From: russells@flash.net
Subject: New Story: Gym Rat 2 (m/m)
Date: Sat, 01 Nov 1997 08:14:57 -0600

This is the sequel to the original Gym Rat. That story should show up as
posted to the newsgroup at the same time as this one.  I'm also sending
it to the Nifty Archive.  Let me know what you think, good, bad, or
otherwise.

Thanks,
Russell S.
russells@flash.net


THIS STORY CONTAINS MATERIAL INTENDED FOR ADULTS, SPECIFICALLY SEXUAL
ACTIVITY BETWEEN MEN.  ALL CHARACTERS ARE TO BE CONSIDERED CONSENTING
ADULTS (18+).  SO THERE.


GYM RAT 2: WILL'S BIRTHDAY  (m/m)

By Russell S.
russells@flash.net

This story is a continuation of the story "Gym Rat" previously posted to
the Nifty Archive and the alt.sex.stories.gay newsgroup.



Jay sat at his desk trying to concentrate on the textbook in front of
him, but wasn't having much luck, as usual.  He had been having some
trouble with his studies ever since moving in with Will two weeks ago. 
He had hoped he could have gotten used to the sexual tension generated
between the two of them, but so far he hadn't come to terms with it. 
That first time with Will in the locker room before classes had begun
invaded his thoughts around the clock it seemed.  He couldn't eat,
couldn't study, and certainly couldn't be around Will and not see in his
mind the young man bent over the locker room bench while Jay fucked
him.  That had been Jay's first sex with anyone and it had left a great
impression.  Unfortunately, the impression had pushed everything else to
the side and his schoolwork was suffering for it.  Jay once more
directed his eyes to the open book to start again with the same
paragraph he must have read four times already.  This time he managed to
get to the bottom of the page before his mind wandered again to the
encounter with his roommate, his dick swelling to fill the loose
material of his shorts.

Jay and Will had for the most part been great roommates.  They kept the
same hours, didn't leave a mess, and gave each other the space they
needed to work.  And when they weren't working, they were talking or
joking around.  Jay liked Will very much and the  sentiment was returned
by Will.  They had become great friends in college, much more so than
they ever were in high school.  But Jay was having a hard time dealing
with all his feelings toward Will after the sex.  Jay knew he liked guys
before it had happened, but he had not been mentally prepared to act on
it.  Will had brought him out and made him face his desires.  Jay was
convinced even further that he was gay.  He just had to work on figuring
out how that was going to effect the rest of his life.  During the time
they had lived together the two boys had not had sex again.  Will could
tell Jay was trying to reconcile his feelings against everything he had
been taught to believe and what reality had thrown in his face.  Will
was not going to pull Jay into anything again.  That decision would have
to be mutual.  That didn't stop Will from being suggestive, however.  He
wanted very much to get Jay in bed, but he was too concerned for the
young man's feelings.  Will would touch Jay on the hand or occasionally
rub his shoulders.  He loved to look deep into Jay's eyes as they talked
about classes or their professors or their lives.  He would undress in
front of Jay, but never completely naked.  No need to tease him that
much.  Will's desires caused him almost as much trouble as Jay's.  He
convinced himself that the decision to be together had to be Jay's.  He
wouldn't risk pushing him away.  And the tension was driving him crazy. 
On several nights after Will was sure Jay was asleep he pushed down the
covers and his boxers and stroked himself to orgasm, all the while
staring at Jay's sleeping figure laid out across the twin bed five feet
from his own.  Watching his friend sleep while he jacked his full, hard
cock, slicked with spit and precum, only made Will want him more.  He
wanted more than anything to lay next to the other boy and feel the heat
of his flesh blend with Jay's, their sweat mingled together on their
chests, their hands roaming to all parts of their bodies as they made
love, slow and determined to please each other.  He almost went to Jay
one night and, in fact, had got out of bed and stood over the youth,
clear drops of syrup dripping down the shaft of his cock, but changed
his mind after watching his friend take slow breaths as he slept
peacefully.  Will just couldn't bring him self to wake Jay from such a
beautiful and innocent moment.  He vowed that night to wait until Jay
was ready for him.  He just hoped it would be soon.

On Friday afternoon of the second week, Jay had finally been able to
finish the assigned reading for one of his classes.  He was ready to
take some time off from all the schooling.  The weekend had started, but
he had no immediate plans.  He would go to the weight room and work out
at least once, he thought.  He and Will would probably go somewhere for
dinner Saturday night like they had on each of the last two Saturday
nights and maybe see a movie on Sunday. Then back to the grind Sunday
night before classes early Monday.  What he really needed was a complete
diversion from the regular routine.  His thoughts eventually turned to
Will as always and he went over in his head all the possibilities he
could imagine.  Going back to the locker room and the shower.  Feeling
Will's hard cock pressed against his ass cheeks under the warm spray. 
Letting Will penetrate him this time.  Maybe tasting Will's cock,
sucking him off.  Suddenly, Jay snapped out of his daydream.  Thoughts
of his mother and father and the expectations of their only child
replaced the image of Will, naked and hard.  He couldn't do that to
them.  He had to be the good son.  He had to get married and have a
family so his parents could be proud grandparents.  The conflict roared
in his head so loud his thoughts were almost drowned out.  He wanted
Will, but he wanted his parents to be happy.  Couldn't they be happy he
had found Will to love?  He sat in his chair, staring out the window,
lost, trying to make sense of the incompatible directions his life was
taking.  In that instant he decided he had to talk with someone.  The
only one he could trust, he thought, was Will.

