Date: Mon, 8 Feb 2010 19:32:42 -0600
From: Keith Yates <farmerboykeith@hotmail.com>
Subject: Devyn Struggle 5

This is a fictional story involving sexual acts between two or more men.
If this offends you, why are you here?  If you are under the legal age to
read sexually explicit material then do not read any further.  This story
in no way represents any person living or dead.  Any resemblance to any
real person is purely coincidental.

For those of you who have read my previous stories The Coach's Office
(Athletic section), Jake's Tale (College Section) and Rick's Barn (Rural
section) you will find this story a bit different than those.  I hope you
will give it a chance and if it isn't what you are use to from me then
don't worry as there will be additions to Jake's Tale and Rick's Barn that
you might find more interesting.

Character List

Devyn Roberts -- Main character

Judy Roberts -- Devyn's Mom

Frank Roberts -- Devyn's Dad

Brent Watson -- The boy across the street door and Devyn's new friend

Linda Watson -- Brent's Mom

Richard Watson -- Brent's dad

Sue -- Devyn's Girl Friend

Tracy -- Brent's Girlfriend

Matt -- Architect at Devyn's father's construction site who Frank fired
because he is gay.

Devyn's Struggle

Chapter 5

Devyn opened his eyes as he felt someone sit down on the bench next to him.
He first noticed the smell; then he turned his head and saw this elderly
man sitting next to him.  The guy's clothes were covered in filth.  Devyn
wondered if the man had been rolling around in the sewers. He quickly
turned his head away so he didn't want the man to think he was interested
in striking up a conversation.  No matter what, Devyn didn't even really
want to talk to this man.

"What's your problem, boy?" the man snorted.

`You stink,' Devyn thought. `You smell like old stale beer and the worse
body odor I've ever smelled.' Aloud Devyn said "Um, nothing."

"What you in for?" he tried to pry.

Devyn didn't want to talk to this old man.  If anything, he wanted the man
to leave him alone.  And even more so, he wanted this smelly old guy to
just get up and leave, so he could be left alone.

"I was arrested," Devyn snarled at him.

"Well, I know that stupid," the old man stated.  "But wh-h-hy were you
arrested?"

Should Devyn tell this stranger anything about his circumstances? Should he
tell this man why he had been arrested?

"You don't have to answer," the man said while patting Devyn's leg.  Devyn
felt his skin crawl at the contact of the old man's grizzled hand on his
leg.  "It was drugs weren't it?  Well, you boys are always getting mixed up
in those.  Probably smoking pot, huh?"

Devyn didn't say a word.  He just let the old man ramble about how evils of
pot were.  Like smoking pot would be any worse than the vast amounts of
alcohol this old man had consumed and reeked of it.

"Don't worry, boy," the man continued.  "Your folks'll come down here and
get you out here. And you'll be back in your home, in a nice warm bed by
morning."

`Yeah, right whatever' Devyn thought sarcastically. `My folks will rush
right down here to save me. They'll be here to save me from this mess. And,
maybe they'll even bring Brent. Ha! You bet!'

"Leave that kid alone," an officer ordered the old man. "You talk way too
much."

Devyn listened while the old man and the officer argued back and forth
about how unfair the system was, and how the old man hasn't done anything
wrong. Devyn just closed his eyes again and tried to tune out their
voices. If anything he wanted right now was to be out of this place and go
home. He wanted turn back the time and to go back to a happier time, a time
when life was enjoyable and not so tiresome.

* * * * *

On the ride home, Devyn suffered through his father's rages about Matt and
those fucking faggots. Most of all, Devyn was torn up inside wondering if
he himself was like Matt and one of those fucking faggots. What the hell
was he going to do?  He had to find out for sure. He had to get rid of
these feelings he had for Brent.  He just knew that if he could move things
forward with Sue, that it would solve his problem.  So once he had sex with
a girl, then he would be over Brent and stop thinking about him, and Matt,
and any other guy that seems to come to mind lately.

Devyn told Brent about what happened at the construction site.  He told him
how cool Matt had been during the whole ugly situation.

"So he didn't act gay?" Brent asked for the fourth time.

"No, No he didn't seem gay.  I would've not guess it either."

