Date: Thu, 17 Oct 2002 00:12:12 -0400
From: Wilkins Torres <torreswilkins@hotmail.com>
Subject: hard-time-coming-out   Ch.2

Those you have emailed me about my story, thank you so much. I really
appreciate your comments about my story. Its going to be a lot of work, but
you'll see more chapters, hopefully soon. Thanks again!


Before we continue with Chapter Two, let's pick where we last left off in
Chapter One....


Chapter One: Meeting someone new and...



"So, uh, Eric...are you gay?" he asked, AGAIN shocking me and bringing me
back to reality.

        "Well...see...I'm...", I stuttered. Before I could say anything
else, the lunchroom started to fill up with students, a lot of which looked
at me and Zack, I guess wondering why we were so close to each other.  I
didn't realize we were that close, sitting almost on each other.  I wanted
to say that I'm GAY!!! But, fuck, I couldn't say the word! I don't know why
I couldn't say it. Maybe it was because of the reason we're in school and I
was afraid to say it because someone might hear me, or something. UGH!!!
Man, I think I should talk to him after school, it might be better.

        "Hey, Eric, why do you avoid the question, especially when I've
asked you about three times today and you haven't answered it? he asked.
He continued to look at me with those eyes which seemed to be hoping for an
answer. I couldn't take it anymore.

        "YES, I'M GAY!" I blurted out. I didn't realize that I had just
came out to Zack and everyone who was in the lunch room who heard me.
         Damn, I really messed up now.

First, I met Zack, then he asked me if I was gay or not, then Adam looked
at him oddly, AND now I had just came out to Zack and the whole everyone in
the lunchroom. I looked at Zack, he had a weird kind of smile on his
face. A lot of people stopped what they were doing and looked at my
direction.  This is the first day of school, and coming out on the first
day of school wasn't exactly what I expected to be the beginning of my
Freshman school year.  What is going to happen now?


To be continued.....

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Chapter Two: Surprise me Zack.

Ok, I just came out to everyone. I didn't expect for me to get so upset
about being asked if I was gay, but it got me to the boiling point where
there was no return and something had to be done, or said. I guess, I chose
that something had to be said, since I came out to the damn cafeteria and
Zack. What did Zack think of it now? I mean, yes he's gay, too(DUH!), but
what will he think of ME now?

I looked at Zack and he still had that weird kind of smile on his face, and
people who had heard me come out of the closet and announce my gayness,
were still looking in my direction.  I could tell by the look on Zack's
face that he was going to say something, but wha?

	"Hey man, I didn't think you'd come out that loud" he whispered to
me.  Everyone was still looking and staring at me. He noticed my worries
about the stares which I was receiving and said, "I'll take care of this".

	"Excuse me, everyone" he started, as people started looking towards
him now, "I'm gay too, but if you have a problem with that, then there will
be someone who can take care of that, just come see me and you'll see what
I mean, but only if you have a problem with me and my friend here, being
gay" he finished.

I looked at him stunned of what he had just said, "Do you know what you're
doing?" I said."I think that there will be a lot of people coming to see
you about us being gay".

	"Yeah, well, if they do have a problem with it, I have someone who
will take care of it for me and you" he said. I didn't know what to say. I
just looked at everyone and it seemed that everyone who was staring had
gone back to whatever they were doing before I made my unfortunate
announcement.

	"So, Eric, you're gay?" he giggled. I couldn't resist it, I, too
started giggling about what had just happened, and about what I had just
done.

	"Yeah, I am" I said, also giggling.

	"Well, I knew there was something about you when I saw you this
morning" he said to me.

	"What do you mean?" I asked him.

	"Well, this morning, through the corners of my eyes, I caught your
eyes staring at my butt" he answered. Oh, my God. He caught me staring at
his butt. Wait a minute, there's nothing to be ashamed about, he's gay
too. He continued to speak after a pause, "When I saw you doing that, I
wanted to know for sure if you are gay or not, so I stopped at the corner
to wait up for you, and to talk to you. I knew that you were gay, I mean,
what straight would like at another guy's ass?, well unless he's
curious". I STILL didn't know what to say to that. I mean, man, he caught
me with my eyes on his butt.

	"Well, you do have a cute butt" I said shyly, almost blushing. I
didn't know how else to say it, except the way I said it. He looked at me,
with kind eyes as if to kiss me or something, but one problem: we're in
school surrounded by school staff members and students, we wouldn't be able
to kiss.

	"Thanks" he said. "So, tell me about yourself, Eric?" he asked. I
didn't know how to start, I was starting to get a little comfortable with
the fact that he knows I'm gay, even though he's gay, too. It was going to
take a very, very long time to explain everything about myself, since I am
a pretty complicated person with a lot of sealed up emotions and feelings,
which were never let out. Oh, well. What harm would it be to tell Zack? I
didn't see any harm.

	"There's a lot about me, Zack" I said. "You'd never understand the
type of person I am, I'm emotionally hurt by a lot of things that not even
my parents know about".

	"Well, you know what?" he said. "We'll go to a restaurant Saturday
night, my treat, and you can tell me about it all, everything there is, is
that ok with you?". Everything there is to know about me, could I tell him?
Yes, there are a lot of complications in my life, with my parents and all,
then there is me; the person who I myself don't understand. I know its
weird how someone could not understand themselves, but that's me. Now, to
answer Zack's question...

