Date: Sat, 24 Apr 2004 12:21:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jay Winton <spokenword87@yahoo.com>
Subject: erik's song part 2

	Well if you're at this point, then I assume that you read chapter 1
and want more. So I'm not going to keep you waiting here you go.

After the kid came up to talk to me, my friend's Amanda, Becca, Stephen,
and Amber were all laughing at me. These people were all I had left after
the 9th grade massacre as I call it. They stood by me, and they are whom I
truly love. I've never loved someone not even my family, and especially not
another male. I've dated don't get me wrong, just that once I have the
person I get bored of them, and don't feel anything towards them. This is
how my life was mapped out I guess. So now I'm in Amanda's car and she's
taking me home on account of she has to go to softball practice, or she
would have stayed with me to criticize me and tell me how right she is all
the time, thank god for softball.
	I go to my room, and turn on the TV and start to watch TRL on
MTV. For some reason my mind travels back to the kid at school. I start to
rub my chest and nipples feeling them get excited, then travel down to my
pubic hair and start to massage the hairs and comb through them and start
reaching for my dick. When the door flies open and in rushing in my seven-
year -old brother, " Get out! I scream" He just looks at me calls me a fag
then runs out. My mom comes in next, and by now I'm getting pissed. "
Hunny, I found you a very nice sweet little girl by the name of Karen, and
her mom is willing to set up a date if you like." I rolled my eyes and
could tell she got the message, but she still didn't go anywhere. She came
into my room and sat on my bed and started her usual god this and gay
people and what they go through, so I pulled out my XY magazine and start
to leaf through some articles. She gets the point by now and leaves my
room.
	Why do I put up with this shit? I questioned myself, as I sing on
AIM, and leave an away message. Sleeping! don't bother me. I lay down on my
squeaky futon, and go to sleep dreaming of gummy bears. I awoke at 5:45
just in time to catch the second part of Will and Grace. I heard the ding
of my AIM, so I went over there and chatted with some friend's about random
stuff, and some more stuff about the "kid" as we call him, since we're not
to sure about his name. I checked my email and left up another away
message. DANCING IN MY ROOM!!!!! Leave some messages. Then I turned on the
music for the dance team and practiced for awhile, after this I ran to the
kitchen, got some cookies and that was my dinner. Then went back to my
computer where someone had left me a message, I talked to this kid for
awhile until all of a sudden he singed off. I just shrugged it off and got
on my Xanga and wrote an entry telling about my day, and the kid, and the
usual stuff about how school, life, and love sucks at the moment.
	I looked at the clock and it read 11:02 so I decided to settle down
and watch the Will and Grace I didn't catch before. WATCHING WILL AND
GRACE! Hehehe I meet a seXXXy boy today! But no name :'( o well, will and
grace cheers me up. Was the away message I put up. Then right after Will
and Grace I laid down for another hour before my eyes went to their
dungeon. I awoke to the sound of birds as I opened my eyes, on a beautiful
Friday. Until it dawned that I still have school, and I sulked back. I took
my shower did my regular stuff, and got dressed. I went to my car to warm
it up on a kind of chilly spring day.  I went back to my computer to check
my email on last time and leave another away message when someone had
already left a message while I was away, weird I thought to myself...I
didn't hear anything. I just shrugged it off, until I recognized the screen
name as the guy that had singed off. Mountindew420: His name is Erik. What
did that meant? His name was Erik...who's name? I just shrugged it off
SCHOOL! Is what me message said as I started up my death trap of a
car. Which I always tell my mom is gonna be the death of me one day and
that she should get me another one. Then as I pulled into the parking lot,
there was the "kid" and as soon as I saw him...wait...Erik?

That's chapter 2...chapter 3 is already done...just waiting for the right
time to post it...as soon as I get 5 emails telling me they like it I'll
post the next chapter

Chao

~*~JAY*~*

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