Date: Sun, 13 May 2007 21:04:52 EDT
From: jamal haughton <jamaldanahaughton2001@yahoo.com>
Subject: He came to me that night 5 

When the doctor came out to talk to me on Shane's condition, he looked as
if Shane would be fine. That was a relief he told me that Shane wanted to
see me. Paul followed me in the room.

" what the fuck are you doing here." Shane said with so much anger.

" wait Shane he helped you out you were low on blood he gave you some, if
he didn't you would have died." Shane looked at me and then looked at Paul
seeing the area on his arm where the blood had been drawn from Paul.

"I don't want his blood. I bet he gave me it to me to get you back. Yeah i
bet thats what he did."

" hey jay i'm going down stairs I'll be out side." Paul said i could tell
that Paul didn't want to argue with Shane right now. He went down the hall
reaching in his pocket for a cigarette. I didn't like him smoking i always
found it to be unhealthy. Shane looked atme again, his eyes so fierce i
thought that he was about to have to go through a rage.

" Shane listen i'm sorry that you felt like i betrayed you the only thing
on my mind was make sure you made it. Shane if you would have died tonight
i would have lostmy mind. I feel like it's all my fault..." He cut me off
no it's not your fault it's mine you never told me to get out of the car i
did it on my own. don't way your self down." i began to tear up i knew it
was my fault if i would have just acted normal and payed no attention to
the car Shane and I would be at dinner now and back home. I felt so bad the
Doctor came in and told me that they were going to hold Shane for a few
more days. Then he walked down the hall. When i looked at Shane he smiled
moved his head telling me to go ahead home.

"you look tired baby go home get some sleep i'll see you tommorow." i shook
my head and then walked down the hall to go outside. Paul is standing there
smoking. I give him this look and he drops the cigarette. And puts his
hands in the air like he was just caught red handed. He comes over to me
and kisses me on the forhead then we walk to the car it is about 6 in the
morning it is gloomy out side and then it starts to rain we ran over to his
car but still got soaked. We sat in the cat wiping the water off us paul
took of his shirt and put in the back. I just looked at his body
remembering when it was pressed against mines when he fucked me making me
squrim and yell his name at that point i started to day dream about him and
i have sex again. He looked at me and then at my crotch he saw my erection
through my pants. He looked back up at my face at that point i was
blushing.

" don't worry i know how much you like Shane so i won't even attempt
anything. I'm taking you home when he started the car i reached over and
cut the car off.

" what are you doing Jay I though i was..." i reached over and kissed him.

"Jay you are with Shane". At that point i realized i made a mistake no
matter how much i loved Paul it was wrong for me to kiss him.

" sorry Paul I um... I don't know why i did that."

" it's ok jay i know why or at least i want to think i know why you did
it." I looked at Paul in confusion i knew damn well why i kissed him.

"why" i said "Jay is it because you love me, or at least i hope that is the
reason. If it's not then i won't say anything else..."

"paul" i yelled cutting him off.

" yes I still love you and for some reason after 4 years i still do but no
matter how hard I try to remove you from my heart i can't but recently i
realize you are not suppose to be moved out of my hard Paul you have placed
your mark in my life, and i cherish it the most i hve never loved a man as
much as you never... But when i layed eyes on you 4 years ago i knew you
were my first true love it gets hard sometimes i would think about you and
hope just for a second that you would cme back in my life and BAM your
here." at that point the water works had already began i was letting out
every emotion that was stored inside of me. For some reason i could not
look at him or anyone for that matter when i am confessing. But i then
realized that Paul was also crying that his eyes were red and overflowing
with tears.

" let it out Paul i'm here cry with me." he then let out the tears.

" Jay i don't even know where to start" he then took a deep breath.

" well Jay during those first couple of years i was in a lot of pain i was
striaght you were bi i had no attention of anything every happening. I was
happy with "the bitch who shall not be named" (we both chuckeld ) but then
i thought to my self one night does she love me or does she just love the
sex. Or maybe she just loved the idea of me. The idea of someone so
commited the idea of someone that with out any doubt in their mind that the
man she was going out with would never abandon her. I won't lie to you Jay
she had me wraped around her finger. She knew that i did what ever she
wanted me to do then my friend chase told me to find some one new, so i did
another woman she treated me even worse. I went back to her. Chase got
upset with me and then i stayed over his house that night because he wanted
me to get away from her. So then after that Chase told me he was in love
with me. Thats when for the first time in years i thought of
you. Remembering that you were the firs man that told me you loved me that
way. But anyways i slept with him and i realized i liked it the next day i
got a letter from chase saying he left town because he loved me so much but
that i was in love with another." At this point he was increasing his tears
i though he would have been dehydrated but he was still at it but who am i
to talk i was crying to.

" Jay he told me that in my sleep i kept say one name Jay that name was
yours. Thats when i realized i had to meet back up with you. I came to the
school and then i confessed. Confessed that i love you and i would do it
all gain if I could be with you." i looked at the first love of my life
vented to me letting it all out i'm with Shane but craving Paul. Paul
started the car and then drove me home. I saw that the car was towed but
Shane blood was still on the gravel. I just walked away and went in the
house. A few days later,both Shane and Paul was at my house all of us just
acting as if nothing happen a few days ago. Shane came over a kissed me on
the lips. Paul saw it and looked away. Its strange I'm really happy and
please with Shane but I felt that Paul should have been the man that just
kissed me. Man gay triangle of love, I use to think that you can't love
more than one person. i'm not in love with Shane but my feelings for him
are growing every second. Paul came over to the kitchen to throw his cup
away and then I thought I saw Shane steal a glimpse of Paul butt. I looked
away think maybe he saw something else on him maybe a mark on Paul from
battle or something. But how could i be mad at Shane when i am the one who
kissed Paul. Then for some reason it became really hot. Or atleast thats
what Shane said. He took of his shirt ,then sat down over at the sofa and
scrunched down in his seat. Damn this man was fine. All i saw was this
eight pack body and this ohh so sexy delightful man what was i thinkng he
would never cheat on me and besides he doesnt like Paul. Well later that
night the three of us were having casual drinks but Paul had a little to
much to drink he was tottaly wasted.

