Date: Sun, 11 Jan 2009 07:56:12 -0800 (PST)
From: Christoper Lock <yoyodrumssex@yahoo.com>
Subject: finding love on the field chapter 1, High School

This is my story, read it if you will, but if you know that you shouldn't
be reading this, then don't, this story is a slow process, im still
learning how to write so bare with me, suggestions or comments on my story
is appreciated, CONSTRUCTIVE criticism is welcomed. This is a love story,
sure sex will come, but not just yet, if your patient enough then read on.
And thanks in advance for reading my story.

FINDING LOVE ON THE FIELD

El Dorado fucking High, god its bad enough that I have to deal with new
faces and new surroundings at my new school, but to be brought here during
my senior year of high school is just plain old bull shit.  Your probably
wondering why im making such a fuss about being at a new school, I mean do
I really have to explain it? Being the new kid isn't a title you would want
to be stuck with. I had a great life back in Hawaii, but out of nowhere it
was taken from me, thanks to dad and his genius of an idea to move to
California, that and the hefty paycheck he's going to be receiving for
transferring hospitals to be their top surgeon, I guess it isnt that bad,
for him anyways.

Sorry for getting off track there, the names Trevor White, 18 years old and
is officially the "new kid" in El Dorado High, I would say im 6'0 and weigh
in at a good solid 180lbs, thanks to lifting and football I would have to
say im in pretty good shape, im half white and half Filipino you could say
I got my genes from my dad, god knows Filipino people are never tall, but I
got my tan complexion from my mom and my somewhat asian features, but I
have brown hair from my dad.

Back to the story, as I was saying me and dad moved here over the summer to
get away from things, the main issue being that mom died due to breast
cancer about a year and a half ago and lets just say things have taken a
turn for the worse, so this was dads idea of a fresh start and a new life
for us, but if you ask me hes just running from his problems rather than
solve it. After my mom died he has been distant, always working, before her
death we would be a family and have time for each other, they would attend
my games and watch me play, now hes to preoccupied to do anything let alone
see me play.  I play tight end back in Hawaii, I might say im pretty good,
but kids from Cali. are a whole different league but I play pretty damn
good football, I don't mean to toot my own horn but I received all state
honors during my sophomore and junior year, its going to be a long shot for
me to make the Musketeers team, but like my mom said to me when I was just
a kid, " your dad and me never made it to where we are now by having things
handed to us, we worked our ass off and made sacrifices for this family to
live the way we live now, so if you want something, work for it, and when
you do that, things will fall into place."  With those words embedded into
my brain ive learned to work hard all my life, by getting good grades, and
working my ass off for the sport that I love.  Speaking of football ive got
tryouts today after school.

And with that i started to walk towards my first period class, well tried
to anyways, this school is 3x bigger than my old one.  But as I tried to
find my way around I heard some yelling. " Fucking faggot! Your gonna see
what happens when you look at us, you piece of shit!."  As I turned the
corner three guys were kicking and punching this guy on the floor who
looked like he couldn't even defend himself.  I was brought up to always
look after myself and let no one push me around, but knowing that they
could easily break him in two , I ran towards them. I pushed one of the
guys off. " get off of him you fucking punks! Fight someone your own size."
They stopped what they were doing and started to run off the opposite
direction of the hallway, fucking punks, beating up on people that cant
fend for themselves is a coward move in my book, I helped the guy out, who
looked to be about 5'8 but at kind of lanky at 135-40 at most. "hey you
okay bro?" I asked the guy brushed off his clothes and looked at me , "
yeah man im good, thanks, those bastards never quit." I gave him a once
over, he wasn't bad looking by any means, he had dark blonde hair, with a
nice complexion to his face, the glasses made him nerdy than he actually
looks, and the wardrobe could do some work too, plaid shirt with khaki
pants and loafers scream "beat me!"  But he wasn't my type, I like my guys
to have more meat on them than this guy does, oh did I mention I was gay?
But you already knew that, why would you read this if I weren't right?

Knowing that I was really late for class and really loss i started to
speak, " hey bro listen, im kinda new to your school and I need to get to
Advance History, uhmmmm a Mr. Alvarez, know where that is?" he looked at me
confused, hes probably thinking what a jock of a guy like me is doing in
advanced classes, like I said I worked hard in school.  " its down the hall
on your third right." I nodded "appreciate it bro, names Trevor by the
way. " I extended my hand and so did he, " Sheldon, and thanks again for
saving me, appreciate it a lot." I Just smiled and started to head off. "
No problem man, see you around." And I headed for history class.

