Date: Tue, 20 Oct 2015 10:03:47 +0000
From: Big D <StoriesbyBigD@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: Evan Chapter 9

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Evan: Chapter Nine


As I made my way down the stairs my heart was pounding in my chest and I
felt a lump rise in my throat like I was going to throw up. Part of me
couldn't wait to see Jake, my best friend of over a decade, happy that he
was here for my birthday. The other part of me was terrified that our
friendship had changed and I would lose what I had come to cherish.

I thought back to when I told him I was gay. He just hugged me and said
"thanks for telling me". It didn't make a difference to him because I was
still the same Evan and it had no impact on our friendship. I didn't act
differently. I didn't proclaim my love for him, even if it was what I was
feeling. He was too important a friend to risk fucking things up because my
dick got hard when I looked at him. As much as I wanted him I knew I would
meet other men who turned me on, who I wanted to sleep with, and I was
proving that now with Tyler, but I wouldn't find another friend like Jake,
ever, and I just couldn't risk doing anything that might drive him
away. Yesterday had screwed that up royally.

The moment I got to the bottom of the stairs and saw Jake's smiling face my
stomach tightened and seemed to flip. He was so beautiful it almost hurt.
He was my definition of perfection. I tried to say hi but the words got
stuck somewhere and I ended up just staring at him.

"Happy Birthday, Ev," Jake said in that deep voice that always melted
me. He was still calling me Ev and the tone was warm.

He had a present in his hand and I thought he was moving to give it to me
but instead he threw his arms around me and pulled me into a really tight
hug that pressed our bodies together and had my cheek resting against
his. I inhaled and caught the amazing scent rising from his body. It made
me feel warm inside. I wanted to turn my head to kiss him so bad but I
didn't dare.

"Thank you," I finally managed to squeak.

Jake laughed and released me, patting me on the back. His hand slid up
until it was resting on my shoulder and he left it there as he started
chatting to Ryan. I didn't know what to do or what to think so I ended up
standing there like a complete idiot while they talked.

"Come on, bro, let's go get you your first drink," Ryan said.

"I've had alcohol before," I said.

"I meant of today," Ryan laughed. "If you don't have a hangover in the
morning I'll consider this party a failure."

"I don't want a hangover. And when you say party..." I said, uncertain.

"Relax," Ryan said. "I haven't invited the whole town if that's what you're
worried about. I just called some of your friends and asked a few of mine
to come for a mini reunion. The party doubles as both and means me and
Marcus won't end up stuck with you kids all night."

"Fuck you," I laughed. "I'm a man now."

"Legally maybe," Ryan smirked. "Have you got your dick wet yet? With
someone else in the room at least..."

I blushed. "I'm not a whore like you. I'm waiting."

"For what?"

"Someone I trust," I said.

"Oh right," Ryan smiled, "I forgot. When you have sex you want to be the
bottom, don't you? You want a big dick rubbing against your ass before you
let the guy slide it inside you to fuck you good."

"Ryan!" I exclaimed, so embarrassed.

I felt Jake's hand on my shoulder tense. It had just been sitting on top
but it was kind of gripping it now. I wondered if it was from what Ryan had
said.

Ryan burst out laughing. "You're such a fucking prude, Ev. Lighten up. I
don't give a shit what you like to do in bed or who you like to do it
with. Just enjoy it. Find a hot guy and fuck each other's brains out. Don't
wait forever."

Jake shifted uncomfortably beside me. I think Emily must have noticed how
heavy the atmosphere had become because she said, "Open the present, Ev, I
want to see what Jake got you."

That seemed to make Jake relax and he turned to me, handing me the wrapped
gift. I thanked him as we headed into the kitchen. When I was sitting on
one of the stools I placed the present on the counter and opened it as I
always did.

"Just rip it open," Ryan said as he went to the fridge to grab a couple of
beers.

I stared at him as I pulled the paper apart. A smile rose up onto my face
as I saw the cover of the new CD for my favorite band.

"A CD?" Ryan asked. "Haven't you heard of downloads?"

"Yes, but how do you give someone a download as a gift?" Jake
said. "Besides, that's not all I got him."

I looked back down at the wrapping paper and saw some tissue paper inside
that I thought was just to protect the CD case. I slowly unfurled it and
stared down in shock at what Jake had got me.

