Date: Mon, 18 Jul 2011 17:42:00 -0700 (PDT)
From: J J <j_stories91@yahoo.com>
Subject: I love you Chapter 3

This story is completely fictional, any resemblance of real people or
events are completely coincidental. This story contains gay sex between
young males, if you are underage (18 in most areas) then please leave the
story. This story may also contain some offensive language if it offends
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Authors Note
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Sorry it took so long to get this chapter out, I had a family emergency and
it has been rollercoaster since but it looks like everything is going to be
good plus I have been busy getting stuff done for summer an a vacation so
it's been crazy and I haven't had much time to write. The next few chapters
may take a while depending on how everything goes, so if you want to be
emailed hen the chapters comes out just send me a email saying so.

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I Love You Chapter 3
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I woke up and noticed an arm around me, I looked up and saw Carter sleeping
next to me, then I remembered everything, me yelling at Carter, Carter in a
coma, the emotions, the gun, Cater waking up, and the kiss, I smiled
remembering it. I never had a kiss feel so..., so...so... it's hard to
explain, when ever I kissed my girlfriends I didn't feel much, but when
Carter kissed me it just felt...it felt... I can't explain it just
felt... right; yea it felt right, like this is who is supposed to be
kissing me, this is who I'm supposed to be with.

I looked back at Carter and noticed he was smiling in his sleep, I put my
arm around him and moved closer to him, but when I did this Carter woke
up. He opened his eyes, still smiling and said, "Hey"

"Hey", I said, and then silence for what seemed like hours but only for a
couple of minuets. Even though we've known each other most of our life we
both felt awkward at the moment, neither one of us knew what to say, or
what to do, until Carter suggested we take a walk.

We went outside, and started heading for the woods when I said, "I'm sorry"

"For what?"

"I'm sorry for what I said that day, I'm sorry for making you upset, I'm
sorry for making you get into the accident, and I'm sorry for not being a
good friend."  I said with tears running down my face

"Shhh..." he said pulling me into a hug, "you don't need to be sorry it
wasn't your fault., and I never want to hear you say you weren't a good
friend, you have been the best friend anyone would love to have..."

"But what I said to you and what happened to you I can't forgive myself for
that for causing you that pain."

"I'm not going to lie to you ,what you said at the lake hurt me, but I
can't say I would have reacted different if the roles were reversed. That
was something that you probably never expected and came as a shock to you,
I shouldn't have ran off right away I should have stayed and talk about it
more, but that doesn't matter, what matters is that you and me are here
right now together, whether we end up together or not does not matter to me
as long as we stay best friends"

I smiled at Carter and said, "I don't know how you do it but you always
make me feel better. When you were in the hospital I realized how much you
mean to me, when you weren't around, life was miserable for me I had no one
to talk to, no one to hang out with, but most of all I had no to love me. I
never told you this before but I've been really depressed for years, the
only thing that kept me going is you. You're the reason for me to get up
every day, if it weren't for you I wouldn't be here today. I love you
Carter, I always had." I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss, we grabbed
each others hands and continued walking down the trail.

Carter didn't say anything the whole time we walked and I could tell he had
something on his mind when we got to the small field I laid down in the
grass and Carter laid next to me and out his head on my stomach. He still
hadn't said anything, I couldn't take it anymore. "What's wrong?" I said

"What do you mean?"

"What's with you? You haven't said a word since I kissed you, did I do
something wrong?"

Carter sighed, and said, "Promise me if you ever have any suicidal thoughts
you will tell me right away, because I wouldn't be able to live without
you. Promise me you will always talk to me about your problems when you
need to. And promise me no matter what happens to our relationship we will
always remain best friends, and that we will always be able to come to each
other when we have any problems, because I too wouldn't be able to live
without you."

"I promise I will come to you when ever I have problems no matter what
happens, I will never do anything that would cause you pain anymore." I
said.

Carter moved so he was laying next to me and we just sat there holding each
other for an hour. We didn't say anything because the love he had for each
other could be felt while we just held each other.

"I could stay like this forever Trev, but I should get home before my
parents start worrying about me."

I sighed, "I don't want to leave you right now."

Carter smiled, " Well then why don't you just spend the night so we can be
like this all night."

The thought of that made me smile but then made me a little nervous, `What
if he tries to do something tonight I'm not ready for that right now.' I
thought.

I started to think of an excuse not to sleepover tonight and my smile
vanished and carter must have noticed because chuckled and said, "Relax we
won't do anything until were both ready."  I smiled and got up, Carter held
my hand and we started to head back. When he got close to his house I let
go of his hand and told him that I should tell my parents I'm staying over
tonight and grad some clothes, I gave him a kiss and told him I would be
right back.

