Date: Mon, 7 Jun 1999 16:47:59 EDT
From: EandS69@hotmail.com
Subject: Eric and Sean Part 5

In the our story that follows, all the sexual parts are both fiction and
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read as such.  It does not mean the authors promote or agree with sexual
relationships between men and teenage boys.  Please understand that this our
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we feel like a part of "Tyler's Trials".......(sorry Jim, we do have to give
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Eric and Sean
Part 5

I knew if I talked to Eric that I would very easily give in.......I always
had in the past......I always will be a sucker for his smile and gentle
touch.  I do love him and hated that I was ignoring him, but I felt it was
the only way to get him to understand how serious his drinking was to me.
It's not that he drinks, I do sometimes just not very much, it's just that I
had to grow up with an alcoholic and abusive father and it really has left a
lasting impression on me.  I always thought that when he would get so drunk
that something would happen to him, and it would scare the hell out of me.
He was with Chad once, both had been drinking and Chad was driving when they
got into an accident, the car was totaled, but they both just had bruises.
I spent a lot of time with Susie for a few weeks which surprised her, but she
sure didn't mind all the attention.  She really is a great girl, always happy
and energetic like I always am.  We went for many bike rides, went to the
beach, sailing with my Mom and Peter, or just watching a movie at home.  She
could tell that I usually had my mind on something asking "Earth calling
Sean......are you there?".  I would talk to her about what I was doing to
Eric and she would comfort me be saying "You have to do what you think is
right Sean, I'm sure Eric will come around, he asks about you every time I
see him."  I would just change the subject usually by making love to her, she
really is awesome in bed, but I never could get Eric out of my mind.  One
night, she asked if I wanted to go to a party on the beach, we really didn't
have another plans so 'why not' I thought.  When we got there, about 20
people where sitting around a blazing bonfire.  As we walked up, a bunch of
them greeted us and I saw on the other side from us was Eric talking to
Stacey.  It seemed strange that he wasn't drinking like almost everyone else
was.  Just then this new song by Matchbox 20 "Back to Good" started playing.
As it played, I noticed Eric was staring at the sand and singing the song.
About halfway through the song he looked up at me with tears running down his
cheeks singing "but I'm sorry now, and I don't know how to get it back to
good".  I could feel my eyes start to water as the song played knowing now he
was singing it to me.  I asked Susie "Did you know Eric was going to be
here?" she said "Yes, he told me about the party and that he really wanted to
talk to you.  Sean, he really hates not seeing you."  "I know, I hate not
seeing him either.  Do you mind if I go talk with him?".  "I wish you would"
she replied with a smile.  I gave her a kiss and walked over to Eric and
Stacey.  Feeling very awkward I asked "Can I talk with you?"  He jumped to
his feet and said "Let's take a walk."  As we walked, I told him how I much I
cared about him and how much his excessive drinking bothered me, and that I
just needed time to think.  He apologized more than he really needed to and
said he wanted my help with it which I was very happy to do.  Not realizing
that we had walked out of sight while talking, he told hold of me and gave me
the biggest kiss I think he ever had saying how much hell the past few weeks
were.  He said "I didn't even care if we never made love again, it killed me
to think I wouldn't be your friend anymore."  I said with a smile "Well, I
still want to be your friend and I DO care if we never make love again!!"
Pressing my body against his and kissing him, we went to what probably looked
like a frenzy.  Pulling each other's clothes off, he sat me down on a log.
As he showered my body with kisses and licks, I was in heaven with the sound
of the waves crashing and the stars shining bright.  Holding his head in my
hands as he sucked on my cock, it wasn't long before he had me pumping his
mouth with my juices.  I laid him down on top of the log and did the same to
him.  After he had given me his last shot he sat up and we kissed while
holding each other tightly.  Thinking we should get dressed and back to the
party before someone came looking for us, we laughed and ran after each other
most of the way back.  Hoping no one would see grins of satisfaction as we
walked back, we made serious faces and slowly walked up to everyone talking
about dirt biking the next day.  We found Stacey and Susie talking with some
other friends and when we got to them, Susie asked figuratively "So, did you
two kiss and makeup?" making them laugh and us smile at each other, but they
had no idea just how much we had just done.