"What is it?" Ryan asked, trying to see.

I lifted it up to show Ryan and Emily. It was a pair of red, white and blue
striped boxers that had a material pouch with colored mesh making up the
rest, most notably where my ass would be.

"Fuck, Jake..." Ryan gasped. "What the fuck are you trying to say giving
him those?"

Jake laughed, "Nothing. It's not about being gay. I have a pair like those
and Ev always says how good they look so I got him a pair of his own. Now
he won't be after mine."

"Yeah, because that's gonna stop him wanting to get in your pants," Ryan
quipped.

I just stared at him, part of me wanting to punch him, the other part
wanting to run and hide. I didn't dare look at Jake for fear of what I'd
see written on his face.

"Wow, Ev," Emily said, breaking the tension again. "You're gonna be begging
to be fucked in those. Hell, you won't need to beg, it'll be an open
invitation."

"I love them," I smiled. "Thanks Jake."

"Put them on," Emily said.

"Now?" I said.

"No, later when you're alone in your room. Of course now! We want to see
what you look like them in them," Emily smiled.

"I don't think so," I said.

"Oh come on, bro, it's not like we haven't seen you before. What do you
think, Jake?" Ryan asked.

Jake was silent for a moment and seemed to swallow before he smiled. "Yeah,
go on, Ev. Let's see if you look as hot as I do in them."

I shook my head but smiled too. I took the boxers and started to walk out
of the room.

"Where are you going?" Ryan asked.

"To get changed," I said.

"You're worried about us seeing your cock?" Ryan asked. "I think all of us
have probably seen it before and none of us are interested in it so drop
your pants."

I looked at Emily who just winked at me and then to Jake who had a smile on
his face but also looked like he was biting his bottom lip a little.

I pushed my pants down and stepped out of them. Next I slipped my boxers
down and kicked them off, taking the new boxers and pulling them up my
legs. When they got up around my thighs they started to feel tight and I
had to put a little more effort in to pulling them up but once they settled
into place they fit perfectly, hugging my ass tightly and cupping my cock
and balls like they were being held in someone's hand.

"Okay, now take your top off so we can see what they really look like,"
Emily smiled.

I peeled off my top and tossed it to one side, standing in the middle of my
kitchen in nothing but the tight pair of boxers that literally covered
nothing but my dick. I felt really exposed but as I looked around I saw
that no one was mocking me or looking at me with a smile, they all seemed
transfixed, even Ryan.

"Fuck, bro," Ryan said. "I can't believe how fucking built your ass
is. Your muscles are popping out of those fucking boxers. You make me look
damn scrawny."

I smiled, "That's because you are."

"You do look good, Ev," Emily said. "That body... and you have the most
amazing ass. If you weren't gay..."

"Don't say that shit, you're like my sister," I replied.

"Yeah, and Jake's like your brother..." Emily chuckled.

My eyes went wide and I spun to look at Jake, worried that all these
comments would be freaking him out but he didn't seem to be listening, he
was staring at my ass through the mesh. I couldn't believe it. Suddenly he
coughed and turned his head away.

"Yeah, they look good on you," Jake murmured as he walked over to the
fridge to grab a bottle of water.

"I need to check them out," I said, walking out of the room.

I headed up the stairs to my parent's bedroom to look in their full length
mirror. I gasped when I saw how I looked. The red, white and blue fabric
was almost see-through everywhere but the pouch so it looked like I had
barely anything on. What I did have on looked awesome. The pouch made my
dick look huge with the bulge it created and when I turned to look at my
ass it was so round and stuck out from the curve of my back. It was a true
bubble butt. I never realized before but it looked good. I ran across to my
room, grabbed my phone and quickly took a picture. For a moment I thought
about sending it to Tyler. I wanted to give him something that he might
think about but I still wasn't sure what his intentions were or what he
would do if I did send the picture so I just stored it so I could possibly
send it later.

I went back downstairs to the kitchen and found my pants, stepping into the
legs and pulling them up.

"Are you keeping those on?" Ryan asked.

"Yeah, why not?" I said. "I look hot in them and who knows, maybe one of
your hot friends will see me in them tonight and I'll get lucky."

Ryan laughed as I pulled my top on. "In your dreams, bro."

"So when do the other people get here?" Emily asked.

