Date: Sun, 3 Apr 2016 08:01:50 -0400
From: Mike Loggerman <chatterman36@aol.com>
Subject: Finding Someone to Love - chapter 5

Finding Someone to Love - chapter 5
by mike loggerman


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I lay awake all night.  Mikey and I had grown apart, but the idea of being
divorced from him left me with a tremendous sense of loss.  I had a feeling
of emptiness and loss. I thought about the other guys I played with, and it
was just that, playing.  They didn't mean anything to me, except
friendship, but Mikey was different.  I've loved him. I still loved him.


I spoke to Pops about it in the morning, and he said the two of us were
just being stupid, and we could work it out if we wanted.  I told him I
didn't realize how much I wanted to work it out until I lost it.  I started
crying and shaking.  I said Mikey doesn't want me anymore.  Pops said it
wasn't too late to fix it.  He hugged me and held me, as I cried.  I said
it was too late.  Mikey is moving on.  Pops said he just had the same
conversation with Mikey at 3am.  Mikey was so upset, he was up all night
and woke Pops up.


Pops told me to make us a big breakfast with lots of coffee, and we were
going to talk it out in the drawing room.  Our only guests were in the
cottages at the time, so we had the place to ourselves.  We sat on
different chairs, and Pops started talking, but before he could finish his
sentence, Mikey looked at me and started crying and said he doesn't want a
divorce, and he is tired of other guys, and he just wants me back and wants
things to be the way they were.  I started crying, and said I feel the same
way, and he's all I ever wanted.  I started crying and shaking, and Mikey
sat beside me and held me as we cried.  Mikey whispered that he thought the
divorce was what I wanted, and he was trying to make it easy for me. I told
him I thought he was so into other guys, that he wanted his freedom.  I
wanted to show him I would be okay, but I won't be okay without him.  We
hugged and held each other for a long time without saying a word.


Pops finally spoke up and said he was glad we had this little talk, and
drank some coffee.  Then he said, "now that we all know we are all on the
same page, I'd like to give you boys a few suggestions so we don't have
this happen again."  He went on and said he never liked that we were
opening our relationship to sex with other guys, even though he enjoyed it
personally.  He said whenever Gay marriages have worked, they have been
closed marriages sexually.  He said we need to guard our relationship and
our marriage.  If we care about each other, we need to be monogamous.
Mikey said he was good with that, and he didn't like having to share his
husband's ass with other guys. I said I didn't like other guys enjoying my
husband's cock.  Pops went on talking, but Mikey and I were kissing and
started undressing each other.  Pops stood there and said he was glad we
had this little talk and walked out of the room.


Mikey and I got up and went to our room.  We slowly undressed each other
while we kissed passionately.  I looked at Mikey and said, "you and you
only - from now on."  Mikey repeated those words as we lay in bed and I
buried my face in his armpit, enjoying his amazing scent.  He sucked my
cock and got on top of me, riding my hard cock until I shot inside him.  I
pulled up my legs and he got on top of me and slid his cock deep inside me.
I shivered with excitement as I enjoyed the feel of my husband's hard cock
moving in and out of me.  We kissed hard and passionately, as he thrust
himself deep inside me.  I loved Mikey fucking me, but I loved even more
that I was his alone, and he was mine alone.  He shot a huge load deep
inside me, and lay on top of me with his cock inside me until it softened
and fell out.  We promised each other, we were going to be faithful.


As we lay in bed, I said we should get up because there was work to do
around the B&B.  Mikey held me in bed and said Pops can take care of
things.  He wanted to spend the day in bed with me.  He said we almost lost
each other, and being with me was precious.  We kissed, and held each other
for a long time. I had my face buried in his armpit, and he laughed and
said I was the only guy who actually liked his scent.  He knew that I got
hard from it.  I told him I loved him from that first ski weekend in high
school.  He told me it was no accident that we shared a room.  I looked at
him puzzled.


Mikey told me that Mr. Dean, who organized the trip, had talked with Mikey
about his coming out, and was a great help.  When he was organizing the
trip, most guys didn't want to share a room with Mikey because he was gay.
Mikey asked him if he and I could share a room.  Mr Dean said he wasn't
sure if I was gay, or if I was, that I was ready to come out.  Mikey said
he thought I might be gay, and he liked me, so even if I wasn't gay, he
didn't think it would be a problem.  Mikey said he fell in love with me
that weekend, and I said I did too, and the minute I felt his hard cock
inside me for the first time, I felt like I belonged to him and only him.
I whispered that I need him so bad.  He thrust his hard cock back inside
me.  I wrapped my legs around his as he thrust long and slow.  His scent
and the feel of him excited me. I shot my load without touching myself as
he continued to pound me.  I continued to moan as he enjoyed our long slow
fuck.


We came out of our room about dinner time.  Pops was smiling and didn't say
a word.  He had dinner waiting with candlelight.  He served us as we dined.
As we talked, we said we'd have to get the word out to people that we are
exclusive again and from now on.  Pops said that wouldn't be necessary.  We
stared at him in puzzlement.  He said he spoke to everyone on the grounds,
whether staff or guests whom he knew we were messing around with, and let
them know we were off limits.  He threatened to fire any worker to tried to
mess with us.  Mikey looked at me and we both laughed.  I said I still
would need to call Paul and Dean.  Pops said, "No need."  He said he spoke
to the two of them, and suggested they get together, and leave married
couples alone.  He said their first date in on Tuesday.  Mike and I just
laughed.  We hugged Pops, and he hugged back.  He stopped us, and said he
was off limits too.  We all laughed, and he brought out desert.


Epilogue


Mikey and I stayed together, and have loved each other more and more.  We
stopped "straying," and remained faithful and happy.  Pops lived another 10
years.  He was the catalyst for our marriage staying together.  We took
care of him until the end.


 Paul and Dean never worked out.  There was no chemistry between them, but
Dean did find another teacher in a neighboring school that he was
interested in.  They did hook up, and eventually got married in our
Garden. They have remained our good friends.  Paul on the other hand, is
always looking for the next conquest.


The B&B is still a popular get away place for gay men, although since Mikey
and I became exclusive again, it is more and more frequented by all kinds
of couples.  People enjoy the gardens, and the restaurant.


Love does work, but you have to work at it.  It doesn't just happen.  Its
definitely worth it.