	
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I was so happy to have Sean back, he completes me.  I don't know if Sean sees
it, but I know we will be together for life.  During the summer me and Sean
did a lot of dirt bike riding.  We would race around the track, and he beat
me a few times, but he was still learning.  I was sad when me and my family
went on vacation to Disney World and I was away from Sean for a week, but I
sent him three postcards.  We spent one day on Daytona Beach.  I met a few
girls there a saw lots of sexy guys in Speedos, but I was always thinking
about Sean.  I had falling for him and there was no way out.  Not that I was
looking for one.  I was at the hotel sitting in my room watching Timmy and
Josh and I grabbed a piece of paper so I could write a letter to Sean just
cause I never sat down to tell him I loved him and what I was feeling and
wanted him to know.
"Dear Sean,
  I have no idea what I'm doing writing this, you know I have never been good
at expressing my deep deep feelings.  But I feel I own you this since you
have been just wonderful to me.  I love you with all my heart.  There is
nothing I could do without you.  You complete me, you are the air I breath.
You're the first thought I think of in the morning and always the last
thought at night.  My dreams are me being with you, and my reality is
actually doing that.  I really feel we met for a purpose someone knows you
were meant for me and handed you to me.  I love you and will be yours
forever, please take me and make me complete.  I know this sounds like a
marriage proposal, and you know what, it is.  I want to be with you forever I
can't see myself with anyone else.  Take my hand and hold it forever.
										
		Love Eric
I took the letter folded it up and put it in the hotel stationary.  Put it in
my bag and sat on the bed and began to daydream about holding Sean and
kissing him when I return.
When we returned home and I walked into the house my Mom yelled she wanted
all the dirty clothes down stairs to be washed.  I got to my room grabbed the
phone and called Sean.  His Mom told me he has been sleeping over Susie's
house and she will give him the message.  I just figured he would be home
waiting for me to call but I guess he likes being with Susie more.  I took
the letter out of my bag and looked at it.  "I must be stupid to hand him
this, he could never feel the same about me."  And I threw it in the trash.
After unpacking I got a bite to eat and laid on my bed to relax.  I must have
fell asleep for like an hour and I was awakened by Sean stroking my hair.  I
looked up and made eye contact and smiled.  He leaned down and we kissed.  He
lips felt better than I imagined I missed him so much.  I never wanted to let
go of him.  He undressed and got into the bed with me, I held him in my arms
and I said "I missed you so much" I kissed his neck "I missed you more."
About 3am I woke up and got out of our embrace, I got the letter out of the
trash, I opened it placed my class ring inside and sealed it.  I kissed it
hoping for good luck and put it into his backpack to find later.  I went back
into the bed my body curved with his, and I could feel the love I have for
him touching my body all over as I fell asleep.
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One thing about being apart is that, we sure found out how much we meant to
each other.  Eric's week in Florida visiting his relatives was like hell
cause we both didn't want to be apart.  When I got home after spending the
night at his house, I was emptying my clothes from my backpack and this
envelope fell to the floor.  I picked it up and noticed Eric's writing on it
with my name.  I sat on my bed an opened it finding his class ring which made
me wonder what this was about.  Quickly unfolding the letter, I fell back on
my bed as rushes of love ran through my body.  It was the most heart felt
thing he had ever said to me, never mind writing it.  I immediately called
him and said "I love you so much Baby!  I am so floored, I don't know what to
say!"  He said "Lets go riding to our favorite spot".  I told him "a quick
shower and I'll be right over!".  When I hung up, I pulled my leather
necklace off and untied it to put his ring on it.  I was there in less than
half hour and he was out front with the bikes talking to his Dad who was
working in the garage.  "You two be careful!  Sean, why don't you plan on
having dinner here tonight?  I'm gonna barbecue." "No problem there!!" I said
with a grin.  When we got to the track, we only got half way around when Eric
cut me off into some bushes that were secluded from anyone else that might
come.  I laid on the ground laughing and he got off his bike jumping on me.