When I got home I noticed my parents weren't home and thought to myself `I
wish I had parents that actually cared about me' I went to the table and
left a note telling them were I was, not that they would care anyways. I
grabbed some clothes and headed to Carters.

When I entered their house Jane, Carter's mom, was cooking supper when she
noticed me she smiled and asked of I was staying the night, I said yes and
she told me that Carter and Doug, Carter's dad , were in the living room
and that dinner would be done soon.

When I went in the living room Carter and Doug were playing a racing game
on Carter's PS3, Carter was beating his dad and they both were getting
really into the game. Carter laughed as he blocked his dad trying to pass
him and said, "Come one old man you got to play better than that if you
want to beat me." Doug laughed and said, "You mean like this." He then
grabbed his sons controller and made him crash as he passed him. Carter
then jumped on his father and they both started to wrestle a little when
Carter noticed me he smiled and said "Hey, you made it." Doug looked up and
smiled and told us to get the table set up. We got the table set right as
Jane brought out supper. We all sat at the table and ate while Carter and
his parents talked and made jokes about each other, I sat silent most of
the time and only talked when someone asked me something. After dinner we
all helped cleanup and when we were done Carter told his parents that we
are going to go to his room. Once in there Carter closed his door and
turned toward me with a concerned look on his face and then he asked, "You
were pretty quiet tonight, what`s wrong?"

I sighed and then said, "Nothing really it's just seeing you and your
parents it reminds me of how my parents used to be with me and I guess I
just got a little down."

"You know that my parents think of you as a part of this family" Carter
said as he wrapped his arms around me "You are nice, funny, beautiful, and
you have a great personality, if your parents can't see that then its their
loss. Besides you got me now and I will give you all the love you need." He
then kissed me softly. I felt better then before and could feel the love
from that he has for me. I returned the kiss with a more passionate one, we
started making out and soon we were both starting to get hard. I pushed him
on his bed and laid on top of him we kept on kissing passionately and our
hands were exploring each others body. My hands reached the end of his
shirt and I started to lift it up when I heard footsteps coming towards the
door.  We both quickly separated when we heard Doug say that they were
going to go to bed and not to make to much noise. Once we heard their door
close we both let out a sigh of relief. "Wow, was close!" I said.

"Yeah it was, maybe we should wait awhile, besides we haven't even gone on
a date yet."

