Date: Mon, 01 Nov 1999 10:19:54 PST
From: Luke
Subject: I Love You-2

Disclaimer:
Hello do not read this if you are against gay stuff in that way or if you
are underage, I do not condone any course of action from reading this but I
hope you enjoy. This story is going to be a mixture of scream/fatal
attraction/misery (I hope). I hope you enjoy. And thank you to all my
friends *muah*


			       I Love You-2

Now been a teenager isn't easy, we like worry about everything like spots,
breath, smell, clothes even right down to how each strand of hair
looks. Half of every day is spent wondering if anyone noticed how long you
took on making yourself look good and the other half is spent wondering if
you could have done better. Those are just some of the problems and that's
just for a straight guy, it doesn't take into account the gay people who
worry about people knowing there dirty little secret. Or even me who not
only has the normal teenage stuff to worry about but also the gay thing and
now also a bloody stalker! Not only that but I had been forced to dump my
best friend cause of his crazy girlfriend. My life in the space of one
whole day had gone to hell, almost like a plane which I couldn't control I
just knew that soon it was going to crash and burn.

It had been 3 day's since I that day at school and I haven't been back,
hundreds of times Jason tried to call or come over but I wouldn't let
anyone see me. I did feel bad for what I was doing to him, my mom said he
looked terrible, but she said I did too but she blamed that on the flu I
told her I had. Adam tried seeing me too but I couldn't deal with him right
now either. And that damn stalker keeps ringing me up, leaving letters and
he is like there when ever I log on the internet. What the hell does he
want? In the past 3 day's he has gone from just basic scary comments to
literally threatening to kill me. The worse thing is I couldn't tell Jason
like I usually would cause I am not allowed to talk to him, I can't tell
Adam or my parent's either cause they don't know I'm gay. So that makes the
police a definite no as they would tell my parents. I just didn't know what
I was going to do.

I lay in bed watching pieces of dust dart in and out of the reddish beam of
light from the setting sun, which was cutting through the gap in the
curtain like a laser beam. I sighed heavily as I stroked Tabby's head; her
gentle purr soothing any worries I had at that point in time. She was my
only release, the only one I could tell, but she couldn't offer any advice,
and every one on the net thinks I'm crazy.  The phone started ringing, I
groaned as I just knew it would be that freak. I reluctantly went and
picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Guess who" god it was him, I dreaded hearing that machine like voice.

"Leave me alone please...what do you want anyway?"

"World peace, equal right's for everyone and one less little faggot like
you in this world" I started to cry again as he became more threatening.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I sobbed down the line, I just knew he was
getting off on this.

"Why are you doing this to me?" he repeated what I said in a childish tone.

"Stop that!" I shouted.

"Stop that!" he repeated, my fear was quickly been replaced with anger.

"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" I screamed as loud as I could.

"Hahahahaha aww is Lucas all upset? I knew you would be. Aww poor baby
don't worry it wont be long now, nothing will stop me when I get you, your
death is certain Lucas I assure you" he did another bone chilling laugh as
he hung up the phone. I sat there, the fear of my life ending soon filled
my soul, what was I going to do? I needed to find help, but whom could I
turn to?  I sat leaning against my bed, my knees pulled tightly up against
my chest, my arms covering my head, the only light now in the darkened room
was my bedside lamp. I was hoping and preying that this was just a stupid
prank, but I knew deep in my heart it wasn't who ever this was, was a
psychopath plain and simple. Tabbyther made her slow 'I have no worries in
the world' walk past my legs, I glanced up at her and when she came close
enough I swiped her off her feet and placed her in my lap. I placed our
foreheads together and I sighed heavily.

"What am I going to do tabby? He's going to kill me and I can't tell
anyone" she started to lick the tears that were falling from my eyes, her
rough tongue making my tear streaked face redder than it already was. I
looked up when I heard a knock at the door...in fact I jumped and tabby
jumped from my lap onto my bed, for that brief moment I thought it might be
my stalker come to fulfil his promise.

"My I come in?" my mom peaked her head around the door, I just averted my
face.

"Sure (sniff) why not?"

"Lucas we, that is me and your farther know you're not actually sick" she
stood hovering in the doorway.

"Oh?" I hoped and prayed the next words out of her mouth were 'we know
you're gay and been stalked and they have caught the person so you're all
safe so let's get ice cream'.

"Yes, was she pretty?" huh? Well of all the things that weren't what I
expected.

"Huh?" I turned and looked at my mom my face a look of pure confusion.

"Mothers know this stuff son were very perceptive we know everything about
our children. Including if they were just dumped, but if she dumped you
than she isn't worth it" ok now this is defiantly like the twilight zone. I
looked around for something, anything, there I saw it on my bedside table
my alarm clock I hated that thing so much. With a rising anger at her
stupidity I picked it up and hurled it at the door it hit the door about 3
inches away from my mom's head...damn. It smashed into a thousand pieces
and my mom stood there in pure shock at the near miss...I didn't think she
knew I was such a good aim, neither did i actually usually i throw like a
girl.

"GET OUT!" I yelled at my stunned mother.

