Date: Mon, 21 Oct 2002 18:51:43 -0400
From: Wilkins Torres <torreswilkins@hotmail.com>
Subject: Hard-time-coming-out     Ch.3

Hi, again and thank you everyone who have emailed me about Chapter One and
Two. It's really been such a great time writing this story and reading your
comments about it. So, we'll continue now.


For those of you who have not read or had missed the ending of Chapter Two,
here's what happened:

Chapter Two: Surprise me Zack.

Zack and I walked to the boys locker room and decided on a locker that was
close to each other. He stripped off his clothes without any hesitation. He
took off his shirt, jeans and...oh my god! he didn't have on any underwear!
I looked at him, then at his cock, then again at him. He looked at me and
said, "I don't like wearing underwear". Here he was, Zack, a cute guy,
standing naked right in front of me. He caught me staring at his cock.

	"You can play with it later, Eric" he said, catching my attention
back to his face.

	"What'd you say?" I asked him. I wasn't sure of what he said, I was
caught in my thoughts about his cock. I started getting hard and I didn't
want to change now because he would see that I am hard, just from looking
at his body.

	"I said, you can play with it later" he repeated.

	"Oh, well sure, if you'll let me" I said. I was liking the idea of
doing that with him, playing with his cock and maybe even more can happen
than just playing with it. I was certainly looking forward to that.

	"Okay, but you have to hurry up and change, we need to get to gym"
he said.  I completely forgot about gym, I was too caught up at the sight
of his cock that I noticed everyone had left and he and I were the only two
in the lockeroom left. I decided, even with a hard-on, I have to change my
clothes or I will not get to gym at all.

I started to take off my shirt, then jeans, and he looked at me as I did
this. As I pulled my jeans off, my cock bounced out of my underwear, he
looked directly at it, and licked him lips.

	"Nice cock" he said. What? Did he say "nice cock"? Where did that
come from? I think he's a kind of person who will tell you what is on his
mind, no matter what.

	"Thanks, I guess" I said. I was still very hard from looking his
naked body, he still wasn't even dressed for gym yet. He was standing,
still, naked in front of me, this time he had a hard-on, too.  He had a big
cock for his age, looks like a 9 incher to me.  Nice round head, thick at
the sides, and cut. Just like I like'em. Damn, he's big.

	"Why aren't you dressed yet?" I asked him. He didn't answer, he
walked the little space there was in front of us. Now, we were facing each
other, and our cockheads were touching each other's stomach.  Before I
could say anything, he kissed me. ooohhhhh, what a kiss!  He kissed me long
and soft. I felt his warm tongue in my mouth. He stopped, looked at me,
then said...

	"You're gonna like this" he said. Before I can answer, he knelt
down and grabbed my cock with his lips and started taking my whole cock
through his warm and smooth lips, into his mouth. I gasped. I didn't know
what to do. I just stood there looking at him. He had his eyes closed, and
he started a good rhythm of taking my cock in and out of my mouth, not once
touching my cock with his hand. Instead, he grabbed my ass as he sucked
me. I couldn't take this. I felt my cock get very hot, and he started
taking my cock in and out even faster than the rhythm he had on me. I felt
it getting close to my time. I could tell he knew because the closer I got,
the faster his pace sped up. I was losing control of my body, and I felt
the very need to cum.

	"I'm gonna cum" I said, he only nodded and continued to blowjob me
then..."AAAHHHHH....OOOHHHHH...MAANNNN!!" I moaned, loudly.  I felt so
great, that was my first blowjob, EVER! It must be the greatest one ever,
even though I've never received a blowjob, I don't think this one can be
topped. I didn't notice, but he had swallowed every drop of cum I had
coming out of my cock.

	"That was really good" he said, as he got up from his knees.

	"Yeah, that was great, I didn't expect you to do that" I answered,
still surprised that he had blowjobbed me.

	"Hey, get dressed, we're really late for gym" he said, quickly. I
had forgotten, again, that I was suppose to be in gym class. I was so
interested in seeing his naked body, that he even gave me a blowjob. Man,
this must be the greatest first day of High School in history!!!


To be continued.....

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Now, we begin Chapter Three......

Chapter Three: Zack ruins the day, and Adam finds out something about his
friend, Eric.



Zack had just blowjobbed me into Heaven! It was a surprising situation that
definitely caught me off guard. I really enjoyed it, but I'm wondering what
would have happened if he and I got caught. I mean, damn we would be in so
much trouble, and my parents would kill me. Oh, well. At least it we didn't
get caught. After that great blowjob, Zack and I went to gym class. We were
really late, but when we got there, class was almost over.  The gym teacher
spotted us. Oh, no, she's heading towards us.

	"And where have you two been?" she said, as she faced Zack and
I. Damn, what I am going to say? I couldn't think of anything to say to
her.  I looked at Zack, and he looked back at me. He just smiled, I smiled
back.  We both, by the expression on our faces, didn't know what to say to
her.  Finally, Zack spoke up.

