Date: Thu, 6 Feb 2003 18:30:40 -0500
From: Jasin Chau <magic2312@msn.com>
Subject: young and dangerous 3

I know that this is pretty much a bad story, probably cause I been trying
something new, but I guess this isn't working out.  This was actually based
on a movie and my love mixed to make it more suspenseful.  Hope this is
what everybody is wanting.  This story is actually different from finding
Bobby, but I can understand if you misunderstood and put it with 'Finding
Bobby' because of me keeping the name the same. I did this because those
are the people that I care for and I can't write if I do change them.

BEEP.BEEP.BEEP "Wha.whats that.where am I," I asked barely earing myself
speak.  " AARRGGHZ," I felt a sharp pain on my side and from opening my
eyes too quickly, damn that blazing white light.  But out of all this pain
I felt some comfort and some warmth around my back as if someone was
hugging me.  Someone was hugging me!  Who was it though.  I asked, " who
are you." Still barely able to open my eyes. (I was in a hospital)

The Stranger as it seemed just responded, " SSHH its ok I'm here for you."

That person sounds soo familiar I wonder if it is...

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"Steve is that you," I asked turning around to see if it was.  "Steve why
are you here I thought you were to busy making out with your girlfriend."

Seeing me smile he hugged me even tighter.  He told me, "Actually I was,
but after a while, I noticed you didn't come home for more than an hour and
I wondered if you were ok.  So I went out on a search for you.  Luckily I
found you in time or you could of died.  You scared me, I thought I lost
you for a second," giving me a gentle squeeze on my hand.

I felt good that someone cared for me.  That Steve always knows how show up
on the right time.  The warmth from his body cuddling me and his rhythmic
breathing kind of lullabied me to sleep.  I felt good in his arms.  Still I
felt pain on my side before I woke up.  But I was careful to open my eyes
slowly to not let the lights blind me.

But when I opened my eyes I saw Steve staring at me.  He quickly closed his
eyes and pretended to fall asleep.  I knew he was looking at me and I just
had to ask.  After all these years of friendship and me actually having a
crush on him before Bobby.  I had to know, "huh Steve, I have to tell you
something.  I know you are awake, stop pretending."

He opened his eyes and looked down in shame for being caught.  Why am I
going to tell him something that is going to change our whole lives?  I
don't know, but I have to risk it. " Steve, I am gay."  He looked up at me
dumbfounded, "WHAT!?"  From the same response of shock I knew, I knew I was
going to get the same treatment from Bobby and I just couldn't bare the
pain any longer.  I started crying.

He lifted my chin with his gentle fingers and looked into my eyes.  "
Sorry, but you just caught me by surprise.  I didn't mean to act all
shocked.  You were like just out of the blue and told me you were gay.  It
doesn't matter to me Jason.  Don't worry about it."

I sighed and was relieved from the pressure and him assuring me.  But he
also surprised me by him gently leaning forward giving me the sweetest
kiss.  His warm embarrass made me melt in his arms.  My body practically
went limp on his body, but he broke our lip lock.  He left me breathless
and panting for air.  Steve looked at me shyly and blushed red around his
adorable cheeks.  This time it was him looking down in shame.  And it was
MY turn to lift his chin up to tell him, " Steve, I didn't know you were."
His face tensed up and got up before I could say anything else.  I grabbed
his hand quickly and didn't want to let go.  Our hands separated when Steve
tugged it a little harder and escaped.  I quickly felt alone again and
didn't understand this feeling that had suddenly filled my body.  It was
spark of electricity going to every part of my body.  And this feeling in
my stomach that caused me to smile ear to ear.

Did Steve like me in that sort of way.  Sure we had been friends for the
longest time, but I never knew he could have had feelings for ME.  He
seemed so perfect, so STRAIGHT.  Maybe that's what I liked about him.  He
wasn't one of those people that act overly gay.  Like talking with a lisp
and wearing things that give you away without even looking.  I wanted to be
a gay GUY.  As if, I was just any other person walking down the street.  I
wanted to be just a face in the crowds of people.  I don't need to look
distinguished, its just not me.  But Steve, he never acted, dressed,
talked, or even dated any body that would had given him away, to even think
that he could remotely be GAY.

It was all too crazy.  Some how this craziness, might have spark back that
crush that I had with Steve.  Steve was just so much like me in any other
way.  It was a bond that I can't describe.  Like when I am doing something
and I couldn't finish, Steve would be there for me.  He completed me in
some ways no one else could.  If I was lost, I have a feeling Steve could
find me and he did just that.  He found me.

>From all that thinking and new rush of feelings that I had, I couldn't
really sleep that well.  I was lucky that I couldn't because I heard
someone opening the door.  A slow creek slowly revealed a figured that was
covered in a shadow from the lights behind.  I couldn't make out the figure
and was scared.  Butterflies were swarming around my stomach and I
panicked.  I grabbed the first thing that was nearest to me.  What! A bed
pan? damn, but it would do for now.  The dark figured walked closer and
when it came close enough to me, WHAM.  I smacked that sucker with that bed
pan as hard as I could.

After that I saw the dark figure drop down with a loud thud on the floor.
I turned on my lamp light from side of me.  "Oh my God, Bobby what the hell
are you doing here" I said a little shocked.

" Damn, I didn't think you would be this surprise to see me" He said
rubbing his head.

" Awww dude I'm sorry I thought it was the killer trying to stab me again."

"Yeah I heard, so that's why I brought some flowers and WAS about to wish
you well, but now I'm not sure" Bobby said with a smile.