Upon entering the class room to Mr. Alvarez's class the tardy bell rang
indicating that I was late, and standing in front of everyone, I walked
towards the man I presume to be the teacher and handed my paper in, as he
looked over my transcript I scoped the class noticing that a couple of
girls were huddled up together eyeing me, and off to the side I noticed a
real good looking guy about the same size as me, looking in my direction,
he was a football player, I can tell with his letterman jacket with the
school logo.  Mr. Alvarez spoke, " class we got ourselves a new student,
introduce your self." Ugh, god I hated introductions, but whatever might as
well get it over with, I scanned the class as I spoke " nothing much to
say, im Trevor, im from Hawaii, got transferred here due to my dads job
relocation, I play football, and that's about it."  A perky blonde girl
raised her hand and asked, " names Jessica, so you got a girlfriend?"

all the girls around her listened intently, this is just great, what the
fuck is this 21 questions? I just gave her a fake smile and said, " no, not
at the moment."  She just smiled and turned to her friends.  Meanwhile
Mr. Alvarez spoke up, " Trevor why don't you sit where ever theres a free
desk." I kindly nodded and started to walk towards the back when I heard a
guy speak, " you intend to tryout for football?" I turned to the guy with
the letterman jacket, he had a smug look on his face, I just stared at him
and gave him the same look back, " count on it bro."  With that I sat down
at my desk, history class was boring me and we had about 20min. left of
class, the teacher was asking the class who would they consider to be an
evil person in history, you got your usual Hitler and Saddam Hussein
answer, but mr. smug rose his hand, " ah yes Zach, you got someone in
mind?" Hmmm, Zach, a nice enough name, he started to speak,

"I would have to say Pol Pot and the Khmer Rogue regime. " Wow, okay didn't
expect him to say that, who knew he read books and listened in class, smart
and sexy, deadly combination.  I couldnt let the smug jock out do me so I
raised my hand, " yes Trevor? Got someone in mind?" I just smiled and said,
" Christopher Columbus."  Everyone turned around and looked at me with
expressions of are you serious? To what? I was smiling inside, Zach spoke,
" he discovered the place where we live at now, how can you say that?"  I
just answered him , " He may have done so, but by coming in contact with
the indians he, along with his crew members brought over diseases such as
smallpox that killed millions and those that still lived were turned into
slaves to do Columbus's bidding." And with that, the bell rang, everyone
started to pack their things and so did I, but I couldn't help but feel as
if someone was staring at me so I turned around and caught Zach staring at
me, but noticing that he was caught he packed up and left.  I did too but
not before being pulled off to the side by Mr. Alvarez, " hey great answer
to the topic Trevor I can tell that you know your stuff and wont have a
hard time in this class." I just smiled and nodded, " thanks."

God Im so hungry, after finishing with my second period I had to fuel up
for try outs.  As I got my tray and headed towards a vacant table I saw
Sheldon by himself so I opt to sit by him, "hey mind if I eat here?"  He
looked up from his tray, " oh hey whats up Trevor, yeah go ahead sit." With
that I sat, but not before I noticed Zach and his crew of people across the
table eating, im pretty sure he saw me look his way. Sheldon interrupted
me, " that's Zach and his goons over there, bunch of stuck up football ass
holes if you ask me," I had to laugh when he said that, " I play football
too, am I stuck up?" He kinda went a bit red, "oh, you do? Well your cool
in my book." I just nodded, " yeah I met that Zach guy already, a smug
prick." I saw Sheldon take a bite from food and spoke, " well that prick is
the Quarterback of this school, everyone hails him because he can throw a
ball." Ahhh so Zach is the Quarterback huh? No wonder he acts like an
ass. I turned my eyes towards Sheldon, " what sport do you play?" After
taking another bite of food, " not into sports, I draw, well graffiti
anyways, it was good enough to land me a scholarship at Art Institute of
California." I just nodded as I ate, " Cool , couple of my friends back
home do that too, they were good enough to start up their own t-shirt line
back in Hawaii."  And with that the bell rang, I bumped fist with Sheldon
and left for my final two classes.

