Date: Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:14:26 EDT
From: Buontempi@aol.com
Subject: I Wanted It So Much!

This is a true story

I knew that I was attracted to boys from when I was 7 or  8.  But being in
a large Catholic macho family, revealing it was  impossible.
There were many exciting instances of searching out what it  was I needed
and wanted but all of it was incognito.  No one could know, no  one could
notice my lustful glares and prolonged stares at the prize.  One  attraction
came so close to being revealed many times.

I was now 14 and in Junior High School.  David was   almost 2 years older
but was finally in the same grade because he stayed  back.  David was also a
family friend and lived down the street.  He  was a closer friend of one of
my older brothers than he was of mine.   One day in the locker room he
yelled out to no one in general, who wants some of  my seven inches?  He was two
rows over from where I was changing.  I  quickly finished up and left making
sure I would pass his row and there he was  in all his glory.  His body was
alabaster white and there above his cock  was this beautiful patch of blond
hair descending towards his more beautiful  long thin white uncut cock.  it
looked to be over four inches  flaccid.  That site in my mind was the cause
of many nights humping my  pillow or jerking off in the bathroom or in the
backyard under the  stars.

If that wasn't enough, David use to come to my house almost on  a daily
basis.  When none of my brothers were around he use to come in our  den and
watch television with me.  If no one else was around he would  sprawl himself
out in the upholstered chair facing me, as I was laying down  on the couch
facing him and the TV.  Without either of us saying anything  to each other
he would rearrange his cock and balls hidden by his blue  jeans.  I was
amazed at how big the bulge was and I would grow a huge  erection being certain
to hide it from him.  It didn't appear to me to be a  hard on it just was a
huge enticing bulge.  Many more nights of orgasms due  to David. This
happened on many occasions, I am sure he was taunting  me.

There was no way that I was going to reveal my desires to him,  he was just
too close to my older brothers and I was certain that he was  straight and
just waiting to catch my in my secret desires.   Around  that time I was
jerking off with another friend who had a small cock but uncut  and dark like
mine.  We were both Italian and David was French/  English.  I remember one
night asking my friend if he though that Dave had  a big cock but he only
told me about his cousin who had a bigger cock than mine  and at that time my
cock was almost eight inches.  But that is for another  story.

One day when I was almost 16 Dave asked me if I would go with  him to an
apartment that his brother had rented to wait for a furniture  delivery.  It
was a hot summer day and it was early in the morning. We  waited for a couple
of hours and his nearness was getting to me.  I went to  the bathroom and
took a piss.  I lingered a little to massage my aching  cock, put it back in
my pants and went back to wait longer.  By noon time  the furniture still
hadn't come.  I returned to the bathroom several time  so that David finally
said something like "you sure your just taking a  piss".  My face turned all
red and I felt scared.  One o'clock and  still no delivery.  I was getting
tired and certainly very bored except for  my interest in jerking off.  I
decided to lay down on the kitchen counter,  face up..  After a few minutes
David hops onto the counter and lays down on  top of me.  We are now face to
face and cock to cock.  My cock  was a raging hard on by now. But again I was
to afraid to do anything and I  certainly couldn't let him feel my cock
against his ( but how could he not?  ).  I turned over underneath him expecting
him to get off of me.  But  he didn't.  Instead I couldn't hold it anymore
and I shot my load into my  white briefs covered by my blue jeans right there
an the counter.  David  did the same, pressing his clothes covered cock
onto my ass.

I naively thought he didn't know what had happened and I stupidly wasn't
aware of what happened to him.  I told him I had to go to the bathroom
again.  He got off of me and I got up to go the bathroom.  He said do you
know what just happened and I asked what he meant.  H said you just mixed
spermetaoza.  I asked what that was and he said when you go home look it up
in the dictionary.  But then he said, don't tell your brothers or they will
beat you up.

We never spoke of it again.  We both went on to get  married and raise a
family.  That was over 50 years ago.