"About an hour or so," Ryan said. "I told them to bring food and booze so
we'll see what we get when they arrive."

While we were waiting for the others to arrive I took Jake up to play on
the game Ryan had bought me. Ryan and Emily didn't join us to begin with
and I heard them downstairs laughing and joking around with each other.

As we were playing the game Jake kept smiling at me and nudging me with his
arm when his character got the upper hand on mine. God my stomach flipped
every time I saw those incredible white teeth and his dazzling brown
eyes. I wanted to lean over and kiss him so bad but I knew it could screw
everything up so I just bit my lip and continued playing.

After another few minutes of Jake playfully pushing me and me pushing back,
he suddenly stopped and paused the game. I turned to look at him to see
why. His incredible brown eyes burned into me with the most intense look I
had ever seen in them and he held my gaze for what seemed like a minute
before he started leaning in. Fuck! He WAS going to kiss me.

For some stupid reason I spoke instead of moving to meet his lips. "What
are you doing?"

Jake's eyes never left mine and he held his position as he replied. "I have
no idea. I just..."

Neither of us spoke. We just stared at each other. His face was so close to
mine I could feel his breath against my cheek.

"Jake..."

He moved in even closer. The tip of his nose brushed against mine and I
closed my eyes. My dick was so hard in an instant and I thought I was going
to cum. We were so close to the kiss I had always wanted but something held
me back. I placed my hand on his chest to keep the tiniest bit of distance
between us but that hardly made it better when I felt his hard pecs beneath
my fingers.

"Jake..."

"I thought you wanted me," he said, confused.

"I do. More than anything, I do."

"Then why aren't you kissing me?"

Why wasn't I kissing him? Why didn't I grab hold of him and live out every
fantasy I had ever had with him? It's what I had wanted for the past two
years so why wasn't I just going with it?

I took a deep breath. "I need to know you mean this. I don't want you to
regret it."

"You're in love with me," Jake whispered.

I closed my eyes again. It was time to finally admit it.

"Yes, I am. I love you. I'm IN love with you. I want you so bad but I don't
want you to kiss me or fuck me because it's what you think I want, I want
you to kiss me and fuck me because it's what YOU want."

"No one has ever told me they love me," Jake said. "It stirred something up
inside me."

"But do you love me, Jake?"

"Yes."

"The same way I love you?"

"I don't know."

"Then you don't," I said, feeling my heart sink.

"Ev," Jake whispered, putting his hand on my cheek and rubbing it with his
thumb. A shiver ran through me.

"Are you attracted to me?" I asked.

"You've got a hot body," Jake said after a moment of hesitation.

"Yeah, but do you want to run your hands all over it? Do you want to lick
every inch of it? Do you want to get down on your knees and suck my dick?
Do you want to push your cock inside me and fuck me `til we both cum? Do
you want to bend over or lay back and let me fuck you? That's what I want
to do with you, Jake."

"Oh shit..." Jake gasped. "I... I... I never thought about it. I've never
thought about fucking a guy before, never wanted to."

"Do you now?"

"I'm so fucking confused, Ev," Jake said, his hand still on my face, moving
until he was holding the back of my head. He pressed his forehead against
mine. "A week ago I would have laughed at the thought. I might have even
been disgusted."

"And what's changed?"

"You," Jake said. "You said you love me. I can't stop thinking about that,
Ev. I know you mean it. I know that as hot as you think I am, you love me
for the guy inside too."

"I do," I smiled. "But..."

"But what?"

"I've known I was gay since I was twelve," I said, "But I didn't love you
then, not the way I do now."

"When did you start?" Jake asked.

"When we were sixteen," I said. "You had that growth spurt when you grew
six inches in as many months and put on thirty pounds of muscle. You went
from being a boy to being a man. That's when it happened. That's when I
started thinking you were hot. It's when I started falling in love with
you."

"Because of the way I looked?" Jake asked, sounding hurt.

"The combination," I said. "It wasn't just that."

"But it was the main factor?" Jake asked, pulling away from me and sitting
back.

"That's why I lusted after you, why I started having sexual feelings for
you. It's not why I love you."

"Fuck!" Jake moaned, throwing his head back, looking at the ceiling. "What
am I doing?"

"You tell me," I said.