"Do you think he would've tried something with you if your Dad hadn't come
in?"  Brent asked and seems very interested in the man Devyn had met.

"No.  He's cool, and I think he was telling the truth when he said he
fucked men and not boys."

"Damn.  I don't think I've ever met one before.  I mean, a gay guy like
that."

"Matt said something about that.  He said that I had probably met more gay
people than I realized.  I guess he was saying that they don't all act like
they do on TV."

"Well, TV does have a tendency to make everything bigger or worse than it
really is."

"True."

Brent and Devyn had talked a long time about Matt, and being gay. They both
agreed that they weren't gay, just that they were horned up all the time.
They were both afraid to admit what was really going on deep inside
themselves.  They couldn't admit it to themselves or to each other.

They made plans with Sue and Tracy for the Thanksgiving weekend.  Brent's
parents were going to be out of town Saturday night, so they were going to
have the girls over.  They were planning on going as far with the girls as
they would let them.  They were hoping that it would cure them of their
desire for each other.

Brent's parents left early Saturday, so Devyn and Brent got things ready
for the small party they were planning with Sue and Tracy.  They had money
for pizza. They'd picked out the CDs they wanted to listen to and had a
couple of good movies ready to watch for later.

It was Devyn who wondered if they might need one other thing.  He
hesitantly brought the subject up with his friend.

"Um, Brent, have you given much thought about, um, how far your going to go
with Tracy?"

"Well, duh, yeah."

"I mean, are you going to try and go . . . you know, all the way?"

"Yeah, I thought I would if she's willing."

"Yeah, I want too with Sue.  But have you thought about . . . um
. . . protection?"

Brent had a blank look on his face, so Devyn knew he was going to have to
be a little more blunt on the subject.

"I mean, do you have any rubbers?"  Devyn asked feeling his face warm as he
said the word.

"Oh, shit, I hadn't thought about that.  Do we really need them?  I mean
just one time?"

"Well, you were in the same health class I was so you know Mr. Wilson said
it only takes one time."

"Shit, I guess I hadn't thought about that.  I would feel funny about going
into the drug store and buying some.  I mean I know the people that work at
the one that is close to us."

"Yeah me too," Devyn said.

"I can just hear them saying to my Mom," Brent's voice took on a female
tone as he tried to impersonate the lady at the drug store.

"Oh hello, Mrs. Watson.  Nice to see you, today.  Your little boy Brent was
in on Saturday.  He was buying a box of condoms.  Guess we all know what,
he was doing while you were out of town."

Devyn couldn't stop laughing while he listened to Brent pretending to be
the prim cashier at the drugstore.

"Okay, Okay, so we won't go buy any.  Do you think maybe your Dad has
some?"

"Oh shit Devyn.  I don't know.  I never think about my parents doing
. . . doing . . . well doing it."

"Well, I am sure they didn't stop doing it when they had you."

"Ike," Brent said at the thought of his parents having sex.

"Just go look in your parent's room.  We only need two.  Your Dad probably
doesn't keep track of them."

It seemed to Devyn that Brent had been gone for an hour.  He decided to go
upstairs and see if he could help his buddy find any condoms.  He wanted to
get one into his pocket before the girls arrived.

He found Brent bent over in his parents' closet as his firm round butt was
pushing out toward Devyn while he moved closer.  Brent's butt seemed to
wiggle at Devyn, and he couldn't stop himself.

Devyn pulled back his hand and planted a hard smack on the jean clad
melons.

"Ouch," Brent said as he jumped and hit his head on the back wall of the
closet, and then hit it again on the shelf above him as he tried to
straighten up.

"What the fuck did you do that for?" Brent said his blue eyes flashing
annoyance.

"I'm sorry," Devyn said feeling bad that his little joke hadn't gone over
as well as he had hoped.

"I was just being funny.  Your ass looked like it was asking to be slapped,
wiggling like it was.

"Yeah, well, if I hadn't hit my head twice it might have been funny," Brent
said.

"So did ya' find any?" Devyn asked.

"Um, well I found more than I was expecting," Brent said.

"Oh?"

"My folks have some porn," Brent said.

"Really?" Devyn said surprised.

