Date: Sun, 20 May 2007 13:20:47 -0400
From: JAMES HEADY <vector18@msn.com>
Subject: A Deep Love--Chapter 4

A Deep Love
By
James

Disclaimer

Here comes Chapter four.  The same rules are the same.  If it's illegal for
you to read this type of story or if you're not of legal age to do so, then
stay away.

Chapter 4

Bengy Martin lay in a hospital bed in pain.  He began remembering his ride
from his house to the hospital.  He had to have surgery to stabilize his
fractured spine.  When the surgery was started, it was determined that his
lower spine was fractured and that he might never walk again.  Bengy didn't
know this yet.  The doctor decided to not tell him until he was more awake
and aware to process the information.

All Bengy cared about at that point was knowing where his parents were.
Suddenly, he heard a knocking from the left side of the room.  He tried to
say come in, but he was just too tired.  He then heard the door opening and
he looked to his left to see a man in a policeman's uniform standing in the
doorway.

"Bengy," the man began.  "Can you hear me?"

"I'''I'''I can hear you," Bengy said.

"I can come back later if you want me too."

"that's fine, but first, I want to know where my parents are."

"They've just been arrested.  They called 911 so that they could tell them
to watch for you in case you were seen by anyone.  If you were spotted, you
were to be taken and placed in foster care.  When asked what this all was
about, they said that you're gay and that they've given up all rights to
you.  Well, they sure have given up their rights, because they committed a
crime by throwing you out.  It never should have happened, but it's even
more worse because of the fact of how bad you were hurt."

"I never meant to be gay," Bengy said weakly.

"Of course you didn't," the man said.  "That's not something for me to be
concerned with.  My concern at this point is to make sure your parents don't
ever do things like this again."

Bengy tried to keep his eyes opened, but it was getting harder to focus.
The policeman saw this and told him he'd come back another time.  Bengy then
dropped off to sleep.

I awoke in Josh's arms completely satisfied.  I felt so warm as I lay with
him and I felt whole for the first time in my life.  He began to move a
little then he held me a little tighter.

"Wow," Josh said softly.  "I'm not going to be happy if this is a dream."

"Neither am I," I said.

We laughed and then I kissed Josh on his warm lips.  He kissed me back and
the kiss then got more intense and we moved our cocks together.  I loved the
feeling of him against me and I loved how he held on to me tightly.  Soon
though, I felt the need to come, but I had a different idea and I broke our
kiss.

"Maybe we should get cleaned up," I said.

"Okay.  What time is it?"

I looked at the bed-side clock.

"It's 9:30 PM."

"Wow.  We've been asleep only a couple of hours."

"Yeah."

We took another shower and after we got out, I told Josh I had to relieve my
bladder which I did.  After I took care of that task, I stood there with my
six inches still in my hand.  It was hardening very quickly to its eight
inches and suddenly, I felt warmth against my back.  Josh then wrapped his
right arm around my chest and his left hand moved downward and gently took
my hand off of my cock.  He took it in his hand and felt it.  He then ran
his fingers through the thick bush of dark brown hair that surrounded my
cock and then he held my large balls in his hand.  I had a lot of hair on my
balls too and he felt it then wrapped his hand completely around my cock.

"Ah," I gasped.  I then moaned my pleasure.

"I'm glad you liked that.  Now, I think you're going to really like what I
have in mind for you baby."

Josh was whispering softly and lustily in my left ear and I had one thought
continuing to play over and over in my mind.

"Oh, he is so gentle and he knows how to get me sooo hot."

I was focused on not losing my balance, but Josh steadied me.  I could feel
his warm lips on the back of my neck then he was slowly stroking my cock.
He did it a couple of times, but it felt like he wasn't just stroking it as
he was more massaging it.  He was going so slow and when he would get to the
head of my cock, he'd move the tip of his finger against the top part of the
head smearing the pre-cum all over the head.

"How does that feel," he asked me in that sexy whisper.

"Oh, Josh," I said just barely getting out the words because of how worked
up I was.  "Oh, you get me so hot and so ready to explode."