About half an hour later Will returned to the room from his lab
assignment.  Jay immediately perked up as Will opened the door, entered,
and smiled at him.  "Hey, Jay," Will acknowledged his roommate, "you
ready for the weekend?"  "I've needed a break so bad from this week you
wouldn't believe it," Jay answered.  "Every class I have has a hundred
pages to read and a paper to write.  I'm so wound up I'm ready to
explode."  Will walked over to where Jay sat and stood behind him.  He
began to rub Jay's neck and shoulders.  Jay couldn't help but soften at
the feelings going through him.  Just Will's touch set him off.  His
head fell forward as he relaxed his neck while Will continued the
massage.  Will loved to make Jay feel good.  He wanted to make him feel
wonderful again.  He wanted to lean down and kiss Jay's neck and face. 
But he held back.  Will stopped the massage after about three minutes,
unable to stand the contact anymore.  Jay straightened up in his chair
and watched as Will moved towards the closet.  "I've got to take a
shower, man," Will said. "That lab was hot as hell.  I'm surprised you
couldn't smell me before I came in."  Jay concentrated on his nose,
testing the air for Will's scent.  A very faint smell of sweat and
deodorant was present.  "No, you're not that bad," Jay told him.  Will
stood at the closet door and began to pull off his clothes.  Jay tried
not to stare, but he couldn't turn away for more than a few seconds at a
time.  He watched as Will pulled off his t-shirt, then his shoes and
socks, and finally his jeans.  He looked just as good as always, thought
Jay.  The strong sculpted chest and flat stomach, well muscled
shoulders, arms, and legs.  Will kept his boxers on and grabbed a
towel.  "I'll be done in a few minutes and we can grab some supper. OK?"
Will asked.  "I'll wait for you.  But hurry up, I'm starving," Jay
replied.  Will couldn't resist a little tease and looking right at Jay
he snapped the waistband of his shorts and said, "Yeah, I know what
you're hungry for."  As Will walked out of the room towards the communal
bath down the hall Jay watched and wondered how much longer he could
hold out.  He had to talk to Will tonight before it went any farther. 
They had to work things out before he failed a class.

The two friends entered the school cafeteria and after filling their
trays moved to a table away from the few others also eating on campus
that night.  After a few minutes of eating and watching Will, Jay felt
he was ready to talk.  "Will," he began, "I need to talk about
something."  "What?" Will asked.  "I want..." Jay stammered, suddenly
losing his nerve.  Will now sensed Jay's anxiousness.  "What is it?" he
wanted to know. "What's wrong?"  Will was genuinely concerned.  Jay was
usually open with him.  It was easy to see something was being held
back.  Jay sat there staring at his tray.  "Let's finish up and go back
to the room," said Will quietly, reaching over and taking Jay's hand. 
"We can talk about anything you want."

Back at the dorm the two made their way directly upstairs to their
room.  Once inside, Will turned and locked the door.  He didn't want
anyone coming in while they talked.  He knew this conversation was going
to be serious.  Pulling off his shoes, Jay sat down on his bed, his
pillow stuffed behind his back against the wall.  Will moved into a
chair and pulled it up close to the bed facing Jay.  "What is it, man,
what's wrong?" Will repeated his question.  After a couple of seconds
Jay looked Will in the eyes.  "I have to know where we are headed
together," Jay began.  "I have to know what is going to happen to us;
what's going to happen to me.  I have these thoughts of us together. 
Together all the time, living with each other."  He paused, then added
softly, "Loving each other."  Will reached over and placed his hand on
Jay's thigh, giving it a light squeeze.  "I think about that, too," he
said.  Jay sat enjoying the contact of Will's hand and continuing to
think of what he wanted to say.  "I have other thoughts not so good," he
started again.  "What about my family?  I don't have any brothers or
sisters.  What are my mom and dad going to do when they find out?  What
if they expect me to get married and have babies?  They want so much for
me and I'm letting them down."  Jay's eyes were getting red and puffy;
his tears just below the surface.  Will left the chair and sat down next
to Jay on the bed, putting his arm around the scared young man.  "Jay,"
he said in a low voice close to the ear of his friend, "if your parents
love you that much, they won't love you any less if you are happy this
way.  I know they couldn't love you so much and expect you to live a
life being miserable."  Jay leaned into Will's chest, laying his head
against the warm material of the sweatshirt Will had on.  The beating of
Will's heart soothed Jay's nerves and he began to calm down.  In a
minute Jay looked up again at Will who had been caressing his hair and
stroking his cheek.  "Do your parents know?" Jay asked.  Will barked a
quick laugh, the kind meant for things that weren't really funny.  "Oh,
yeah," he said, "they learned the hard way."

"Do you want to know why I moved to Carthage?  I've never told anyone
this before.  Only the people involved know the truth about me and they
won't ever tell anyone because they can't deal with it," said Will.  Jay
nodded and Will began his story.

