Date: Tue, 19 Jan 1999 17:47:27 -0800 From: Sideshow Group Subject: Dream Come True There is always an interesting story behind every interesting person. I, a very interesting person, Thought by most, was 15 in high school. I was in the tenth grade, and had Choir/Drama for an elective. My crush was also in that class, his name was Ryan. Ryan, a very good looking white man, with blonde hair and blue eyes, about 220 pounds and 6'4", was 18 and finishing high school up. It was the last month of school, June, and very hot. Well, I was. I had to stay after school this unfortunate Friday because my parents were out on their anniversary, for the third time that month, I never saw my parents because they were always on vacation or business trips. I hated them so much. So since they were gone I had to wait to get a ride from a teacher. So I sat and talked with friends waiting for a ride home. That is when I noticed I had a crush on Ryan, and wasn't about to act upon it. I always knew I was gay, but never thought much of it, I always used to think that it was probably just a phase and will pass as I got older. Boy was I wrong. Ryan was in Football practice, and I was watching them play. I was so turned on by Ryan that it wasn't even funny. So I tried to ignore him. Time elapsed and I realized that the football players were gone and it was getting dark. Then I saw him. Ryan was walking toward my table and was carrying his things. He looked at me and I made eye contact. "What are you still doing here?" he asked. I simply looked up at him and said, "Well, my parents are on an anniversary for the week, until next Friday and I have to wait for a ride home from a teacher." He smiled. "Well, I'll give you a ride." I thought, `Gee, should I or should I not? Hell yeah I will.' I didn't have school next week due to school poorness, why not start it off with a new friendship? "Sure, I mean, yeah why not?" I stumbled to find the right words and got my things and began to walk to Ryan's car, saying bye to all my friends. We arrived to his car and he unlocked the back seat and threw his things in, grabbing my things too, and throwing them in. He unlocked the passenger door and let me in. He got in the car himself and started it. He put on his seatbelt the same time I did and we brushed our hands. I thought nothing of it. He backed out of the parking space and left the school. As we drove down he highway, he glanced over at me every few stops signs. I gave up and asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?" I laughed as I said it, and he smiled. We passed another light and he let it out: "You are gay aren't you?" I was shocked. "No, it's fine by me, honestly, are you gay?" I couldn't help it. "Alright you caught me, I am gay, yes." "I've noticed you," he said. "Really?" I asked him shocked once again. "Yes, I have...It wasn't easy to figure out either." "What do you mean?" He smiled, "Well, you don't show yourself as gay, you act normal..." I laughed and said, "Isn't that the point?" He laughed and stopped at yet another light. He looked over at me and smiled. I looked at him and smiled back. "What, why do you do that?" I laughed, but my laughing stopped when his hand rested on my thigh and he leaned over and kissed me passionately. I tasted him, and it was like a scene from a movie. It happened so suddenly. I kissed back, with my hand on the back of his head, and his hand squeezed my thigh. Someone was honking. We stopped kissing and he looked into my eyes and looked at the light. It had turned green. He continued with his hand still on my thigh. I took his hand in mine and held it. We reached my house and I kissed him before going in. I opened the door and got out. Then got my stuff out of the back seat, throwing it on the ground. I leant over and kissed him again. "Come on over anytime..." I smiled and shut he door. I walked to the house and opened the door, I looked back and him, and he was smiling. He drove off and I shut the door. The weekend passed and all I thought about was Ryan and that kiss he gave me. Now I know that he is gay, making me feel semi-better about things, knowing that there is actually someone out there that I know that is like me. So I really wasn't expecting what would happen next. It was Monday night, and it was about 9 o'clock when I was awakened from the couch by the door bell. I slowly got up, rubbing my eyes and yawning. I got to the door and opened it. And there he was. Ryan was standing at my door, wearing jeans and a tee. He pulled from behind his back beer and McDonalds. I smiled and begin to laugh at his silly expression. "Come