"This is how I make myself come.  I think though, that it would work better
if we were back on your bed."

He moved away from me and I turned to face him.  He took me in this arms and
began rubbing my back up and down in a gentle way.  It was calming me and
making me not so ready to explode.  My breathing slowed to normal and my
heart was going slower too.

"That's it baby," Josh said softly.  "Just let yourself calm down.  We have
all the time in the world.  Just let your heart slow and your breathing
calm.  That's my boy.  That's it love.  Just stay calm, you'll last longer
that way."

He then kissed me a couple of times on the side of my neck and moved me away
so he could lean in for a kiss.  I kissed him back and then we moved our way
towards the bedroom.

Once there, Josh laid me down on the bed and got on top of me.  He then
wrapped his arms around me and held me against him.

Oh," I said.  "You feel so warm."

"So do you," he said.

I then moved so that we were both on our sides and I kissed him lightly.  I
then moved my head back, because at that moment, I wanted to tell him
everything that was in my heart.

"Josh," I began.  "I hope I don't screw up this that I want to say.  I want
to tell you everything I feel."

"Okay," He said.  "Just take your time my love."

"When I first met you Monday, I was so attracted to you in a largely
physical way.  Your hair was so cute the way you had it brushed and your
eyes are more beautiful than I can say.  I was trying  not to get hard right
then and there.

Anyway, as I got to know you more, I remember beginning to think of what it
would be like to start a relationship with you.  That Monday night when you
and I were talking about what we look for in a guy, I so wanted to tell you
everything I felt, but I was nervous.  Not because I thought you'd hate me,
but I had never been honest with anyone like that before.  Also, I wanted to
see if my feelings were real, or if they were just a Puppy Love sort of
thing.  I know now that I'm truly in love with you.  You make me feel so
happy and I feel so safe and protected when I'm with you.

I want you to be the only one with whom I make love, I want it to be only
you with whom I share kids, and you're the only one I want as my life
partner.  Let all the adults and other guys and girls laugh.  Just let them,
because they're not us.  They don't understand what we have.  Yeah, I'm well
aware of the fact that we're still teenagers, but I know what I feel.  I
love you Joshua Andrews, for always and for the rest of our lives."

I had tears streaming out of my eyes as I finished.  Any nervousness I might
have had about giving myself to him was gone, and any nervousness I might
have had about when we told our parents was also gone.  I was going to hold
on to Josh and I wouldn't let anyone take him away from me.

"That was so beautiful," Josh said as he wiped his tears away.

"Let me," I said.  I moved his hand from his eyes and gently brushed the
wetness from them.  We then kissed deeply and soon after that kiss, I was
ready for us to make love.  I was moving my hand down to his cock when I
heard the phone ring.  It was my sell phone.

"Go away," I said with some slight irritation.  Moving away from Josh, I sat
up and grabbed my phone from the bedside table.

"Hello," I said.

"Michael this is your mom again.  I have to work later than expected.  I
won't be home until 12:00 AM."

"Oh, I see."

I then flushed red at the words I just spoke.  Josh then put a hand on my
arm to assure me that there was no harm done.

"Did you guys get something for dinner?" my mom asked.

"Yeah," I said.  "Actually, Josh bought me dinner tonight.  He said that the
money he brought with him was specifically for that purpose."

"How sweet," my mom said.

We talked for a couple more minutes and I put Josh on the phone so he could
talk to her for a moment.

They talked for a moment or two, then Josh closed the phone and handed it
back to me.

"Your mother is so nice."

"Thank you," I said and put the phone back on the table.

"About a couple of minutes ago," Josh began.  "Don't worry about when you
said the word see.  I still use words associated with seeing all the time."

I smiled then decided to test his tolerance for my smart ass humor.

"Oh, well that's off da chain," I said in my best gangster wrap accent.

"Well, now you do have something to be worried about," he said and moved on
top of me.  He started tickling my sides which were very sensitive.  My
stomach was beginning to ache from laughing so hard.