With school finally being done I ran to the field where the meeting was
being held at.  As I got there I heard the coach speak. " the names Coach
Anderson, there's only three rules you have to abide by if you want to play
on my team, you waste my time for being late imma waste yours after
practice with laps, you listen to me and the other assistants here and
you'll be just fine, and lastly I need you to maintain good grades, the
school needs a 2.5 from you, I want a 3.0 if not you sit out and watch. Are
we clear?" and I heard the team yell "yes sir!"  With that we got separated
into offense and defense, me being on the offense I got positioned by the
coach to be a tight end, it was a practice drill meant for him to see if we
can fallow routes , I was to do slant out to the right, but when I got into
position I clearly see the guy watching me too far out, with my speed I
know I can make him bite and instead im going to go slant out left, with
the ball being hiked a stutter juked him and got open where surprisingly
Zach saw me and tossed me the ball, I ran for 30 yards and the touchdown
and in the process running over a linebacker square on his ass. But before
I could celebrate coach blew the whistle, " White! Get your ass over
here!." Fuck what the hell did I do now? I jogged towards him " yes coach?"
he waited for me to come closer, " explain to me why you didn't slant right
like the play indicated?" I got kind of nervous, I know he said that it had
to be his way but I had the guy clearly beat, " I was about to coach, but
when I saw the guy clearly stacking himself to the right I had a clear lane
to slant left." He just nodded and looked at me, " that was a good read,
kids your age don't usually see that mismatch when up on the line, more
plays like that can land you a first string position. Now get back out
there."  I just nodded and ran back into the huddle.

" alright boys bring it in." coach Anderson yelled, and we all huddled up,
" good day today, unfortunately some of you will be cut, its not that your
skills weren't up to par, but this year is a tight competition to get those
remaining slots filled up. Good practice, and see you guys tomorrow for the
final cut."  With that I started to walk off to the showers but my name got
called, " White!" I turned around to see coach, " yeah coach?" I continued
to walk closer to him, " good practice today son, I like what im seeing so
far from you, with your size I could use you for our vacant tight end and
cornerback position, you interested?"  cornerback? I don't even know how to
line up for defense let alone be able to guard, " I would love to coach,
but Ive never played cornerback in my life."  He patted my shoulder, "
don't worry about that my coaches will show you how, and your gonna line up
for defense tomorrow and see what you got, now hit the showers."

Defense? This whole time I was practicing to be a tight end and now I got
to play defense?  I put on my pants and a black tank top and my hat and
started to pack up my things. " hey good read on that safety bro."  I
turned to see that it was Zach talking, I smiled and nodded, " it was
pretty easy, that guy gave me to much room, I couldn't pass up the open
field." He laughed, " yeah he had it coming, and you messed up Jason pretty
bad too!." I was confused now, " who" he continued to smile, " the
linebacker you ran over? Hes the defensive captain, haha hes real pissed
that you knocked him down hard."  Ahhh during that touchdown play, I
remember knocking someone down, " oh him, yeah I just got lucky, I had the
momentum and I put more leverage to get him down."  Zach just nodded, " I
came here to ask also if you wanted to come with me and the guys to the
shack for some food."  Fuck I got Trig homework to do, but to pass
 up the invitation by this hunk of a guy to chill, I know what I chose, "
yeah im down, you want to ride with me? I don't know how to get there."  He
just nodded, " sure thing, you ready? Theyre waitng out side."  "yeah," I
responded back.

Me and Zach headed to my Black 2007 Lincoln Mark LT, I know what your
thinking im a spoiled kid, but I worked hard for this truck, the deal was
for me to average out a 3.5gpa or higher throughout my high school career
and I could pick which one I wanted, luckily enough my dad had the money,
but that doesn't mean im going to slack off in school now that I have my
baby.

"Dude this is your car?"

I can clearly see that Zach was surprised to see me with a car like this,
now that I think of it as I scanned the parking lot most of the kids rode
sedans rather than trucks, I guess being brought up in Hawaii everyone
there had trucks so it was easy for me to pick this one out.

"yeah, got it as a present from my dad for getting good grades."

I unlocked the car and mentioned for him to get in.  Off we go.



We had a good conversation while heading to the Shack, I found out that me
and Zach have the same taste in music and in clothing, he also filled me in
on his family life, he has a little brother and his parents work too much
for him to care about. Now that im getting to know Zach he doesn't seem to
be that bad of a guy, maybe it was just me and my clouded judgments that
made me think he was an ass, but I could've sworn that he was staring at me
on a couple of occasions, or maybe that was just me.



When we got inside the place was a total chaos, so much high school kids
grabbing orders and moving in and out of booths to talk with friends, I
just fallowed Zach to a big booth that were occupied with 3 huge guys.

