Date: Mon, 31 Jan 2000 08:21:13 -0500 From: Mike Subject: First Coupling This is a recollection of gay sexual experiences between two very close friends. If you are a minor or otherwise offended by this topic or it is illegal where you live DELETE and DO NOT read any further. If you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. Nothing in this story is meant to show approval of or advocate the behavior of the characters, including the practice of unprotected sex. This is a work of fiction, fictional characters don't die from AIDS. These are memories from youth not intended to be portrayed as pornographic or condoning any particular loving sexual acts. These experiences occurred between two consenting individuals of similar age and are told here as a portrayl of an innocent gay teenager comming of age. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Some background Jim and I (only first names, mine is Mike) were very good teenage friends from 7th to the middle of 12th grade in High School. We had the same two first initials in our last names, so we were in the same home-rooms all during junior and senior high school. We lived about 3 blocks apart and shared many of the same interests. Both of us were into motorbikes, bicycles, pellet-guns and boating. I was very fortunate to have a father who was very generous with the keys to his outboard 17 foot boat. Both Jim and I had little 8 foot "dingys" with small 6 horse power outboards on them. In the spring of 1971 my dad and his friends took the big boat a 30 foot and the 17 foot boat on a weekend trip. Mainly, to drink beer and get away from wives. I invited Jim and another boy came along too. All three of us slept in my dad's 17 foot boat while the fathers partied in the 30 foot boat. While the other boy slept (I can't remember his name) Jim and I talked. We started talking about sex and the subject of masturbation came up (no pun intended). In our sleeping bags both of us took our underwear off and held it up to the other to prove we were nude. It was very exciting laying their naked, talking with Jim, listening to the other boy sleep and our dads drinking and playing cards in the other boat. That was May of 71, both Jim and I were 15. Nothing else happened that trip but, it was a change in our relationship to each other. Several days after the trip, Jim and I were in my basement and started talking sex again. We both also dropped our jeans and looked at each other very closely.Jim was about 6' tall 140-150 lb. black hair and brown eyes. He was of Hungarian descent and had very thick black pubic hair. His penis was 7 inches erect and circumcised and for his size he had a relatively small scrotum. You could call us "Mutt and Jeff". I was 5' 7" tall about 110 lb. very slim, with knobby knees, brown hair, hazel eyes and Irish looks. My erection was just about 6 inches with a small brown patch of pubic hair, low hanging testicles and circumcised as well. I remember we both started to masturbate as we just looked at each other. It was very intense and even more exciting. I remember my legs shaking and worried about getting caught. It didn't take long for both of us to ejaculate together spewing our sperm on the basement floor. Jim's sperm was different from mine. His was thick and mine was clearish and had the consistency of skim milk. Jim was further along in puberty and he had mature sperm. I was behind in the maturation process but I still shot my immature cum right along with Jim. From that day on we were entrenched in masturbating with each other and just being together. Privacy was a big issue. We never could get privacy at home with our parents, brothers and sisters. So many times, we biked to the "woods", stripped, talked and masturbated together. I remember one day biking to the mall. We hid in the woods near the mall and got totally naked. Both of us were on our knees jerking off as we watched people in the mall parking lot. It seemed thrilling being nude, erect and stroking our cocks while people just a few yards away went about their business. After a few minutes of jerking off, Jim turned and faced me. With his left arm he reached for my shoulder and gripped me. I became even more excited at his touch. Within a few seconds Jim's head flew up his mouth open as he ejaculated onto my hand, cock and thighs. When his hot sperm hit me, my hand flew along my cock shaft and I blew my teen load of sperm also. That was the first time I felt another guy's "cum" on me. We both sat on our haunches as the sensations swept through us. His cum was leaking down my thighs and off my cock onto the ground. I felt messy, but didn't mind the fact that Jim spurted all over me. We ended up using my tee-shirt to clean up. Than we dressed and went shopping. Most of the summer of 1971 we did just that. "Jerking-off" and talking sex stories. One of my favorites was hearing how Jim discovered masturbation and talking about the other boys from school. We told stories about what it would be like to jerk off with so and so. One of the guys we fantasized about was Henry G. He was without a doubt one of the sexiest guys in school. Of all the guys I saw in gym locker room Henry G had the thickess cock of all. And, he was hung with a really nice black bush! I had wild sex dreams with him, and him putting his hard cock in my very private places, but that's another story. We wondered if other boys jerked off. And, if they did, did they jerk off together