"Yeah, videos and some magazines.  I found them back here in this box.  It
seems to be Dad's.  I don't know if Mom even knows.  It is in his closet,
stuffed way back here behind his hunting and camping clothes."

"Wow," Devyn said.

Brent brought out the box of porn that he had found.  He moved it over to
his parents' bed and sat it there looking down at the magazine on the top.

Devyn moved over and he began looking through the stash that Brent had
found.

"It is hard to believe my Dad had this sort of stuff.  I never think about
him and my Mom like that."

"Me either," Devyn said thumbing through one of the magazines.

Devyn knew that the women in the magazine should be causing him to get
aroused, but it was the men that posed with them that he found his eyes
drawn too.  He couldn't help, but he seemed to like the big men with their
hairy chests and the erect penises.

Devyn tossed the book down and picked up one that had only naked women.  He
glanced at every picture but didn't feel the same things he had felt
looking at the other magazine.

"Ah, here are some condoms," Brent said finding several underneath the
magazine he had just picked up.

Brent passed Devyn one of the green cellophane packages.  Devyn's fingers
touched Brent's as he took the package.  There seemed to be a tingle as
their fingers met.

"Um, thanks," Devyn said.

They pulled their hands back quickly.  Devyn pushed his condom into his
pocket and watched as Brent did the same.

"Um, do you want to watch one of these videos?" Brent asked.

"Oh, um, do you think we have time?" Devyn asked.

"Yeah, the girls won't be here for a while.  We can watch it up here."

Brent didn't wait for an answer from Devyn.  He picked up the first tape
and moved to the TV and VCR.  He pushed the tape into the VCR and picked up
the remote.  He hit the power button to the TV and watched as the tape had
already begun playing in the VCR.

The room was filled with the sound of the background music.  The title of
the movie scrolled across the screen with the cast and other credits.  Then
the movie started.

Both boys sat on the edge of Brent's parents' bed and watched as the men
and women on the screen started to have sexual intercourse.

"She seems to really enjoy it," Brent said.

"He was so damn big," Devyn said.

His face blushed as he realized what he had said.  It must be obvious that
he had spent more time checking out the male performer than the female
co-star.

"Yeah, he was," Brent agreed.

They watched the climax of the first scene where the man shot his load all
over the lady's breasts.

"Dang, I don't think I shoot that much," Brent said.

"Me either.  Maybe it just looked like more on TV."

As the second scene started there were two guys on the screen and then a
girl joined them.  Devyn found himself growing harder and harder inside his
jeans.  The two guys were very hot.  And they didn't seem to mind touching
each other as they took turns with the girl.  They encouraged each other.

Brent pulled his eyes from the screen and looked over at his friend.  He
watched as Devyn reached down and adjusted the large bulge in his jeans.
Brent's own penis was straining to get free from it's fabric cage.

Brent licked his lips and pulled his gaze back to the screen.  He watched
as the two men each took one of the women's breasts into their mouths.  The
man's hands seemed to brush against each other again and again as they
explored the woman's body and she squirmed with the pleasure those two guys
were giving.

Devyn moved his hand from his jeans and placed it on the bed.  He felt the
warm flesh of Brent's hand resting on the bedspread.

Their hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they slid together.
There hands gripped tightly as they turned to face each other.  Brent's
blue eyes a blaze with an inner fire.  The gold flecks in Devyn's brown
eyes seemed to glow in the light from the television.

They moved closer, and the closer their hearts got, their bodies took over
and pushing down the voice in their head telling them that it was wrong for
two boys to be doing this. Their lips met there in the light of the adult
video.  Brent's soft full lips was pressing firmly against Devyn's.
Devyn's hand were sliding up to grasp Brent's shoulder.

They slid closer together, and their kiss deepened in passion and yearning.
Their arms pulled each other even closer then before as they felt their
bodies taking over and their minds being left behind.

The magazine slid to the floor as the two boys fell back onto the bed and
began to roll around.  Brent ending up on top of Devyn as his tongue
entered into Devyn's mouth.

Their young bodies grinded together as their young hard-on rubbed against
each other through their jeans.  They could feel the lust they had been
denying to each other for weeks.  They were on the edge of fulfilling a
carnal desire for each other.  Suddenly they were both pulled back into
reality when the insistent ringing of the door bell wouldn't stop.

