Date: Wed, 15 May 2013 12:49:59 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mack Thomas <mackthomas86@yahoo.com>
Subject: heartbroken (part 5)

I awoke to a warm sensation. The feeling was Dylan giving me warm kisses on
my neck while holding me tight. I opened my eyes looking into the blue eyes
of the most amazing person on earth. I couldn't believe that I spent years
hoping to find the love of my life and he was right in front of me.

He must have known what I was thinking because he kissed me and said. 'I'm
glad that you've finally noticed me.' I smiled and got out of bed. He
looked at me funny, and gave me a nervous smile. 'What?'

'Matt....you look really sexy in that.' I looked down at myself. I had my
dreads in a ponytail, and I was wearing his jersey that was a few sizes too
big. I don't usually wear any underwear so it left little to the
imagination. I smiled, and turned around to pick something off the floor.

Of course I took my time to give him a good view, but not enough to expose
everything. I turned around to see him turn ten shades of red. I also
noticed there was a rise in the covers. From what I could see he was
huge. He rose from the bed in only these silky black underwear, and it took
everything I had to contain myself.

After breakfast Dylan had a Martial arts class. I took a shower, and got
dressed. I went into Tommy's room and he was writing in a black
book. 'What's that?' Tommy almost jumped out of his skin. 'None ya!' He
said quickly closing it. 'What?'

'None ya business!' He said giggling. He put the book up and we headed for
the couch to watch a movie. As soon as he sat down I darted in his room and
grabbed the book. I went to open it put he tackled me to the floor. We
wrestled around for it and I grabbed the book, but he had my legs. 'Give it
back!' He yelled.

'Let me go!' I said squirming him off and running into the living room
laughing. I stopped and opened the book, but he jumped on my back. I lost
my footing, and we crashed onto the couch. He fell onto the floor, and I
was on my back while on the couch. He leapt at me, but I held my legs up to
keep him at bay as I read. On each page there was a drawing, and on the
other side a detailed description of it.

They were all of Tommy, Dylan, and I having a threesome. His pictures were
very detailed, and well sexy. I put my legs down, and he snatched the
book. I knew tommy was gay, but I didn't know he liked us that way. We
talked about it for a little while and he showed me his favorite one. It
was tommy lying on his back with his legs over his head while I was making
love to him. Our lips were locked, and Dylan was behind me kissing my neck
while making love to me. I got a funny in my stomach as my face got really
warm.

'Matt are you blushing?'  Tommy asked giggling. 'No...I can't blush!' I
lied. Obviously I knew that I could, but I hoped that my skin was too dark
to notice, I guess not. 'Well you might wanna tell your face that!' He said
poking my sides causing me to squirm, I'm extremely ticklish. Before I
could respond my front door swung open.

'You're dead!' 'C...Christy?' I said jumping up. 'How could you not tell
me?!' 'Tell you what?' Before I could blink she was in front of me and
slapped me in the back of the head repeatedly. I yelped and grabbed her.

'How come I had to read about your relationship on Facebook like those
regular people!' She said regular people as if they were a separate species
from herself. She said this while pulling out her phone. Dylan's status was
changed from single to in a relationship.

'Why do you think it's with me?' I asked. She slapped me again. 'Because I
just do, and you better thank your lucky stars I have to go to work!' She
stormed away. 'I want my key back!' I yelled rubbing the back of my
head. Tommy looked like he was going to burst out laughing. 'Not a word!'
He put his hand up, but couldn't help but laugh.

The next day of school was just like the first day except it was Dylan and
I this time. Surprisingly most everyone congratulated us. I think Jacob was
the most infuriated. 'Hey Dylan how are my leftovers!' He called out. Dylan
turned around fuming, his raven colored hair covering his blue eyes.

'From what I heard you never got a taste!' Dylan spat. They had stopped
being friends after Jacob and I split. Everyone started laughing as Jacob
grew angrier. Jacob is a fighter so I knew that if they were to fight it
would end horribly. I pulled Dylan away while Jacob kept up with his
comments. Truth be told Jacob and I remained friends up until now.

I had just got out of fourth period with Christy and Tommy and we were at
our lunch table when Dante and the triplets came over to us. 'You just
missed the most epic fight!' Dante said excitedly. 'Dylan and Jacob tore it
up. Jacob got in some good shots, but Dylan has some hands on him.'

