Date: Thu, 29 Jul 2010 09:58:20 -0700 (PDT)
From: Christoper Lock <yoyodrumssex@yahoo.com>
Subject: finding love on the field chp. 9, high school section

This is my story, read it if you will, but if you know that you shouldn't
be reading this, then don't, this story is a slow process, im still
learning how to write so bare with me, suggestions or comments on my story
is appreciated, CONSTRUCTIVE criticism is welcomed. This is a love story,
sure sex will come, but not just yet, if your patient enough then read on.
And thanks in advance for reading my story.

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*trying something new, alot asked about sheldon and zach so heres whats
going on with them so far...enjoy!

(Sheldons POV)

`WTF am I doing here'

`WTF am I doing here'

Those were the only thoughts that came swirling into my head as I walked up
the sidewalk into the blaring packed house, I knew this was a bad idea, but
I promised Zach that I would show up if they won.

But then again even if they lost they would have some sort of an excuse to
party on a Saturday night and I still would have gone, just to keep the
communication flowing that started between me and Zach.

*sigh* I hate having to recall into the past, but I guess since this isnt
really my story, but more or less Trevors and this is his nifty.org story
=) and you're his readers I guess I have no choice but to fill you in on
enough detail to get you caught up on me now huh?

Ever since meeting Zach, you could say weve gotten to know each other
pretty well, I could say to you that I was COMPLETELY! Wrong on who I
"thought" Zach was. Here I thought he was this arrogant QB prick that had
air for brains, and thought that he ran shit. But here was this guy that
could connect with me on so many levels that it scared me how easily me and
him could talk about art, music, life after school, any bullshit really. We
both called on it how highschool really fucks with peoples judgement on who
should/shouldn't be their friend, that the need to fit in overshadowed the
need to just "be". And honestly those talks, and we've had several
meaningful talks like the one mentioned beforehand was when I knew that was
the REAL Zach, not the super macho football qb allstar, though that makes a
portion of him, but he states it. "NOT ALL OF HIM" and it was true. I
wonder if people knew him on a level that I did?

But that's where my problem lies Trevors readers! Ive fallen head over
heels for the guy. How can you not? Not only is he gorgeous but he has a
brain, he actually looks a lot like a young Matthew McConahe(and if your
offended that I spelt his name wrong, it goes to show how much I don't pay
attention to the spelling of famous peoples last name).But none the less
what took the cake was the interest he had for the only love ive ever
known.ART. For a guy like me to find someone with the traits and quality
like Zach and to love art was something else, the guy butted heads with me
on my pieces with valid points, ive never been challenged like that.

But as I approached the last step into what could be my one and only house
party one thought came to mind.

"WTF am I doing here."





(Zachs POV)

As I was greeting people and roaming the house I kept glancing at the door
hoping that Sheldon would show, he did promise me he would if he won, but
that doesn't ultimately mean he would actually go through with it.  All I
could think of as girls were literally all over me saying hi and giving me
drunk kisses was a way to ask him out, to take him to the new exhibit that
were showing the new up and coming urban artist of our state, from graffiti
to modern sculptures to even stencils and computer generated art, I wanted
to show him that his work wasn't too far from where the people are at now.

Getting to know Sheldon I've come to the realization of what being an
individual really is. Looking at the guy he didn't care what he looked like
at school, he was there to learn, he didn't care what people thought of him
because he knew it didn't affect him the way people thought it did. In a
way he had this geeky outcast badass vibe about him that I found
attractive, and when he wants to look fucking hot as fuck like the way he
did at his exhibit he could definitely blow some of the guys and girls from
our school out of the water, but it just goes to show where his head is,
and that petty shit like looking good to impress wasn't in his agenda, and
I liked that about him.

As I was thinking of how to ask him out I heard the bell ring. Being the
host I had to be polite, and it was a way to get all the nasty little sluts
that were hounding me off me, but Trevors readers don't be so sad, they'll
attach themselves to other guys more drunk than I will ever be tonite and
get their fill trust me they always do, you know for a fact they always do.