" Guys this is Trevor, Trevor that over there is Spike." Pointing out a
very handsome latino male. " He plays running back." He just nodded and I
did the same. " that over there is Lee." Pointing me to a red headed and
freckled beast, he looked like a ginger kid version of Frankenstein, that's
how big he was. He said hi and i nodded and said hi too. " And this guy
right here, is Jason, captain of the defensive squad, and if im not
mistaken, you flattened him out during your play." Everyone started
laughing, but I can tell Jason was clearly embarrassed, he just nodded and
said hey, he looked kind of shy, or maybe he was too embarrassed.  As we
sat, Lee spoke.

" you're the all star tight end in Hawaii aren't you? I read about you and
how USC and Texas visited you to be recruited." I turned completely red,
yeah sure I got a visit but I didn't think that people knew about that, I
mean im from Hawaii I thought people only knew Hawaii as a tourist spot.

"uhm, yeah during junior year they contacted me, but nothing finalized, I
gotta make your team to continue playing."  I saw Zach smiling and he said.

"The way you pummeled Jason, there's no doubt that your going to make the
team." Every one went hysterical, and Jason got more red with emberassment,
he looked cute all embarrassed, he caught me staring and we both just
smiled, then he spoke.

" Don't get use to tackling me, before you know it im going to have you
pinned to the ground, I promise." And he winked.  I was kind of caught off
guard with that, did I hear what I thought I heard? And it seemed like the
guys never caught on.  I was sitting in between Jason and Trevor, and I
swear to god that I kept feeling Jasons knees hit mine, or was I just
hallucinating? With some more chit chat I got to find out that Spike is
considering to play for a Cal school, as well as Lee, but Trevor was
considering an East Coast School, I wonder why so far, but before Jason got
to tell me his we all decided to leave. As we all walked out side I
remembered I took Zach with me.

" Hey Zach do you still need a ride home?" He was talking with Jason and I
was wondering what they were talking about but Zach spoke up afterwards.

" uhm yeah, actually I do, but could Jason get a ride as well?" Hmm I
wouldn't mind, as long as he didn't live past me.

"yeah that's fine, I live near Madison Street by the school."  Jason
nodded.

"that's cool, I live like a street away from you, do you mind dropping me
off?" God no I don't mind, wait Trev, don't get to hot and bothered, guys
like Zach and Jason are straight, so stop it. I had to play it cool.

" Nah its not a problem, you guys get in."



We all made small talk as I was dropping both guys off, I had to drop Zach
off first.

" Aight Trev, thanks for the ride bro."

"Don't mention it man, see you tomorrow." And we bumped fist, so did he and
Jason.  Now it was time to drop off this hunk of a man, but he interrupted
my thoughts before I could get deeper into my fantasy.

" You know your going to make the team right?" I looked at him.

"Huh? What makes you say that? I mean I hope I make it", does he know
something that I don't?, he pressed on.

" The way you read that play and got open for the touchdown, coach likes
playmakers on his team."

"thanks, I think he might have liked the fact that I can knock down a
linebacker too, don't you think?" I had to put that in, I looked at him and
he was just smiling from ear to ear shaking his head.

"your never gonna let me live that down are you?" I started to laugh.

" nope, not one bit." He just kept smiling.

"man you know how to kick a guy when hes down huh?" I looked at him, did i
take it too far?

"hey, listen I was just playing around bro." He nodded.

" yeah I know, its cool, I was just messing with you." We both looked at
each other, im thinking longer than two guys who just met should be
looking.

" soooo..." He stammered, but continued.

" you got a girlfriend back home? Or found any girls you fancy here?" I
couldn't breathe, why do questions like that always ruin the moment? I mean
I cant just tell him im into guys.

" uhm... No , no girlfriend or any girls here."  There I didn't lie, but I
couldn't tell him the truth neither.  Then a stroke a genius flowed through
my veins, and I looked at him now.

" how bout you? Any girl friends?" when I asked him that he just smiled.

"No, im into guys." WOAH!!!!!!! What the fuck? Did he just say that? No he
couldn't have. How can he be so open like that.

" Did you just say your into guys?" by now I had parked in front of his
house.

" yes I did say that, and people in school know, but you would be surprise
how open minded people in this school can be."  Wow, I would have never
pegged Jason to be gay, at 6'4 240lbs of solid muscle, I would have thought
other wise.

" really? And people are actually cool with it?" He just nodded.