 I was pissed that they fought, but was relieved that Dylan had won. I left
our table and headed towards the discipline area. They were being
reprimanded by the principle. Dylan was really red and looked a little
swollen. Jacob had black marks under his left eye and cheek, Blood coming
from a cut on his forehead, a slightly bloody nose, and a cut on his lip. I
cut the principle off.

'Really you guys, really..... you couldn't even make it to lunch!' They
both opened there mouths to protest, but I raised a hand to silence
them. 'You two have a months detention!' The principle said. 'A month!'
They said in unison.'Yes!' I said. 'But that's not fai...' Dylan started
but I interrupted.

'Woah, woah, woah! That's not what?! Say it, I dare you to say it!' At this
point even the principle and other administrators were silent. I was
fuming. 'Let me tell you something the next word that come out of either of
your mouths better not rhyme with their, care, share, bear, wear, mare,
hair, or THERE!' Everyone was looking at me wide eyed.

'Dismissed.' I said rubbing my head, because of my migraine I just
received. Jacob stormed out, but Dylan sat there and chuckled. I almost
punched him in the face. 'What?!' 'I won.' he said laughing. I couldn't
help but laugh with him.

Friday came around and I decided to have a small party. It was basically
going to be Dylan, Tommy, Christy, the triplets, possibly Ashley, Dante,
and I. I told them to pack what they needed if they were staying
over. Becky and Jacob were not invited. By this time I had told them about
my past, and they all accepted me with open arms. At about eight we ordered
six pizzas (Three meat lovers and three vegetarian) and popped some popcorn
and picked a few scary movies.

The doorbell rang, and I went to get the pizza. I opened it and it was
Jacob. He had things packed to stay over. Dylan joined me at the door.  I
was going to tell him no, but Dylan insisted that since Jacob and I were
friends that he should stay so I reluctantly agreed. We continued to have a
good time and around three everyone had passed out somewhere I my
apartment.

I awoke the next morning in Dylan's arms. I quietly got up, and got my
things for a shower. I turned the water on and just enjoyed the warmth
hitting my skin washing off the soap. I leaned back letting the water flow
through my hair. I heard the door open and close. I opened my eyes and saw
Jacob threw my basically see through glass door.

'What are you doing?' 'Taken a piss.' 'You couldn't wait!' 'Calm down I'm
not trying to start anything with you and your little boyfriend.' 'Just
hurry up.' I said turning the water off and reaching for my towel, but it
wasn't there. I opened the door a little to see him with my towel. 'Stop
playing and give me the towel!' 'Not until you come out.  I never got to
fuck you, but I can at least see what you're working with while you dry you
off right?'

'Jacob give me my towel!' I said stepping out of the shower. All of a
sudden the door opened again and Christy stood there with Dylan. Christy
snatched the towel and made Jacob and everyone else leave while Dylan
started packing up his things. I quickly got dried up and got dressed and
tried to explain.

'Dylan its not what you think he came in there without my consent.' He
didn't say anything. 'Dylan please you have to believe me!' My eyes started
to glaze over and I didn't will it away, I wanted him o know how genuine I
was. He grabbed his things and was about to walk out of my bedroom
door. For the first time since my sixteenth birthday I fell to my knees and
cried.

I was crying so hard my body started trembling, and I couldn't breath. I
hadn't had a panic attack since I was nine so I didn't remember what to
do. I vaguely remember seeing Dylan drop his things and run by my side.

He wrapped his arms around me and kept telling me its okay. I tried to calm
down, but I wasn't just crying from today I was crying from everything I
held in my heart. My heart had been broken for so long and it was finally
starting to mend himself again, but if he leaves again it will be broken
beyond repair.

'Please Dylan, please don't leave me, please!' I cried trying to regain
control of my emotions. 'I'm here matt I won't leave, but you have to
breath.' After a while I calmed down and fell asleep exhausted in his
arms. I awoke that evening feeling a little better. I looked around and saw
that everyone had left. Tommy left me a note on the kitchen counter letting
me know that he was with Christy, and he would be home later.

