Date: Tue, 14 Jan 2003 16:13:03 -0600
From: mark baker <soda_suicide@hotmail.com>
Subject: Football Captain 3

You know the drill if your under 18 then dont read this cuz duh its
illegal.  Ok if not then enjoy I hope you do and email me back and tell me
what you think cuz I love feedback.


	After several more dates I decided that I had fallen madley in love
with Nicholos Kessler and and if he didn't come out soon I wasn't sure what
I was going to do. Over the next week we went bowling, to the movies, to
the club a few more times and parking.  We did go parking yes but we didn't
so anything but kiss. I wouldn't let him do anymore and he respected me for
that. "I love you" I told him one night when we sat on the edge of a hill
overlooking a peaceful lake on the west shore. I loved this spot and so did
he we would sit sometimes and just hold each other. He sat silentley, then
after a moment he said "I love you to Jonnie and your the only one I want
to be with ever. I know that I have been with girls but I want you to be my
first and last guy."

	"Oh, I want that to Nick, but your going to have to come out if
were ever to have that, I told him."

	"I know but its just so hard and I'm so scared what will happen to
me not to mention you." We sat there in silence and soon he cranked up the
car and we went home.

	The next day at school I couldn't help but notice the stares and
whispers as I walked past kids in the hall. "Tam, was there some memo we
didn't get" I asked her as some kid just walked past me with mouth open
staring unabashadley. "I dont know, but I'm sure going to find out what the
hell is going on."

	2nd period rolled around and on my way to class someone pulled me
into the guys bathroom forcefully. Nick slammed me against the wall. "What
the hell is your problem" I said pushing him off of me. "You, your my
fucking problem, I thought I told you that I didn't want anyone to know
about us yet."

	"Yeah, so."

	"So what the fuck are you doing telling Danniale the schools
biggest gossip that were going out so she can post it on the school
website."

	"I--I--I... didn't" I said shocked and at a loss for words. "Well,
Well who did then" he asked softening a bit. " I dont know but baby you can
be sure it wasn't me."

	"Okay, Awwww baby I'm sorry I shoulda known you wouldn't do that
come here" he said pulling me into a hug and kissing me on the forehead
"I'm sorry baby, I'll never distrust you again."

	"Well I'll never give you a reason not to trust me baby I love you
to much." We walked out of the bathroom and I went to class.

	I wasn't sure how Daniale found out about me and Nick but I did
know that I needed to find out. Nick and me were in love and I'll be damned
if I was going to let some stupid bitch ruin all I'd worked for. I noticed
Nick and Daniale in a heated conversation in the hall after 5 period. I
walked past and caught " You had better make sure you get your shit sr8 and
clear up this fuckin mess youve caused." I walked on keeping my head down
but Danniale saw me and ran after me leaving Nick staring at the wall.
"Jonnie, what do you have to say about the you and Nick going out"

	"Well, have you asked Nick" I asked her. "Yes and he says its a
lie."

	"Well then it must be then because I'm sure that Nick wouldn't
lie. Right Nick." I said glaring at him. "Right" he said tonelessly.