	"We were...had to talk to the Coach about getting into the school's
football team" he said. Football? I hate football. Why did he have to say
football? I don't think this excuse is going to work out at all.

	"Well, next time you two guys decided two to go see the coach, you
better let me know" she said, then she walked away. I didn't think that
what Zack said would actually work, but it did.

	"She actually believed it" Zack said, looking at me.

	"Yeah...it's weird, though" I said.

	"Well, at least we have her believing that we were seeing the
coach" he said.

Not long after that, the bell rang and we went to the locker room to
change.  We both didn't waste anytime changing. We left the locker room and
headed for our last class of the day, English. We both had that class,
which I am glad we did.

We walked into the English class and sat on a table which had two chairs.
The teacher, as the other teachers today, only talked about the school
rules and the class rules, the boring stuff. I saw Zack rip out a paper
from his notebook, he scribbled something on it and passed it to me as the
teacher turned to write on the board. I took the paper and read it: "Hey,
what do you want to do after school?" We can go to his house, or even go to
the Village. Yeah, that should be it, the Village. I wrote back what I had
decided and I saw him read it and nod his head towards me, then he
smiled. After a while longer, the bell rang and we finished school for
today. All of the students quickly left the class and Zack and I rushed out
of the class along with them. Soon we were out of school and walking
towards the bus(not school bus!) to go to the Subway.  After that we waited
for the 6 subway to come and we got on it, and sat right next to each
other, really close.

	"So, what do you want to do at the Village?" he asked me. I hadn't
really thought about what I wanted to do, I just wanted to go there and see
what it was and how it is, a place where you can be open about being
gay. That's really cool.

	"I don't know" I said, "What can we do there?"

	"We can go to a place called the Pier, its really nice. The Pier
has a great view of the Hudson River and has tables where we can sit and
check out guys as they jog or whatever" he answered. He sounded excited
when he said that we can check out guys. Hey, I'm not going to complain,
though. I'd love to do that, too.

	"Sure, we can do that" I said.

After an hour on the subway, we finally ended up at 14St. Union Square in
Lower Manhattan. We walked out of the subway and into the streets. This
place was really nice, it has a lot of cute guys wearing tight jeans and
tight shirts. You know, this is the kind of place I can live in.

	"You like what you see?" he asked, he had caught me staring at the
guys who walked passed us.

	"Uh...yeah...its nice here" I said.

	"You know what I mean, you were staring so hard as those guys as if
you wanted to rip off those tight jeans their wearing" he said. Its not a
bad idea to do that. I wouldn't hesitate the chance of getting to see what
is inside those tight fitting jeans of theirs.

	"Hey, are there shopping malls around here?" I asked. I wanted to
see what kind of clothes they have here, tight clothes would be good. I
like wearing leather pants and leather coats, but it gets hot in there
sometimes. Too much black, I guess.

	"Yeah, let's get going" he said. Then, he grab my hand and we
started walking together. I didn't know how to react, should I pull my hand
away from his? But, then again, I like him holding my hand as we were
walking. We continued to walk towards a store which had a lot of
clothes. We entered the store and found a lot of guys wearing very SMALL
shirts, and very tight jeans. You can see the outline of their butts. :)

Zack had let go of my hand and went to the guy at the register and gave him
a kiss on the cheek. That got me really angry, seeing him kiss a guy on the
cheek. Then he went to the other workers and gave some hugs and kisses to
them, too. After he was finished, he walked towards me. He could tell that
I was angry, it was written all over my face.

	"What's wrong, sweety?" he asked me, as he grab my hand. This time
I didn't let him, I pulled my hand away from his and walked out of the
store without saying anything to him or anyone else he had kissed. He ran
after me after a few blocks.  "Why did you leave?" he asked me. I didn't
want to talk to him or anything, I just wanted to go home.  If this is the
kind of thing he was into while living here, I didn't want any part of
it. I didn't like him kissing other guys.

	"You know, I just want to go home, now!" I yelled, causing everyone
to look at us. Right now, I didn't care who looked at us, or who stared at
us or whatever they were doing, I just wanted to leave the Village now.

	"But, why, what's wrong?" he asked again. I didn't want to answer
him so I just turned around and headed for the subway. This time, however,
he didn't follow me. I walked to the subway alone, got in and he saw me
just in time as the subway car was pulling away. He waved at me and and had
a sad look on his face. I didn't wave back or do anything.

I kept thinking about what I had seen in the store. He kissed guys on the
cheek. What is that all about? First he was holding my hand as we were
walking towards the store, then he left of it, and headed for the guys to
kiss and hug them. I am not second for anyone, that's for sure. If he wants
to be with me, then that's what he'll have to do. I am not going to sit
around and watch him kiss guys on the cheek in front of me, or even behind
my back!

After an hour, I walked up the long way to get home. As soon as I got home,
everyone was already home and I didn't want to look at anyone or talk to
anyone, but that's hard to avoid if you have two parents, two sisters, and
one brother who you share a bedroom with.