"You give up?" Josh said laughing himself.

"Y'''Y'''Yes," I said in between gasps for air.

He stopped tickling me and wrapped his arms around me.  He held me against
his warm smooth body once more and I moved his head to mine and began
kissing him with all the passion I could create.  I stopped kissing him so I
could get him worked up a little more.

"You know baby," I began.  "If you brush your fingers against my sides just
right, I'll be gushing precum."

"Really," he said with a large smile.  "We'll have to test that out."

He began to move his finger tips against my sides very gently and I felt a
wonderful tingling feeling that spread from my sides to all over my torso
then in to my cock and balls.  I began squirming and moaning softly.  I had
moved the fingers of my right hand against my side while masturbating and it
felt good, but this felt even better.

"Oh Joshie!" I said getting more worked up.  "Oooooh, that feels so good."

"I'm so glad you feel that way," he said leaning in for a hot passionate
kiss.  "Now, I'm going to make it feel really good."

He gently moved me on to my right side and started kissing along where he
had been brushing his fingers.  I was now in complete Heaven.  He then moved
his kisses down to the outside of my thigh and started kissing to the top of
my thie.  Turning me on to my stomach, Josh then started kissing me along my
lower back then he kissed until he got up to my shoulders and then to the
back of my neck.

"Oh," I said.  "Oooooo.  Wow, that feels amazing!"

I was breathing heavily now and my cock was harder than I thought it could
get.

"Just listening to your moans gets me hotter than I've ever been," Josh
whispered in to my ear.

He turned me on to my left side and put soft kisses on my right side then
turned me on to my back.  I got even more hot just thinking about what might
be coming.  I was right in my assumption because Josh then lowered himself
on top of me and brought his lips to mine in the hottest kiss ever.  He then
moved his kisses down to my neck where he kissed slowly.  The sides of my
neck and the corners of my neck in the front are so sensitive and Josh
picked up on this the moment he started giving those areas little kisses.
They were little short kisses, but my body was getting large wonderful
feelings from them.  I was shaking with pleasure and my cock was pulsating
fast and quick from the feelings.

"You like that my love?" Josh asked me.

"Oh yeah," I replied.  "That feels soooo good!"

"Good.  Now, I'm going to make it feel even better."

He then kissed me in the same areas, but then did it slower and made the
kisses longer and even moved his tongue against my neck.  He moved his
tongue from my neck down to my left nipple where he bit gently and sucked it
slowly.  I was sweating heavily more than I had been and then Josh started
kissing down my chest then to my stomach then to my cock that was soaked
with pre-cum.  He stopped there and I could tell that he was trying to look
at it visually.

"It's alright," I said softly.  "You can touch it."

Josh moved his hand and felt, really felt it; every inch of it.  He then
laughed lightly.

"Your cock and your hair are soaked with pre-cum," He said.  I could tell he
was smiling.

"Yeah, they are," I agreed.  "Maybe now you can move back up here, because
I'm going to make you feel all the pleasure you gave to me."

"Okay my love."

He moved back up beside me and I helped him on to his stomach and I did
everything to him that he did to me.  When I moved him on to his back, he
had a large smile on his beautiful face.

"I want to make you come now," I said.

"Oh baby," he said softly.  "I want to come so bad."

"One thing though," I said smiling.

"What's that?"

"I want to hear you say what I know you want to say."

"Michael," he began; his breathing getting heavier.  "Make love to me.  I
want to feel you on me and my cock being loved so good by you."

I was instantly on him kissing him passionately and I then began kissing
down his chest and stomach as he had done for me.  I then carefully felt his
cock, the same way he had done for me a moment ago.  I then had an idea that
I couldn't resist no matter how hard I tried.  I worked up my courage then
lowered my lips to Josh's straining penis which was covered in pre-cum.

"Aaahh!" he gasped.  "Oh, Michael, that feels sooo damn amazing, but I'm
really big.  You sure you want all of me?"

