Date: Tue, 11 Oct 2005 18:55:19 -0700
From: Boystory <boystory@comcast.net>
Subject: Hardon-High-1

Hello again.  Here we are at the beginning of a new story.  This
one is going to be a fun story for all of us.  It also marks the
first story I am going to post that I am writing in collaboration
with another Nifty author.  This story will be co-written by
myself and Keitare, author of "Josh & Andrew" in gay/high-school
on Nifty.  It also marks the first story I have been involved in
for that same section.

This story involves sexual contact between adolescent males.  If
it is illegal or offensive to you to read this story, please
proceed no further.  I also wish to make it clear that this story
is fiction, pure fantasy.  Any resemblance to actual people or
places is completely co-incidental.

Whereas this story will include a fair amount of sex, we are
trying to make this a story of self awareness.   It is one of the
hardest things for an adolescent boy to come to grips with his
sexuality.  There will not be much in the way of Hot and Steamy
sex in the first few chapters, merely, it will contain
descriptions of acts that the protagonist fantasizes about.

We would like to take a moment to express our thanks to a couple
people who contributed to this chapter.  First, Justin from the
#Niftyorg IRC Chat gave us some excellent suggestions, and We
would also like to extended our thanks to Henry Higgins
(Nevermore!) for editing this chapter.

Both of us would love to hear your feedback on this story.  You
can reach us at:

Boystory:  boystory@comcast.net Keitare:   keitare@gmail.com

You can also reach either of us through my Yahoo Group:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/boystory

I hope you enjoy this new story.

Lenny boystory@comcast.net

 "Hardon High" by: Boystory & Keitare

Chapter 1

It was early June.  Andre was excited about graduating from 8th
grade.  He's almost 14, and can't wait to start High School.

There was assembly that day to discuss which school the students
will be attending the next year.  He was unsure because he had
been told that he had an option to either attend a "mainstream"
school, or a "magnet" school.  This assembly was to familiarize
the students with the options they had.

When he approached the auditorium, he noticed that the only
students heading into the room were boys.  This seemed strange to
him; but, he entered and took a seat.  He didn't have many
friends in school because for a year or so, he had been
feeling... different.  He didn't know why, but he had been
obsessing over just about every boy he saw.

In his mind, he wanted, well, to touch them.  He was afraid,
because he thought he might be gay.  Being gay might not have
been the end of the world, but to a boy of almost 14, it seemed
like it.  The other guys at school always seemed to make fun of
"fags", calling them names, beating up guys who they thought were
gay, and just plain making life difficult for "those kids".

Andre had been successful to that point in hiding his feelings.
In the showers at school, he would take care of business quickly
- avoiding looking around, get back to his locker, and get
dressed and out of there as fast as he could.  He didn't want to
take the chance that anyone might notice him trying to sneak a
look, even though he seriously wanted to do so.

The Dean of Students speaking into the microphone, asking for
everyone to be quiet brought him out of his reverie.  The Dean
explained that the assembly had been segregated into Male and
Female sessions as the choices available to each sex would be
quite different.

He continued to say that there would be presentations by three
different "magnet" schools.  Each boy could choose one of the
schools or to attend the "mainstream" public high school next
year.  If a student had interest in one or any of the "magnet"
schools, there would be brochures and applications available at
the end of the assembly.  He reminded the students to pay close
attention because they would be making a decision that would
affect the next four years of their lives, and potentially the
rest of their lives.

He introduced the first speaker.  Mr. Thompson was representing
the magnet school that specialized in "Performing Arts".  He went
through his presentation, and Andre listened attentively.  He
thought that he liked performing in plays, and thought that maybe
he would go there.  He realized though that there were two more
speakers, so he made a mental note to get the brochure for this
school at the end of the assembly.

The next speaker, Mr. Hastings, represented the "Technical"
magnet.  He explained that their curriculum was primarily focused
on science and electronics.  The entire student body would have a
laptop computer and would submit all of their work electronically
via the internet.  Andre listened politely, but thought that even
though he liked computers, he didn't think he wanted to make
either science or electronics his career for the rest of his
life.

The Dean came back up before introducing the next speaker.  He
told the boys that he expected them to remain quiet during the
next presentation.  He suspected that the next speaker would
likely get many giggles and maybe a few taunts from the boys.
Personally, he was not in favor of the existence of the next
school, but the school board had approved it and he knew he had
to put his personal preferences aside and do his job.  He
introduced Mr. Jacobs, but did not state which magnet school he
represented.

Mr. Jacobs came to the microphone and addressed the students.

"Good Morning, Gentlemen.  My name is Lloyd Jacobs and I
represent the 'Alternative Lifestyles' magnet." He paused and
heard a few suppressed giggles from the boys and continued.
Harden High School was a school for boys who identified
themselves as gay.  This pronouncement was met with more giggles,
but he pressed on.

Andre was shocked when he heard this.  He paid particular
attention to what Mr. Jacobs was saying.