in," I said laughing and rolling my eyes. He walked in and I shut and locked the door. He walked around looking at all the crap that was in my house. "I like it," he said. "Please, it's a piece of shit," I said. He just smiled as he followed me into the kitchen. He opened a beer and handed it to me. I gulped it down as he did his. I had drank half of the bottle he had given me and I asked him what he had in the bag. "McDonalds, what does it look like?" He said. He opened the bag and gave me a hamburger and fries. I gladly took them and he sat on the couch eating and drinking. I sat down next to him. Time elapsed and it turned 11 o'clock, We only drank two beers a piece, and we were just sitting there watching some stupid show, I forgot what it was, but it was really dumb. So I got up and went to the bathroom, that's when it hit me. Ryan brought me beer and dinner. Hmm, I finished what I was doing and I went to the kitchen for some water. When I poured the water, and began to sip it, I felt arms wrap around my waist, and lips kiss my neck. I closed my eyes to savor the moment. I sat the glass down and turned my body around, to greet Ryan with my lips. We kissed. And then I remember we were kissing our way down the hall to my parents room. We collapsed on the bed and kissed more. Ryan was laying on top if me kissing me, when he got up and took off his shirt exposing his football player chest. He hovered above me and slid my shirt upwards. It reached my armpits when I raised my upper body and he peeled the shirt off. He lay on top of me and kissed me. I grasped his body close to mine as we kissed He kissed my neck and licked it. I explored his smooth warm back with my hands. I whispered, "First time?" He stopped kissing and looked into my eyes. He was shaking. "Yours?" In his eyes I could tell it was his first time, and I think he noticed that it was mine also. I just kissed him, without answering. We rolled over onto our sides and kissed passionately. He looked into my eyes as we rolled over again. I was now on top of him as we kissed again. His hands made it down my back and slipped off my shoes and boxers. His hands rubbed my cheeks. I kissed his neck, and moved down to his nipples. I sucked his nipples, and kissed my way passed his six pack, and to his belly button. I slid onto my knees and onto the ground. I untied his shoes and pulled them off. Then I pulled off his socks. I Wasn't sure about this so I slid my shorts back on, while climbing back onto him. I kissed hi and we rolled over, with him on top again. He looked into my eyes. "Nervous?", he asked. I looked away, and his fingers pushed my face looking at him again. "I can stop, just say to," his words were assuring. I smiled and he kissed me. I began to undo his belt, letting him know that I am okay with it now. He kissed me and He pulled down my shorts all the way now. I undid his pants and the slipped off along with his boxers. He kissed me and wriggled out of them. I kicked my shorts off and away. And we kissed, totally nude. We scooted up to the top of the bed and made our way under the covers. We kissed as the night got colder. For about six minutes, we laid there and did nothing but kiss, when he looked into my eyes, and I knew what we were going to do next. I kissed him as we rolled over, he was on top of me. "Wait," I said as I reached under the pillows where my parents kept there condoms, not wanting anymore kids. I gave it to him, and I heard him slip it on. He kissed me and I rolled onto my stomach. He kissed my back and entered. I couldn't really tell how big it was, but who cares, it felt magnificent. I moaned as it slid into me. I could feel the warmth of him inside of me. He began to pump me. In and out. He kissed my back, while he slowly slid in and out of my body, it was the most wonderful feeling ever. Then I felt him grab my waist and roll over. He was still inside me when we rolled to our sides. For a few more minutes, we had sex like that. Then I pulled away and rolled him onto his back and kissed him passionately. I lowered myself onto him, and let him back inside of me. I continued to kiss him as his hands explored my back and butt. I remember kissing him and them sitting up, I rubbed his smooth chest and seeing his eyes closed and his head moving from right to left. I felt my stomach lurch, like that feeling you get when you see someone your really like, or when someone kisses you. And I leaned back over and kissed him. He kissed back. I kissed his neck and he hugged me tight. Suddenly he tightened and he grew larger inside me. He exploded, and as he did, he sighed and