like us? We didn't go much beyond mutual masturbation and looking at playboy magazines together. We didn't know anything about gay magazines so Jim purchased Playboy magazines. Our sophomore (10th grade) year saw winter coming and very little opportunity to get together. Sometimes during lunch-period, about 40 minutes, we would go to my folk's house on Fridays when mom was at the beauty pallor and jerk-off together in my bedroom or the basement. We didn't think of ourselves as homosexuals but, we were very comfortable being together. We didn't have much interest in girls and prefered to be by ourselves and masturbate together. A common discussion topic was other boys and sex. We discussed how men and women had sex as well as sex between boys and guys. I had oral sex two years earlier with Curtis but I didn't tell Jim about it. I desired having oral sex with Jim but we contented ourselves with being nude together and masturbating. I remember periods of maybe shame and guilt after masturbating together, but we always got back together for sex. All winter long we thought about spring time and boating. In fact we had planned a special camping trip that winter! What we were waiting for was memorial day weekend. I had my drivers license and permission to go camping with Jim using my dad's 17 foot boat. This was a special time, I didn't know it than but looking back over the last 23 years it touches me very deeply what we experienced together. We had our folks drive us to the boat-yard. Jim and I with our dingys went to the boat while waving good-bye to our parents. It was to be a party time. I had the boat keys a gas credit card and Jim had a few special things too. He was older looking for his age and managed to acquire some " Boones Farm" apple wine. We were in party heaven together. The idea of being alone, away from family and intrusive people was thrilling. Both our birthdays were in spring, we just both turned 16 and on our own for a few days. It didn't take long. We got to the boat loaded our camping gear, tied the dingys to her and motored out of the small harbor where she was moored. We went to "White beach", you could only get there by boat. It was always kind of deserted. As we drove we stripped to our underwear. I remember driving the boat, passing other boaters and waving as both of us were in underwear briefs. There were several coves along White beach, where you could anchor, than motor with your dingy to the beach. All in absolute privacy. As we got away from other boaters we pulled our shorts off. It was another new thrill, boating at speed, nude with 16 year old erections straight up and feeling the hot sun on our slim bodies. We anchored the boat and started looking at the Playboys and rubbing our erections. As I was looking at Jim I felt a desire to touch his erection and maybe masturbate him. I asked and he let me touch him, as I was fondling him he fondled me. Together we felt and gripped each other's erections. It was again another first and felt so fine. His hardness and the heat generated from his cock felt different from my own erection and was the first time I held Jim's erect penis. He was very hard and warm, I slowly bent my head over his penis and licked him. He stopped fondling me and lay flat on his back. I continued to lick and put my lips around his penis. I didn't know what I expected, he tasted clean with just a trace of a musky smell. His hardness filled my mouth and he shuddered several times. I can't remember for sure, but Jim ejaculated very quickly. It was the first time I tasted sperm. I was not ready for it but did my best. He had quite a bit of sperm, and most of it leaked from my mouth. He lay their for several minutes. I swallowed some of his seed the thick warm fluid felt heavy with a bittersweet taste in my mouth, the rest I spit out. I continued to masturbate, really wanting him to do me. He slowly came over and lowered his head on my penis. I was laying on the deck, feeling the warm sun on my nude body and the intense feelings of pleasure coursing through me as Jim sucked and worked my erection. I can tell you for sure it didn't take long. My smooth testicles got real tight and I felt my groin churning with my desire to shoot my teenboy-seed. I instintivly grabbed his head and forced more of me into his mouth. I ejaculated my still immature sperm almost immediately. Jim kept sucking and swallowing my skim-milk looking sperm. I arched and groaned so loud I thought someone would hear. It was, up until that time the most intense joyous pleasant feeling I ever experienced. We set a record that day. We were nude for most of the day and performed oral sex on each other, ejaculating six-times together. To this day I have not had as much oral sex in one day. One time we were nude on the beach. I was standing with an erection. Jim got on his knees and sucked me off. Right in the middle of the day on the deserted beach. Someone could have walked by and I would never have noticed so intense was the sex we were having. After sex we put our cut off jean shorts back on. We decided to explore the beach and the nearby woods. In the woods we found an abadoned pump house. Inside there were some girls underpants and condom wrappers and some empty beers. We laughed and guessed what happened in there once. We also sucked each other off in the pump house. I sat on some old engine and Jim was between my legs sucking my boner. While we were sucking in the pump house