"There are many of you who may be wrestling with feelings you may
not completely understand.  Some of you are aware of what these
feeling mean, but are afraid to show them because of peer
pressure, or the fear of what other students will do or say to
and about them.  Harden High School was founded to allow these
boys to explore their feelings in an environment where all of the
student body is going through the same thing."

"This is not a school which promotes blatant or promiscuous
behavior.  Academics are still strictly taught, but the elective
classes are more, well, liberal."

"Unlike the other schools presented today, this school requires
an interview prior to being accepted.  This means that your
parents must be made aware of your feeling aend must agree to
your attending the school."

Andre listened to the rest of Mr. Jacob's presentation and began
to ponder his choices.  He was apprehensive.  Did he really want
to explain to his mother about his feelings? He didn't think she
would have much of a problem with it; but, was he ready to take
this step? He decided to think about it for a day or two, over
the weekend, and discuss it with his Mom on Sunday afternoon.

The rest of the day went by.  Andre was less than attentive in
class that day and was caught "daydreaming" as the teachers
called it on more than one occasion.  He was wrestling with his
own feelings throughout the day.

Finally, the end of the school day came, and Andre went home to
contemplate his decision.  He stayed in his room the rest of the
day on Friday, lying on his bed, thinking.

When his mom came home, she came to his room and said hello.  He
acknowledged her but didn't offer any kind of conversation.  She
noticed he seemed to b working something out for himself and
decided to give him his space.   As she was leaving his room she
told him that dinner would be ready in an hour.

He spent the next hour thinking about feelings he had ignored for
a year.  He had just started jacking off a few months ago and was
a little disturbed that while doing so, he fantasized about boys
he had seen at school.  What it would be like to be naked with
them.   What it would feel like to touch their dicks...  To jack
them off...  To have them jack him off.

While thinking about this, he got hard and was about to take care
of himself when he heard his mother calling him for dinner.

So, he went downstairs and sat with his mother for dinner.
Andre's father had died three years before, and he missed him.
He though that if his Dad been there, he could have talked about
his feeling when he first started having them.  At the time, he
thought he couldn't approach his mother about them.

As they were eating, Sharon, Andre's mother, noticed how pensive
her son was, but thought that when he was ready, he would
approach her to discuss whatever was on his mind.  Secretly, she
hoped that it was what she thought it was.  Sharon had been
having suspicions about Andre's sexuality for a few months, but
respected her son's privacy enough not to broach the subject.  If
she was right, and she knew her son as well as she thought she
did, he would talk to her in his own time.

When they finished dinner, Andre helped his mother clear the
table and wash the dishes.  He tried not to show how torn he was
mentally.  He joked a bit with her, but had the feeling she
wasn't buying his act.

He told her he was tired and was going to go to his room to rest.
She kissed him on the forehead and told him that she loved him
more than anything and if he needed her, she would be in the
living room.  She hoped by saying this that he would begin to
feel free to talk to her when he was ready.

Andre went to his room and closed the door.  He didn't lock it
because he and his mother had discussed that if either of their
doors were closed, neither would enter without knocking and being
invited to do so.

He was still horny and decided to take care of himself.  He
stripped his clothes and sat on the edge of his bed.  He began
stroking himself, in his mind, he saw the boy who sat in front of
him in Math, naked, and after a few minutes got the desired
results.  He felt better and decided to lie down on his bed and
think about what he was feeling.

He lay on his bed naked thinking about his choices, all the while
fondling his 5" penis and playing with his wispy pubic hairs.  He
was beginning to be more comfortable with himself and while deep
in thought, he fell asleep.

He awoke the next morning very early.  He looked at the clock and
it said 6:15.  He was still naked and on top of the covers of his
bed.  He got up, went into his bathroom, and turned on the
shower.  He got into the shower and leisurely soaped himself up,
washed his hair and rinsed.  He got out of the shower and toweled
himself off.

He went into his room and dressed.  While dressing, Andre had an
epiphany.  All of a sudden, he became totally comfortable with
himself.  He was happy that he was finally ok with his own
sexuality.

He sat in the chair at his desk and turned on his computer.  He
brought up Microsoft Word and opened a blank document.  At the
top of the page, he wrote:

"What I want to talk to Mom about."

He began to write about his feelings.  How at first they scared
him, but now, after thinking about it a great deal he was ok with
them.  He wrote about how difficult it was for him to decide to
tell Sharon about it, but now, he felt he was ready.

He had no intentions of giving this note to his mother, but he
had learned long ago that if he wrote down what he was going to
say, he was better able to keep his train of thought when the
time came to actually talk about it.

Finishing his exercise, he looked at the clock.  It was then
7:30am and he knew his mom would be in the kitchen preparing
breakfast.  He decided that he would talk to her that afternoon
instead of waiting until Sunday.   He felt he was ready.

(to be continued)

Well, there you have it.  How will it go with Andre and Sharon
that afternoon when Andre tells her of his feelings.  We will
have the next chapter out in a few days.  Please let us know by
sending an email making sure to send it to both of us.

We look forward to hearing from all of you.

Keitare & Boystory boystory@comcast.net keitare@gmail.com