "teacher retreat" at one of their houses.  When I
arrived at the house I found four female and five male teachers there, plus
another boy my age.  I didn't know him, but he was cute and I guessed that
he was a fag too.

	The teachers were the younger and more attractive ones in school,
some of them married but all of them horny and kinky.  They played with
themselves and each other as they watched me and the other boy suck each
other.  We served as entertainment for their orgy.

	When we were done with each other, the teachers fooled around with
each other.  The women licked each other and sucked and fucked the men, and
the men did the women and us.  Me and my partner sucked off the guys when
they wanted it.  We'd blow them after they fucked, and I don't particularly
like the taste of cunt on their cocks.  But I do love dick so I didn't
complain.

	One of my favorite moments was sucking my English teacher's eight
incher with my beautiful math teacher, Miss Holt.  She marveled at my
deepthroating abilities, saying I was as good at giving head as I was at
algebra.  I think the women were as turned on as the guys were seeing me
and my new friend smoking pole.  Nobody left the retreat unsatisfied, least
of all myself.

	Most of the men I'm with want to fuck me up the ass also.  At some
point I would like to experience the complete pleasures I can receive from
a cock, but their dicks are just too big.  I know my asshole must be really
tight, so there's no way right now I'm going to let a man stick his big
cock up there.  No guy has ever complained about my mouth, though.

	There's a group of men at the country club who invite me to their
private parties every two weeks or so.  They pay me two hundred dollars
each time, which makes me feel dirty but excited.  I'd do them for free,
but getting paid does come in handy and adds a special thrill to the event.

	The country club guys play all sorts of neat and lusty games with
me.  One of my favorites is spin the bottle.  I'm the bottle, and they spin
me on a table.  Whichever man I end up facing I suck.  They also like to
tie me up and fuck my face.  I enjoy being tied up, as I like the sense of
helplessness as the men use me for their pleasure.  They play cards a lot,
and I get to go down on the winner.

	One time when I was sucking the men off all seven of them came in a
glass, filling it almost to the rim with their creamy cum.  There was so
much cum to drink that it took me a few swallows to get it all down.  But I
loved drinking their jizz from the glass.  I got to see the thick white
cockjuice as it poured toward my lips, and there was lots of gooey
mouthfuls of the sweet sperm to guzzle.  The men watched me intently as I
gulped down their creamy cum.  I smiled sheepishly at them after I finished
the glass, then burped because I was so full.  They laughed as a
sperm-bubble oozed from my lips.  I then sucked them all off again.

	I like going to the club, as the guys always have wild
imaginations, big cocks, and lots of cum to drink.  Plus the money is neat.

	In the three months after I gave my first blowjob to Nick, I must
have sucked over a hundred cocks.  Now I've given head many more times than
that, as I've sucked off some guys more than once.  Most of the boys I've
gone down on are masculine hunks, as the effeminate ones like me are
usually the cocksuckers.

	My reputation gave me lots of opportunities, but not every guy I
blew knew me.  Maybe I carry myself a certain way, or maybe some men can
just tell I suck cock.  I don't care how guys know I give head, so long as
the ones I like do figure it out.

	The list of guys I've done is long and varied, and even I'm
surprised at some of the boys and men I blew:

	Lots of teachers.  Mr. Simmons, the group at the retreat several
times, plus a college-aged substitute teacher.  The kinky group grew in
numbers, and sometimes there would be other boys and girls there.  But the
boys would only play with each other and the men and the girls would only
dyke out.  Some of the boys would take it up the ass, but I still wasn't
into that yet.  The substitute stud was easy to get.  I noticed him looking
at me in a funny way, so I seductively sucked on my pen throughout class.
When class was over I was soon under his desk going down on him.

	Thirteen guys from the country club.  Seven from the parties, the
tennis pro, the manager (I now have a free membership), two guys I caddied
for (in the woods after the ninth hole), and two lifeguards (they were
easy, as lifeguards are always horny).

