Date: Mon, 23 Nov 1998 21:54:23 PST From: "Kenny B." <thrasher59@hotmail.com> Subject: Happy Chapter 2 Happy This is a story about a relationship between consenting teen-agers. If you don't want to read about stuff like that then you shouldn't read it. Also if you are under 18, then please don't read this(Right, hehe) or if you are going to then at least make sure your parents don't catch you. I get enough bitching from my mom and she doesn't need anymore help. If anyone has any comments or criticisms, then please send them to me at thrasher59@hotmail.com . Happy Chapter 2 Bryan sat in front of his PC looking at the images on the screen and slowly stroking himself through his boxers. He was excited but it was just no good! There was only one thing on his mind and that was Corey's gorgeous smile and everything that went along with it. Suddenly as he saw those beautiful brown eyes and those perfect teeth in his minds eye, his cock throbbed and all thought of the explicit images on the screen were lost. He could see Corey smiling at him as those strong long fingers slowly stroked up and down his hard throbbing cock. Corey smiled at him and slowly reached down to cup his balls with his other hand, the fingers that wrapped around his shaft weren't really squeezing but the were just lightly brushing up and down on the front and sides as his hot thumb massaged the head. Bryan threw his head back and moaned as Corey suddenly began to squeeze and massage his balls. Then suddenly without seeming to move, Corey was totally naked, his own throbbing member totally erect and at full staff, raising the flag over his two low hanging and hairless balls. His large cock bounces as his whole body moves in time with his tender minstrations of Bryan's heated tool. Bryan looks down in to his eyes and he says in that gorgeous voice, "I love you, Bryan!". That's it, its all over! Bryan felt the load begin deep in his balls and shoot through the tube of his cock and something closely approching the speed of sound. With the sound of Corey's pledge of love still echoing in the vaults of his mind Bryan shouted and let go. Every molecule of his body exulted in the life and joy of his orgasm and he was totally unaware of anything around him. As his throbbing bone shot load after load of hot creamy jizz high into the air and then all over his face, chest, and stomach. Bryan could feel taste and even smell Corey, and just knew when he opened his eyes he would see that killer smile and that his lover would be there. With a sigh Bryan opened his eyes to see that he was still in his bedroom and still alone. He was so exhausted but all that he could really think to do was cry. He had never in his life wanted something so bad and known that he couldn't ever have it. Life went from the sweetest to the bitterest potion in seconds and he just wanted to curl up on the floor and cry. How would he ever make it through life if he couldn't even have friends? And how come he couldn't just be like everyone else and like girls? What had he done to make god hate him so much? He looked at the monitor and was suddenly disgusted with himself. Was this what he had to look forward to? Skulking around and hoping that no one ever knew the truth? Hiding in his room and mastrabating to pictures that most people would find totally disgusting? He closed the program with a lot of loathing for himself, pounding on the mouse button a lot harder than he had too. He stood up and looking at the coating of warm seminal fluid that coated him was more than just a little amused. He had never cum so much in his intire life, and all over something that he would probably never hear, and would only read about in stories on the net. He pulled his shirt the rest of the way off and wiped all of the jizz off of him, reaching up with his bare hand to wipe some off the side of his nose. He looked at the white glob on the tip of his index finger for just a minute and then quickly just wanting to sticking the finger in his mouth and sucking on it. It wasn't the first time that he had tasted his own, but this time it seemed to taste a little stronger and had more too it than it normally did. Was this something that was going to happen as he got older? He slipped his boxers the rest of the way down and headed in to the bathroom and jumped into the shower. He jumped out of the shower, totally unaware that he wasn't alone anymore as he vigorously towled off his hair, and almost jumped out of his skin when he heard Corey's voice. "Hey guy! Do you always shower with the door wide open?" Corey asked. "I told you he was a mutant!" I heard Justin chime in. What did my mom let everyone in school in while I was in the shower? Geeze, it's a good thing that I had spanked the monkey before I got in the shower and not while I was in. That glass door didn't really do a whole lot to hide anything! I swept the towel down to cover myself and pushed the door closed. I reached over and grabbed my watch and felt like smacking myself so bad! What the hell was wrong with me? I knew that Justin and Corey were going to be there at six and it was 15 after! I had almost got caught spanking off by the object of my fantasies! Could my depravity reach any greater depths? "Hey Bryan?" I heard Just yell. "Yeah hold on I will be out in just a sec!" I yelled back. "Is it all right if we play with your computer?" "Yeah." I said without even thinking about the fact that although I had closed my image program, I was still logged on and my email was open. It was then that it hit me. Everything that I had to wear was out in my closet and dresser and I was in here with nothing but a towel. I wasn't overly modest or anything, but