looked into my eyes. We rolled over and he was on top of me now. He kissed me, and licked me down passed my nipples and belly button. He then took me into his mouth. He licked, and sucked. Caressing me all over. He rubbed my legs with his hands and he continued sucking. I moaned and exploded into his mouth a few minutes later. He swallowed it all. He returned to my face and kissed me one last time. It was the longest kiss I can remember. He then rolled onto his back and held me close. His warmth made me feel so good. We fell asleep. I awoke in the morning, by myself. I looked around and saw a folded piece of paper on the pillow next to me. I smiled and took the piece of paper. When I opened it, it read: Thank you for the wonderful first time, I wish I didn't have to go to New York so soon, I won't see you until after school is out, I must go apply for college. There is a high school right next to the college and my apartment. Think about it. LOVE RYAN I thought for two seconds and I smiled, knowing that I wanted to go since I never see my parents anymore, they wouldn't miss me. I ended up going. I talked with my parents, and they said I could go, and call me if they needed me, hah! I knew they wouldn't miss me. There Is Always One True Love (Dreams come true 2) I had been living with Ryan for about a year now, I am a junior and he is a junior in College. What a coincidence. We had bought a small apartment near his college. Our relationship was like a normal Hetero Relationship. We never had sex with anyone but each other and we never had big orgy parties. We went out like a normal Hetero couple, just didn't display our affection. We were more like brothers in public. It was really cool. There really is no reason for this continuation but I thought that it would be nice If I had given my readers little tidbits every now and then. Our apartment was really big and more like a loft. It was actually a house. But it was really nice. I liked it a lot. My mom calls me every to months. Doesn't miss me. Of course not. My dad could care less. But it doesn't bug me at all. So it was a Sunday and the day before our anniversary. I was wondering why Ryan had become so quite for the past two days. He wouldn't talk, he would but not like he used to. I was wondering. We were eating dinner and I couldn't help it. "Is there something wrong?" He looked up at me and smiled. "No there isn't anything wrong. I am real stressed out with school." I was somewhat relieved to hear this but I wasn't really fulfilled with his response. I ignored thinking it was just school. But something Plagued me what was REALLY bothering him. He started looking up at me and smiling. "What?" I looked at him. "What is there something in my nose?" He just smiled. Later on he was in the living room with me and we were watching a really stupid show again. I was falling asleep. I rested my head in his lap. I didn't want anything, I was just tired and ready to cuddle or something. But I noticed a bulge in his pants when I did it. I looked up at him and he didn't notice me noticing him. Oh well. A few minutes later he began to rub my head and run his fingers through my hair. I slowly fell asleep. I woke up to his lips on my cheek. I slowly regained consciousness and looked him into the eyes. "Come to bed." I slowly got to my feet and trotted to the bedroom. He slowly walked behind me. I climbed into the bed and he snuggled up against me. It was a cold night and his warmth soothed me. I turned around and kissed him. "I love you." I kissed him again. "I love you too." He smiled and I turned back around. The buzzer woke me up and Ryan had already left for his morning Job. I had to go to school and I really hated my classes. Boring as hell. I got up and got dressed. Did my stuff, brushed my teeth ate my breakfast etc. etc.. As I was leaving to go I saw a little note on the kitchen Counter. I picked it up and it said. BE HOME ON TIME TODAY. Whatever that is about. I put it down and left the house locking the door behind me. I got to school and I couldn't stop thinking about what was REALLY wrong with Ryan. I had no clue as to what was going on. So I decided to put it behind me and think of something else. I yawned and fell asleep in my history class the last class of the day. The bell rang loudly and I awoke. The teacher smiled and let me go. I wonder why She was in such a good mood. Usually if I do that I get detention. Well I am glad. I walked through the halls and was getting run over by assholes so on and so on. So I got out side and I reached my car-er...our car. I unlocked it and sat in side. I was so