"Back in Jackson, where I lived before, I had just started my junior
year in high school.  I was almost eighteen already, since I had been
held back in the second grade.  I had lots of friends and everything was
real good for me.  I dated girls a little, but at the time didn't real
get anything from it.  I wasn't trying to have sex with them.  It just
didn't seem right to do that stuff.  But I didn't think of doing
anything with boys either.  I'd notice them in the locker room, but
everybody did that.  I'd joke around at school, you know, the usual
"fag" and "cocksucker" stuff.  It didn't bother me.  I wasn't doing
anything so why should I care what they said?  One day early in the year
a friend of mine, Ronny, and I were at the batting cage practicing our
swings.  Ronny and I had been friends forever.  I don't remember not
ever knowing him.  His dad was a high-dollar businessman who owned
several pieces of property around town.  He was on the city council and
was real politically involved in things.  Anyway, that day at the cages
we were hitting balls when I noticed this guy had come in and sat down
on a bench outside the cage we were in.  He looked about 40 years old
and kind of dirty.  He just sat there and we kept noticing he was
looking at us, almost staring.  It was getting kind of creepy after a
few minutes, but we didn't say anything and tried to ignore him.  I
noticed Ronny kept looking back at him once in a while.  I finally asked
him if he knew that guy.  He said he didn't, but that he might have seen
him at the mall before.  We were just running out of quarters when the
guy walked over to the side of the cage and started talking to Ronny. 
Ronny kept looking at me.  I couldn't hear exactly what they were
saying; they were talking really low.  I saw Ronny shake his head a
couple of times and heard him tell the guy "NO" in a loud voice. As I
put my bat back in the rack and walked toward them the older guy looked
at me and smiled.  His teeth were stained from smoking and he hadn't
shaved in about two days.  The more I looked the less I liked him.  He
told me his name was Jess and he was just out looking around, seeing
what was going on in town.  After a few minutes of awkward conversation,
Ronny told him we needed to go.  Jess asked us if we might be coming
back tomorrow, but Ronny told him no.  I didn't say anything.  We got in
the car and went back to Ronny's house.  I didn't say anything until we
got inside and went to the family room to watch TV.  Nobody else was
home.  I asked Ronny what that guy and he had been talking about.  At
first he tried to act like nothing had happened, but I kept asking. 
They had talked for more than ten minutes I told him.  What had that guy
said when you hollered "NO" at him.  Ronny was looking really nervous
now and biting his fingernails.  I asked him if that guy was bothering
him or wanted something from him.  He was really fidgeting.  I was
getting some wild ideas about Ronny and this guy, wondering if he had
hurt him some way.  Finally, I asked him right to his face what that guy
had done to him.  When he blurted out his answer I first didn't believe
him.  "He sucked my dick at the mall."  Ronny told me the guy had
followed him into the restroom in Penneys and started talking to him as
he tried to go at the urinal.  Then he touched his shoulder.  Ronny was
so scared he didn't say no and the guy pushed him into a stall.  Before
he knew it, the guy was sucking him and rubbing his butt through his
jeans.  Ronny said he was scared, but after a couple of minutes it felt
really good and he shot cum into the guy's mouth.  Then he bolted. 
Ronny left the mall and went home trying to figure out what he had let
happen."

The story continued.  "After a couple of days of thinking about it and
deciding he wasn't really hurt, Ronny went back to the mall.  Sure
enough, there was the guy milling around the food court.  Ronny caught
his eye and made sure the guy saw him go into the restroom.  About two
minutes later, the guy comes in.  Ronny was waiting for him and they
went into a stall like before.  But this time Ronny pushed his jeans
down all the way.  He said the feeling of the guy's hands on his skin
and his mouth on his dick made him cum harder than ever.  This time he
didn't want to leave, but he didn't want the guy to think Ronny was
going to blow him so he pulled up his pants and walked out leaving the
guy jacking off in the stall.  A week later he went back again, but the
guy wasn't there.  He went home and jacked off thinking about getting
sucked again.  After Ronny told me all this, I couldn't believe it.  My
friend was getting blowjobs from some total stranger at the mall.  All
kinds of thoughts were going through my mind and I realized I was hard. 
Guys messing around with other guys.  Then Ronny said something even
more bizarre, or so I thought then.  The last time the guy had sucked
him off, all Ronny could think about was doing it too.  He wanted to
suck a cock.  He was staring right at my rod when he said it.  It was
like he had changed into somebody else.  All he would talk about was
wanting my cock in his mouth, wanting to feel me cum in his mouth.  I
was so hard in my jeans it hurt.  Ronny and I had known each other for
so long I trusted him with anything and now he was asking me, almost
begging me, to let him suck my dick.  So I did.  We went into his
bedroom and he almost tore my clothes off trying to get to me.  He
worked me over like I couldn't believe.  His mouth was so warm and wet. 
And his tongue licking up and down my cock was the best thing I had ever
felt.  Up till then all I had ever done was jack off, but this was a lot
better.  After I came the first time, in about two minutes, Ronny just
kept sucking.  He went on and on like he couldn't stop.  I came again
about twenty minutes later and pushed him off.  We didn't say too much
to each other for a couple of days.  By the weekend, though, we ended up
in his bedroom again.  He couldn't get enough and I was getting into it
more and more."