the fact that both Corey and Justin were out there had made me more than just a little aroused and even though I wasn't really all that hard, I was far from soft. I tried to will it to go down but it just wasn't happening and I didn't know what to do. I couldn't walk out there naked with a boner, god only knew what Justin would do. I decided that I would be better off if I just played it off, so I wrapped my beach towel around my waist, (It was almost big enough to go around twice and then some) and headed right out to my dresser. I noticed that it was only Corey sitting at my computer and that Justin was no where to be seen. He was intently reading something off the screen that I really didn't take the time to read as I hurried across the floor, intent on only getting some underwear on. I reached the dresser without incident and quickly reached in and grabbed a pair of boxers out not caring what they looked like. I looked over at Corey to see that he was still engrossed in the screen and quickly dropped the towel and pulled the boxers over my bare feet and up my legs. I was much happier now! "Where did Justin go?" I asked Corey. "Huh?" he grunted. If I would have been half as observant of him as I usually was, then I would have realized that I had just startled him and that he was looking more than just a little guilty. "Where's Justin?" I repeated. "Oh he just went downstairs to ask your mom if we could have some soda's." Over the last two weeks our friendship had really blossomed and I was so happy just to be around him. He was everything that I wanted needed and desired. Not only was he gorgeous but he was so friggen smart! He was just as fast as anyone in any of my classes to pick up anything, and it seemed like girls were always sending him notes and asking him out. He always seemed to have an excuse to say no, but I knew that it was only a matter of time till he found one that he liked and my hopes were once and for all dashed into little slivers of just so much broken dreams. But no matter what, I guess that it was worth it just to be around him. So when Justin had came up with the idea of spending the night over at his house I had been quick to counter with the idea of all of us spending the night at mine instead. Not only was there more room but I would feel much more in control of the situation, and hell who knew what would happen. Plus since my mom loved to go to my soccer games, and Justin wasn't even on the team, we wouldn't have to walk to school Saturday morning from Justins to catch the bus to the game. My mom was just going to drive all three of us there and then take us to the mall afterwards. I was busy picking clothes out so I still wasn't paying that much attention to what Corey was doing. Now you may think that this is really stupid considering all of the incriminating stuff that I had on my pc, but you have to understand that it just never crossed my mind. I had no idea what he had done until much later. I looked over at him and saw the genuine look of consternation on his face. I decided that it was a good idea to find out what he was doing to my baby. I was more than a little embarrassed when I walked over and saw that not only was he not snooping around my personal stuff, but I had walked over and started reading his email over his shoulder! "Sorry dude." I apologized. "No problem. Why didn't you tell me that you were really into computers?" He asked. "I dunno. Just never really thought about it" I said. "That's cool. You wanna see my new website?" "Yeah! That's so aweome, I just started working on one of my own!" I said excitedly. It was true, but then I thought about it and there was no way that I could show it too him. It said way too much about me and even though my name was no where on it, it did say something that I had made sure that no one knew. I had really done it now. He seemed to have forgotten that I had even offered and had already opened my browser and started typing in a web addy when Justin came back in carrying three cans of Coke. "Hey Justin!" I said. "Hey Bryan!" he said with his infectious smile. "I was just going to show Bryan my website!" Corey told him. "Cool, did ya tell him that Scott help you make it?" Justin asked. "Not yet, I haven't even shown it too him yet!" he replied. Feeling kind of lost here, I just couldn't help but ask with more than just a little jealousy, "Scott who?" "My cousin Scott, he goes to McQuaid and hangs out with Justin a lot." Corey informed me. It seemed to me like he went to a great length to emphasize the fact that he was Justin's friend. "Oh cool!" I said, my heart dropping. He punched it up, and I do have to admit that I was impressed. The site was totally interactive and it seemed that Justin new more about it than even Corey did. He couldn't wait to show me the link to "Scott's" web page and show me his picture. My heart dropped even faster. The boy in the picture was gourgeous, and whats worse, when I saw the email link I felt like crying. I knew it well. It was my friend from the net that I had been trying to meet face to face for over a month. He had suddenly dropped offline about a month earlier, and even though I could have sworn that I had seen him in several chat rooms, I could never get an answer from him and he had answered none of my emails. I was crushed. In my mind Corey was already married and working on whatever fags work on instead of three kids. Ok, now everyone can take this opportunity to call me an idiot. As I type it here I can't help but do it to myself. How could I have missed it? I don't know. I won't ruin for you that haven't figured it out yet, but needless to say I was suddenly much less