My heart sank when I realized Dylan wasn't there. I needed something,
anything to get my mind off of this. I turned on my iPod to Adele's rolling
in the deep, and started dancing. I had a specific dance prepared for this
song, but this time I just felt the music.

Around the climax of the song I stopped dancing, and started spinning. I
wanted everything to go away so I just kept spinning. I started feeling
tears fall down my face and I wrapped my arms around myself as I spun
harder. As the song ended I slowly stopped and was facing the front door. I
saw that it was locked, and the chain was up. (But if I'm alone how did
they lock the chain).

'That was amazing matt.' I quickly spun around and saw Dylan. 'I was on the
balcony waiting for you to wake up, I heard Adele so I came in and saw you
dancing. I've never seen something so beautiful in my life.' I wanted to
cry again, but I already felt weak breaking down once.

'Yeah these socks really help when it comes to spinning.' I chuckled
softly. 'You don't have to do that matt.' He said knowingly. 'Do what?'
'Matt you know I know everything about you.  You cant hide you feelings
from me.' 'You don't know everything about me.'

'You always have your guard up. You make jokes to change the subject when
your comfortable. You are purposely aggressive to people to keep your heart
safe. Even with the people you care about the most you don't completely
trust them. To everyone else you seem to have it all together, but I know
better. I know you put on a façade to protect yourself from ever being
hurt again, but all you really want is to love and be loved.' I felt my
defensive wall crumbling, and we both knew this time it would stay down.

'Damn it Dylan!' I screamed at him as I started crying. I fell to the
ground and held myself as I sobbed. Dylan sat behind me and removed my arms
and wrapped his arms around me. 'I promise that you will never be alone
again matt valentine.' I placed my head on his chest as I continued
sobbing. I felt tears falling on my shirt, and I knew at that moment I knew
he meant every word he said.

'D...Dylan...I'm...tired.' I said while trying to stop crying. I was tired
if having to always be so strong. I was tired of having to put my guard up,
or pick specific words when I talk to people. I was tired of feeling
alone. Laying in Dylan's arms was making me feel so much better. I curled
up and continued to give him a year worth of my tears.

He just held me and told me everything was going to be okay. I cried for a
good thirty minutes before I just lay in his arms on the floor. At that
moment I realized that I did have someone who loved me unconditionally. I
looked up at Dylan and kissed him on the lips. 'Make love to me Dylan sky.'
I whispered.

Dylan carried me into my bedroom where he slowly stripped me down while
leaving me small kisses. After I was naked he slowly stripped himself. I
admired his beautiful body. He was completely hair and his six pack left a
defined v shape leading to his eight inch cock. He slowly started kissing
me as he lay on top of me and starting grinding his body against mine. I
ran my fingers through his hair as his hands explored my body.

I moaned as his hand brushed past my erected nipples. He capitalized on
this as he started pinching them causing me to moan louder. His hands left
my nipples and grasped my face as our kiss became more passionate. His
tongue explored every part of my mouth as his lips devoured mine while He
continued grinding on me.

Our lips parted and he slowly started licking and sucking on my neck. He
continued to work his way down my body spending extra time on my
nipples. He slowly licked around them causing me to moan and gasp.

'Mmm I love that your body is so sensitive.' He continued to work his way
down until he reached my erect cut six incher. He licked it from the base
to the head. He slowly engulfed it sending my body to a new high. I felt my
body develop Goosebumps. My body started to tense and I knew I was
close. Dylan must have sensed this sense he smirked and released my member
and shook his head no.

Then he gently rolled me over and before I could think I felt something
warm and wet on my rosebud. I immediately started moaning and gasping as I
felt his tongue enter sacred territory. I caught myself grinding into the
bed while raising my body to accept more of his tongue.

 All of a sudden his tongue touched something that had not been touched
before. It felt so good that I couldn't even see straight. (My god I feel
so helpless). All I could do was lay there and whimper as his tongue
continued to torture me.

'Dylan........uhhhhhhh........what are you doing to me?!' He didn't respond
he just kept dominating me with his tongue. After the fifth time he hit
that spot I was almost at the point of no return. 'D... Dy...you have to
stop...if you want to fuck me.' He quickly flipped me on my back and lay on
top of me so that we were face to face. He did it so quickly it scared
me. He looked hurt, and kind of angry.

