Date: Wed, 23 Jan 2002 00:22:18 EST
From: RockerBaby104769@aol.com
Subject: The-First-Time-I-Saw-You-Cry

This is fake.. its not true, what so ever.. the characters are fictional,
even though i can relate to Jay..Dont read this if you arent older than 18
or of legal age where you live. Also i wouldnt read this if you dont like
homosexual romance and/or sex.. LEAVE NOW.. other wise read on.  Ohh yeah,
Im a first time writer, although i have read alot of stories off nifty in
the past. Id like to thank -X- Mychyl -X-... writer of The-Dance... check
it out, its in the highschool section.. also ---ND---, he wrote
Nick-and-ashley in the boyband section.. its really good. go read it.

umm whatelse.. oh yeah fanmail?.. hate mail?? send it to
Rockerbaby104769@aol.com..  please but The First time i saw you cry in
subject or else it wont be read.. i guess thats it.. on with the show...

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The First Time I Saw You Cry
Chapter 1 - Flash Backs

Lets rewind a little....
It all started when I was in 2nd grade, the 3rd graders came into
our classroom every Wednesday to read to us, and then the 2nd graders
would have a chance to read to them. I remember looking at the really
tall people and thinking i wonder which one is gonna read to me. This
really nice guy came to my desk and asked me "are you jay?", i nodded.
 He was taller than me, brown hair, brown eyes, kinda chunky. Later i
learned that his name was Mike, through the years i saw him off and on.
 well i should talk a little about me My names Jay, I'm from a small
town in south Texas known by McAllen, I have dark brown eyes, dark
brown hair, Nothing really special about me.....
fast forward
Now that I'm in 10th grade, I've matured a lot and grown up, oh
yeah I forgot to mention, I'm gay, no one really knows yet.. except
 for the few people that I told online, I don't really know when I
figured it out but I know I've always noticed guys. I forgot about
Mike and my huge crush after a couple of years.

I was sitting in homeroom waiting for the bell to ring to go to my
first period class.. choir.. ever since 4th grade ive loved choir,
and i couldnt wait to meet the new people. I slowly opened my yellow
mesh backpack and popped in my Britney Spears CD and turned to track
six 'What you see is what you get.' Minutes later the bell rang and I
stopped my CD player, and headed to the music hall, when I walked in and
I noticed this really hot guy sitting on the risers, as I got closer I
realized it was Mike, the guy I had known and had a thing for since I
was little. Man did he look different, he had spiked hair, he was thin,
 a very nice ass, and he was about 6'2. When I passed by him he let out
a smile and I shyly said "Hi."

The next thing I knew I tripped over his back pack and fell flat on my
face. Mike jumped off the risers and went to help me up "ohh man that
was bad, I'm sorry I shouldn't have left my backpack out like that, are
you okay? do you want me to run to the nurse and get an icepack??"..
"No thats alright ill be fine," i said as I started walking away. "Hey
wait, umm Hi I'm Mike Garcia I'm in the 11th grade, I just moved to
this school," he said extending his had out, "I'm jay, 10th grader..
really clumsy," i said shaking his hand, He smiled a bright smile and
I blushed.

After class i wrote in my journal about what happened in choir, i
wrote how i thought he was cute and that i would love to go out with
him

After a couple of months we hardly talked and just waved to each other.
Every day I would write something about Mike in my journal.. I remember
writing how I liked him a lot, and how I had never been kissed and I thought
it would be really cool to kiss him.

On January 13 I walked into choir and found out that our choir teacher
 gave us a free day to do whatever we want. I quickly pulled out my
journal and wrote till about 5 minutes till the bell, I got my stuff
and had my journal in my hands. I noticed my shoelace was untied so I
set my journal on a table and bent over to tie my shoelace. The bell
rang I ran out of the room to prevent being late to class.

I didn't notice I lost my journal till 8th period and asked my history
 teacher for a restroom pass. When I walked into the choir room I
 looked at the table and it was gone, I started panicking and hoping
that whoever picked it up wouldn't read it, even though I knew I was
screwed because almost the whole school is all gangster. I started
crying because I knew by the end of the day everyone would know I was
 gay, and my life wouldn't be any easier. I grabbed my CD player and
 put in my Mandy Moore CD, I was listening to 'Cry' my favorite song.
While walking down the hall slowly dragging my feet and I saw Mike. I
waved."Why are you crying?", Mike asked. "my life is gonna suck in
about 2 hours, I lost something personal" i said still crying. He asked
me to go somewhere to talk to him. I followed him down the hall until we
 reached some benches, he reached in his back pack and pulled out my journal.
 I got excited he found it and I gave him a hug, then pulled away thinking
[he's gonna think I'm a total dork!] I then remembered what I wrote and asked
 him if he read it.

He lowered his head and said "I'm sorry I didn't know what it was
and I read part of it," I asked him what he read he answered "jay,
I know," i started babbling "sorry I wont bother you anymore if you
don't tell anyone at-" he cut my off by putting his finger on my lips
 telling me to be quiet. He slow stroked my cheek and leaned into
kiss me, His tongue slowly parted my lips and he stuck his tongue
in my mouth gently massaging my tongue. Our lips slowly parted,
I opened my eyes and just stared at him silent for a little while.
He smiled.. and I smiled. All I could say was wow,he smiled bigger.
"um you might think this is pathetic but that was my first kiss," i said.
"I know I read that part in your journal too, I wanted to make it
special ... was it?" he asked, I nodded. He wrote down his phone
number and email address in my journal and gave me a small peck on my
 lips. I watched him back away till he walked into the building.

The bell rang.

I ran back to class to get my stuff.
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maybe two chapters up a day. email me with comments please
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