Date: Sat, 26 Jun 2010 16:58:24 -0500
From: Keith Yates <farmerboykeith@hotmail.com>
Subject: Devyn Struggle 7

This is a fictional story involving sexual acts between two or more men.
If this offends you, why are you here?  If you are under the legal age to
read sexually explicit material then do not read any further.  This story
in no way represents any person living or dead.  Any resemblance to any
real person is purely coincidental.

For those of you who have read my previous stories The Coach's Office
(Athletic section), Jake's Tale (College Section) and Rick's Barn (Rural
section) you will find this story a bit different than those.  I hope you
will give it a chance and if it isn't what you are use to from me then
don't worry as there will be additions to Jake's Tale and Rick's Barn that
you might find more interesting.

Character List

Devyn Roberts -- Main character

Judy Roberts -- Devyn's Mom

Frank Roberts -- Devyn's Dad

Brent Watson -- The boy across the street and Devyn's new friend

Linda Watson -- Brent's Mom

Richard Watson -- Brent's dad

Sue -- Devyn's Girl Friend

Tracy -- Brent's Girlfriend

Matt -- Architect at Devyn's father's construction site who Frank tried to
fire because he is gay.

Chapter 7

Devyn's head was throbbing again. He knew that lack of sleep was partially
to blame for the ache behind his eyes. He felt like hours had passed while
he sat on the bench waiting for the officer to return. He looked at a clock
up on the wall and noticed it had only been about 25 minutes since he had
last looked at the clock.  It had only been an hour since he had been left
there on the bench by the officer.  Time seemed to be moving extremely slow
in this police station.

Devyn glanced over at the two police officers that had arrested him. They
seemed to be in a heated discussion. The man was about seven or eight
inches taller than the woman. He had a strong defined jaw line, broad
shoulders, big arms and a well-developed muscular chest that suited him
well in his uniform. Devyn had noticed his good looks the first time he had
seen him because of his good looks, it had prompted Devyn to be so
forwarded him. He had been the best-looking guy Devyn had seen for a long
while.

The woman officer was also very attractive. She was a rather petite, but
had a well-defined curve shape to her body that appeared she was obviously
exercising regularly. With her exasperation towards the other officer at
that moment, Devyn believed that she might be able to take him down
regardless of his size. She certainly wasn't afraid of him at all. She had
no problem getting into his face. Devyn could see her blazing eyes as she
snarled at him. Her index finger was thumping his massive chest punctuating
each and every word she had to say to him. Then he just threw his hands up
into the air as a sign that `I surrender' to her disparity.

Devyn was hoping that their argument was in his defense and hoped the woman
officer would come back to get him. It had been obvious that the male
officer didn't like him at all. Devyn's boldness had definitely blown up in
his face. It had really pissed the guy off and Devyn was sure if a chance
was given, the guy would make him pay dearly for what happened.

Devyn closed his eyes again. In hope, it would stop the throbbing behind
them. He might be able to fall asleep right there on this bench. Instead,
his mind drifted back to a much happier time, a time just before Christmas
where Devyn's thoughts finally settled.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

Devyn had been determined to get rid of these sexual feelings towards
Brent. He believed that Sue was still the answer. So, he decided to get
together with Sue without Brent and Tracy around. Devyn managed to find the
time to be with Sue again before Christmas break. This time in the height
of their sexual pinnacle, Devyn reached his own climax and filled his young
seed into the condom he had been wearing. In hoping, it would change
him. Unfortunately, that didn't take away any unwanted sexual feelings for
men. In fact, it only made him realize that he wanted something more than
Sue could have offered him and having sex with her only seemed to make
Devyn's sexual desires stronger for his friend Brent. He still wanted to do
all of the things they had done together in the past. Yet, he wanted more
than anything, to try some of the new things he had been seen on the
Internet that other men did together sexually.

It was a week before Christmas when Brent and Devyn decided to head to the
mall for some last minute shopping. They each needed to get a gift for
their respective girlfriends. Neither of them knew exactly what they should
buy for them, but they figured it probably had to be something special and
have some sort of sentimental value.

They had just left the music store when Devyn heard someone calling his
name. He turned around. It was Matt's handsome face and smiling eyes that
Devyn always like.