I opened the door but to non other than the guy I wanted to see all day. As
if by magic the little fucker appears out of thin air and onto my doorstep.
He looked so nervous, as if this was his first house party or
something. But all I could do was look him over because reader, he looked
out of this world! As always he has kept his hair buzzed wearing his dark
rimmed reading glasses that ive grown accustomed to sat heavily on the
bridge of his nose, exactly where it should, he had on a plain white v-neck
shirt that, if im not mistaken revealed a chest tattoo piece that I haven't
seen yet...can you say yum?! I made a mental note to ask him about it
later, guys with tattoos just attract me, and his suited the vibe Sheldon
portrayed, if that even made any sense, anyways he was wearing some baggy
skinny levis with all black vans to finish off his look, all I could do was
smile and approach him.

"Hey Sheld! Glad you could make it bud!"

I said as I clamped my arm around his shoulder, you know the standard
straight guy hug, but what I really wanted to do was take him into my arms
and just kiss him. But who's to say the guy even likes me, for all I know
even if he was gay he could have a specific preference as to what kind of
guys he goes for, and what if it wasn't me hmmmm?

I could see him grin his trademark grin that ive come to notice.

                "I told you I would come if you won didn't i?"

 I couldn't help but just smile and nod. He approached me closer and
whispered in my ears.

                "I never break a promise."

 And pats my back.  He has to have seen me shiver when he spoke into my
ears, I didn't know if he was being playful but I liked this side of him.

I lead him to the kitchen with my hand on the small of his back as we both
headed to the kitchen the hair on my arms stood up just being able to touch
him in such a manner, I can see peoples eyes plastered on both of us but
more specifically on Sheldon, I guess people had to double take to see that
it was the same arty kid that they've seen for the past four years,
actually looking "HOTT" in their eyes, but to me from the moment we've been
able to talk about school, art and everything else under the sun when we
had the chance to ive come to like more than what he looked like, but don't
get me wrong reader, hes a catch, but ive come to like the person that he
is and im liking the person im becoming, the person im supposed to be since
he came into my world.  He probably doesn't know it but I crave, scratch
that I NEED the interaction that me and him have been able to share,
besides Jason hes probably the only other person in my life that I can be
myself around and not give a fuck that im on the football team, can
tolerate that I associate myself with some but not all stupid people from
school, im just me around him and I hope that when I ask him out and if he
even says yes that we could go beyond a friend level, because god knows id
like to be there for him to show him that he doesn't have to be all on his
own, that hes allowed to be happy too, the way hes made me...

"Would you like something to drink? Maybe some coke? Bee.."

I was asking Sheldon if he wanted something to drink but I stopped mid
sentence because I couldn't help but stare at sheldons perfect lips on
display, he had his concentration face on, where he had to think on what to
drink which made him lick his lips making it that much more difficult for
me to function, all I could do was stare.

"Do you have vodka and orange juice by any chance?"

 He finally asked looking beyond the fridge and at the table displaying all
the liquor we had at the party. I just smiled and nodded.

"Sure I can make you one, right now."

I jogged over to the table and started to mix his drink, I didn't want it
to be too strong just in case he couldn't tolerate alcohol too much, as I
was making it I said out loud.

"Since you're by the fridge could you grab me a beer please?"

I didn't look to see if he heard me because I was busy making his drink,
but as I finished I felt a hand on my back with the beer hovering in front
of me thanks to Sheldon.

"Here you go..."

I still felt his hand on my back slowly leaving its spot, and suddenly
missing the warmth I don't know why I did it but my mind must've had a mind
of its own because I was starting to back myself into his hand hopefully
getting the point out that I liked where his hands were, and he seemed to
have noticed it because he stopped moving it and just left it there,
rubbing my lower back in gentle circles. I looked up to a smiling Sheldon
grinning from ear to ear I couldn't help but smile as well, he patted my
back and gestured with his head to go outside to the balcony, which was
surprisingly empty.  We situated ourselves in the corner of the space where
we weren't seen, just a little privacy with two lawn chairs placed facing
the backyard. He started to speak.

"Im guessing you didn't mind where my hand was?"

 I just shook my head no, which got a chuckle out of him.

"Conversations tend to be better Zach when two people actually talk."

He was saying it through a smile so I knew he was joking, I gulped hard
before answering him.

"Sorry, im just nervous..."

 I looked up as I said this, seeing a confused look plastered on his face.

"Why?"

I had to choose my words correctly if I want to get my point across.

"You are probably the only person that I've come across my entire high
school career that saw me as Zach, not Zach the QB or the football player,
just me..."

I had to collect my thoughts.

"That scares me because it's a new feeling that I've never experienced, and
with these new feelings comes new territory that I'm not accustomed to
being in, to actually care about someone, to want to be there for them..."