Jim mentioned fucking. And did I think I would like to try it. At the same time I felt his finger massaging my anus, my hips lifted and he pushed more of his finger in me. While he was doing this I think I said words to the effect "I need to think about it, but right now jerk me off." Most of the time Jim swallowed my sperm. It seemed I preferred to spit his out, but he didn't seem to care. At that age it seemed we had sex all day. After cumming we would rest and a half hour later we were ready to jerk off or suck each other off again. As the weekend went on the weather got rainy. The boat had a full canvas top and we stayed inside most of Sunday. We were nude enjoying a wine buzz looking at Playboys and using toilet paper roles on our erections. Let me explain. Earlier in the trip Jim found a small bottle of Vaseline. My dad used Vaseline to coat electrical terminals to prevent corrosion. Jim took the cardboard tube out of the toilet paper roll and put a bunch of Vaseline in its place. Than he forced the roll over his penis and started to jerk it up and down. I followed his example. The feeling was like no other. Using your hands and oil was good. But this seemed to excite every nerve in my penis. In fact I couldn't do it for long. I felt I was going to rupture something so I finished masturbating using my hand. Later Jim was again masturbating but this time he greased his penis. I was watching him when he asked. Would I let him fuck me in my ass? We had talked about guys fucking and we both had thought about it. But to really fuck? I lay their. I was very nervous. Sure, we had been messing around for a year. But his erection in me was kinda scary. His erection was a solid 7 inches, and he was a very strong guy. My ass was very small and I wasn't sure I could take his boner. We talked and slowly masturbated our erections. I proposed a solution. Since he was bigger in body and penis size, I should do it to him first. If I couldn't do it or it hurt him to much than no way could he fuck me. Jim agreed on the spot. I remember him "draping" himself over one of the folding deck chairs in the boat. His ass very smooth and tight looking. I put Vaseline on my erection and parted his cheeks. Looking at his anus I was totally thrilled. Even though I was a small guy my erection seemed much to massive to fit in his small asshole. We didn't know anything about foreplay or preparing an ass for fucking. I aimed my erection at his asshole and slowly pressed it into him. At one point my penis bent rather than enter him. Thats how tight Jim was. I got the Vaseline and put some around his anus than I tried enterng him again. I remember seeing some of the hair in his crack being forced into his hole as my penis entered him. He seemed to stiffen up and inhaled a loud breath as I slowly forced my boner way into his ass. It was a very intense sensation watching my penis slowly enter his ass. I got about halfway in, his anal ring very tight around my erection. The hot feeling of his rectum along my penis was incredible. I slowly started to pump him. In and out. The vaseline quickly warmed up and helped my entry and pumping motions. While fucking him I saw pink tissue as I pulled out of him gripping my penis. With every stroke I went further into him. Jim was breathing very loud and at times would give a little grunt. I stopped, asking him if I was hurting him. He was in a very submissive state. Enjoying it as I slowly continued to make love to him. I pressed my pubic bone tight against his asshole several times and just stayed deep in him for a few seconds on several deep thrusts. I didn't get the chance to stay in him long. My nuts were very tight and churning with sperm. I ejaculated into Jim in a very short time. The sensation was again, something I had never experienced. I was out of control, my legs were weak and my deep thrusting uncoordinated into my lover as I spasmed and filled him with my immature seed. At the same time my sperm made the fucking easier as it lubricated my cock even more. I remember just slamming as much as I could into Jim while I was ejaculating. It was an incredible experience. I withdrew from Jim almost immediately. As I did I saw Vaseline, sperm and some of his shit clinging to my penis. I went and used a towel to clean my erection off. At the same time I saw Jim turning around. He was flushed and very erect. I watched him; his cock really swollen. And he said it's my turn. I was very nervous but I promised him. I got over the same chair Jim was draped over. I remember feeling him grip my smooth tiny cheeks and spread them. He had greased his penis earlier and put the head against my hole. I felt him press it against my anus and breathed in at the pain. He stopped but that seemed as painful as if he would just continue. I wasn't sure but I told him to go slow. He kept pressing against me and I felt my anal ring continue to stretch. I gripped the chair with my hands my knuckles white and continued to feel him enter my ass. He pushed his cock against my unyielding virgin anus. I could feel pressure build as Jim pushed harder. I winced and squirmed from the pain and he stopped. He backed off and put more vaseline on his cock. Then he remounted me and started a second time to enter me. I tensed again, Jim waited a few seconds, after I settled down Jim started pushing again. As he pushed I felt him start to enter and streching my anus as well. After a few long minutes I felt his