Will went on as Jay listened.  "After a couple of weeks Ronny was really
starting to scare me.  All he wanted was to get laid and he wanted me to
do it.  Sex was taking over his life.  I couldn't understand what was
wrong with him.  But stupid me, I followed my dick to his house almost
everyday for a fuck or a blowjob, or both.  I had sucked his dick, too. 
He fucked me a couple of times, but usually all he wanted was me to fuck
him.  I can see the day we finally crashed like it just happened.  I had
come to his house that afternoon.  This was, like, two months after our
first time.  I went upstairs and he was there, naked, on the bed rubbing
his dick.  I got hard watching him.  He sat up and asked me if I'd help
him with something he wanted to try.  He handed me a sack with some
pieces of rope he had bought at the hardware store on his way home from
school.  The fucking receipt was still in the bag.  He wanted me to tie
him up to the bed frame and make him take my dick like I was raping him
or something.  It didn't sound right to me, but my dick was hard and he
wanted it.  So I tied him up.  After getting it good and tight, like he
wanted, I took off my clothes and sat over his legs as I rubbed his ass
cheeks.   That always got him even hotter.  I took a bottle of baby oil
we used for lube and greased him up, all the time he was moaning like
some animal.  The whole scene was getting way strange, but I pushed my
way up his ass and started to fuck him.  That really set him off.  He
was moaning even louder, staining at the ropes, trying to shove his ass
back onto my cock every time I'd take a stroke.  It kind of turned me on
to see him tied up and liking it so much.  I just started to cum, then
it happened.  His dad throws the door open, screaming, and practically
tackles me across the bed.  I didn't have any time to react.  Ronny was
yelling, I was shooting cum even as his dad was beating on me, and his
dad was screaming at me to get off his boy.  He thought I was actually
raping his son.  I tried to fight him off, but I couldn't.  His dad was
a lot bigger than me.  I don't know what kept him from killing me.  I
got out of the house with about half my clothes, Ronny still tied down
and begging his dad to stop hitting me.  The next day the police came
and took me to the station.  I was beat up pretty bad, but they didn't
care.  I was the faggot rapist now.  The only thing that saved me was
Ronny.  He told them everything, even about the guy at the mall.  Since
Ronny was old enough to consent, his dad couldn't press charges.  The
whole story was all over school.  Everyone looked at me like I was
guilty.  My parents got calls from all over town to take their faggot
son out of school before I did it to some other boy.  I packed up my
stuff and left one night just to get away.  Everything was gone for me
there.  I ended up in Carthage living with my aunt.  Even she gave me
funny looks sometimes.  That's why nobody ever saw my parents around. 
I'm lucky they even help me a little with college now."

Jay sat stunned by what he heard.  Moving up the bed and looking Will in
the face, he tried to imagine the disgrace and shame Will had faced back
home.  He started to tear up again, but this time for Will.  The boys
held each other as Will told Jay everything was OK.  They wouldn't end
up pulled apart by their families.  If Jay wanted to, they could stay
together.  They could do whatever they wanted.  It was their life.  Jay
looked into Will's eyes again.  He was frightened, but knew he wasn't
alone.  Very slowly Will lowered his mouth even with Jay's, closed his
eyes, and waited to see if Jay would respond.  It was now or never, he
thought.  Jay would stay or he would run as far as he could, probably
back to his folks and a life he didn't want just to play the part of The
Good Son.  Jay moved, pulling away slightly, but moving back almost
instantly.  His heart was pounding and Will could feel the strong
beating in his chest as Jay pressed against him.  Almost like a feather
being drawn across his lips, Will felt Jay's breath against his chin and
upper lip.  Then Jay's mouth, soft and moist, pressed to him like a
lover.  The kiss lingered, then broke, only to be reborn in the next
one.  And the next one.

The two boys slept in Jay's bed that night, closely snuggled together on
the small mattress.  Jay wanted Will to stay close as he dealt with his
feelings.  Twice in the night, Jay awoke breathing hard and filled with
a sense of panic, nightmares of his family's reaction to his sexuality
and visions of Will being beaten by Jay's father.  He tried to convince
himself that would never happen.  His father was a good man and loved
Jay very much.  Sleep slowly drew him back between Will's arms and a few
more hours of peace.

Saturday morning dawned with a bright sunlight filling the room.  Jay
looked at the clock and realized he had slept more than two hours longer
than he usually did.  Will was gone.  Jay got out of bed and walked to
the closet.  Pulling off his boxers and putting on his bathrobe, he
walked to the showers.  Glancing around to see who was about, he removed
the robe and hung it from one of the bright metal hooks fastened along
one wall.  Two other boys were in the bathroom standing at sinks
opposite the shower entrance.  Jay moved into the shower and turned on
full blast the first nozzle he came to.  The hot, pounding spray felt
good and he stood under it for several minutes before washing his hair,
then soaping up his body, rinsing everything, and toweling off.  He put
on his robe and walked back to the room.  Upon entering he didn't notice
anything, but then the smell of bacon and sausage, scrambled eggs, and
pancakes filled his head.  Spread out on the two desks was an array of
breakfast food, Will standing at one end holding a plate and a fork. 
"May I interest you in some breakfast, young man?" Will asked politely. 
Jay grinned at him and Will laughed.  "You are too much," said Jay as he
bit into a sausage.

After filling themselves on breakfast and cleaning up the remains, Will
picked up his backpack and announced, "I have to go over to the library
and meet some guys from my biology class.  I promised we would start on
a project today.  You don't mind, do you?"  Jay looked at him
seriously.  "Of course not.  Go. Do your work.  You just be back as soon
as you can.  I want to walk down to the park this afternoon and I want
you to go with me."  "It's a date," said Will.  "I'll be back in about
two hours."  Will moved toward the door, then stopped and looked at Jay
standing by the bed.  Will took the three steps back that separated them
and quickly kissed Jay on the mouth.  "See you later," Will said,
smiling.  Jay blushed a bright red, which only made Will feel even
better than he did already.