	Seven boys from the baseball team.  The five during the gangbang,
plus two guys who had heard about it and wanted to try me out.  I did them
in the dugout after practice.

	Six football players.  I like doing them the most, as they're
usually beefier and more forceful.  They try to maintain their masculinity
despite the fact that their getting blown by a boy.  They call me all sorts
of dirty names and practically rape my mouth.  But that only excites me
even more.

	My cousin Ted.  He's a year younger than me and confided that he
likes boys.  I was more than happy to introduce him to the joys of
homosexuality.  His cock isn't very big, but he can get it up often and is
an ardent cocksucker.

	My sister's boyfriend, Scott.  I blew him once when he slept over
while my parents were away.  Sis had passed out, and Scott was drunk and
horny.  He complained to me, and I ventured to offer him relief.  He caught
my drift, and I found the horny stud easy to seduce.  Now I suck his cock
more than my sister does, but she doesn't know it.

	Between twenty and thirty boys I meet at parties.  I can't really
keep track, because I give a lot of head at parties and most of the time I
can't even see their faces.  There's a constant stream of interested hunks.
I blow them in bathrooms, bedrooms, closets, in cars, behind bushes,
wherever we can be alone.

	The paperboy.  He's young, but eager and well developed.  I do him
once a week, a special tip on payday.

	Three boys in the shower after gym.  They had planned it and waited
for everybody else to leave.  I had lunch the next period, so I didn't mind
cum for an appetizer.

	Four of my closest friends.  They now give head too, but I'm still
the main cock- sucker.  Whenever we're bored we blow each other.  There's
lots of interesting combinations cocks and mouths can make with five horny
boys.  And we're never bored with each other.

	Thirteen kids in school.  Eight in the bathroom, three in the
library, one in the stairway, and one after science lab.  The bathrooms are
pretty private during class, so we'd get hall passes and go to a stall
where I could suck them off.  The library is fun, as there's a quiet place
behind a stack of boring books where I can be with a boy.  It's exciting to
slurp on a hard dick and hear a stud stifle his moans while there are
others around the corner.  The time in the stairway was a close call.  I
had just finished drinking the boy's cum and he was zipping up when a
janitor came done the stairs.  The janitor smiled at us knowingly as we
hurriedly left.  The kid from the lab had huge balls, so I had him cum in a
beaker so I could measure how much he shot.  Four ounces, which I eagerly
drank.

	Four guys during a school camping trip, plus the adult supervisor.
They had heard about me so they planned to be in my tent.  I spent the
whole night sucking their cocks, going from one sleeping bag to another and
getting a mouthful of hard dick.  I must have sucked them off three times
each.  And when the supervisor came to check on us I blew him too.

	The cable repair guy.  He was one of those sturdy, blue-collar guys
with a really thick cock.  I had a hard time fitting him in my mouth, but I
loved the way his shaft pulsated between my lips.

	Seven guys at the park.  There's always some pervert who goes there
looking for boys like me.  If I like the looks of the man, I let him find
me.  I pretend to be sweet and innocent and let the men "seduce" me.  They
are usually too excited, though, and cum pretty quick.

	My neighbor and his son, though not at the same time.  They invite
me often to their pool, but neither of them knows I blow the other as well.
Nor does the Missus.

	A guy I met at the bus station.  I went down on him in a phone
booth.

	My father's business partner.  My dad likes that I'm interested in
his work, but it's really Mr. Peterson's nine inch cock that interests me.

	Three boyfriends of my girl friends.  Two of them keep coming back
to me after I showed their girlfriends how to give head.

	I'm sure there are lots of guys I'm leaving out, but that's still a
pretty impressive list for a fourteen-year-old boy.  I am young and there
are still lots of big, hard cocks out there.  I look forward to wrapping my
lips around each and every one.

Like I said, I love to suck cock.