Funny, I thought Bobby hated me.  Why all of a sudden, he just changes his
attitude about me being a fag (he use to say) to a friend that he NOW cares
about.  I asked, " I thought you hated me, tell me why are you really
here."

He looked at me a little teary eyed from my comment and said, " You know
Jason, I never really hated you.  It was just that when you kissed me,
something happened.  I liked it!  That's why I haven't been talking to any
one lately.  Somehow I discovered something new.  I have feelings for you."

He tried to kiss me, but the sad thing is I turned my head.  " Bobby, I'm
sorry, but when you left me alone all that time.  I kind of found someone
else.  I'm not sure he likes me or not, but I have feeling for him again,
honest."

He didn't expect me to fall for someone else, and I could see it that he
still liked me through his eyes.  But he had to understand that my feelings
for him were washed away after all those nights of me soaked in tears of
unbelievable pain of me thinking, am I alone in this world?  Even though
there is some feelings left, I can't deny the fact that Steve has taken
over.  Every time I see him, he leaves a trail of happiness that I can't
explain, but it seems like we were meant to be and that trail of happiness
was left for me to find him and be in love.

"I understand.  It was my fault to leave you like that.  But try to
understand that it took me awhile for me to find out I like guys.  And it
was YOU that help me find that out.  And I guess I thank for that."  Bobby
finished what he had say and left.

I could hear him gasp for air.  He is trying so hard not to let me get to
him.  But I could tell that I broke his heart.  Bobby walked to exit the
door and threw away the flowers in the trash can next to it.  Damn, I just
woke from being stabbed and now I have to deal with all this drama.  Sleep
finally slowly crept in and I was knocked out till I was shaken awake, by
who else, but Steve.

Seeing his face in the morning and just thinking about his name made me
sigh.  I felt so light and just wanted to be held by him.  He did just that
and I was surprised that he knew what I wanted.  Steve said, " good morning
lover boy.  I came early and brought you something to eat since I know how
you like eating so much."

God he knows me all too well, I was starving.  And that mad me love him
even more. He always knew what I needed.  But what I needed now is not food
but a.

Steve kissed me gently and teased me a little by biting my bottom lip a
little.  Sigh.this was so heaven.  I parted my lips to allow him to slide
his tongue in my mouth.  Since I never kissed anybody it took me awhile to
get a hang of it, but I got it.  You could hear smacking noises from our
lips constantly kissing each other.  His hands went behind my back and he
held me closer to him.  I felt his warm body press close against mine.  I
felt so complete.  He came in to my life and blinded me with his love. With
him by my side, I felt nothing can stop this moment.

Sadly though it was interrupted by him knocking over a drink he got for me.
" Damn.  Don't worry I got that."  He got up, but I quickly pulled him back
on top of me.  And kissed him more.  We didn't even come back up for air.
And his visiting time just seemed to have pass by to 20 minutes.  His hands
which WAS on my back slowly went down to my butt cheeks.  He gave them a
firm squeeze.  That made me whimper a little and made my bulge in my
hospital gown stick up even more than it ever could before.  Bliss, can not
even describe what this feeling I am having now.  All I knew then was I
didn't want it to stop.

Steve's hungry hands reached down to the bottom of my hospital gown and he
went up to the opening.  In there, he could feel anything he wanted to and
he did.  Those hands of his slowly went up to my thighs and those damn
graceful hands rubbed me in the rite way all the time.  Every second of
this sent waves of electricity all over my body and I shivered in delight.
Finally his hands reached up to my aching cock.  His hands went up to my
member and stroked it.  " AAWWW STEVE don't stop that feels so good." I
managed to say escaping our lip lock for that one second and went back
locking before I could finish.

Steve lifted my hospital gown and it revealed my rock hard member.  He
shifted his weight towards my cock and knocked more food over that stupid
tray of his, but he didn't care, we were to lost in lust.  When his lips
touched the head of my penis I couldn't help, but gasp.  Faint whimpers
escaped my mouth more often as he continued to bob his head in a rhythm
that made my world go blank.  My eyes rolled back and my free hands had
nothing to do, but ruff up his hair.  Oh God, he just did this thing with
his tongue where it swirls around my cock.  I couldn't take it, I can't
hold back.  "AAAWWW STEVE!!!"

But I guess me screaming his name only made him go faster.  He bobbed
fiercely down my shaft as I exploded into his hungry mouth.  My Back
arched, my muscles stiffed, and my toes curled.  After each squirt he
swallowed acceptingly and didn't miss a drop.  Well after that I was spent.
Steve went up to my face and looked at me with those beautiful and adorable
eye that I couldn't resist to jut get lost in.  He can see me, the true me,
my soul.  A sweet simple kiss he gave me made me wanted more, but I
couldn't, I was still recovering from my orgasm and I probably had this
stupid blissful love look.  That only made him smile more.  Steve sighed
and rested his head on my chest.  We both fell asleep in that hospital and
woke in the morning when someone walked in.



I hope you liked this one at least.  This story I liked. It really describe
how I feel about Steve.  This is the fantasy version of me and Steve, but I
wish could really be with him.  He really completes me.  We talk sometimes
none stop till we too tired to talk.  I liked that.  While Bobby is just a
person I liked because he is more like eye candy, but seems really sweet
around people.  Too bad though they are both straight, or that's what I
think they are.  Steve just broke wit his girl and I feel not as jealous
anymore.  But I hope he finds someone he likes and the same goes with
Bobby.  Even though I am heartthrob myself, I heard from all the ladies.  I
can tell my my life in high school and to end of my life is gonna be a
lonely one.

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