glans pass my anal ring and he continued to enter into my rectum. All this time I was tense, my breathing very hard as he entered my virgin 16 year old ass. I was grunting and moaning, as I look back it was a combination of pain and pleasure, desire and intense passion. At times I remembered seeing stars in my eyes as he entered me, it was pretty intense. Jim would stop for a few seconds before continuing on. He was pretty excited too. But he went pretty slow. I told him a few times to stop and slow down and he did. I don't remember him getting it all in me and I don't remember feeling his balls against my ass. But, he did control me when he was in my ass. He started thrusting back and forth, real slow, a few times he seemed to arch up into some spot in me that just got me all tense. It was painful, but as I said earlier it was desirable as well. The odd sensation was the pushing and especially the pulling of his erection in my guts. It seemed he was tugging and rearranging my insides. It was a very bizarre sensation, and after a few minutes not unpleasant. It seemed I was getting more into it, and getting very horny. Jim like me didn't need long to blow his sperm. He was more mature and I remember him shuddering and thrusting a few times real hard as he ejaculated into my rectum. Those couple of deep thrusts were awesome and I knew he had ejaculated his sperm deep in my hot ass. He stayed in me for a few minutes, resting and sometimes moving his erection around in me. After the rush I told him to get it out of me. He pulled out and like me was covered in vaseline, sperm and other weird fluids (later I learned it was mucous from the anal and rectum linings). The sensation from my ass after the sex was different. I felt like it was streched and loose, sometimes a twitch or flutter from inside my ass occured to. As I walked I felt the squishyness between my cheeks of my deflowered ass of the vaseline and some of Jim's sperm leaking from my streched anus. We sat inside the boat naked, cleaning our butts and talking. We fucked each other!!!! Were we different? There was pain involved and again I felt some guilt for doing it. But I also liked it. We also talked about what we were now, after fucking each other. I guess we both came to the conclusion that we were queer (this was before the term gay was used). Neither one of us had a girlfriend. Other boys probably were not fucking each other. Our conlusion also included the fact we were probably the only guys fucking each other in our high school. We talked about girls but also about boys and we were very much into satisfying each other sexually. We called it just either fucking or sex, not love. We also said hey who needs a girlfriend if you had a buddy to fuck. His ass has got to be just like a cunt and you get another dick to play with too. It would take a while for me to know the benefits of making love to a woman, but not then. We fucked one other time on that trip. The same postion and this time Jim fucked me first. My cock was swollen as he fucked me and the second time was better than the first. This time I was jerking off as Jim fucked me. I blew an amazing load while he was deep in my ass. We continued our relationship until middle of 12th grade. Our sex included a variety of sexual encounters and coupling. We became expert in knowing each other's sensitive parts with our mouths. I didn't keep a scorecard but we had anal sex pobably 20-30 more times together. Almost all of those times we did it in the woods. We would bike to the woods with paper towels and Vaseline find our secret spot and fuck. Being nude in the woods felt very free. And having an erection deep in your ass took a lot of concentration for a 16 year old! The more times we did it the easier and better it became. With the exception of the initial penetration pain the sensation became better and better, almost addicting. The intensity of an erection pumping in my ass was like no other. Our sessions were loud too, with groaning and moaning and sometimes dirty talk as we fucked each other. In addition, we were able to stay in each other longer before ejaculating, giving a longer period of time for both to enjoy the experience. And, unlike the porn movies, we always ejaculated in each other's ass. The idea of pulling out before climaxing never crossed our minds. Indeed, just before ejaculating we both would slam the erection as deep as we could into each other. We didnt explore a variety of positions. Every time we coupled we did it doggy style. Sometimes on all fours, or on our shoulders and knees and sometimes standing bent over. Biking back after fucking was strange too. Even after cleaning up with dry paper towels my ass felt greasy, streched and sometimes leaked a little onto my underwear. But, again privacy was the issue. It was a lot easier just dropping jeans and jerking off or oral sex. For anal we liked being totally nude and it was diffult finding a safe area to do that. But, as happens, some relationships change and we went our separate ways. However, it was our coming of age together and our relationship together I treasure very much. We were lucky to have found each other, two gay best friends in an otherwise hostile environment are lucky if they find each other. Anyway, I wanted to pass this on. There are times when I look back and wonder where Jim is today. Especially considering all the time and tragedy of AIDs. I hope he is happy and well. God bless Jim.