"I haven't been able to stop thinking about you," Jake said. "Since
yesterday morning all I've thought about is you loving me. None of the
girls I've been with have said that. All they wanted was my body. They
wanted to fuck me because I'm hot or because I'm on the wrestling team so
they'd be able to brag. You don't give a damn about that."

"I don't."

"I started thinking about something my grandma said to me about finding
someone who loves me, who can make me happy. You can, Ev, I know you
can. Our personalities just go together. You make me smile, you make me
laugh, you know? If I ever need anything you're always the one who's there,
you're the one I want to be there. I love you. I've always thought it was
just like a brother, but I have a brother and I love you in a different way
to how I love him. The problem is I didn't think I could ever have sex with
you because I've never been attracted to you, not in the way girls turn me
on. But then last night, when we wrestled, and I had my hands on your body
and my dick against your ass... I got so hard. I could have fucked you last
night."

"Why didn't you?" I asked, my throat completely dry.

"Because it didn't feel right," Jake whispered. "It freaked me out."

"What's different now?"

"Nothing. I still don't know if I could be with you like that. But I owe it
to myself, and you, to give it a try."

I wanted to try, God, how I wanted to try. But I also had to be sure.

"What happens if we do this and it's not right? Are you gonna run off on me
again like you did last night? Am I going to lose you as my best friend?"

"No," Jake said.

"I need you to be 100% certain this won't change a thing. I haven't acted
on my feelings because you're too important to me as a friend to fuck it
up. I've coped. If this isn't for you, say now, because I know with time I
can get over you, but I still want you in my life. I need you in it."

"I'm not going anywhere, Ev," Jake said. "I need to try this. If it doesn't
work we'll just be friends like we always have been."

"And if it does work?"

"We'll be more than friends," Jake smiled that incredible smile.

I smiled and then closed the gap between us. I placed my hand back on his
chest, loving how firm it felt beneath my fingers even through his shirt. I
ran my hand up his chest and neck until it was on his cheek and I pulled
his head down so his lips met mine.

We kissed.

Fuck, we actually kissed.

Jake's lips pressed against mine hard and he held me close, putting his
arms around me. He leaned back so I was on top of him, letting his hands
explore my body, running them up and down my back before moving them to my
ass. I moaned at his touch, which opened my mouth, and I felt his tongue
slide in. I was in heaven as we made out passionately and Jake sucked on my
tongue when I slid it into his mouth.

The hand on my ass pulled me closer with our lips still locked and our hard
dicks brushed against each other through the fabric of our pants. My whole
body shivered and our covered hard-ons slid up and down against each
other. If we were naked I think I would have cum there and then. It was the
most amazing thing that had ever happened to me.

I was panting when our lips parted. My lips tingled from the touch of
Jake's lips actually being on mine. I still couldn't believe we had kissed,
truly kissed, not like friends or brothers but with the passion of two
lovers who wanted each other. There was another smile on Jake's face.

"You're a good kisser," he grinned before he leaned up to place a quick
kiss on my lips.

"So are you," I said. "No one's ever kissed me like that. I've kissed a few
girls but they were always a bit timid. You were powerful. You took
control. I knew I was being kissed by a guy. Was it okay?"

"Yeah," Jake said. "It was hot. It's so different from kissing a girl, but
good different. It's kind of exhilarating."

"What is?"

"Feeling and knowing that you're a guy who could fight against me, who
could stop me, but who is willingly giving himself to me, letting me
control things. I was worried it would make me feel like a girl, especially
when you were on top, but it didn't. I don't feel weaker, I don't feel
feminine. If anything I feel stronger, more masculine than I ever
have. It's given me a rush that's gone right to my cock."

I looked down and sure enough there was the biggest bulge I had ever seen
tenting Jake's pants. I kept staring up into his eyes as I slid my hand
down his body and felt his rock hard dick through his pants. He moaned and
his eyes seemed to burn with desire.

"What do we do now?" I asked.

"What do you want to do with me?" Jake smiled.

I felt my dick pulse hearing him say that. I hesitated. "I'm not sure I
should say."

He laughed, "Ev, I've just had your tongue in my mouth and your hand is
still on my dick, I think we're way past the point of being
embarrassed. Tell me what you want."

I nodded, "Okay, I've waited two years for this. I've watched your body
develop into the most amazing, sexy thing I've ever seen." My lust was
building and I felt myself starting to get carried away. "I want to run my
hands all over you. I want to lick your abs, your chest, suck on your
nipples. I want to worship your fucking body, Jake. I want to make the most
of this in case it never happens again."

