Date: Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:09:18 EST
From: "jamaldanahaughton2001@yahoo.com" <jamaldanahaughton2001@yahoo.com>
Subject: He came to me thats night1

This story contain a relationship of two gay men and has some graphic acts
between them. If you like girls and you are a man then why the hell are you
here unless you are curious but you know the rules 18 to read 21 in some
states. The people are real but the actions are fake.


When i saw him on my first day of high school he said "i hate everyone"
then he looked me in the face and he was so innocent. Then from that day
forward i knew that i was in love will this man.  He was a junior i was
just a freshmen i knew that when next year comes he would be gone but i
need to love him as much as possiable.

On graduation day we went together we became really good friends that year
and it was killing me when i did not see him again. But one day at work i
saw him he came to see his spiderman 3 with his little brother.

See Paul was a latino ma that was about 5'8 with long hair and what seemed
to be highlights. He was very athletic. He had a very nice smile with white
teeth. Me about 6'1 now that i am a senior -- around about 5'7 as a
freshmen. 8 pack from the basketball drills in jr. High.

The next year i came to school not to see him there. And i was so scared
that he may never return. Come to find out he was just in his country
visiting his family. I was so relieved.

n the middle of the year i finally started to come out and i told him i was
in love with him. He said it is ok and that he didn't mind but he is
striaght and that he had a girlfriend. That compound word ripped my heart
out . The word girlfriend was the word that i hated so much. I loved Paul
so much when it was time for his graduation i did not go because i could
bear the fact that he was walking out of my life and i would never see him
again.

My junior year went pass and now it my last year and i am still in love
with Paul. But last week i have been getting dreams one day i would be in
class and he would wave for me to come to him. He gives me his phone number
and tells me to meet him in downtown silverspring at 7 it would be worth
it.

I show up and i stand at the water fall and he shows up with flowers and
says "this is for you."

"thank you" i said. "Paul, i am confused. what are you doing here? why are
you dressed up? What do you want?"

"whoa whoa whoa, jay. too many questions. I have realized that i want to
try a fling with a man. And i wanted someone that i could trust and i know
that you love me so i wanted to see you and let you know."

"yeah, i love you, Paul, but i'm not a test subject for you to explore you
sexual oreintation. I am better than that. Paul i am real about what i have
to say. And i am telling you that i can't be with you. i waited for three
years for you to say that you may want me. You never did. You never would
have known, but i have moved on and i have fallen for some one else
although i still love you. i can't wait for you."

"jay, i want to be with you. what do i have to do for you to feel the same
way?"

"There is nothing you can do, we can only be friends. i'm sorry, but thats
just me right now and you still have a girlfriend" as i started to cry my
eyes out.

He walks over to me and holds me in his arm in front of a large crowd of
people i know that we were getting dirty looks but i didn't care i wanted
him to hold me forever but i knew that i had to let go. I looked at him he
kissed me on the forehead and then stared me in my eyes and kissed me on my
lips. I drew back and the ran to my car crying.  i drove off as fast as
possiable him running behind my car.


Thanks for reading this if you like e-mail me and i will right more very
soon.