The whole time I was saying this I was looking at my lap, I couldn't bear
to look at Sheldon's face, I thought it was best I said what I needed to
say before I lost it.

"Sheldon, you just being your normal self around me not idolizing me, but
actually getting to know me, it put me at ease for the first time in a long
time where I could share my secrets, dreams, with someone other than Jason,
and the fact that it's you and I'm attracted to you makes it that much more
nerve racking me telling you this because I don't even know if your
into..."

And he just kissed me. Right in the middle of my spiel he kissed me, I
should be upset right? But the fact that the taste of his kisses were with
a hint of the drink I mixed him, he practically intoxicated me with his
kisses, and to say I didn't want anymore was an understatement, but as it
started, it ended and I was left wanting more but I looked over at him and
he was just grinning.

"I was wondering when you would finally tell me that you were into me so I
could finally kiss you, you big oaf!"

I got a playful punch in the arm as he said it. But that got me wondering.

"How did you know that I liked you?  And why didn't you just come right out
and ask me, so we could've been kissing way before tonight!"

I was practically whining as I said this. He just continued to laugh.

"Trev. Accidently let it slip, because Jason told him, so that's how I
knew, and secondly I wanted you to tell me because I wanted you to make
that decision that this is what you want."

He was pointing back and forth now.

"Me and you. Because buddy you had me at hello (cheesy I know but I like
it...sue me! =P), so im in this thing if your hearts in it as well."

As he was saying this I couldn't help but stare at his genuine smile that
he was giving me, the fact that he waited for me to make up my mind just
solidified the fact that I want to try this out with Sheldon.  I just stood
up from my chair stood him up as well and kissed his lips with both my
hands gently cupping his gorgeous face, as I let the kiss go I whispered..

"Thank you..."

"For?" he said.

"Allowing me to come to a decision on my own, not pressuring me to get into
something I didn't know I was ready for."

He just nodded, but added.

"And are you ready for this? Im not asking to go and be "out" but I mean
ready to try this out, try us out?"

I couldn't help but smile so I leaned in for a short kiss, but keeping our
foreheads touching wanting that closeness with him.

"I hope that answers your question."

He nodded a yes into me as I continued to hold him, but knowing that we
were away from the party longer than we should I lifted his head up.

"We gotta get back to the party before people start looking for us."

I thought I saw a hint of sadness in his eyes but he quickly covered it up
with a smile and a nod.

"Okay."

"What did you have planned tomorrow by the way? I don't got practice and I
wanted to see if you wanted to hang out?"

He looked like he had to think about it as if he might actually have had
previous plans lined up. He finally answered.

"Nothing that I can recall, what did you have in mind?"

"The new urban art gallery just opened up not to far from where you had
your exhibit, I was thinking we could go do that and have a day of it, go
see some art, have dinner maybe?"

He was all smiles now.

"Why Zach, are you asking me out?"

I was getting nervous that he might actually turn it down so I tried to
give him an out.

"If you just wanted to do the art show we could, no need for dinner if you
think this is going too fast. I under..."

He did it again reader; the fool kissed me during my spiel once again!

"You just got to shut up sometimes!  I d love to go out on a date with
you."

All I could do was nod okay. This got a laugh out of Sheldon. God I love
hearing him laugh, its music to my ears knowing I can make him feel good.

"I don't get how a confident guy like you can get so shy around a guy like
me, I just don't get it." He said with a smile as he shook his head.  All I
could do was shrug my shoulders.

" I don't know either, you just do something to me that I can't explain,
the more I get to know you the more in awe I am of you, how I've never met
you sooner, is beyond me."

He took my hand in his as we approached the entrance back to the party.

"Were here now and that's all that matters." He said this as he squeezed my
hand; in turn I gave his a quick squeeze before heading back to reality. As
we entered I quickly whispered into his ears.

"Of all the people in this room, you're the only thing that matters."  I
stepped away to see his reaction, and I couldn't help but smile in
accomplishment because the smile plastered on his face was worth all the
bullshit I know we're going to be facing together sooner or later, and
knowing I got him by my side, leads me to a saying I read once... "fuck'em
all." =p

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-Hey guys sorry this took a while..and it's a short one, but I had to check
in to my new command so I didn't have a lot of time. Hopefully this held
you guys over for a bit. Im in the process of writing the next chapter now
so hang tight.