I could barely breathe when I finished talking. My heart was racing faster
and pumping harder than it ever had before. I felt butterflies or knots or
whatever else you want to call them building in my stomach. My dick was
leaking so much precum I could feel it soaking into my new boxers, making
the whole of the pouch wet and some even started to leak out of the mesh
onto my thighs. I had never been so turned on in my life.

Jake stared into my eyes for a moment and then stepped back. "Fuck. I've
never seen that look in anyone's eyes before. You really want me. I can see
it. It looks like you're about ready to attack me."

I wanted to reply. I wanted to say something witty that would make him
smile but I was too far gone. What I really wanted was him. I was just
about to kiss him again when Ryan called out and the moment was ruined.

We heard Ryan and Emily coming up the stairs and quickly moved apart,
trying to straighten ourselves out. We had just hit resume on the game when
they joined us with a couple of beers. I sat playing the game, moving
uncomfortably because my dick just wouldn't go down. Jake kissed me!

It wasn't long before the doorbell rang and the first party guests started
to arrive. Ryan went to let them in with Emily right behind them. Just as I
was about to leave the room Jake caught me by the hand and pulled me to
him.

"We need to continue this later."

I stared up at him in shock. He smiled and quickly kissed me before heading
downstairs to see who was there.

The first guests were friends of Ryan's but I knew them from seeing them
around when he had lived here before. They couldn't believe I was the same
kid they had seen then since I had been so small and skinny but was now
much taller with some good muscle definition. Each one had a card for me,
which I thought was a nice touch, since they didn't have to and I didn't
expect it. They also brought various bottles of booze and some snacks in
bags.

The noise level rose immediately when Ryan and his buddies headed out to
the back yard with drinks in their hands and started to catch up. Another
few of his friends then arrived, along with Jake's brother, Marcus. They
were pretty rowdy and did a bit of what my dad always called roughhousing,
rolling around on the lawn and threatening to throw each other in our small
10 metre swimming pool.

Jake and I watched from the kitchen window as our brother's
interacted. They were as close as we were. I couldn't help but think how
unusual it was for two sets of brothers to be so close. Then I thought
about the possibility that Ryan and Marcus had sex with each other and I
wondered if Jake and I would end up in bed together too. Jake's hand
lingered next to mine, the backs of our hands touching.

When the doorbell rang again, Jake moved away to answer it. Two of our
buddies from school, Ajay and Morgan, came in holding a bottle of Jack
Daniels they got from Ajay's dad's drinks cabinet. I went to the fridge to
grab a bottle of diet coke and then got five glasses since Emily was with
us too, though her eyes were focused on the guys outside and she licked her
lips. I wasn't sure which one she wanted but she'd probably get him by the
end of the night. JD and coke was the only thing my dad had ever let me
drink, well, except for drinking the JD straight, which I thought was
disgusting. We all held up a toast to my birthday and drank the mix down.

A few more friends arrived after that, with a couple of girls Ryan knew
also turning up, which had most of my friends drooling. They had no chance
so it was funny watching them trip over themselves, getting the girls
drinks and generally being their whipping boys.

Ryan and his buddies came back in and started a game of beer pong. We all
joined in and me and my friends all got tipsy pretty quickly, while the
older ones laughed at us for making fools of ourselves.

At some point one of Ryan's buddies suggested we take a swim and for some
reason we thought it was the best idea ever, even if there would be barely
enough room in the pool for us all. We headed out into the back yard and
started to strip off our clothes ready to jump in. It wasn't until I had
tossed my t-shirt and pushed my pants down that I remembered I was still
wearing the underwear Jake had bought me.

"What the fuck are you wearing?" Ajay shouted.

I looked down and blushed. I put my hands down to cover myself but Ryan
objected and walked over to me.

"Don't be embarrassed, Ev," Ryan said. "You've worked for that fucking
awesome body. Show it off. I'm sure the girls don't mind. Do you, girls?"

"Hell no," one of the girls said. "Your brother's a hottie."

"Yeah," another girl said. "If he was a few years older, and you know, not
gay, I'd be all over him."