	"Hey, how was school?" my mom asked, as I walked to my room.

	"It was all right, I guess" I said, closing the door to my room. I
wanted to be alone, but talk to her about how school was or anything. I
quickly layed down on my bed and went to sleep. I wanted this day to end
already. It was such a good day, meeting Zack I thought was going to be the
best time of my life, but its not. I replayed the events of today.  I was
walking to school and I was checking this guy's butt(cute!), he had looked
back at me through the corners of his eyes, then he waited for me at the
corner. He introdued himself, said he lived in the Village, a guy drove by
and harassed Zack, then we walked to school together, found out we had
three classes together. It was all great in school. I accidentally came out
to everyone, then he came to my rescue, and then in the boys locker room he
gave me my FIRST blowjob! It was such a good day in school today, until we
headed to the Village and he kissed all the guys in the store. That's when
it went downhill.

I heard someone knocking at my door causing me to wake up. I looked at the
clock and saw it was 8:30PM. Man, isn't this day going to end! I've been
through enough today to have to get up from bed and answer the door.

	"Hey Eric, there's someone on the phone for you, I think he said
Zack or something like that" my brother said. He left the phone on my bed
and left the room.

I picked up the phone, but I didn't say anything. I heard Zack start
talking. "Eric, I'm really sorry for whatever it was I did wrong. I don't
even know what I did wrong that you stormed out of the store and went
home. Why didn't you tell me what's wrong when I asked you outside? I just
want to know what's wrong and if I can help you. I didn't mean for you to
get upset about something, I just really want to..." CLICK! the hung up the
phone on him. I didn't want to talk to him tonight, or any other night for
that matter. I just wanted to be alone.

I put the phone on my dresser and went back to my bed. After a few more
crazy thoughts about today, I finally fell asleep.

I had a dream, a very weird one. I dreamt that Zack and I were at the
Village and he was having sex with those guys he had kissed on the cheek. I
tried to stop him, but I couldn't touch or feel him at all. He just looked
at me and smiled and continued having sex with those guys. I didn't know
what to do. All of a sudden a mirror appeared in every direction I turned
to and there was no way of getting out of the room where Zack is having sex
and I am now trapped with the images of the mirror. Every single mirrior
showing Zack and those guys, kissing, hugging, talking, laughing, smiling,
and look at me while doing those things. I sat on the floor and layed my
head on my knees, and started crying. Why was he having sex in front of me?
I wanted to get out now, but there was no way out. I got up from my feet
and a grabbed a metal pipe that was under the table and I started smashing
the mirriors with the pipe causing all of them to break in pieces. I saw a
door, finally I can get out. I dropped the pipe and rushed to the door, I
tried to the open to the door but the knobe wouldn't turn. I went back for
the pipe, walked to the door and smashed the door knobe in pieces. I kicked
the door in and ran out of the room, but there was Zack and those guys
again doing the same thing I saw them doing in the other room! There was no
way of getting out of this place. I walked towards Zack, but a guy got in
front of me. The guy said something, but I didn't hear what he said. He had
no voice. He said something then pointed to the other door in the room. He
kept talking and pointing to the door. I went to the door he pointed to and
opened it without a struggle and I saw that there was no Zack or any other
guy who had been with him in those rooms. I was outside of a house,
alone. I didn't see anyone at all. I started hearing a person yelling,
again and again. Wait a minute, this must be a...

	"Eric, time to get up and get ready for school!" it was my mom who
I had heard yelling in my dream. Man, that was such a nightmare. Thank God
it wasn't in reality.

	"I'm up mom" I said, without yelling like yesterday when I woke
up. I walked to the showers took a quick shower and went to my bedroom. I
picked out blue jeans, a T-shirt, sneakers, and a jacket. I felt a little
better from yesterday. I walked out of my bedroom ready for school, at
least today was Friday and I could have the weekend to myself, alone as
usual. I went to my mom, kissed her on the cheek and told her I'll be home
later tonight, then left my house.

I started walking towards school, and hoping I didn't run into Zack today.
Even though I felt better than I did yesterday, I still wasn't ready to see
him. I made it to school without seeing him anywhere around. I went to
school and saw my friend Adam, I wonder if he's seen Zack around?

	"Hey, Adam. How are you, man?" I said, he didn't look too happy.

	"Eric, hi. So, where's your boyfriend?" he said. Now, that got me
angry and pissed, but I didn't want to show it or anything.

	"Zack is not my boyfriend, Adam" I said.

	"That faggot is your boyfriend! he said, with anger.

	"He's not a faggot, he's gay, but he's not my boyfriend!" I
yelled. I couldn't take it anymore.

	"Why were you hanging around a faggot, Eric?" he said, this time
calmly.  Ok, it's time to come out of the closet again. I didn't want to,
but its time I stood up for myself.

	"Adam, I'm gay, too!" I screamed.


To Be Continued.....

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