About an hour later, a knock on the door startled Jay, who had been
daydreaming about him and Will walking in the park, talking and
laughing, stealing kisses when they thought no one was watching.  "Come
in," Jay hollered.  A boy he recognized from down the hall stuck his
head in the door.  "There's a phone call for Will," the kid said.  "She
said it's his mother."  Jay thought to himself, "Damn it, why did he
miss it right now?"  "OK," Jay said, "I'll get it.  Will isn't here." 
Jay walked down the hall to the pay phone that was the only link for
those residents without the money to pay for phones in their rooms. 
"Hello.  This is Jay, Will's roommate. Yes. No, ma'am, Will is at the
library.  His birthday?  Yes, I'll tell him to call you when he gets
back.  He should be here in about an hour.  Yes, ma'am.  Bye."  So, Jay
thought, Will's birthday is in three days.  His mind immediately began
to think of something Will would want for his birthday.  Jay didn't have
much money to spend, but he would find something for a gift.  But he
would keep it a surprise.  He wouldn't tell him about knowing his
birthday.  He would wait and see if Will said anything to him later. 
Having already dressed, Jay walked down to the lobby to see if a
newspaper had been left as was usual on the weekends.  On the way back
upstairs he ran into Tony and Paul.  They were openly gay to the whole
campus, making it widely known they lived as a couple in the dorm.  It
was Tony and Paul who Will had used to get Jay stimulated in the locker
room before.  All four were friends now, but did not see each other
every day.  "Tony, Paul," he asked, "I need your help.  Don't say
anything to Will, but I found out his birthday is on Tuesday.  I need
some help thinking of something to give him."  They looked at each other
and grinned widely.  "I know what Will really wants," snickered Tony,
patting Jay on the butt.  "Oh, you guys," said Jay, acting slightly
disgusted.  "Don't you ever think of anything besides sex?"  "No,"
answered Paul.  They both laughed.  "I'll think of something on my own
then," Jay told them as he walked on to his room.  Back in the room Jay
thumbed through the paper, stopping to read the articles that caught his
eye, Dear Abby, and the cartoons.  He kept finding himself distracted by
the idea of what to get Will as a birthday gift.  Finished with the
paper, he sat thinking to himself and staring out the window, absently
watching the wind blow what few leaves remained on the trees.  Will
returned about thirty minutes later.  Jay relayed the phone message,
minus the birthday announcement, and Will went to return the call.  Ten
minutes later, both boys were headed to the park about a half-mile
away.  Being outside and enjoying the time off from studying and being
with Will had Jay in a state of boyish giddiness.  He laughed and cutup
the whole time they strolled through the park.  To anyone watching it
was obvious they were close.  To anyone with experience it was obvious
they were falling in love.  As they walked back towards campus Jay
reached for Will's hand.  Holding tightly and looking around to see who
might catch them, Jay pulled Will toward him into a hug and a quick
kiss.  Will was surprised at Jay's open display of affection.  Maybe Jay
was beginning to come to terms with their love, he thought.  Will knew
he still had to wait for Jay to make all the next moves.  They were
closer than ever, but Jay had to be the one to go all the way this time.

That night when bedtime came Will went to his own bed.  He waited to see
if Jay would say anything.  Jay looked kind of concerned, but said
nothing as he, too, got into his own bed.  They remained apart all
night.

Sunday was almost a repeat of Saturday.  Sleeping late, breakfast at a
local restaurant this time, and then Will off to the library.  Jay tried
to read some, but the birthday question wouldn't go away.  He had gone
over the whole two previous days in his head again and again, sorting
out his feelings.  Later, standing at the window he saw Tony and Paul
sitting on a bench outside the dorm.  As he watched them holding hands
and talking, people walked past them and Jay noticed no one paid them
any attention.  They were just another couple.  They were accepted. 
That was it, Jay thought.  That's what I'll give Will.  Now he just had
to work out the details.

While Will remained at the library, Jay worked on an elaborate plan to
surprise his roommate.  He knew what he wanted to do and set out his
plan on paper to make sure he didn't forget anything.  About 15 minutes
before Will was due back, Jay walked down the hall to Tony and Paul's
room.  Laughing and carrying on could be heard through the door.  "Oh,
Jesus," Jay thought to himself, "I hope they aren't fucking around."  He
hesitated, then knocked three times.  "Who is it?" came a loud answer
and a giggle.  "It's Jay.  I need to talk to you guys," he replied. 
"Well get your cute ass in here then," came the invitation to enter. 
Jay went in and quickly went over what he needed for Tony and Paul to do
in preparation for the surprise.  Both boys were more than willing to go
along, laughing and teasing Jay the whole time.  Jay left hoping he
could count on those two to make good on their end of the plan.  When
Jay got back to his room, Will had already returned and was changing
clothes.  Jay looked at the smooth, strong chest of his friend again and
said to himself, "Two days.  Just wait two more days."

Sunday night, Jay and Will slept separately again.  Will decided Jay had
just felt vulnerable that one night.  Maybe he had been wrong about the
whole thing.  Jay might not open up after all.  Will would continue to
wait a little longer.

Monday's routine of classes, lunch in the cafeteria, more classes,
library, studying in their room, supper at the cafeteria, more studying,
then bed, came and went without so much as a kiss between the boys. 
Will was beginning to wonder if Jay had changed his mind completely, but
he wasn't going to confront him on it.  Jay had had other thoughts
consuming his time.  