I blushed even more but had a huge smile on my face. Most of the other guys
had jumped in the pool in their boxers but I didn't want to ruin the
boxer's Jake got me in the chlorine and I was just drunk enough to strip
them off and jump in the pool naked. I didn't know what the reaction would
be but Ryan just laughed and pulled his boxers off too, jumping in right
behind me. We started a splashing war and soon almost everyone was joining
in.

By about one in the morning some of Ryan's buddies had stumbled home with a
few others heading on to a club. Ajay was out cold on my living room floor
and I had no idea where Morgan was. Marcus was in the back yard with his
tongue down one of the girl's throats and I was in the kitchen with my
pants back on, stupidly trying to clean up some of the mess that had
inevitably been made.

"Stop washing those fucking glasses," Jake said. "It's your birthday. Make
Ryan do that shit in the morning."

"It's not my birthday anymore," I said. "It's Sunday."

"That's technical bullshit. It's still your birthday until you go to sleep,
now put that cloth down."

When I didn't and continued to wash a couple of glasses, Jake came up to me
and threw his big arms around me in a big hug, holding my arms down by my
sides. His chin was resting on my shoulder and his cheek was pressed
against mine.

"Listen to me," Jake said. "Just relax and enjoy yourself. You can let go
sometimes, you know?"

"I know," I said. "I just..."

"Shush," Jake said, putting his finger to my lips. He rubbed his cheek
against mine. "It's time for bed."

My whole body shivered and my dick was hard in seconds. Did Jake really
just say what I thought he did? We were really going to fuck or was he just
saying it was time we got some sleep?

I placed the glasses down in the sink and dried my hands on a towel. I
could feel Jake smile where his face was still pressed against mine and
then slowly I pulled myself from his arms and turned around to look at
him. He was still smiling and my cock pulsed; he was so beautiful. He took
my hand in his and led me from the kitchen, through the living room and
then up the stairs to my bedroom.

I can't say I was scared about what I thought was about to happen because I
had wanted it for so long but I was so nervous I was shaking.

When the door was closed to my bedroom with Jake and I inside I turned to
him and looked up into his eyes. He quickly locked the door and walked
right back to me, standing so our chests were almost touching. He looked
down at me and was just staring into my eyes.

I swallowed hard and managed to speak, "Jake... Are you sure about this?"

Jake paused for a moment, staring at me intensely. "I have to do this. I
have to try."

He closed what little gap was left and pulled me to him, pressing his lips
against mine. His tongue pushed its way into my mouth and probed deep. His
hand went to the curve of my lower back and he held me in place as we made
out and I ran my hands all over him, wanting to make sure he was really
there and I wasn't dreaming.

When we broke apart I pecked at his lips. Then I moved down, kissing his
chin and nuzzling into his neck, letting my lips caress the skin. His moans
were like the sweetest music and his hand went to the back of my head, not
putting any pressure on it, just holding it.

Just as my lips reached his collar bone I slid out my tongue and ran it
back up his neck and continued on up until it was just behind his ear,
which I took between my teeth and playfully bit.

"Fuck, Ev, that feels amazing," Jake gasped.

I bit his ear lightly again and then kissed my way back down until I was
nuzzled in his neck once more, his moans getting more high pitched with
each kiss.

I was on his neck for about thirty seconds when he gripped my hair and
pulled my head backwards. He stared down into my eyes and I stared back
up. I was trying to read what was in his eyes but I didn't have time as his
face came toward mine and he forced his tongue into my mouth. It was the
most intense kiss so far and if he hadn't been holding me I think I would
have fallen down.

Keeping my hair in his hand, he tilted my head back, exposing my neck, and
he dove in with his own lips, kissing my neck, giving me the same treatment
I had just given him. I threw my arms around him as he dug in deep and made
me cry out. It was the most amazing feeling and my dick continued to pump
out precum between us.

He pulled back and kissed me again. While our lips were locked he put his
arms around me and lifted me up, picking me off the ground like I was
nothing. I threw my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his
waist. For a moment we just stayed there, him holding me as we kissed, and
then he started walking over to the bed.

When we got there he slowly lowered me down. He looked at me for a moment
like he was trying to decide what to do and then covered me almost
completely with his body as he leaned in for another kiss. It was my
favorite position so far. Jake was on top of me, one of my hands was in his
hair while the other ran up and down his back feeling the strength in his
muscles. My legs were still wrapped around his waist, opening me up to him,
and even though we were both still encased in our pants when Jake thrust
his hips against mine our hard cocks brushed against each other again and
we both moaned.

