Date: Thu, 5 Jun 2003 22:02:06 -0400
From: Jasin Chau <magic2312@msn.com>
Subject: Finding Bobby 3

It was dark from where I was sleeping.  I could see the moonlight
illuminating my lover's body next to me.  This was what I've been waiting
for all my life and now, he's right here with me.  I felt an overwhelming
good feeling in me and tears began to drop from the sides of my cheeks.  It
wasn't because I'm hurt, sad, or angry; actually it's the tears of
happiness and love.  Bobby was beginning to flitch around in bed, so I held
him closer to me, cuddling each other till we fell asleep with my warm body
against his.

I woke up with a bad case of morning breath and the sunlight striking my
eyes.  My eyes winced a little, but Bobby was looking down at me with his
hands pressed down on my arms and blocking the sunlight.  Right then I
witnessed a miracle.  For a second I really thought I saw an angel.  All
you could really see was Bobby's face and the sunlight glowing from the
back of his head.  I gasped and just admired what a beautiful person Bobby
was inside and out.  There was an irresistible attraction between us and it
was 'that' attraction that caused us to kiss.  Not just any normal kiss,
but a kiss with so much love and passion that it just radiated off our
bodies.

                  His mouth escaped a cute whimper as our kissing
continued.  His smooth body felt so good with my hands roaming around him.
Every part of him, I loved and everything ABOUT him, I loved.  I never
wanted this moment to end, but we had to come up for air.  Both of us were
breathing hard, not able to take off our gazes towards each other.  There
was an addiction that I couldn't explain.  The more we looked at each
other, the more we wanted it, love.

            "Bobby, I love you."

            "Jason wake up."

            "Huh?  What the fuck was that?"

            "Wake up."

What was happening?  My head was throbbing really badly and there was this
horrible echo in my head.  I was just trying to go back to kissing Bobby
but that annoying echo continued.

            "Wake up . . ."

Then it hit me, a blinding light streaming across my eyes.  AAAhhh it
hurts.  "Oh, sorry baby."

            It was just like the dream; Bobby was blocking the light with
this angelic glow around his face.  Sigh . . . he's so beautiful.  "Where
am I?"

            "Your in the hospital."  Bobby said about to cry.

            "Why you crying baby."

            "Noth. . . nothing, it's just that I missed you soo much."  He
gave me big hug.

            "It's ok I'm awake."

Nurses and doctors entered the room.  I never really liked doctors much and
it really made me feel uncomfortable.  Bobby held my hand tighter trying to
make me feel better and it did, till they told him to exit because they
needed to check up on me.  Our hands were broken from its bond and I
already missed him.  He mouthed I love you and left.  Haha he can be real
adorable when he wanted to be.

            The next few days later, when all the doctors and nurses left,
it was just I sitting there bored as ever with nothing to do.  I spent the
whole day lying on my bed watching old Hulk movies.  The hospital didn't
have much cable; so I couldn't see, "Queer as Folk" or anything like that.
I don't think they would of even allowed those kinds of shows in a place
like that.  With nothing else better to do I thought about having an
intelligent conversation with the boy next to me.  There was a new patient
next to my bed as well trying to kill some time with the T.V.  He was
around my age, but looked a little more mature.  "So, you bored too huh?"

He smiled back at me and replied, "Hell yeah, if I don't get out of this
hospital soon . . . OMG.  I don't know what I'll do."

            "Yeah, well at least there's some people coming to visit you or
something right?"  He looked at me with a hurt expression.  "I don't think
so."

            "Why not!?"  I was shocked.

            "Not anymore, I think?  Ever since this happened to me."

            "What happened."

He seemed to be getting more uncomfortable as I asked more questions.  I
felt really bad and stopped.  Who am I to ask questions about other
people's lives, it felt wrong and stupid.  So I apologized, but he didn't
answer.  I guess he didn't accept it.  It's cool though, I understand why.
After a few more minutes of uncomfortable silence, he spoke up.  "I got
beat by a bunch kids from my school."