Birthday plans were slowly coming together and he felt sure Will didn't
know anything.  Tuesday morning came and Will still had not said
anything to Jay about the day.  Jay was a little disappointed that Will
had not told him about it, but thought maybe Will didn't see much in
birthdays anymore.  He was away from his family and as far as Will knew
nobody on campus had a clue he turned 20 years old that day.  The day
progressed.  Classes, eating, studying.  That night was another of
Will's lab assignments so he would be out late.  Jay had plenty of time
to get ready.  Around 8:00, with half an hour before Will's lab let out,
Jay, Tony and Paul met in Jay's room to finalize the preparations.  Tony
brought with him a small sack while Paul carried something wrapped in a
towel.  They also carried pieces of what had been a refrigerator box. 
Brightly painted like a gift-wrapped box, the three worked on putting
the pieces together.  When finished, Paul handed the towel and its
contents to Jay.  "Do you know what to do with this?" he asked Jay,
smiling.  Tony giggled.  "I think so," Jay said with a smirk. "There's
only one thing you can do with it.  I just hope it works."  Jay left the
room while Tony emptied the contents of the sack onto Will's bed.  About
five minutes later Jay returned with a strange look on his face, one of
slight discomfort.  "Well?" asked Paul.  Jay glanced at him. "It's
fine.  Let's finish up."  "Now the fun part," giggled Tony as Jay began
pulling off his clothes.

When Will came into his room, at first he didn't know what he was
looking at.  His bed was completely covered by a large box set over the
mattress.  As he looked closer he realized it had been decorated to look
like a giant gift box, with even a ribbon painted across the top.  Taped
to the center was a card.  He pulled off the card and read the
inscription. "To Will:  Happy Birthday.  It's all up to you, just be
gentle. Jay."  Will read the card twice trying to figure out what was
going on.  "And where is Jay anyway?" he thought to himself.  He threw
the card back on the giant box and walked out into the hall towards the
bathroom.  Seeing Tony and Paul standing at their door, Will hollered,
"Have you guys seen Jay?"  They looked at each other, barely able to
contain themselves.  "Yes, we've seen him.  But not in the last ten
minutes," said Tony. "Haven't you seen him?"  "No," said Will.  "And
what is this thing on my bed?"  Tony looked at Paul seriously now, then
back to Will.  "I think you better open that.  It's from Jay."  "Yes,"
Will said, "I read the card." He walked into the bathroom still
wondering what all this was about.  Tony and Paul decided not to say
anything else just so as not to ruin the surprise.

Will did his business and returned to the room.  Closing the door, he
walked to the box again and while looking it over for the second time,
he heard a faint squeak of the bedsprings.  Starting at one corner Will
pulled at the box seam, tearing the tape that held the two parts
together.  As the end piece came loose Will was amazed to see a foot
tied to the bed frame.  Then the other foot at the other corner.  He
quickly tore away another piece along the length.  Now he could see a
hand tied to the headboard.  A hand attached to an arm attached to Jay. 
"What are you doing in there?" Will asked half amused and half
bewildered.  Jay looked into the eyes of his roommate.  "Happy
Birthday," said Jay low and soft. "I hope you like it."

Will quickly tore away the remaining pieces of the box.  He looked in
astonishment at Jay, naked and tied to the bed.  Jay watched as Will
looked him over then walked over and sat in a chair at the desk.  Jay
wondered what Will was thinking.  Why didn't Will do anything?  Will
walked back over to the bed and sat down next to Jay's naked form. 
"What is this all about Jay?" he asked.  Jay looked once more into the
eyes of his roommate/friend/lover. "It's about us.  It's about being a
complete couple.  It's about wanting you to stay with me and hold me and
love me.  And it's about me loving you.  I want to love you, Will." 
Will placed his hand on Jay's chest feeling the rapid beat of the young
man's heart.  "Are you sure?  Are you real sure?" Will asked.  He had to
be sure in his own mind of Jay's willingness.  Jay closed his eyes and
drew up all his courage.  "Yes, I'm sure.  I love you, Will."  Will
lowered his face toward the face of his young friend.  "I love you,
too," said Will, just before closing his mouth over Jay's.