Finally getting our leathers off, we rolled on the ground making the most
passionate love we ever had when we heard a truck pull in.  I looked up and
said "Eric, isn't that the guy's Hummer that lives up the hill from you?"
"Ya! And look, he's got a couple bikes too!"  I said "Let's go talk to him,
but don't let on that we know he has watched us and just follow my lead, OK?"
 Eric laughed and we got dressed and rode over to the truck and saw he was
with cute young kid who looked a few years younger than us.  We introduced
ourselves to Jim and Tyler and talked some about biking and raced some.  Jim
was a really good rider and he sure put us in our place by beating us.  After
our short race, it was funny as hell watching Jim stammer through an
explanation about how he has been watching Eric and I make love in his
backyard and balcony.  We played it perfectly not leading on that we knew
either.  We laughed so hard after we got dropped off at Eric's house.  His
parents were just about to go to the store with Josh and Timmy saying they
would be back in about an hour.  His Dad said "I don't think I've seen you
two so dirty before, what did you two do there, practice falling?"  We just
busted laughing.  We went up to Eric's room to clean up and as he was getting
undressed, I made a quick flag out of paper taped to a pencil saying 'J & T
call us!'.  I went over to Eric as he was pulling off his leathers and said
"I want to make love to you Baby!"  He said "What is that for?" looking at
the paper flag.  "You'll see in a minute" I laughed.  I lead him out to the
balcony and laid him down in the lounge chair and got on top sticking the
flag in the crack of my ass.  Eric was laughing so hard saying "You are so
crazy!  And I love it!" and started where we left off at the track.  I was
surprised it was only about 5 minutes before the phone rang and it was Jim
and Tyler.  We stood naked in the doorway as we talked to Jim laughing the
whole time cause Tyler was watching us through the telescope and was jacking
off so hard from the sight of us.  We told him we would love to go riding
with them again the next day, they really were a lot of fun to hang out with.
 We went and showered together making sure every inch of each others body was
clean, stroking our soapy cocks together, it only took seconds for both of us
to explode.  Eric said "I don't wanna stop this, but we've got to get dressed
before my parents get back" "OK, only if I can have U for dessert!"  I said
with a grin knowing he could never refuse.
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A week after meeting Jim and Tyler, Sean and I were just hanging out with a
bunch of friends.  Susie was one of them.  She gave me the cold shoulder the
whole time, Sean kept wrapping his arm around her and giving her little
kisses.  Sean was doing a soda run with Chad when Susie took my hand and said
"Lets go for a walk."  We got to a distance where we were alone and she
turned and looked at me and said "Listen I know you and Sean like having sex
and it was fine, but I feel me and Sean have moved to another level in our
relationship, and he doesn't need you.  I give him all he wants, I love him,
He loves me.  Let Sean go he is mine, find another guy."  I think my heart
had just died.  I know Sean loves me and I didn't think she would give up
without a fight.  I was scared she would tell everyone about us if we stayed
together.  So I knew what I had to do...............leave Sean. 	
I distanced myself from Sean, I made plans with other people, not calling or
returning Sean's calls.  Basically, giving him more time to hang around
Susie.  I started seeing Kelly that way he had an excuse as to why I wasn't
around.  My heart was breaking, but like they say if you throw away something
and it come back its yours, but if it doesn't it wasn't meant to be.  I had
met a guy on the internet that was cool and he was gay. I went out with him a
few times, but I still wanted Sean.  Even when this guy would jerk me off I
would close my eyes and think of Sean.  I was at the mall with Kelly and
Susie was there, I went over to talk to her with Kelly and I notice Susie was
wearing Sean's class ring.  I just stared at her finger, I felt like crying.
The few times after that I ran into Sean or he would get me on the phone I
would tell him I was busy.  I stopped going to parties out of fear I would
run into Sean, I just tried dropping out of his world.
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