Jake's lips never left mine but his thrusts picked up in speed and he was
humping down against me pretty hard now. I was in heaven. The only thing
that could have been better was if we were both naked.

With that thought in mind I wrapped both arms around him and before he
could really register any movement I had flipped him over so he was on his
back and I was straddling his waist, sitting back. He looked terrified for
a moment and his whole body seemed to go tense but then a smile slowly
crept onto his face and he relaxed back against the mattress.

He lay there on my bed looking incredible. His big brown eyes stared up at
me and the smile on his face just slayed me. I looked down at his thick
neck, which glistened with either my saliva or the first signs of
sweat. His pecs looked huge, rising up and down slowly as he took a breath,
the light dusting of dark hair adding to his hotness as it slid into the
crevice between the muscles and danced across toward each nipple. As he
breathed each of his hard abs tightened and tensed, looking like they were
about to burst through his skin. The light trail of hair ran down the
centre of them, swirled around his belly button and disappeared into the
waistband of his pants. He moved his arms and placed his hands behind his
head, causing his big biceps to flex. My dick throbbed seeing those
muscles, large mounds with a prominent vein running down each one.

I bit my lip and moaned. With my eyes focused on his incredible arms, I
bent down and kissed his biceps, feeling the smooth skin over the taut
muscles. He flexed even more for me, seeing how much I loved the
hardness. I let my tongue slip out, running the tip across his flesh. I
felt him shiver at the touch. When I caught the scent from beneath his arms
I closed my eyes and breathed in deep. It was so manly, so Jake.

I lifted my head back up and kissed his lips again, taking the time to
explore his mouth with my tongue. He moved his hands so they were on the
bare skin on my sides, but he didn't do anything, he just held me. The
contact made me feel all warm inside.

Breaking the kiss, I worked my way down his neck again and heard him make a
slight purring sound. I smiled against his skin and then pushed back so I
was sitting astride him again so I could get what I really wanted. I moved
my hands slowly over his body, feeling his pecs and letting my fingers
trace out the shape of each of his abs. I leaned forward and massaged his
chest, just letting my thumbs graze his nipples. He was constantly moaning
now and every so often I felt him thrusting up with his hips, trying to
drive his cock against me so I just ground my ass against him and pushed
him back down. I wasn't done.

I leaned in and let my lips linger just above his lightly hairy pecs. Even
though my mouth wasn't touching him, the hairs on his chest rose up and
made contact with my lips, sending shockwaves through both of us. When I
couldn't take it any longer I kissed them, I kissed the chest I had admired
for so long, I buried my face between the pecs and ran my tongue back and
forth through the deep crater.

When I was done I kissed back across his chest until my lips were hovering
over his nipples. Instead of going straight in with my mouth I blew gently
on them, making Jake whimper and buck up into me.

"Fuck, Ev..." Jake gasped.

I smiled and continued to blow on his nipple, watching it stand on end
before I leaned down and took it in my mouth, just kissing it at
first. Feeling the nub between my lips I let my tongue lap at it, circling
and flicking against it.

Jake's stomach was almost jumping up and down with his panting breath by
the time I moved down to kiss each of his incredible abs. They were so hard
and felt so good I thought for a second I would cum in my pants just from
getting to kiss them. I traced every one with my tongue, delving into the
valleys between them.

Finally, when I couldn't take it anymore, I slid down further and kissed
along the length of Jake's cock. Even though he still had his pants on I
could feel the size of his dick beneath my lips as the hard shaft pushed up
against the fabric. I sat back on Jake's thighs and looked into his eyes as
I reached for the button and zipper on his pants. He nodded without saying
anything, giving me permission as I popped the button open and slowly drew
down the zipper.

Taking the waistband in my fingers I gently tugged on the pants and Jake
didn't lift up for me at first and there was the tiniest hint of
uncertainty in his eye, but like before it went after a second and he
lifted his ass for me to pull them off. I had thought about leaving his
boxers on so I could toy with him a little longer but I couldn't wait and
pulled them off too. I needed to see his cock.

I gasped. It was beautiful.