After breaking the long, wet kiss, Will stood again and walked to the
door.  Checking the lock, he moved to the closet and began to remove his
clothes.  He was out of Jay's line of vision, but the young man tied to
the bed could hear the drop of a shoe, the snap of Will's jeans, and the
zipper being pulled down.  The general rustling of clothing being thrown
into the basket they used as a hamper told Jay that Will was almost
ready.  Hearing the padding of bare feet approach, Jay raised his head
to see the beautiful body of his lover standing at the side of the bed. 
Will's hard cock looked even bigger than Jay remembered, standing full
and pulsing above a pair of tight, hairy balls.  Jay couldn't take his
eyes off of Will's package.  He hadn't realized how much he wanted it
until now, to feel the hard organ in his hand and in his mouth.  Jay was
now painfully erect as well.  His more than ample cock laid across his
stomach, already showing the first signs of leaking.  As Jay flexed his
groin, his dick would alternately raise and lower giving Will a feast
for the eyes.  Will reached out gently and with his index finger rubbed
the growing drop of clear liquid over the surface of Jay's swollen
flesh. The contact for Jay was electric.  His cock surged upward
emitting yet another thick droplet of precum.  Will added that to the
rest and moved his finger teasingly over the head of Jay's organ.  The
small amount of contact was almost more than Jay could stand.  "Oh, that
feels good!" he squealed.  Will smiled.  Leaning close to Jay's ear
while continuing the motion he said, "You'll have to try and be quiet. 
These walls aren't exactly soundproof."  Jay nodded and whimpered his
"OK".  Will let go of Jay's cock temporarily and moved into a kneeling
position at the side of the bed.  He leaned over and took Jay's cock
back in his hand raising it up from Jay's stomach.  He glanced at Jay's
face then licked across the underside of the glistening meat.  More
precum erupted and Jay moaned low in his chest.  As Will began a slow
stroking motion of Jay's shaft, he took the head of the cock into his
mouth, rolling his tongue around the ridge as he went, swiping the
continuing flow of necter onto his taste buds.  To Will the taste was
like honey, sweet and thick.  He milked Jay for one drop after another. 
Jay was going crazy trying to remain silent.  Will began to feel his
desire building as well.  Opening his mouth wide and taking in all he
could, Will began to suck in earnest.  Jay was bucking up into the
suction and straining at the ropes which held him down.  It was too much
for him.  "OH FUCK!" came the call from Jay's lips.  Will stopped
sucking and pulled off.  Sure someone must have heard Jay's cry, he
waited a few seconds to see if anyone came to the door.  Nothing.  Will
let Jay's dick fall back against his stomach with a wet slap and stood
up.  "We are going to have to find something to keep you quiet," he
said.  Looking around the room and seeing not too many items suitable
for the job, Will got an idea.  "Jay, we're going to try something else.
Something new for you," he said to his captive partner.  Will stepped up
onto the bed and straddled Jay's chest, facing his cock.  As Will
squated down over Jay's body, Jay knew what would keep him quiet.  A
large, hard cock in his own mouth.  Will moved back slightly to give
Jay, who remained tied, the best position possible to suck the cock
hanging over his head.  As soon as Will was in the right place, Jay
raised his head and licked the meaty flesh Will made available to him. 
It seemed to Will that Jay knew instinctively what to do.  Using just
his tongue and lips he sucked and licked voraciously at Will's cock. 
Will was in heaven as he bent down and eagerly returned to Jay's cock. 
Will moved up and down, sucking Jay like a man possessed while Jay did
the same as best he could without the use of his hands on Will's cock. 
Holding his ass steady, Will let Jay move at his own pace, moving his
mouth up and down by lowering and raising his head.  Jay continued to
moan, but it was low enough not to get any attention from one of their
neighbors.  Will began to sense the urgent movement in Jay's thrusts. 
He sucked harder and quickened the speed of his hand up and down the
shaft.  Using his other hand, Will rolled Jay's balls in their sack and
pressed into the area underneath with his fingers.  Jay stopped his
sucking of Will's cock, but held it in his mouth as a long, deep groan
began to build in his chest.  Will knew this was Jay's time and sucked
hard again as he felt the first of several shots of cum spray out the
hole of Jay's cock straight into his throat.  Jay convulsed under the
fantastic orgasm rolling through his body.  It had been several days
since he had even jacked off and his load was massive.  Will continued
to swallow as each succesive shot seemed to fill his mouth to
overflowing.  The taste and smell of cum washed over his tongue and into
his nose making Will want it even more.  After a full minute, at least,
Jay began to relax as he came down.  Will's cock, hard and wet, lay
across Jay's face, the balls against his forehead.  Suddenly, Jay
trembled with the after effects of the great orgasm he had just suffered
through.  Will took another lick over the head of Jay's still hard cock,
wiping up the last drops of cum with his tongue.  Pushing up onto his
hands, Will looked back under his torso at his own dick still laying
over Jay's face.  Jay looked almost like he was asleep, his eyes closed
beneath Will's meat.  "Jay," Will whispered, rubbing his dick across
Jay's mouth.  "Jay. Wake up.  Finish me off, babe."  Jay stirred and
nuzzled his nose further along Will's cock and then under his balls
breathing deeply the heady aroma of Will's groin.  Jay opened his mouth
and took a swipe with his tongue at Will's bristly balls.  "Save it," he
said.  "I want you to fuck me."   