sleepy. I started her up and drove away from that wretched place called School. No one likes school any who. When I reached the house, I noticed Ryan's car wasn't there. I wonder why he wanted me on time. Hmm......I unlocked the door and collapsed on the couch and fell asleep again. Something made me real tired today. I guess it was all of the stressing over the thing with my Ryan. I yawned and went into a deep sleep. I slowly awoke to a dim gleam in my eye. The sky had turned black and I was still on the couch. I looked at the clock and it said 6:00. It gets dark early. I looked toward the dim gleam and saw that there were two candles on the coffee table. I sat up and looked around. I didn't see anything. I walked to the kitchen where thee were to candles on the sides of another letter. I opened it. DON'T TURN AROUND. I wondered. I began to turn around and I felt hands on my hips. "Can't you read?" He laughed. Ryan had never done something like this. I had chills down my back. "I wanted to do something special for our one year anniversary and I couldn't think of anything. That is why I was so quiet. I am sorry, I didn't want to give anything away." I smiled and he kissed my neck. "Can I turn around now?" He let go of my hips and I turned around. I kissed his warn lips and our tongues intertwined with each other. I began to open his shirt. And I rubbed his chest. I un tucked it at the bottom and rubbed his back. His shirt fell to the ground and I kissed him again. He took off my shirt and we kissed again. Ryan Began to walk backwards taking him with me. We kissed walking down the hallway and made it into the room. I looked around the room and it was filled with candles. I smiled and kissed him again as we fell to the bed. He lay on top of me kissing and I slipped my hands into his pants, rubbing his cheeks with my hands. We rolled over and I kissed him as I Unbuckled his pants. He roolled over again and he was on top of me again. I slid his pants over his butt and pulled them to his thigh. I rolled over again and pulled his pants to his thighs. We rolled over again and we were on our sides and he slid his pants all the way off. He pulled my pants down after he got his off. We were fully nude now and kissing. Ryan kissed my neck. He raised my hands above my head and he kissed my nipples casually sucking on them and licking them. He kissed my lips and looked into my eyes. I loved him so much. He kissed my stomach and licked my belly button. He moved further and took me into his mouth, lightly sucking and kissing. Rubbing my thighs and sucking me. I put his head into my hands and pulled him back up to my face and kissed him. He lifted my legs and began to lick me. Slowly putting in his tongue. He stopped and we rolled over. I kissed Ryan's lips and kissed his neck. Slowley working my way to his stomach and crotch. I took him in my mouth and began to suck slowly. I took him out of my mouth and he gave me a condom. I slowly opened it and put it on him. I went back up to his face and he kissed me while we rolled over onto the floor with a thump. We laughed. He smiled and kissed me again. Luckily we had a big room or there would of been a tight space. I smiled as he rolled me over onto my stomach. He slowley pushed into me. It felt so warm as it did many times before. But something was special about tonight. He slid in and out, almost all the way. I groaned with pleaseure and he kissed my back. He pulled out and he rolled me over onto my back. He pulled out another condom and he rolled it onto me. I was shocked because I had never had to use a condom before and I had never experienced this before. He looked up at me. "Are you sure?" He nodded and he kissed my lips. He lowered himself onto me and I could feel his warmth. I could see the pain on his face as he raised himself back up and down again. He kissed me while he began to get used to it and pump faster. We broke out in a sweat as he pumped harder. I exploded inside the condom with out anywarning. I didn't even know I was going to it was that intense. We kissed and we got back onto the bed. I got on my hands and knees and he pushed in again. He pumped slowley making it as enjoyable as sever. We were like that for about 7 min. At the same pace the whole way through. Ryan had leaned over onto my back ad I could feel his chest sticking to my back as he slowely worked me in and out. I enoyed this much more than other nights. I could hear his breathing grow edgy and raspy as we exploded into me. He grunted and pulled out flopping onto his back. I layed next to him and kissed him on the lips and we fell asleep.