"Hi! . . . um Matt," Devyn said as Matt walked up to the two boys.

"I'm glad to see your doing okay." Matt said as he approached Devyn, "I was
a little worried when I left you the other day."

"Oh you didn't need to worry. It was all just fine," Devyn said reassuring
Matt.

"Glad to hear it."

Matt turned his gaze to Brent. Matt knew just by looking at him, that he
must be Devyn's friend Brent. There was just no way he could be anyone
else, when his gaydar vibes sensed those feelings from the two younger
guys.

"You must be Brent," Matt said offering his hand to shake, but Brent
hesitated, then offered his own hand to the stranger. "Devyn has told me a
lot about you."

"He has," Brent said, looking at Devyn perplexed.

"It was all good stuff," Devyn said looking at Matt.

"It was," Matt confirmed. "By the way, my name's Matt."

"Oh, Devyn has mentioned you too." Brent stumbled around a bit, "It was
. . . um . . . is, interesting to . . . um, I mean, um," Brett was somewhat
embarrassed, but straighten himself up before he looked stupid and
said. "It is nice to meet you. Devyn had told me a few nice things about
you."

"Oh he has." Matt said, "I would very much like to hear them," Matt smiled
at Brent.

"Here you are," A man said as he was talking to Matt and joined them. The
man grasped Matt's shoulder and ran a hand across Matt's broad back. His
eyes sparkled as he took in the two younger guys.

"Do I need to ask what you might be doing?" He said grinning mischievously
at Matt.

"Keep your mind out of the gutter," Matt said in a serious to chuckle
manner.

"This is Devyn and his friend Brent." Matt introduced the man, "Guys, this
is my partner Bryan."

"Oh, I have heard a great deal about you," Bryan said holding his hand out
to Devyn and then Brent.

"Um, yeah, Matt mentioned you too." Devyn said.

Devyn took the held out hand and felt the warmth engulf his own hand from
Bryan. The squeeze was firm and friendly. Devyn returned it in the same
manner.

"All good I hope," Bryan said releasing Devyn's hand.

"Yeah, it sure was." Devyn smiled.

Bryan took Brent's hand and gripped it firmly. He could tell the blonde
young man was nervous about something.

"Um," Matt had to asked, "Are your parents here?"

"No, Brent's Mom dropped us off." Devyn replied. "She's going to come back
and get us in a few hours."

"Oh," Bryan asked. "So you two must be doing some last minute Christmas
shopping then?"

"Yeah, we're trying to find gifts for our girlfriends," Brent said.

"Oh!" Bryan was slightly surprised as he looked over at Matt. Though, Bryan
had picked up on the same energy between the two teenagers that Matt had
felt. There was little doubt in Bryan's mind that both of the boys were gay
and probably in love with each other. Since they'd mentioned girlfriends,
Bryan assumed correctly that both boys were struggling with their sexual
identity.

"Well," Bryan finally said. "They must be two special girls to have two
good looking guys like you guys as their boyfriends."

Both Brent and Devyn felt the heat began to swell up their necks and spread
across their faces by Bryan's comment. Both Matt and Bryan could see they
were embarrassed and Matt tried to smooth things over a bit.

"Just ignore Bryan." Matt explained. "He likes teasing people, especially
those he never met before."

"Yeah, you should see how I tease Matt." Bryan chimed in to help smooth
things over too, "or well no . . . I guess you shouldn't see that."

Brent couldn't believe he was standing there talking to these two gay
men. He couldn't believe that they seemed so ordinary compared to what he
seen on TV. They acted just like any other guy. The only difference he
noticed was they were affectionate with each other. Not like it was on the
TV but totally different.

Brent found it somehow exciting to watch the two men's easy and relaxing
attitude with each other. He liked the way they were completely comfortable
touching and being touched by each other. It didn't seem to bother either
one of them to have his shoulder squeezed or a hand rub up and down a
strong back.

The other thing that surprised Brent was how masculine they both
seemed. Brent had always assumed that one guy had to be more feminine than
the other to make the relationship work. It wasn't the case with these two
guys. They were both very much masculine and very well built. They both
obviously took pride in their appearance and maintained a toned and fit
body. Brent couldn't help but to visualize them having sex. He wondered
which role each man played during their intercourse.