enthusiastic about the sleep over and was more of an automaton than a living breathing boy. "Hey is it all right if I call Scott and ask him if he wants to come over?" Corey asked me. I was CRUSHED!! OH MY GOD! How could life be so cruel? There was no way that I wanted that asshole over here. First he had led me on and then he had stolen Corey right out from under my nose. But try as hard as I could, I found no way to refuse. I had already told them that my mom didn't care how many people I had over and having met her I was pretty sure that they wouldn't buy it if I told them that she had suddenly changed her total philosophy. "Okay, just let me go ask my mom." I said, trying very hard to hide what I was really feeling. I went down and asked my mother, of course she said yes. My fate was sealed. I would have to sit through a night and try to be nice to someone that I wanted to kill. "My mom said yeah." I said as I walked back into my room. It should have been obvious that I had surprised them as they sat close together talking, and thinking back I can still remember the startled look on their faces. But I was so miserable that it went over my head at about a thousand miles an hour. Its amazing how much I can miss when I put my mind to it. Corey grabbed the phone and placed a call. He was even so excited on the telephone that it made it worse. I wanted to just curl up in my bed and die! What the hell else could possibly happen that would be worse? I better stop asking that or I might just find out. We all sat around and kept surfing the net and a couple of times they both tried to figure out what was wrong with me all of the sudden. But then one time Justin seemed about to tell me something and then Corey stepped in and said no. I was totally puzzled but I just didn't care at that point. All that I knew was that every chance that I was ever going to get at being happy was gone, and I was going to have it rubbed in my face all night. I was rummaging through my CD's looking for something mournfully appropriate when I heard my mom let someone in the front door and a brief conversation at the bottom of the stairs. I heard someone running up the stairs and braced myself for my encounter with the anti-Christ. He reached the landing and I wanted to cry even more! He was beautiful! He could have been Corey with blond hair! He had the same fine features, the same charming smile. His body was almost as tall, and while his eyes were blue instead of brown they were just as compelling as Corey's. Showing the quiet intelligence that both he and his cousin shared. Justin actually leaped out of his chair and ran over to the door. "Scott!" he said giving the gorgeous hunk a big hug. "Hey Justin!" the monster said with a quite smile that I knew well from his cousin. I got it just about once a day, the first thing in the morning at homeroom or standing at my locker. But on this face it was diabolical and I would do everything in my power to see it destroyed. He didn't deserve to smile! It wasn't fair! I hated him and he didn't even know it! I wanted to do nothing so much as hurt him as much as he had hurt me. He shucked off what looked to be a laptop case and a duffel bag and walked over to Corey. He stooped and gave him a hug. "Hey cuz, what's up? "Not much, just surfing on Bryan's puter" Corey replied. They both looked over at me where I was still leaning up against my entertainment center. I tried to put the best face on it as Corey stood up and both he and his cousin from hell walked over to me. I wanted to strike out so bad. I wanted to turn Scott into pudding and stomp on him till every bone in his body was broken. I wanted to pull a wrestling move all over him. Instead I stuck out my hand, knowing that if he tried to hug me I would try to break his ribs. "Hey, I'm Bryan," I said without much enthusiasm. He looked at me and I could see that he was evaluating me. Could he possibly know? Did he understand that I was totally in love with his cousin and lover? Of course not, and how could I have known that they were two different people and that they were both in the room with us? He looked at me for a second and then broke into an easy smile that lit up his whole face. "Hey, I'm Scott!" he replied taking my hand in his and shaking it enthusiastically. "Cool so you go to McQuaid, huh?" I asked trying to hide all of the pain I was feeling. "Yup, I just started there. But I live right down the road from Justin and Corey," he said. "Cool," I said. Justin came over and grabbed Scott's arm. "Hey check out his computer! It's even faster than yours!" He said as he dragged Scott over to my computer desk where his website was still on the monitor. The two of them started chattering back and forth and that was when I noticed that Corey was standing there looking at me in a really funny way. Not really staring just looking like he was trying to figure out what I was thinking. It was so easy for me to get lost in those beautiful brown eyes that I just forgot all about hating Scott for a second. Then it hit me that this boy was standing here looking at me like that and his boyfriend was right over there on my computer talking to Justin about something. At that moment I almost started to hate him. Almost, but no sooner had the emotion started than it was crushed by the massive feeling of loss. I suddenly felt so lost. What was I going to do? Whats gonna happen next? Who knows keep reading and find out. I already have a pretty good idea but who knows the story could come out differently than even I planned. If anyone has any comments or criticism feel free to email me at thrasher59@hotmail.com . I will try to post another chapter tommorow.