Date: Mon, 30 Aug 2004 10:15:55 -0700 (PDT) From: Jay Winton <spokenword87@yahoo.com> Subject: Erik's Song 16 Erik's song Miss me? Erik's p.o.v- My heart was racing just at the sound of him mentioning the person that was supposed to be mine name. "Hello, are you there?" the little kid called Nathan asked. I felt this urge just to punch him for even saying Jay's name without knowing what has been going on, but I didn't...I didn't feel anything...except for my dick...getting hard. When I looked down, Nathan did too, as he took notice of me rock hard dick and put his hand on it. My mind was screaming no, but my dick was saying yes, without Jay, and with me worrying about him I realized how much sexual tension I had built up and this blonde, skinny, runt...was turning me on. He reached over to my jeans where he undid my button and pushed them down to my knees, where I felt the air rush over my skin and send pulses to my dick as he got to his knees. Very carefully, like he was holding onto a valuable vase, but with his mouth his hot, wet, tongue and mouth enveloped my dick in a wave of pleasure as his tongue tickled the underside of my dick. I put my hands on his shoulders as he started working at my dick. Making it slippery wet, and pushing every minute or so to jerk me off. This was driving me insane, when I looked down and saw his mouth puckered up tightly around my dick, with his head moving in such a way that turned me on like none other. I threw my head back in ecstasy as I let him finish his job, which he was very good at. I felt my knees give a little, and Nathan must have felt it too, because he stopped what he was doing and helped me on the ground. Where he hovered over me and resumed what he was doing. "Nathan, I'm getting close." I replied in shortened breath. He stopped...which brought a puzzled look on my face, which I'm sure he took notice of because he quickly told me to follow him, as he lead me to the woods. "More privacy" He said as he laid me back down. From his back pocket he brought out some lube. "Was he prepared for things like this?" I thought to myself. He squirted some of the lube on my dick, and then ripped off his pants and turned around to give me a full view of him applying it to his hole. He smiled and winked at me, when he lowered himself on my dick slowly, and tightening his muscles to the best of his ability...I was trembling it felt so good. He must have seen my face because he smiled at me and started to fuck himself on my pole. This kid couldn't have been an amateur the way he was ridding my dick. Knowing when to squeeze and release. His insides weren't just warm they were hot...and wet. He twisted and squirmed, and jumped up and down on my dick...making me feel things I've never felt. It wasn't like this with Jay...with Jay I felt love...this was just sex...I knew that...I knew the difference between the two...I knew that I loved Jay, but that I wanted Nathan so much right now. "What are we going to do?" CJ asked Erik's Dad as he and him both went inside their room. "I don't know, are we allowed to adopt him?" Erik's Dad asked. " I don't know Paul, I really don't" CJ replied. CJ could tell how much this was hurting Erik, and so could Erik's Dad, they wanted to protect him, and make sure everything will be fine, but who knows. "I can't believe this...look at Erik...he can barely sleep at night Paul" CJ said. "I FUCKING KNOW THAT! HE'S MY SONG" Paul yelled, which threw CJ off. "No babe, I didn't mean to yell, I'm just under a lot of stress" Paul begged as he wrapped his arms around his partner and kissed his neck. "I love you CJ" "I love you too Paul. Paul gave a small chuckle, which caused a confused look upon CJ's face. "Why are you laughing?" CJ asked. "I'm remembering how we were at that age." Paul said again. "Remember when we vowed to always love each other, and then when you moved away, how upset we both were...but in the end we made it" Paul said as he kissed CJ. "Yea we did, didn't we?" CJ asked rhetorically. Just like Erik and Jay will...Erik loves him, and would do anything to be with him, and honor that. I took hold off Nathan's hips as he jumped up and down on my crotch, giving me pleasure I could never thank of. He leaned froward to grab my dick as he started to bounce and stroke my dick to the same rhythm...I couldn't handle it anymore. " I'm cummmming" I yelped, as I felt my balls tighten and my breathe get heavy as my juices rised and jetted into Nathan's insides. "Wow" was all that I could say, as Nathan got off my dick and lay beside me. "Was I any good?" He asked in a cute innocent way. "You were amazing" I answered him as he reached over to kiss me. When his lips touched mine, I felt nothing...I felt empty...I felt dirty. " I got to go," I said as I hurried to get my clothes on. "What for?" Nathan protested as he stood up. "Where's my wallet?" I asked. Nathan pointed to the ground. I picked up my wallet...and almost died. "What's wrong?" Nathan asked concerned... ...We just fucked...at the same spot...that Jay and me made love. I gulped, and fear welled up inside of me...It's not "our" spot anymore. That's it for that chapter...thank gosh I didn't like writing it at all. But that's where the story goes...ummm. Feedback: Spokenword87@yahoo.com AIM: Joe Boxer1687 Have a grand day! ~Jay