I moaned in a way that let him know that I really wanted this.  I then began
to take as much of his eight inches as I could without gagging.  I was
almost up to the base of his penis then I was able to relax my gag reflex.
Getting more bold, I moved my mouth the rest of the way down his cock until
my nose was in his pubic hair.  I began to suck on the hard, but silky flesh
that leaked pre-cum in to my mouth.  I then moved up a little so that I
could move my tongue over the head of his cock then I moved up and down with
my tongue sliding along the under-side of the wonderful hardness in my
mouth, it was then that I had an Idea then I pulled off to say something.

"Joshie," I said.  "I don't want you to warn me about coming.  Just let it
happen."

"You're sure?" he asked.

"Yes," I said smiling.

"Okay love."

I then went back to sucking him slowly, then he told me to go faster.  I
went faster and I increased my suction and I moved my tongue faster against
the bottom of his penis.  After a few more minutes, I felt his cock harden
up then I felt his warm creamy fluid gush in my mouth.  I swallowed a little
bit of it then moved up to where Josh's head was.  I kissed him and allowed
the creamy fluid to move in to his mouth.  We kissed and tasted his cum and
then I swallowed my half and Josh did the same with his half.

"That was the most hottest thing I've ever done," Josh said taking me in his
arms.

"Have you ever tasted your own cream?" I asked.

"Yeah.  I didn't think it tasted that bad."

"It is the best thing I've ever tasted and I'm glad you just let yourself
bust without warning.  I think that almost made me come, I mean, it was all
the more exciting since I had no way of knowing when it would happen."

"I get what you mean," Josh said.  "Now, it's time for me to make you feel
so good."

He moved me on to my back then kissed his way from my chest down to my
stomach then to my cock.  He took it all in to his mouth without stopping.
I then felt his throat massaging the head of my cock and I was in complete
Heaven.  He sucked me a couple more times, then he moved off and moved back
up to look at me.

"Don't warn me either.  Just let it happen.  Let yourself go as freely as I
did."

I moved my lips to his and we kissed passionately.  He then moved back down
to my hard penis and engulfed it in one go.  He then began working on me
with all the passion he could produce, and his tongue was working on the
under-side of my cock the same way I had done with him.  I was getting
hotter and hotter, then I felt my body tense up in the way you do when you
know you're really going to explode.  The feelings were becoming too good
and I began coming harder than I thought I ever could.  Josh swallowed a
little of my cream, then he came back up to me and kissed me.  I could feel
my own load being eased in to my waiting mouth.

We shared my creamy load then we swallowed each half and then began kissing
and holding each other, just savoring the wonderful after-glow that comes
with love-making.  After a few more gentle kisses, Josh moved his mouth away
from mine and smiled.

"That was incredible," he said.

"It sure was," I agreed.

"I do have a surprise for you, but first do you have a CD player in, maybe
the living room?"

"Yeah," I said.

"You stay here and I'm going to go over to my back.  Just keep your eyes on
the ceiling. I'll let you know when everything is ready."

"Okay."

Josh got up from Michael's bed and went over to his over-night bag.  He then
opened it and retrieved a CD case, the type that have the multiple sleeves
for different CDs.  Sitting it down for a moment, he got out some sleep
clothes and put them on.  He turned to see that Michael was doing the same.
He then went out of the room and entered the living room.  Going over to the
TV, he carefully felt on his right and left, then on his left, he found what
he was looking for.

"Where's the power button on the stereo," Josh called out to Michael.

"It's on the top left-hand area."

Josh found a large round button and pressed it.  He then heard the parts of
the CD player start moving for a moment then he instantly knew he was on CD
mode.

"Where's the play button?"

"It's on the top right-hand area.  There's a row of buttons.  The first one
on the right is play, the one to the left of it is stop, the one to the left
of stop is backward, and the one to the left of that is forward.  You find
it?"

"Yeah."