"Shit," Devyn said as Brent rolled off of him.

"That must be the girls," Brent said stating the obvious.

They tried pulling themselves together as best as they could.  They tried
to will their erections down, but that was hard to do at their age, and
with all of those teenage hormones raging through their blood.

"We're beginning to wonder if you two were here," Sue said as Brent finally
made it to the door.

"We were um," Brent said trying to come up with an excuse for him taking so
long to get to the door. "Sorry about that."

"Oh, they probably were playing video games," Tracy said coming into the
house behind Sue.

"Yeah," Brent said sheepishly.

"You know how boys are with their combat games," Tracy said smiling at her
handsome boyfriend.

"They're like children," Sue said teasingly.

"Who's like children," Devyn said coming into the room.

"Why you are."

"Me?"

"I told them how we were playing a video game, and didn't hear the doorbell
the first time," Brent said.

"Or the second, or the third time, either," Tracy said.

"Oh, well . . . um, . . . sorry about that.  We were, um lost in the
moment, you know." Devyn felt his face blush as he thought about the moment
he and Brent had been sharing.

"You boys and your playtime," Tracy teased.

The girls continued to tease the boys as they came into the living room.
The boys knew it was in fun, but took it in the manner as it was intended.
Besides the girls had no idea what they had been doing.  No one could ever
know how close they had come to giving into their inner selves.

After ordering, and then polishing off one and a half large pizzas, the two
couples settled down on the couch to watch the second movie of the night.
Sue snuggled up against Devyn and Tracy took her place into Brent's arms.

Sue's hand slid down over Devyn's solid chest, down to his flat belly, and
into his lap.  There she found his semi hard penis that had never
completely gone flaccid.  She turned her eyes up to his, and gave him a
squeeze there.

Devyn's eyes met hers; he then leaned in and kissed her.  He didn't feel
the surge of longing like he did with Brent, but he did feel something.  He
felt a strong wave of caring, but not love or desire.  The kiss he placed
upon her lips lasted for several moments, and when he broke away he could
see the feelings shining in her eyes.  He wanted to feel more for Sue.  He
wanted to long for her touch as much as he did for Brent's touch more than
anything else in this world, but he couldn't make it happen.  He couldn't
force himself to feel something that wasn't really there.

Out of the corner of his eye he watched Brent and Tracy kissing.  He
watched Tracy's hands sliding over Brent's body.  He saw Brent cupping one
of Tracy's perky round breasts.  He wanted it to be him there kissing
Brent.  He wanted his hands on Brent and he wanted Brent's hands on him.

Sue's hand moved and caressed the side of his face.  He looked back fully
into her eyes.  Her lips barely moved as she softly whispered to him.

"I want you to be my first Devyn.  I want us to be each other's firsts.

Devyn didn't know what to say.  He had no idea how to respond to such an
admission.  Did Sue know what she wanted?  Did she want them to take that
step tonight?

Devyn had been ready to go all the way with Sue a few moments ago.  He had
been ready to prove to himself that his feelings for Brent were just
teenage hormone rages and had nothing to do with his true sexual
orientation.

"You want to don't you?" Sue asked with her eyes shining in the glow from
the TV.

"I, um, well, yeah," Devyn said although he wasn't sure of what he wanted.

Sue's lips return to Devyn's while her warm wet tongue was brushing against
his lips.  He parted his lips and her tongue met his. The kiss lasts a long
time as they explore each others mouths and Sue's hands slide over Devyn's
young body.

The kiss seems to go on for ever, and Devyn couldn't help, but notice the
heavy panting of his friend and Tracy were doing.  He wonders if Brent was
actually feeling something for Tracy or if he is going through the same
struggle Devyn was.

The kiss breaks and Sue reaches up to run her fingers through Devyn's thick
brown hair.  Her body was trembling with her emotions.

"Let's go up stairs," she says.

Devyn does what was expected of him.  He does what Sue wanted him to do and
follows her upstairs.  They stop at the door to Brent's parents' room.  Sue
plants another quick kiss on Devyn's lips, and then pulled him into the
room.