" hey Paul your done man let me get you home." i said nowing that i really
wanted him to stay the night "well Jay i need to go and pic up somethings
for my house how about i just take Paul home." Shane said.

" you guys i am..." He let out a huge belch or what i hope was a belch and
then out pours dinner.

" oh shit man i just bought new carpret." i was totally pissed do you know
how hard it is to find capretcleaner to make your carpret stay as white as
possible.

" Yeah Jay i'm taking him home he is not doing to well." i didn't
understand why Shane was so press to take Paul home but i just tough he is
trying to get right with Paul. I mean if it wasn't for Paul Shane would be
dead right now. I guess that is Shane's way of saying thanks.

" ok well you be safe you guys"

" i didn't drink anything to night" come to find out Shane didn't drink
tonight he was 100% sober. Shane kissed me goodbye and said he would be
coming back here to tuck me in for the night. When they left i layed down
on the sofa and passed out.

"well that was a pretty fun night huh Paul" "yeah i just wish i didn't lose
dinner . And plus i feel really bad about Jays floor."

" hey Paul umm... I know that our first meeting wasn't the best one. But i
was hoping that we could be good friends. It not everyday that the ex of
your boyfriend saves your life." no problem i just wanted to make Jay happy
you make him happy so yeah i guess you get where this is going." paul
grabed his head and screamed "ouch man that vodka is wearing off."

" Well your eyes are turning red but i love your eye color Paul."

"thank you yours are pretty hot to" they both giggled.

"so yeah how are things with you and that girl"

"well besides her trying to kill Jay and for some reason i think she had
something to do with what happened with you. I don't think i really pay her
that much attention. I mean who does things like that that bitch is
psychotic.

" Shane looked over at paul and touch his shoulder "don't worry about it to
much man i'm still kicking it here on earth she will leave soon and you
wiill forget about her" said Shane just then they pulled in to Pauls drive
way he put in the code and the drove up the drive way.

" hey thanks alot Shane although we aren't good friends but we are friends
now and besides i think if i dove some one would be dead."

"yeah sure no problemo Paul I was happy to drop you off, the three of us
should hang out more often"

" yeah i would love that. That was the end of the conversation Paul opened
the door and then he fell out "o shit Paul are you ok" the Paul yelled I'm
ok... I think.

" i'm going t take you in your room because i don't think you are going to
make it in there by yourself." he picks Paul up and carries him in the
house he walked up the stairs nearly dropping Paul as he stumbled he walked
in to Pauls room which was huge it had marble floors a bathroom the size of
a guest room 4 closets the room was just all around nice.

" ok buddy here ya go your home be careful tonight." at that point Shane
tucked Paul in and kissed him on the forhead. Then he kissed Paul on the
lips. . Who what the fuck are you doing Shane yur have Jay."

" Oh god Paul i'm so sorry it's just i haven't had a man in a while."

" Shane that is no excuse you have an amazing man at home. Jay cares so
much about you" ! Know he cares about me Paul, it just i'm 23 Jay is 18 i
don't think he is ready for some one my age. You are older Paul and you
care i see the way you fought to get Jay i want some one to fight for me
like that Paul got damnit I don't understand myself. I want a man to hold
me to love me and be dedicated to me all the time."

" and what Shane so you can screw other men or to just screw their ex's Jay
is a damn good man i fucked up what i had with him and if life was a movie
gosh knows i would rewind that dan tape and take another approch but i
can't OK but you can get out of here and go back there and love him and
hold him and never let him go because if you don't i damn sure will" Shane
got very angry by the fact that Paul is going to go after Jay again. Shane
ran over a tackeld Paul on the bed they we wrestling. Shane won seeing that
his whole body is muscle.

" get the fuck off of me Shane." then Shane went in for a kiss he kissed
Paul. Paul stared at him in disbelief, then kissed him back.

" i though you didn't want to do this Paul" " i didn't so i don't know why
i am doing it.

" the two started to kiss again slow becomingin to a french kiss. Shane
then removed Paul's shirt as he kissed his neck moving down his body. Paul
moaned loudly " oh shit Shane thay feels so good."

" umm i know what for the next part." he slipped Pauls pants off. He saw
Pauls penis already fully erect and pulled it through the pee slice on his
boxers he slowly licked the tip of his penis moving his tounge around the
head. After Paul started moving his hips to the way Shane was licking his
dick Shane took all of Paul in his mouth gagging at first then
relaxing. Paul wrapped his hand around Shane's head and faced fucked him
Shane gaged everytime. Then Paul turned over and took Shane in his mouth
engulfing all 10 inches of his cock.

" man Shane i love how big that dick of yours is not only long but plump
to"

" well if you love it so much baby prove it." .

"Haha i think i will"

" hey Paul i want you to fucking me fuck the shit out of me." Paul turned
him over on his stomach went under his bed and got the condoms and lube. He
rubed his fingers through Shane's shaven ass.

" make me hurt big boy" Paul stuck the head in and then stuck the rest in
Shane moaned " umm just how i like it... All the way up there." The door
opened up Paul looked at the door"

"Oh shit"

Well until next time readers let me know what you think peace and be safe
guys