Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 01:48:44 EST
From: jamal haughton <jamaldanahaughton2001@yahoo.com>
Subject: He came to me that night 28

For the next few days, Paul wasn't no where near his best. He was using,
using harder than I have ever seen before. Everytime I would steal his
stash and pour it out he would have more, after he would cuss me out for
touching it. I woke up this morning and went into Pauls room he was knocked
out snoaring so loud it could wake the dead and raise the Titanic.

"Wake you lazy ass up you got classes" I said

"Fuck classes I'm going to die remember"

"The doc said he may have a way to help you, but with the shit your doing
yeah your going t be dead in about a month"

"Better than living"

"What is that suppose to me"

"I don't have anything to live for sooooo fuck it"

"Paul you obviously have many friends that care about you ad wanna see you
make it through this illness but your acting like it is te end of the
world. Your fucking tolorence level is so got damn high it is chillen with
the got damn astronauts. You need to get your got damn priorities in
check. If you wanna walk out on your life thats fine but you gotta go
through me first and baby boy your going to have a real hard time doing
that."

"Yeah what ever, you act like you care but you don't all yall be faking
what the fuck man."

"Paul, i'm going to take a raincheck on your bullshit and never cash it in,
What re your talking about I love you always have and always will but I
gotta go my ow way. Paul everytime I gave you the chance you became a new
person some time literally. It took me years for you to come and say you
love me. When I herd it was happy, but now all I feel is sadness that it
didn't go like it was plan and I can't help but question why, but then I
see the shit you do and my answer is there. You gotta get yourself together
Playboy because not many friends are going to be doing what I am doing
now."

"No one asked you to do this you know"

"No one had to, I am doing this because I am youe friend and I care about
you"

"Hey well you know wht if you cared so much you should go and fuck
yourself"

"You know what Paul calm the fuck down"

"You say you loved me for all those years in highschool haha, but yet you
had multiple boy friends and girlfriends before you went all the way gay"

"Yeah I did love you but you were "striaght" remember"

"So how was Nate your sophmore year was he good to you did he fuck your
brains out like you wanted him to..."

"Paul shut up"

"Or your junior year with David, did he hit you hard enough that you fell
in love with him, because if my memory is right he knocked three of your
teeth out, until your senior year..."

"SHUT UP PAUL WHAT IS YOUR DEAL" I said

"Ha yeah thats right your senior year Malcolm, was there with you until he
stomped a mud hole in your ass and was arrested, then you finally got your
girlfriend Angel is her name right..."

"PAUL DROP IT NOW"

"Thats right she was fucking all your friends and you caught her blowing
your bestfriend at your house in your room, and she stood you up on your
birthday hahaha your a pathetic peace of shit Jay, what evr made me think
could love you, you stupid bitch every time I fucked you

In your ass I was trying to do damage to you I wanted to make sure you felt
my dick in your ass and I wanted to have you suck on it and bust in your
thoart and make you swallow my dick but now that I think about it you
aren't worth my cum your a peace of shit Jay so take your pathetic ass home
you stupod bitch."

"OK bye" i said trying not to cry i wanted to hold it in and try not to
break down in front of him, I walked out of his room and By the time i got
to the first stairs I was in water works, all the things that those people
did are true, I did getbeat up by ex's one even broke a ribcage of
mine. But I never though that Paul knew about it. I was walking back to my
room and Justin was coming walking toward me his noise was bloody and he
was holding his stomach like he had been stabed. I ran over to him.


"Oh my god Justin what happened?"

"I was..."

He collaspsed I caught him and called an ambulance, the came about 10
minutes later I road with him Andre meet me there."

"where is Kevin he needs to be here." i said


I called him but no answer. I called back, this time he answered,

"Kevin you got to get down here to the hospital, Justins been beated up and
stabed where are you?

"Yeah I know, I'm out with my friends."

"What the fuck you mean your out with your friends your ass needs to be
down here with your boyfriend"

"Fuck him, he should have stayed in his place he lucky thats all that
happened to him."

"You know who did this to him"

"Yeah I know him"

"Who is he"

"The guy that did this to him is...

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