Will moved from his position above Jay and laid down beside him.  Will's
hard cock rested against Jay's hip as the two discussed the situation. 
"Are you sure?" Will asked.  "This is your first time isn't it?"  Jay
looked into Will's longing eyes.  Will wanted inside Jay desperately,
but he was willing to let Jay change his mind.  Jay closed the small
distance between them and kissed Will.  "I want to feel you inside me. 
I want you to be a part of me just like I was a part of you in the
locker room before.  I need to do this.  Please."  "You know, Jay," Will
pointed out, "I haven't done it since Ronny.  I don't want to hurt
you."  Jay smiled.  "I've taken a precaution just in case.  Look at my
ass."  Will sat up and pulled Jay's legs up and apart as best he could
with the ropes still holding Jay's feet to the bed frame.  He
immediately saw what Jay was talking about.  The wide base of a butt
plug was nestled firmly against Jay's hole.  Will didn't understand why
he hadn't noticed it before.  Jay spoke again. "I borrowed it from Tony
and Paul.  I figured a little pre-game warm up was in order."  Will
moved off the bed and stood at the foot.  "I'm going to have to untie
your feet.  We can't do anything with you laying like that."  He began
to undo the soft knots of rope necessary to free his mate's lower half. 
When he had the ropes loose, Will pulled Jay's knees up and again looked
at the plug still in place between Jay's ass cheeks.  "This may hurt,"
he said, taking the base of the device in his hand and beginning to
pull.  Jay squirmed a little, but made no noise.  Without too much
effort, Will pulled the plug out of Jay's now stretched opening, wet and
slick from the lube off the plug.  "You're wide open," stated Will
watching as the pucker slowly closed up.  "Tony and Paul said it would
make things easier for me.  I feel kind of empty now," said Jay feeling
the sensation of nothingness after enduring the invading rubber toy for
the last 45 minutes.  "We'll see how long it takes to correct that
problem," said Will, smiling.  Opening a drawer at his desk, Will
produced a bottle of lubricating gel and popped the cap.  Drizzling a
small amount over the end of three fingers, Will then moved back between
Jay's legs.  Taking his greased digits, Will pushed against Jay's
asshole and slid in easily to the second knuckle.  "You're ready
already," laughed Will.  "I guess the butt plug did its magic."  Again
feeling empty, Jay looked on as Will squeezed a line of lube along the
length of his cock.  "Do it, Will.  God, I can't stand it.  Fuck me." 
"Hold on, babe.  I'm almost ready," answered Will.  He wanted plenty of
lube for Jay's first fuck.  He wanted to be sure he didn't hurt his
young lover.  Will put down the bottle and moved in closer.  Holding his
stiff dick in position Will rubbed along Jay's furrow, gathering the
errant drops of lube onto the flared head of his cock.  Jay moved his
legs up onto Will's shoulders.  He was tensed, but wanted to be
penetrated.  "Please, Will," he asked again.  This time Will obliged and
pushed inward at the greasy hole.  With only moderate pressure his
cockhead and shaft began to disappear into the young man beneath him. 
"Oooohhh," Jay moaned loudly.  Will stopped pushing and leaned down
towards Jay's face.  "Enjoy it, babe, but try to be quiet," he cautioned
Jay.  Will pushed again and another length of cock slide up Jay's ass
adding to the sensation already washing over him.  This time he only
whimpered.  One last push had Will embedded to his balls.  Holding his
place, Will whispered into Jay's ear, "How does it feel?  Good? Great?" 
Jay tried to answer, but couldn't find the right words. 
"It's...it's...so good.  Fuck me! Fuck me, Will! Fuck me!"  And he did. 
Will began to stroke a steady rhythm into Jay.  Will was almost out of
control himself.  He hadn't fucked anyone in over two years and the old
feelings were making him wild with desire.  He wanted to just let go and
fuck Jay like a maniac, but at the same time he didn't want to do
anything that might cause Jay to feel anything but pleasure.  Jay solved
the problem for him.  "Harder, Will, I want to feel it harder," Jay
exclaimed.  Will went faster and pushed in with more effort.  He watched
Jay's face to see his reaction.  Jay had closed his eyes and his mouth
was hanging open.  Pulling tight against the bindings still holding his
arms, Jay's biceps, shoulders, and chest stood out in fine relief, the
muscles of his young man's body being tight and firm.  Will moved even
faster now, pumping solidly into the warm flesh surrounding his cock. 
Will's breathing became short, quick breathes.  He knew he was right on
the brink.  "Oh, Jay, I'm going to cum!" he almost shouted, catching
himself at the last second.  "Jack my dick, Will, I want to cum with
you.  Inside me, Will, cum inside me!" Jay begged.  Will just managed to
wrap his hand around Jay's precum-slick cock and start to stroke when
his own orgasm exploded from his groin and moved out in all directions
through his body.  "Oh, god," Will panted, still stroking Jay in an
unsteady rhythm.  But the pressure on Jay's hard cock and the spasms of
Will's dick up his ass was enough to trigger Jay's own blast.  Arching
his back and straining at the ropes, Jay spewed cum across his chest and
stomach and down Will's pumping hand.  As both climaxes waned, Will gave
out and dropped down onto Jay's body, pushing the legs of the youth off
his shoulders and down onto the bed.  He laid there catching his breath,
feeling the wetness of Jay's load trickle out from between them.  After
a few minutes, Will pulled his cock out of Jay, then reached up and
pulled the knots loose from the headboard posts, freeing Jay from his
confinement.  Jay's arms immediately wrapped themselves around Will's
neck and pulled him into a kiss.  A long, wet, and lustful kiss.  The
kiss of lovers.  Jay knew he had made the right decision to go forward. 
Will pressed him into another sloppy kiss, sucking at his mouth and
lips.  Rolling onto their sides, Will and Jay remained in bed, holding
each other in the embrace of shared loved.  They knew the demands of
school would be right there waiting for them when they broke away from
each other so they held on as long as they could.

When morning came, the boys found themselves wrapped in each other's
arms, still in bed, naked and excited.  They quickly relapsed into a 69
and sucked each other to orgasm, relishing the taste of each other
swirled over their tongues and through their teeth, only to be traded in
a deep, wet kiss.

After taking showers and getting dressed for class, they found they
still had time for breakfast.  Walking quickly to the cafeteria, Jay
hoped Tony and Paul had followed through.  As they entered the dining
hall, Will was surprised to see a large banner hanging above the service
line.  As Will read the very public announcement, Jay again took him in
a strong embrace and kissed him in full view of the other students. 
Cheers, whistles, and applause rose from the breakfast crowd.  Will
blushed, Jay smiled and waved, pointing to the banner.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY
WILL.  WITH ALL MY LOVE, JAY.

THE END


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