"Brent," Devyn repeated his friend's name several times to bring him back
to the present. "Brent!"

"Huh?" Brent finally heard Devyn called his name. "What?"

"Damn you spaced out man," Devyn said.

Brent's face flushed an even brighter red than it had before. He couldn't
believe what he had been thinking about. Now he had lost all track of the
conversation.

"I um, . . . got distracted." Brent was embarrassed, "What was it you were
asking me?"

"Matt asked if we wanted to get something to eat with him and Bryan." Devyn
repeated it. "Is that okay with you?"

"Oh yeah, that's fine."

The four of them headed to the food court on the other end of the
mall. After a few minutes of checking out what they wanted to eat, they'd
each ended up with pizza.  And found some empty tables nearby and sat down.

Devyn couldn't help but notice that Matt and Bryan sat closer together, and
that their hands seemed to be touching each other under the table from time
to time. He wondered how much trouble they got into showing their affection
for each other in public.

Brent and Devyn both found that they were completely comfortable being with
Matt and Bryan. It seemed so natural sitting there and talking with
them. It seemed as if they were able to connect on same level that the two
boys had only been able to connect with each other on until now.

They ate, talked and joked, teased and laughed with each other as if they
were long time friends. The pizza soon disappeared and then they seemed to
not want to end their relaxed company.

"Well, we should be going," Matt finally said. "It's getting late and you
two still have to get those special girls something."

"Oh yeah, we do." Devyn said as he realized how late it was. "Shit man your
Mom is going to be back to pick us up soon,"

"Yeah, she'll be here soon. We're going to have to shop fast now." Brent
turned to ask Bryan and Matt. "You two wouldn't have any suggestions would
you?"

"Us," Bryan said. "We don't even know these girls,"

"Stuffed animals are always good," Matt suggested helpfully.

"We actually thought about that," Devyn said.

"Yeah, most girls like a nice teddy bear," Matt recommended.

"Some guys do too," Bryan said with a mischievous twinkling smile in his
eyes. "I know I like the big teddy bear I got last year for Christmas."

"Bryan!!!" Matt tried to reproach Bryan, when Brent innocently interrupted.

"Oh, was it a big soft huggable one?" Brent asked.

"Oh yeah, it sure was and the best part is," Bryan leaned in closely and
dropped his voice to just a whisper and added, "He's anatomically correct,
and I sleep with him every night."

The boys looked from Bryan to Matt, and then back again. The light went off
quickly in their head as they realized what Bryan was talking about; it was
Matt. Their grin grew wide across their faces, even though, the warmth of
their faces wasn't as bad as Matt was when Bryan added to the information
about his gift.

"You should have seen the awesome bow that was on it," Bryan smirked, "and
the interesting place it was tied." Bryan's eyes then dropped down to
glance at Matt's crotch, and then looked back at the two boys. They had
followed his gaze and knew exactly where that bow had been tied around.

"Were going," Matt extremely embarrassed by Bryan's visual
clarification. "You're going to get it when we get home."

"Oh no, not the belt again," Bryan said in mocked fear.

"No, you would enjoy that too damn much," Matt chuckled.

Brent and Devyn burst out laughing and couldn't stop. They had enjoyed
hanging out with them and it was cool to have them make sexual explicative
jokes of their personal relationship and not feel embarrassed or ashamed
about it.

Devyn and Brent left to find their gifts and said they good-byes to Matt
and Bryan, who were heading home. In the mall was a store where anyone
could build-a-bear gift package. They figured they might as well just go
with a nice bear and have something for the girls or be in deep shit with
them.

After they bought the bears that suited their girlfriends. They walked
slowly to the main entrance to the mall and waited there for Brent's Mom to
arrive.

"You know they're not like I expected." Brett piped up. "They're very
normal acting guys.  I mean if I didn't know who they were, um, you know I
wouldn't know."

"Yeah, Matt's great," Devyn said honestly.  "I really like him. I just wish
my Dad would treat him better though."