'Matt please don't call this a fuck. I want this to be special, and I hope
its being as fulfilling to you as it has for me. I will never ever fuck
you, I will make love to you.' He said with his beautiful eyes taking a
glassy look. 'I'm sorry you're right. Make love to me.' He smiled at
me. 'Where's the lube?'

'Don't have any. Aloe scented lotion will have to do.' He poured excessive
amounts of lotion on his cock and my anus. He leaned over and kissed me and
his head entered me. I winced and let out a whine into Dylan's mouth. I
opened my eyes to look directly into his beautiful blue eyes.

He looked as if he was going to cry. 'I'm so sorry that I hurt you. Do you
want me to pull out?' I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't speak so I
shook my head no. He leaned over and kissed me. 'Ok tell me when you're
ready.'

   After a minute or so I nodded and he pushed a few more inches in as I
whimpered and he held me close and kissed me. We continued this until all
eight inches were in me. He slowly started to develop a steady rhythm as I
moaned.

We seemed to go at it for hours before I felt myself about to explode. All
of a sudden I felt Dylan's body tighten as he moaned loudly as I felt his
seed in me. At the same time I erupted harder than I'd ever had. He lay on
me and we just stared at each other panting.

'Wow you're a pro!' I said. He blushed furiously at this. 'Actually this
was my first time.' 'Damn you're a natural. This was my first time too.' He
smiled and leaned down and kissed me. While making out with him I looked
over at the time and gasped. 'Dylan its six in the morning we made love for
ten hours!' He looked at the clock and smiled.

'Next time let's go for fifteen.' `No!' We heard a voice shout from the
other room. Dylan laughed and pushed his lips on mine as we slowly drifted
off to sleep. I awoke to a sleeping Dylan lying on top of me.  I smiled and
gave him a small peck as i tried to get from under him. I let out a loud
moan as I realized he never pulled out last night. This woke him up with a
start and as he shifted I moaned louder.

'D...Dylan you're still...in me!' I managed to say. He smirked at seeing
the position i was in. He slowly started moving inside of me as his cock
extended. 'Mmm I think you look kind of sexy when your helpless like this.'
I wanted to say something rude, but he pushed deeper in me causing me to
moan. 'D...Dylan....stop messing with me!' He laughed as he knew I was in
no position to call the shots. 'Say please.' (Not on your life)

'No!' He pulled back and thrust in me again causing me to moan louder. He
continued doing this until I relented. 'Okay, okay Dylan please!' 'Mmm
that's what I like to hear, who's boss?' He said thrusting into
me. 'Uhhhhhhhhhh yoooooooooou!' It pained me to say it.

'Good boy, now give daddy a kiss.' I leaned up and our lips
connected. After our lips parted he pulled out and we took a shower and got
ready for the gym. Once we arrived i planned on heading for the treadmill,
but Dylan called me over to the boxing ring. 'Spar with me.' He
smirked. 'You're kidding me?' I said getting nervous. 'Nope.' 'Dylan I
couldn't even beat you before you started boxing!'

'Calm down i won't hurt you.' I relented and put on my boxing gear. I
choose the white gloves because they matched my black and white outfit, and
I got nervous again when Dylan handed me a mouth guard. 'Um Dylan I don't
know about this.' 'Oh come on don't be such a punk.' This caught my
attention. 'Excuse me?' 'I thought you were supposed to be tough?' He was
trying to piss me off and it was working. 'I am tough!'

'Yeah whatever.' he said smirking, and walking away. I charged him and
caught him in the back of the head knocking him down. He got up and turned
around as he got into a stance. I was ready to rumble when all of a sudden
all of my adrenaline had left me. He started to punch and I just covered my
face and let out a whimper. I heard him laugh as he picked me up and spun
me around.

'You're too cute you know that?' 'I won't be if you keep trying to beat me
up.' 'Matt I would never hurt you.' He said while giving me a kiss. `Mmm
you kiss good.' I smiled. `I've had a lot of practice.' I said thinking
about Christy, but Dylan looked pissed and wrapped his arms around me
possessively. `If anyone else ever kisses you again, I'll kill them.' I lay
my head on his chest and sighed. `You're the only one that I love.' This
seemed to please him as he lifted my head and gave me a gentle kiss.