Date: Tue, 9 Feb 2010 14:35:55 -0800 (PST)
From: Shadow <darkshadowcasting84@yahoo.com>
Subject: Finding Myself Within Eric, Chapter 5

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Finding Myself Within Eric, Chapter 5


	We laid in bed and talked for hours. The more we talked the more I
felt comfortable around him and about myself. He to denied that he was gay
at first for 2 years. Dating various girls up until he was 16. That when he
met this guy named Victor. He said they had a great love up until a couple
months before he moved here. He said they one day after he came home from
school he wanted to surprise by bringing him chicken soup since he was
sick. Well it turned out he wasn't sick and was in bed with another much
older college boy. I like seeing the emotional side to him when he was
telling me how he regretted giving up his virginity to him. Our talked was
only interrupted by my cell phone ringing.

"Hello?"

"Where are you and where is the car?"

	 I had to think for a second who I was talking to and what car
until I realized I took my dads corvette.

"Oh dad, sorry I was having some umm...trouble with my end of the school
project and umm... I didn't think when I took the car. We have been so
wrapped up I didn't even notice the time."

	There was a long pause I was hoping he would buy the story but my
dad being a lawyer it was unlikely.

"We umm.... still have some work to do I was planning on calling and seeing
if I can just spend the night here and ride the car back in the morning
before school?"

	I wasn't for sure if I was digging a deeper hole for myself, but to
my surprised it work. He even told me to drive the car to school as long as
I bring it straight back afterwards. We said our good nights and that was
that.

"Nice cover story." Eric said laughing when I finally hung up the phone.
"Yeah, my dads a lawyer, I didn't think he would buy that but I guess he
did."

	I said laughing too, falling back onto the bed. It was then Eric
turned and looked at me. I was laying on my back and he was laying slightly
above me looking right into my eyes. It was then I realized that this is
right. This is where I'm suppose to be right now in life and somehow he was
sent here for me to realize that.

"Do I have permission to kiss you?" He said. I smiled at him shyly and I
boldly said.

"Only if you be my boyfriend?"

	It shocked myself, as much as him, of how bold I was being but I
finally knew what I wanted and I didn't want to let it go.

"Yes, but I still want us to take things slow for the both of us sake."

	I smiled nodding my head and he leaned down pressing his sweet lips
against mine.

	He pulled away from me slowly, looking back into my eyes before
kissing me again more passionately drawing me into him, letting our tongues
dance and roam around in each others mouths. It was then I had my first
make out session. Our hands roamed just around each others chest, but our
lips never left, our tongues never separated until after about a half hour
when we came up for air. We both fell back into the bed breathless, seeing
stars and sporting hard-ons. He got up quickly and headed off to the
bathroom and I took the opportunity to get under the covers of his bed to
hide myself. He came out shortly and quickly got under the covers to.

"We better get some sleep if we plan on making it to school tomorrow. It's
after midnight."

"Yeah, we better, well, goodnight Eric and again thanks for everything."

"No ever need to thank me, and goodnight."

	I turned away from him pulling the cover over me sinking into the
pillow smelling his scent in the sheets. It was then I felt his hand slide
around me spooning behind me pulling my body close to him. He kissed my
cheek softly and snuggled close in a tight embrace I will never ever forget
and we were both fast asleep.

	I awaken the next morning to the sound of a shower running. I laid
there listening to the sound a bit. My mind afraid to move, but my body had
a mind of its own. I slowly got out of bed and walked into the bathroom. I
wasn't disappointed either. He was standing right there, under the large
shower head, just letting the water run down over his body. It was the
first time I got to see all of him. His washboard abs, defined arms, the
perfect mound butt. I felt my breath get heavy as he started to run his
hands up and down his chest, running his hand down unto his hardening dick.

	He tilted his head back, his mouth opening slightly as he begun to
slowly stroke his dick. The glass was beginning to fog so I moved a bit
closer, not looking where I was going, I tried over the bench in the middle
of the bathroom knocking over his towel and cloths.

"Shit!"

 	I said a little to loudly as I bent down to pick up everything. I
heard a soft laughter, and I stood up quickly to see him looking at me
through the shower. He opened the shower down.

"Trying to get a sneak peak huh?"

"I umm...just ... can I j-join you?"

	I barely got the words out of my mouth. I felt like my body was
beginning to override my mind for once. He just smiled holding the door
open as I started to walk towards the shower. He started laughing then and
I looked at him being a bit confused.

"Babe, you can't take a shower with your clothes on."

	I started to laugh myself, feeling a little bit more at ease, and
started to take off my shirt and pants, sitting them on the bench. I
stepped in the shower and the water felt amazing. I immediately went over
standing over the shower head, just letting the just run over my skin. I
felt Eric move closer to me, standing under it with me.

"I never realized just how beautiful you are."

	I ran my fingers through my hair, wiping the water off of my eyes,
looking back deep into his. He kissed me, his tongue licking the water off
my lips. He wrapped his arms around me, pressing our bodies together. And I
can't describe how good it help.

"Can I have you?"

	His lips was still pressed against mine, kissing me softly. I
wanted to say yes, I wanted to feel his touch, his embrace, his kiss. But I
could not breath the words. Only my body that stiffened, my dick that
harden even more. He kissed my lips harder, running his hands down my now
full hard 8 inch dick.

"Simply beautiful."

	He whispered, as he begun to stroke me, kissing my neck, sucking my
skin into my mouth. My breathing quickened as I pressed my lips against his
neck to. His skin was so warm, the water on his skin tasted like candy. He
pressed my into the wall, his lips dropping down over my chest. His tongue
licking the water off my skin. Down my more less defined abs, over my
trimmed pubes, and finally down my dick.

	I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin and I started to
moan loudly. He let his tongue slide down to the head of my dick, swirling
his tongue around and down the slit.

"Jesus Eric, that feel amazing."

	He just smiled, and flashed this sort of evil sly grin. I closed my
eyes in an effort to enjoy the feeling and as well as keeping my nerves
down. I felt his lips softly against my thighs, his lips barely moving
across them. I felt his lips move across my dick again. This time fully
taking it into his mouth. I felt the warmth and wetness against my skin and
it sent me into overdrive.

"Eric...Eric I'm gonna..."

	I couldn't even finish the sentence when I begun to cum in his
mouth. I was breathless and I felt like the room was spinning. He slowly
continued to suck me pulling away from me gently. He slowly stood up with a
smile on my face, kissing me hard against the lips.

"I love you Jack."

"I love you to Eric."

"Come on we need to get ready for school."


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Shadow