Devyn was glad he took the time to stuff the porn away.  He would have been
so embarrassed if Sue had found the videos and magazines lying out on the
bed.

Sue pulled Devyn right over to the side of the bed.  She stood there
waiting for Devyn to make the next move.  She looked into his eyes and
waited for the warmth of his touch and the softness of his kiss.

"Don't be so shy Devyn," Sue finally says.  "We both want the same thing.
Just give into it and let's be each others firsts."

Devyn wasn't sure what he should do.  He knew that the feelings he has for
Sue wasn't the same as the ones she had for him.  But maybe if he does
this, maybe if he goes all the way with Sue, then he would be able to rid
himself of those wrong desires for Brent.  Maybe this would make him
normal.  Maybe this would fix him.

He pulled Sue closer to him and kisses her with more passion than he has
shown all night.  His lips pressed firmly against hers.  Her breasts were
rubbing against his chest.  Her arms were around him.

Devyn's fingers clumsily worked on the buttons of her blouse.  When he
finally got the last button undone and pushes the blouse off her shoulders.
His hands were sliding over her smooth skin.  Her soft skin felt as silky
as her soft hair was against his cheek while he nibbled on her ear lobe.

"Oh Devyn," She moaned into his ear.

They turned together so she could fall down onto the bed.  Devyn fell
beside her.  Her hands were under his shirt pushing it up and over of his
body.  It landed on the floor and her hands felt every inch of his warm
skin.

Devyn's fingers begin working at the buttons of her jeans.  He worked them
open and pushed them onto the floor.  Leaving her body exposed except for
her bra and panties she wore.

He began to fumble with her bra. His fingers clumsily tried to remove it
from her, but he couldn't believe how much trouble it was to get one little
bra off.

Sue finally helped him remove it and it joined her other clothing that fell
on the floor.  Devyn ran his fingers over her delicate breasts.  He felt
the mounds of flesh and tenderly caresses them.  He remembered what the
guys in the video had done and leaned in and began planting soft kisses up
and down each of her breasts.  His lips moved across her sensitive mounds
of flesh and as he moved closer to her erected nipples with his lips, her
breast only felt the warmth of his breath.

"Oh gawd, Devyn," Sue moaned.

Devyn slided his hand down into her panties and felt her dampness there.
He was intrigued, but not aroused sexually as he should be.  He wanted to
give Sue pleasure.  He wanted to make her first time special.

He soon had her panties down onto the floor and slid his fingers between
her legs. He caressed the soft fold of her flesh and pubic hair, and
lightly rubbed his finger over her clitoris, and then ever so gently
inserted one of his fingers into her.

"Ahahahah," Sue moaned again.

Devyn quickly pulled his finger from inside her.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Oh yes, Devyn." Sue panted, "Oh yes.  Please don't stop doing whatever
your doing."

Devyn returned his hand to her clitoris, and then returned his mouth to her
breasts to kiss it while his tongue licked.  He moved around her nipple in
circle, going around and around them drawing closer and closer to the erect
nipple.

His finger slid deeper into her as his lips closed on her left nipple
nearly sucking it but only swirled his tongue around it and licked across
it.

Sue's whole body tenses up and she groaned.  She climaxed. While the
wetness grew even more noticeable then before, and then she was breathing
harder and faster.

She fell back onto the bed.  Her body became weak from the intense pleasure
that Devyn gave her.

Devyn wondered if that was her orgasm.  It was so much easier to tell when
a guy climaxes.  So he wondered if she will still wanted him to go inside
her or if she had already climaxed.

"Oh Devyn.  Your wonderful.  Your wonderful," Sue said while regaining
herself.

"Do you want me too. . . . I mean, did you?"

Devyn felt stupid about the situation.  He wondered how to put into words
the question and not sound like a complete moron.

"Yes, I want you.  I want you now more than ever."

Devyn stood beside the bed and stripped down his jeans.  He then push his
boxer off so that he was fully naked like she was.  He grabbed the condom
from his pants and tore it open.

Sue smiled at him as she took in the sight of his naked body.  She admired
his young athletic built, his slender hips, and the protruding male anatomy
that stood erected from his sexy body.  She watched him roll on the condom.
His hand was shaking slightly with nervousness. He finally got it on.