	"Yeah, sure. It could be great to have dinner with you at a
restaurant" I answered.

	"So, Eric, how old are you?" he asked looking deep into my eyes. I
kept having the feeling that he wanted to kiss me, and I was starting to
have the feeling that I would like to kiss him back, too.

	"I'm 15 years old, how old are you?" I asked him.

	"Great, cause I am 15 years old, too" he answered.

	"So, when your birthday, Eric?

	"Its February 21, 1985" I said.

	"Great. I'm going to get you something for your birthday?" he said.

	"Please don't" I said, blushing.

	"Why, not, sweety?", he suddenly said. Damn, he called me sweety
again, he looked so cute when he spoke. He's so irresistible. I thought
about it for a while. Why does he want to get me something for my birthday?
Is he trying to somehow ask me to be his boyfriend? He's being such a
gentleman, especially when he helped me a while ago when I came out to
everyone, and him. Well, we'll see what happens, I guess.

	"All right, all right" I said. "But, when's your birthday?" I asked
him.

	"Oh, I know how this is, but you won't know that one, for now" he
replied.

I wanted to know really bad what his birthday was because I wanted to get
him something, too. I didn't want him to get me something for my birthday
and me not get him anything. That's not like me.  If someone is getting me
something, then I want to get the person something, too.

The lunch period ended without me finding out when was his birthday, but
I'll find out, somehow. We had Gym next. Oh, you know what that means,
don't you? I get to see Zack in the locker room. Oh, what a sight it must
be. I can't wait.

Zack and I walked to the boys locker room and decided on a locker that was
close to each other. He stripped off his clothes without any hesitation. He
took off his shirt, jeans and...oh my god! he didn't have on any underwear!
I looked at him, then at his cock, then again at him. He looked at me and
said, "I don't like wearing underwear". Here he was, Zack, a cute guy,
standing naked right in front of me. He caught me staring at his cock.

	"You can play with it later, Eric" he said, catching my attention
back to his face.

	"What'd you say?" I asked him. I wasn't sure of what he said, I was
caught in my thoughts about his cock. I started getting hard and I didn't
want to change now because he would see that I am hard, just from looking
at his body.

	"I said, you can play with it later" he repeated.

	"Oh, well sure, if you'll let me" I said. I was liking the idea of
doing that with him, playing with his cock and maybe even more can happen
than just playing with it. I was certainly looking forward to that.

	"Okay, but you have to hurry up and change, we need to get to gym"
he said.  I completely forgot about gym, I was too caught up at the sight
of his cock that I noticed everyone had left and he and I were the only two
in the lockeroom left. I decided, even with a hard-on, I have to change my
clothes or I will not get to gym at all.

I started to take off my shirt, then jeans, and he looked at me as I did
this. As I pulled my jeans off, my cock bounced out of my underwear, he
looked directly at it, and licked him lips.

	"Nice cock" he said. What? Did he say "nice cock"? Where did that
come from? I think he's a kind of person who will tell you what is on his
mind, no matter what.

	"Thanks, I guess" I said. I was still very hard from looking his
naked body, he still wasn't even dressed for gym yet. He was standing,
still, naked in front of me, this time he had a hard-on, too.  He had a big
cock for his age, looks like a 9 incher to me.  Nice round head, thick at
the sides, and cut. Just like I like'em. Damn, he's big.

	"Why aren't you dressed yet?" I asked him. He didn't answer, he
walked the little space there was in front of us. Now, we were facing each
other, and our cockheads were touching each other's stomach.  Before I
could say anything, he kissed me. ooohhhhh, what a kiss!  He kissed me long
and soft. I felt his warm tongue in my mouth. He stopped, looked at me,
then said...

	"You're gonna like this" he said. Before I can answer, he knelt
down and grabbed my cock with his lips and started taking my whole cock
through his warm and smooth lips, into his mouth. I gasped. I didn't know
what to do. I just stood there looking at him. He had his eyes closed, and
he started a good rhythm of taking my cock in and out of my mouth, not once
touching my cock with his hand. Instead, he grabbed my ass as he sucked
me. I couldn't take this. I felt my cock get very hot, and he started
taking my cock in and out even faster than the rhythm he had on me. I felt
it getting close to my time. I could tell he knew because the closer I got,
the faster his pace sped up. I was losing control of my body, and I felt
the very need to cum.

	"I'm gonna cum" I said, he only nodded and continued to blowjob me
then..."AAAHHHHH....OOOHHHHH...MAANNNN!!" I moaned, loudly.  I felt so
great, that was my first blowjob, EVER! It must be the greatest one ever,
even though I've never received a blowjob, I don't think this one can be
topped. I didn't notice, but he had swallowed every drop of cum I had
coming out of my cock.

	"That was really good" he said, as he got up from his knees.

	"Yeah, that was great, I didn't expect you to do that" I answered,
still surprised that he had blowjobbed me.

	"Hey, get dressed, we're really late for gym" he said, quickly. I
had forgotten, again, that I was suppose to be in gym class. I was so
interested in seeing his naked body, that he even gave me a blowjob. Man,
this must be the greatest first day of High School in history!!!


To be continued.....

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