"Maybe it isn't so bad being, um, that way," Brent said.

"My Dad seems to think it is unnatural and that you will burn in hell for
being . . ." Devyn seems struggled to say the word. "Gay!" Devyn made
himself say that three-letter word and forced himself to use it. When both
he and Brent seemed too scare to even say it comfortably.

"But Matt and Bryan are really nice." Brent implied, "They didn't touch us
in any inappropriate way. Heck, other than the few comments Bryan made,
their conversation was cleaner than I've had with my cousins and uncles. Of
course, none of those conversations involved anything um, . . ." He
hesitated momentarily, "Gay."

After Brent forced himself to say the word, he seemed to feel better about
it. It seemed to get easier the more he said the word each time after that.

"Did you notice how casual it seemed for them to touch each other?" Devyn
mentioned. "How easily it seemed to come to them to run a hand over each
other's strong backs or shoulders or even up their strong arms?"

"Yeah, I did." Brent noticed. "It seemed so natural to them. I wish it was
like that with Tracey."

"Yeah!" Brent said. "Same with me and Sue."

It was then that Brent's Mom pulled up in front of the mall. Brent and
Devyn hurried to the car and climbed in.

"I see you two found what you're looking for tonight."

"Yeah, I think we did," Brent said.

Linda drove home and invited Devyn in to wrap his gift. "We have lots of
wrapping paper and bows and all of that stuff. You might as well make use
of it," She said.

Devyn accepted her offer and followed Brent and his Mom into their
house. He called his own house to let his folks know where he was, and then
he headed to Brent's room to wrap the Bear he had bought for Sue.

"Well," Devyn observed his wrapping job. "It isn't a perfect wrapping job,
but it isn't too bad."

"Yeah, you did a good job Devyn." Brent replied, "I think maybe it's better
than mine."

"Nah, yours looks way better." Devyn looked at Brent's wrapping job. "Looks
more professionally done than mine."

Devyn felt brave and rubbed his hand across Brent's back the way he had
seen Matt do to Bryan. It felt, so nice to touch his friend. He could feel
how solid Brent's back was and the heat of his friend's body through his
long sleeve shirt.

Brent felt a charge as Devyn's hand passed over his back. He could feel a
surge of energy flow into his body. It was so nice and comforting.

Brent turned to face his friend. His whole body seemed surged with some
sort of new energy that wasn't there before. He didn't know if it was left
over from the good feelings he had found hanging out with Matt and Bryan or
if it came straight from Devyn's touch.  He just knew he didn't want it to
stop.

He brought his hand to Devyn's shoulder and stepped in even closer. It felt
so natural to be like this with Devyn. It felt good to be this close to his
friend.

Devyn slid his arm around Brent's waist until it wrapped around to his
back. He pulled his friend in closer. It felt good to have Brent this close
to him.

They had not been like this since that night over the past Thanksgiving
holiday. They had been pushing their feelings for each other away or
ignoring it. They'd been denying what they felt deep inside their soul. Now
those feelings were resurfacing and they were even stronger than before.

Devyn slowly leaned into Brent and brought his lips to his. As the soft
warm flesh of their lips touched, the heat of their bodies absorbed through
the layers of their clothes. Then there it was. That surge of young sexual
energy exploded between the two of them.

While their arms tighten around each other, they pulled themselves closer
than before, and their bodies locked firmly and almost intermingling
completely. Their mouth parted and their tongues hunger to explore the
mysterious of their kiss. Their hands slowly caressed up and down each
other's backs sending more yearning then ever was before.

After their passionate kiss, they didn't say a word for the longest
time. They just held each other and kissed some more while standing in the
middle of Brent's bedroom with wrapping paper and bows strung across the
room. It looked as if they had unwrapped their deepest feelings for each
other and they couldn't take them back or push them back into the box. Ever
again.

* * * * * * * * * * *

There you go loyal readers.  I hope you enjoyed this chapter of Devyn's
Struggle.  I hope to have another chapter soon.  I am very sorry it has
been so long.  Life just got a little crazy the past couple of months.
Hopefully things have settled down now and I can get back to writing more.

Feel free to drop me your comments at farmerboykeith@hotmail.com