I stared down at my best friend, lying back on my bed, his legs spread wide
to give me the perfect view of the most mouth-watering cock I had ever
seen. It was long, about seven inches, with a slight upwards curve. The
spongy head was a deep pink shade that complemented his cut cock
perfectly. The shaft looked like it was all one color, the same as the rest
of his lightly tanned skin, with a blue vein running along the length like
river running through a desert. It looked thicker at the base and his balls
were big. I wanted to suck a load straight out of them.

Unable to resist any longer, I let my tongue slide from my mouth and let it
touch the skin at the base of Jake's cock. We both moaned at the contact
and Jake let out a constant string of fucks and shits as I licked my way up
his cock, going back to the base just before I reached the head three times
before he was begging me to suck it.

When the glistening tip slipped between my lips I got my first real taste
of Jake, of his precum as it leaked out of the tip. My tongue felt like it
was alive as the flavor of his precum made it twitch and tingle. I lapped
up all the juices and wrapped my hand around his cock, pulling it away from
his body so I could push my tongue into his slit, wanting every bit of
juice he could give me.

After just working the head for a minute or two, savoring the fact that I
was actually sucking Jake's cock, I did what I had seen in the gay porn and
started bobbing my head up and down, licking the shaft as I went. Jake
started to writhe underneath me and his hips soon rose off the bed, pushing
his cock deeper into my mouth as he tried to fuck me.

"That's so good, Ev, better than any girl," Jake moaned.

I smiled as I continued to suck his cock and was shocked when I felt Jake
move. He put his hands under my armpits and pulled me up so I was on top of
him. Before I could say anything his lips were on mine and he kissed me
hard. I was surprised he had his tongue back in my mouth knowing where it
had just been but it didn't seem to stop him.

When we broke apart, Jake bit my bottom lip and flipped us over so I was on
my back. I was stunned when he reached down and almost ripped my pants off
me, pulling them down with my help. I was naked and hard, waiting on his
next move.

He leaned down slightly and I thought he was either coming in for another
kiss or maybe, just maybe, he was going to suck my dick, but instead his
hands went to my hips and he flipped me over again and then pulled me up so
I was on my hands and knees with my ass pointing straight at him.

I looked back over my shoulder and saw Jake staring down at my ass like he
was mesmerized. I stayed there while he reached over, grabbed my lube and
poured it all over his dick. A second later he stepped up behind me and I
jumped when I felt his cock slap against my ass cheeks. It felt huge and
heavy slapping against me. I moaned and pushed back against him as it
settled between my cheeks. He slid his dick back and forth in my crack and
then I felt the head pressing against my hole, trying to push in. My ass
started to open to him and the head of his bare dick slipped inside me.

"Oh yeah, fuck me Jake, fuck me," I moaned.

Suddenly his cock was yanked out and away from my ass and I felt a void
behind me. I turned my head and saw Jake backing away.

"I can't. I'm so sorry, Ev, but I can't. I thought I could, but..."

Before I could say anything Jake grabbed his clothes and was out of my
room, running down the stairs. I was stunned. What the fuck just happened?
We were about to have sex. His bare dick had actually been inside me, for
the briefest of moments Jake had been in me. He was about to fuck me, to
sink his dick into me. Then he ran. Again. Was it because of what I said?

FUCK!

I collapsed back on the mattress with so many emotions running through
me. Part of me wanted to go after him but the rest of me was crushed. All
of my dreams about Jake and I were about to be reality, Jake was finally
going to make love to me, and then at the last minute he rejected me and I
wasn't even sure he was going to be my friend any more.

I felt like crying but the tears wouldn't come. I was too angry. If he
couldn't do it then why the fuck didn't he say instead of going so far with
me and then backing out? I wanted to punch him and kiss him at the same
time.

My hard cock throbbed, bringing me back out of my thoughts and as sick as
it was I took my anger out on my dick, pounding it harder than ever as I
thought about what might have happened. My ass was twitching from having
Jake penetrate me for those few seconds and I needed something to fill me
thinking about what it would have felt like if he had slid the whole thing
into me. I quickly went to my closet and found my new dildo. With some
pain, a bit a patience and a lot of lube I got it inside me and fucked
myself pretending it was Jake's cock, all the while jerking my dick
hard. It was just what I needed and it was the most amazing orgasm, but it
should have been with Jake inside me.

What the fuck was I going to do?


To Be Continued...