"Well then we better have one fast." I said. Carter looked at me with a
slight look of shock on his face, I just smiled and pointed towards my
still rock hard boner, we both laughed and then we just sat there talking
for awhile until we got tired. Carter crawled up to me and I put my arm
around him and soon we were both asleep and I started to have a dream of a
earlier memory...

~~~~~~ Dream ~~~~~~

"Were here!" Shouted my mom, which woke me and Carter up. When I opened my
eyes and saw nothing but trees and a trail.

"Mom where's the lake?" I asked. We were going Camping for Carter's and
mine 10th birthday, Carter's parents had to work today but they were going
to come tomorrow, and we were going to have a birthday party and a bomb
fire at night.

"We have to hike a little bit to get there, but it will be worth it, trust
me." She said smiling a my dad.

"Alright boys grab your bags and help us carry some stuff" my dad said. We
got everything from the car and headed to the campsite. The hike wasn't so
bad but carrying everything made it difficult and tiring.  We finally got
to the spot, The lake was at the bottom of a hill and the only spot to set
up the tents was right next to the lake. By the time we got everything set
up everyone was really tired, so we just relaxed the rest of the day.

"See that river at the end of the lake, if you follow it about a mile
downstream there is a large waterfall that's breathtaking. Tomorrow after
Doug and Jane get here we should all go there." My dad said smiling at mom,
"You know Trevor, that is were I first met your mom, it was love at first
sight... maybe you will find your special someone there?" he said causing
me to blush deep red.

We joked around for a while then decided to go to bed, Carter and I slept
in one tent and mom and dad slept in the other one. Carter and I talked for
a while before we both passed out.

BANG!!! The noise caused me to jump wide awake. I looked around in a tired
haze trying to figure out what's going on suddenly there was a flash of
light followed by another BANG!!! Carter started to stir in his sleep,
knowing that he hates storms I put my arms around him and pulled him close
to me and fell a sleep just as the rain started. BANG!!! Another thunder
woke me up, it was still raining but now there was water in the tent. I
shook Carter to wake him up and we went to go outside to my parents
tent. When we opened the tent more water started to flow in I looked around
and saw the coolers with all our food in it floating in the lake just then
a gust of wind blow and caused them to sink to the bottom. I went to my
parents tent and woke them up. Once they saw everything they decided to
pack up and go home. To say we were sad would be a understatement. When we
got everything to the car it has stopped raining so we decided to put some
dry clothes on. Mom and dad went to in the woods and Carter and I just
striped right there and put some dry clothes on. I finished first like
always Carter always took longer to get dressed. Soon after we were done my
parents appeared out of the woods and we took off. As soon as we left
Carter fell asleep and his head ended on my shoulder I put my head on his
and fell right to sleep.

"Boys wake up." My mom said, I sat up looked around expecting to see our
house but I was shocked to see a hotel across a amusement park.

"Mom?" I asked

"We saw how sad you both were last night so we decided to go to the
amusement park. Carter we called your parents and they will be here
soon. But for now we should get some more sleep." Carter and I got our own
room but we were to excited to sleep so we watched TV for a while and ended
up wrestling each other until my dad came into the room we charged at him
but he just grabbed us and tossed us on the bed we all wrestled until my
mom came in when she saw what we were doing she just shook her head and
smiled.

"I told you to tell them to get ready, now come on boys get ready Doug and
Jane are already at the park waiting for us... And when I say boys I mean
all three of you." she said eying up dad. We all laughed and headed out.

When we got to the park Carter and I wanted to go on the rides right away
so mom and dad went to find Carters parents. Carter and I went to a
rollercoaster first ,we were so excited but one we got in line I started to
get nervous, closer and closer we got and the more scared I got soon Carter
noticed.

"It's going to be fun trust me." Carter said

"I...I don't know if I can do this."

"It will fine besides I will be right next to you."

"I don't know" I said still looking at the ride.

"Look at me" Carter said but I didn't so Carter grabbed my head and made me
look at him.  "I told you I will be right next to you, I wont let anything
happen to you." he said smiling at me. As soon as I seen his smile all my
worries disappeared. We were next in line and my nerves came back. The car
pulled up and everyone got out, the employees checked the car then we sat
in the car and a employee checked our safety harness. As soon as he left I
closed my eyes and started to shake a little. Carter grabbed my had and
held it, I looked at him and he smiled and said everything will be
alright. As soon as he said that the ride took off, he held my hand the
entire time and I felt so safe. When the ride ended I actually enjoyed the
coaster and wanted to go on another one but our parents were waiting for us
when we exited.

They told us to that they wanted everyone to go on a ride together so went
with them. We fallowed then but they just went to a pavilion that's when we
saw the banner that read `Happy 10th Birthday Carter and Trevor!' under it
was all our friends. The place was all decorated and food all over, our
parents really put a lot of effort for this to turn out how it did, you
could see all the love they put into it.

The day was great, we went on rides most of the day with all our friends,
but Carter made sure that we were always together on the rides we held
hands on the bigger rides but I didn't want anyone else to see how scared I
was so we kept it discrete. Eventually our friends left we headed back to
the hotel our parents went to their rooms to go to bed but we watched TV
and played in our room eventually we got tired and crawled in bed. The bed
wasn't big so we had to cuddle so we could fit together, just as I was
about to fall asleep Carter softly said, "Told you I wouldn't let anything
happen to you, I never will." and then pulled closer to me.

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I woke up after in the middle of the night and was hit with sadness
remembering that weekend, and how my parents used to be, I haven't thought
about those memories for a long time since they just make me depressed. I
felt Carter move and then my and all my sadness went away. He is all the
love I need, and ever needed. My whole life he was their when I needed him,
even when I didn't realize I needed him and I never want that to change.

"I love you Carter, you have always been there to hold my hand for me, I
wish I could show you how much I love you and what you mean to me. I love
you forever and always." I softly said as I pulled him close to me. Then I
got an idea.

To be continued...

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Got any ideas?
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OK, so pretty soon they are going to be starting school, so that's going to
be the main focus of the story for a while. Having went to a extremely
small school I lack some knowledge of the inner working if schools with
groups and the usual school stuff, so I was wondering if you wanted to
share your experience with school or any ideas you have for the story. If I
get inspired or like your idea you can get credit for it and I will sent an
early copy of the story to you.

ALSO, sorry that this chapter was kind of short, I was going to keep going
an have one long one but I don't know how long the next part is going to
take. But I will keep trying to make them longer and they will come out
faster.