Josh opened the CD compartment and then opened his CD case.  He then
selected the CD called It's About Time by the Jonas Brothers.  He slipped it
in to the compartment and closed the lid.  Pressing play, he then pressed
the button again so the music wouldn't come on.  He then moved his finger
over to the forward button and pressed it until he got to the last song on
the CD.  It's a song called Please Be Mine.

"Michael," Josh called.  "I'm ready."

I came out to the living room and saw Josh standing by the stereo.  He
walked up to me and took my hand.  We walked to the front of the stereo and
he pressed the play button.  I quickly recognized the song as Please Be Mine
by The Jonas Brothers.  Josh took me in his arms and I put my arms around
him.  We began slow-dancing to the song and the words of the song said
everything I felt for Josh.

After the song was over, the CD player stopped and I moved away from Josh
and looked in to his eyes.

"Yes," I said with tears in my eyes.  "I will be yours Joshua Andrews.  I
love you so much."

"I love you too."

I looked up at the clock on the wall and it was one minute till twelve.  I
quickly pulled away from Josh to see if my mom was home yet.

Jennifer Williams stood in the kitchen watching Michael and Josh.  The
lights were off in the kitchen and she was standing in an area of the room
so they couldn't see her, but she could see them.  She didn't mean to spy,
but she came through the door and heard music playing.  She then looked in
the living room and saw Michael and Josh slow-dancing to a song that she
hadn't heard before.

Standing there in the kitchen, Jennifer decided to be up front with the
boys.  Gathering her courage, she walked slowly in to the living room where
Josh stood held in Michael's arms.

"Hello boys," Jennifer said smiling.

"I quickly jumped, and Josh and I quickly moved apart.

"M'''M'''Mom," I stuttered.  "How long have you been standing there?"

"Long enough," she replied.  "I'll get us all something to drink, so just
sit down on the couch."

We did as she instructed and I was nervous.  Josh seemed to be doing okay,
but in his eyes, I saw a bit of nervousness.

My mom came back in to the room and sat opposite us.  She sat in a reclining
chair across from us.

"I don't want to hide anything from you guys," Jennifer began.  "I want you
guys to know that I saw you a few minutes ago.  I've also noticed the looks
you gave each other this past Monday and the past couple of days you and
Josh had been in each other's company this week.  I know where this is going
and I want to first-off say for you guys to be careful, and also don't get
hurt.  Next, I wanted to tell you something Josh."

"What's that Jennifer?"

"When I first met you, I quickly hoped that if you were gay like my son that
you'd be the one he'd start a relationship with.  Sometimes when I'd drop
him off at his other school last year, I would see some of the kids and I
didn't like what I saw.  I saw a lot of them who looked like they would or
could kill a member of their own family if they knew it would benefit them
in any way.  I know how that sounds, but that's how I feel.  When I looked
at you and interacted with you, I knew you were a good person and I'm so
glad you and my son found each other."

Josh and I went over to hug my mom and I could feel a couple of tears leak
out of my eyes.  Wiping them away, I stood up from the hug and Josh did the
same.

Over the next few minutes, Josh and I told my mom about the events of
tonight that helped us make our relationship official, but we didn't tell
her about the sex parts.  She told us again to be careful, and that she was
happy for us.  Most of all, she was supportive and she told us that.

When our talk was finished, my mom said good night to us and I took Josh's
hand.  We went back to our room, yes our room.  I liked the sound of that.
We got in bed after taking off our clothes.  We then wrapped our arms around
each other and Josh moved my head in to the hollow of his neck.

"I love you Joshua Andrews," I said softly.

"I love you too Michael Williams," he replied.

We both then fell in to a nice restful sleep.

Author's Note

I know it's been a long time since the last posting, and I apologize for
this.  I've had a lot of personal problems that have come up and have
deflected my attention from my story, but now I'm returning with this
chapter of the story.

I hope you find it as enjoyable as the three others.  For all who have sent
comments, I appreciate it and feel free to send more.  As you all can
probably tell, I don't bite.  LOL.  Anyway, I'll have this chapter going out
this evening.

Hugs to all who've written and who are enjoying the story.  See you guys in
Chapter 5.