            "What?  Why the fuck would they do that."

            "I don't know."

I knew he was leaving something behind.  Maybe it was another big secret I
shouldn't go to that would make him sad again.  "Look if you don't want to
talk about it, I'll understand."

            "No, I do; but I don't think you would of liked what I was
about to tell you."

            "It ok, I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, man."  I showed him
my broken arm and leg.  "Umm, I guess, but you probably would later."

            "Dude, I'm probably the most understanding-"

            "I'm gay."  He said cutting me off from finishing my sentence.

My jaw dropped and he noticed my expression.  He probably thought that I
hated him, but really I was surprised that there was another person who was
like me, being gay and all.  It was creepy actually, but cool at the same
time.  I started chuckling a little.  Maybe it was the wrong thing to do at
that moment, but I couldn't help myself.  "Dude, don't worry about it."

            He looked really scared, but after I told him that, he calmed
down.  "Actually, I am gay too."  His jaw also dropped.  "Oh my g-."He was
speechless and couldn't find the words to say what he wanted to say.
"Really you are?"  It was funny the way he said it.  Gays seemed to be such
a tabooed thing; almost like catching the cooties.  I wanted to tell him
everything.  Like about Bobby, love, sex, my opinion, society, and etc.
"Yeah really, actually-."

            The nursed entered before I could of finished and she told me
to sit in a wheelchair.  I told the boy goodbye and sat on the wheelchair.
"Where am I going?"

            "It's a surprise."

That really made me thought about what that surprise could really be.  As
the nurse pushed my wheelchair through the hallways to the visitor's area,
I was indeed surprised.  It was Bobby!  He looked so sexy with that outfit
he was wearing.  God, I missed him so much.  It wasn't that long ago since
I last met him.  But I still couldn't live another day without seeing him
smile.  It was something that really had to be seen, well, for me it had to
be.  That simple smirk he gave me just made me melt on my wheelchair.
"Hehe, hey how you doing?"  Even his voice was sexy.

            Sigh, " Hehe, uumm nothing much, I just missed you these past
couple of days."

            "Yeah me too, hehe god, I can't stop giggling."

            I whispered to him and said, "I think it's cute.  You are soo
adorable, you know that."

That really made him blush.  His cheeks were red all over.  There was soo
much I wanted to tell him.  But I couldn't put my feelings into words to
show exactly `how' much I loved him.  "I miss you so much.  I don't know
what to say."

            "But I sure do know what to do about it."  I gave him a wink.

            "Haha, you are such a horn dog."

            "But I'm your horn dog."  I said chuckling.

            "Shhh, people can hear you."  He whispered.

            "I don't care if people know that I love you."

He really didn't know how to respond to that.  Those three simple words
really meant something to me, no actually `us'.  A stray tear left his eye
and slid down his cheek.  It was a heart felt moment, which really made me
wanted to kiss him.  "Hehe, I know what you want to do right now."  He said
teasing me.

            "Aaww com'on.  You better give me one before you leave.  Or
else."

            "Or else what?"

I used my unbroken arm and gave his cock a quick squeeze.  Obviously, he
jumped back, but I think he liked it.  Well, that's what his growing cock
over there was telling me.  "Haha, ok ok ok." He said giving up.

            He looked around to see who was looking. And when the coast was
clear, he planted the most innocent kiss I could of asked for.  It lasted a
little longer than I think he expected to, but when his tongue was about to
come into my mouth, he stopped himself.  Damn it was about to get good too.
We said our goodbyes and left the area.  I returned to my room and found
that my roommate was waiting for me.  But it was getting late, so I told
him, "I'll tell you every tomorrow." and slept the night away dreaming
about Bobby.


Sowwie, it took me sucha long to continue with this story.  A friend of
mine said it was really good.  So I just started with a few words then BOOM
I couldn't stop.  If you have any comments or ideas I would be glad to hear
from anybody.  So TELL ME or else I DON'T know what you think.

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