He slid next to her on the bed and kisses her again while his condom
covered erection pressed against her leg.

"Are you sure?" he asked one more time.

"Yes I'm positive."

He moved over between her legs.  Their bodies slid together. He continued
to kiss her soft lips one last time before taking hold himself and guided
his manhood into her womanhood.

She gasped with pain as he entered and tensed up.

"You okay?  Want me to stop?" he asked with concern.

She shook her head and grabbed hold of his slender hips to pull him more
into her.  He then sank the rest of the way into her and rested there
momentarily.

He couldn't help, but to notice how tight she around his penis felt inside
her.  Yet, he couldn't help but wonder, how it would feel if he was doing
this to Brent.

Devyn shaked his head tried to remove that image of Brent from his mind.
He began to move slowly in and out.  As his penis slid smoothly forward,
and then back out. He slowly picked up his pace.

They kissed again while Devyn moved in and out slowly.  He doesn't want to
hurt Sue.  He doesn't want to cause her any pain since it was their first
time.  He wanted her to enjoy it.  He wanted her first time to be special
for her.

After several minutes of Devyn's rhythmic motion picked up, Sue tensed up
again and cried out.  Her body rigid under him and her face contorted into
her second climax of the night.

Devyn doesn't stop this time.  He continued his thrusting faster.  But, he
was no closer to his climax than he was when they started, so he
wondered. If he'll ever climax with her if he kept going.

Sue recovered, her body was a bit sweaty as Devyn maintained his constant
movement inside of her.

"Oh Devyn . . .  Oh Devyn."

Devyn began to think about Brent again.  He thought about their kissing and
feeling his naked body against him.  Devyn's thrust faster and faster now
that pictures of Brent was present, and then Matt seems to be there to for
some reason.  Yet these two guys Devyn seemed to have a strong instant
connection with were there in his mind desiring to have sex with. Now his
hips thrust even more faster then before and as he pumped his penis in and
out of Sue.

"Oh Devyn, oh Devyn, yes, yes," Sue cried while another climax build again.
She reached out grab his hips and pulled them tighter towards her intense
body.

Hearing Sue's voice and feeling her hands on him brought Devyn out of his
mental fantasy and back into reality.  He now could feel his body on top of
Sue and could hear her rapid breathing under his neck. He stopped and laid
there inside her, not moving nor climaxing.  He wondered what it would have
felt like if he had been able to achieve an orgasm while inside her.

He moved off of her not wanting to continue any longer.  His hardon seems
to soften a bit. Maybe, only maybe he hoped, she won't noticed that he
didn't climax with her that last moment together.

Devyn lay beside Sue who then snuggled up to him with their two naked
bodies pressed against each other.

"Oh Devyn that was wonderful.  I can't believe it.  We must be made for
each other the way we are so in tune with each others sexual needs.

Devyn was surprised that she didn't know he hadn't climax.  She didn't know
he had not had an orgasm with her.  How could she not know that if they
were so in tune with each other?

"Um, yeah, it was great."

The two of them laid still in the quiet room for several minutes.  Sue then
kisses Devyn's chest as her hands slid over his smooth skin and touching
one of his nipples.

"You're wonderful Devyn.  You were fantastic."

Devyn felt his face blushing at the compliments.  He was glad the room is
dark and Sue couldn't see his red face.

Sue noticed the time on the clock next to the bed and realized that she and
Tracy would be out past their curfews if they did not get out of there
quickly.  She began to hurriedly get dressed.

Before leaving the room, she moved in closer to Devyn's body and slid her
hand over his chest and down to grasp his flaccid manhood.

"You were wonderful Devyn.  You made it very special for me."

"Um, thanks Sue.  It was special for me too."

Devyn then leaned his head down and softly kissed her with their tongues
meeting ever so briefly. She left.

Copyright 2010 by Farmerboykeith@hotmail.com

Okay, there is another chapter of Devyn's Struggle.  The boy sure does seem
to be trying hard to over come those feelings he has for Brent.  To bad it
does not seem to be working.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter.  I would like to give a special thanks to
Matt F and Steve T for their help and encouragement.  I really do
appreciate it guys.  Thanks a bunch.

K Y