"Lucas!" she looked at me with a new-found fear, I had never done anything
like this before I had always been the model son.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" she closed the door on the way out, a few seconds later
I could hear my dads raised voice and I knew I was in BIG trouble. The door
flung open and just before my dad could get in Adam jumped in and closed
the door, leaving it open just a crack to talk to my dad. After a few
minutes of talking he convinced my dad it was better he talk to me rather
than him. With the door finally closed he came and sat on the bed behind
me, I avoided any and all eye contact. He just sat there, not doing
anything I felt like I had another cat.

"Well?" I asked.

"Well what?" he retorted.

"What are you doing here? Are you like here to find out what's wrong?" I
asked turning to face him.

"Well I came to bring you you're home work, and now since you mention that
you have a problem I am not leaving this bed until you tell me what's
wrong." He said, he didn't know how much I hated him bringing my homework
to me, but than again he didn't know how much I have dreamed of him saying
he's not leaving my bed.

"Well I'm not telling you" I said with a half grin, you see the power he
has over me?  In a time like this he's getting me to grin.

"Fine with me your beds comfy and there's room for two...you don't mind
sharing do you?" I don't think anyone could have hidden the smile that
spread across my face at that point in time. But nothing prepared me for
what happened next, HE STARTED UNDRESSING, the though that my 'hard on' for
the past few weeks was undressing on my bed ran continually through my head
as I went into mild shock. He took off his baggy white t-shirts first,
showing his smooth white chest, it wasn't chiselled or muscled but was just
normal and I loved it. Hanging around his neck hung a gold chain with a
small pendent on it that had a five-pointed star on it.  His thick black
slightly wavy hair fell in to his crystal blue eyes that were watching me
closely, his thick pink lips slightly curling in the corners into a shy
smile.

"What are you doing?" the word slipped from my lips in an almost whisper,
my eyes transfixed on his perfect pink nipples, I looked back up at his
face to see him slightly nibbling his bottom lip.

"I'm getting ready for bed, are you joining me?" I think I froze at that
point, what was going on? Was this a come on? GOD LET IT BE A COME ON!

"Umm sure" he took off his jeans and socks. I was surprised that he had
slightly hairy legs, but they were footballer legs and I almost orgasmed
right there, especially when I looked at the rather large bulge in his
tight white boxer-briefs to the little trail of hairs leading to his belly
button. He threw back my bed covers and jumped under the sheets and lay
there waiting for me to jump in. I had to literally force myself to stand
up; I couldn't look at him either cause if I saw him watching me I'd
faint. The only thing I had to get rid of was my T-shirt, which I did. I
felt the cold air hit my firm lean chest and my nipples became erect, among
other things that I was unsuccessfully trying to hide beneath my
hands. With my eyes still tightly squeezed shut I felt around on the bed
and than just jumped in sliding beneath the covers, I felt him cover me up
with them. I reached over and turned off the lamp; the whole room was
plunged into darkness. I felt our bodies rub together as he gained a more
comfortable position and I shivered with delight. I mean I get a thrill out
of the small contact I have in math class imagine with this was doing to
me.

"So now are you going to tell me what's wrong?" I felt him get real close
to me pressing his entire body against me, what a god damn sneaky
tatic...get me real horny so i tell him anything, he's a genius.

"I...I..."My heart was beating so fast I was sure he could here it. I
almost died with shock when the phone rang, Adam reached over me to pick it
up, our chest's touched and I sighed out loud.

"Hello Adam Handy how may I help you?" he paused to listen to who ever it
was, god what if it was the stalker? he talked for a second or two and said
goodbye.

"Who was it?" I asked as he placed the phone down.

"It was Jason he's very worried about you, now you tell me what's wrong and
you tell me now or else" he said it in a menacing way that for a split
second I thought he might be the stalker but I quickly pushed that thought
from my head.

"Or else what?" I asked innocently but was totally surprised at what
happened next, he moved and lay on top of me, I almost died, I just knew he
could feel my hard on. It didn't take long before I felt his own grow and
poke me back...this was heaven or a wet dream. The feel of his whole upper
body pressing against mine was driving me nuts.

"Or else I stay like this forever" I wondered if I should tell him, but I
was defiantly sure he was gay now and I so wanted him, I took a deep breath
before speaking. I decided to start off with the little 'gay' thing before
moving onto the whole 'there's a stalker out to kill me' thing, didn't want
to totally freak him out now.

"Adam I'm gay" his eyes twinkled in the darkness and he smiled warmly down
at me as he moved closer and kissed me softly on the lips. I felt his
tongue run across my lips and I pushed my own tongue out to meet his and he
enveloped it in his warm mouth and stared to suck on it. Our warm soft
tongues played in each other's mouth for a while longer before we moved to
'pecks' on the lips type of kissing. I think the whole world stopped while
we kissed, it was such a magical moment and it felt so wonderful, his lips
were so soft and gentle. He broke the kiss with a big smile on his face and
looked down into my eyes.

"I already knew you were I just wanted you to tell me" huh? And there I was
thinking I hid it quite well.

"How? I aren't that obvious am I?" he sat upright sitting down hard on my
groin causing me to take a deep intake of breath.

"Hehehehe no stupid, SURPRISE! it's me from the Internet"

End of part 2.