"At first it was rough the guys on the team looked at me different, acted
different too, but not Spike, Lee or Zach, they stuck around with me, and
the coachs, when they found out they told me that my skills on the field
and my character off the field wouldn't cloud their judgements on how they
see me." He was smiling the whole time he said that, I envied him at the
moment, to have that freedom that I long to crave.

"Your parents know?" He unlocked the door, but before getting out he turned
to me.

"Come out and chill with me on my porch."  I didn't want to say no, and it
was nice to know that i final ly know someone other than myself who's gay.

"sure, im down."

As we sat down, Jason started to answer the question I had asked him just a
second ago.

" my parents, well lets just say its complicated, I think they have a clue
that I am but just don't want to admit that their only boy is gay, they
love me im sure, I hear it a lot from both of them, and I know they
wouldn't do anything drastic like kick me out or disown me if I were to
tell them, they have close friends that are gay or in a gay relationship,
but in the back of my head I just dont want to disappoint them, I feel that
once I tell them our dynamics as a family would never be the same, but down
the road I have to be honest with them, sooner or later."  I know exactly
where he was coming from, I didn't want to disappoint my father, he's all I
have left and if things were to change I wouldn't know what I would do
either.  I had to at least tell him I know where he was coming from, he was
sharing a part of himself to me the least I could was reciprocate.

" I know exactly where your coming from."  I said this as I turned to him,
in return he did the same but with a confused look all over his face.

" you do? Are you saying that your?"

" Gay? Yeah I am, I had to at least tell you, you were laying out some
heavy stuff on the table, plus if I told you I would have someone to talk
to about my feelings now."  He was just staring and listening intently to
every word I was saying.

"Wow" he said. I turned to him now.

"what?"

"I never thought that you would be gay."

"me? How bout you? I feel the exact same about you, I never would have
guessed either." He just nodded in agreement and spoke.

"yeah I was born and raised around sports, and I guess being around
straight acting testosterone filled men molds you in that way, to say the
least." I had to agree with him ,all I knew was football and school, and
being in sports toughens you up. I spoke up,

" yeah I know where your coming from, and im guessing if your like me, your
not into flamboyant guys?"

He just nodded and said yep. In the midst of our conversation it seem like
the more we talked about our personal life the closer he got to me, I could
have sworn that he was a few feet away from me.

" so now that I know your gay, do you have a boyfriend?"  i guess I could
tell him that I don't.

"no,no boyfriend, I don't do clubs or any of that stuff, how bout you? Im
guessing you have one?" he shook his no.

"nope, im on the same boat as you, ive been so focused on getting into a
good school that I had no time to look I guess." I had to agree with that,
the classes im taking this year is crucial for me to get great scholarships
and better schools.  We were both just sitting down in a comfortable
silence, but I could feel his hand grazing my hand, I don't know what to
make of it so I just pulled away, and looked at my watch.  1am! What the
fuck! Weve been talking for that long? I got up and started to stretch.

" listen Jason, I got to get going man, we got school tomorrow, but it was
good talking with you man."  He got up and stretched as well.

" same her Trev, hey listen can I ask you something?"  I stopped what I was
doing and looked at him.

" sure whats up bro?" I can see that he was thinking something but I just
don't know what. Then he spoke.

"Idontknowifimmovingtofastorifyoureveninterestedinmebutwouldyouliketogograbdinnersometime?"

Woah...I barely caught what he said.

" woah buddy slow it down, what was it again?" this time he sighed.

"I don't know if im moving to fast, but I feel like I want to get to know
you, maybe over dinner or something."  I had to process it all in, but it
clicked, hes asking me out?

"uhm...sure, yeah dinner would be cool, had a date in mind?" he just smiled
and nodded, man I could really get used to his smile, I noticed that he had
one dimple on his right cheek every time he smiled,I liked it.

"is tomorrow after practice to soon?" he sounded eager, and I had nothing
planned so what the heck.

"hehe, yeah that's cool.  So lets talk tomorrow at school then?" he just
nodded.

"yeah sure."

"cool, okay imma head off, gotta get some shut eye." I was walking towards
my car but before I could open my door, Jason tapped my shoulder, and as I
turned around he kissed my cheek. He was all smiles now.

"drive safe okay?" I was blushing, me blushing, all I could do was nod and
start my car.



Im starting to like California already...



Kinda long? Sorry, I had to set up my characters so you would get to know
them.  Comments email me at: yoyodrumssex@yahoo.com its my old email don't
ask how I got the name...