Date: Wed, 27 Oct 2010 13:19:11 -1000
From: asdf asdf <dickman808@gmail.com>
Subject: Ill Try Four

This story is fiction.  Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead is
purely coincidental.  These stories have as their main character a gay
teenager.  If this is offensive to you, or if it is illegal in your area,
or if you are under age, please leave now.

Constructive criticism is welcome on my e-mail at dickman808@gmail.com

This is my first story and it will build to be more sexual i just needed to
set the story first. Please enjoy and tell me what I need to do.

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"I can see you have been taking those chill pills I gave you for your
birthday" Said Bry throwing his arm around my shoulder as I walked down the
hallway to my next class having missed most of break due to my
`meeting'. Obviously taking in my intense scowl and concluding that I was
in concentration mode.

"I take it the tutoring session introductions went well" Bry continued.

"Ahhh...I guess as good as can been expected given he's a prick and all.
Here's a warning though, if he continues to be how he was in there you can
kiss your soccer season good bye" I said with a sigh.

"You know he's not that bad, really when you get to know him..." trailing
off after seeing my face and understanding that this was not a good moment
for words praising Nic Pang.

"Not to mention that he seems to not understand one bit of the material" I
said holding up the manila folder Mr. Wong had during our session that he
gave to me before I left.  Perusing it as I was walking down the hallway I
realizing it was copy of all of Nic's test and quizzes.  This was a common
thing to do when you get a new student to tutor as I found out with Bry. It
helps figure out what sections you need to focus on so that you don't waste
time going over material that is already understood. Going over Nic's
folder I was amazed that Nic who seemed to comprehend math well last year
could do so horribly this year.  It seemed as though we would have to start
from square one.

Bry nodding with comprehension recognizing the folder. "Really? Is it that
bad?" "Oh damn but look at the miracle you did with me. If anyone can help
him it's you." Said Bry trying to sound optimistic.

"The huge difference between the two instances was you didn't care I was
your tutor and our personalities matched so it was kind of perfect." I
reminded him with my face staring at the ground

"Mhmm. Well I know you're gonna try your hardest and if you cannot succeed
it's going to be no one's fault but his. You can't control everything."
This is why I was able to accept Bry as my friend so quickly it was as
though he could read my mind and understand what I was thinking. Knowing
that at the moment my worst fear would be to fail myself which to me was
ten times worse than falling short for the school and their championship.

"Thanks, Bry" I said with a small smile heading into our U.S. History
class.

After sitting down and raising my hand for roll. My mind began to drift as
it often does when Ms. Kimura starts droning on about the civil war.

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Sitting on the hood of my car really getting into that new book I have been
reading "The know-it-all" by A.J. Jacobs and finding it quite hilarious as
I waited for my protégé to arrive.  I thought I would sit up here instead
of inside given the fact that I knew that there would be no good reason
that Nic would know what car I drove which would have been a convenient way
for him claim that I ditched him making me out to be the bad guy. I must
have been totally absorbed in my reading that I didn't even look up to
notice the parking lot empting out around me. Glancing up from my book I
realized I was the only one left in the lot. Conferring both a sinking
feeling and raising anger as I thought Nic must have seen me but just
driven off anyways.  Now with a great bout of annoyance I jumped off the
hood, climbed into the driver's seat and slammed the door. As I started
reversing out of the stall with my head turned to the back I saw through
the corner of my eye a figure running to my car from the gym the person
waiving his hands for me to stop.  Pulling back into the stall, I stared at
the person coming toward me not really realizing who it was at first.
After careful scrutiny I realized it was Nic, now there was a couple of
reasons why he was unrecognizable at first. For one his hair normally in
the faux hawk was still damp almost making it looked almost gelled, instead
of his normal A&F, Hollister, or AE shirts and jeans he just had a simple
t-shirts from one of his past soccer tournaments and a pair of baggy
basketball shorts, but the biggest thing that was different about him was
that he was wearing glasses. Now when I wore glasses I knew they made me
look slightly geeky but seen them on Nic they seem to accentuate his face
rather then cover it up in turn doing crazy things to my libido.  Nic
approached my driver's window so I rolled it down.

"I thought you said you were going to wait for me?" his voice slightly
irritated.

"I did wait but then I noticed all the cars where gone so I thought you
ditched me" I stated almost emotionless.  Expecting a half-ass excuse to be
the next thing to come out of his mouth.

"Oh, well it was my turn to collect the spare balls and nets, and put them
in the equipment room. I tried to shower as fast as I could. I didn't even
get to dry my hair so that I could meet you here" the edge loss in his
voice.

 "Oh, sorry." I said kind of lamely.  After an awkward pause, I continued
"so where is your car then?"

"I don't have one." He said looking down and sounding slightly embarrassed.

"Oh, I guess I always assumed you did" Thinking back I recall seeing him
leave school or on the weekends in a car but now that I think about it he
never seemed to be in the driver's seat.

"Well my family doesn't have lot money so I normally just get rides from
guys on the team." He said in a tone that to me sounded as though it was
somewhat daring me to say some condescending about his situation.

I however was quite shocked by this new and improved attitude that seemed
to replace the "asshole" Nic that I have come to know and love. But it did
lead me to wonder where was this attitude coming from? As this was not the
Nic I had known for the last two years

"So..." I responded quite lamely.

"Should we head to library then?" he asked trying to cover the awkwardness
of not having a car.

"Well the library closed 30 mins ago. That's why I thought I would meet you
here and we could grab something to eat and figure out where you needed
help."

"Oh ok" he said shuffling his feet. I know that it's wrong but I am sorta
taking pleasure in the fact that I seemed to put him in a position that
made him feel uncomfortable. Since I would have to offer him a ride.

I opened the driver side door and climbed into the car. Before closing the
door I looked up to see him still standing near the front of the car.

"You going to hop in?" I asked.

"Oh yea, sorry" he said

"You can throw your soccer stuff in the trunk" I said. While simultaneously
popping it.

I really was taking far too much pleasure in this I thought. Watching him
saunter around the vehicle, throw his junk in the trunk and then gracefully
plopping himself on the passenger seat.

"Is 'joe's' ok with you?" I asked. `Joe's' being on the local dinners and
sort of a hangout for our school.

"Yea, sure." Nic sputtered wide eyed. I could tell he was a little
intimidated by the fact that it was me driving him around.

The car ride over was more or less silent. But I did notice Nic mouthing to
the oldies that I liked to listen to.  That was slightly intriguing but I
still didn't think I need to make small talk. This was after all a strictly
a professional relationship we weren't friends or anything.

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After finding a stall in the lot and then waiting for a couple of minutes
for a booth to open up think that the counter would not be the most
productive place to tutor him, given the need to spread out our books and
such.  We sat down and I immediately started to peruse the menu since I was
starving due to the lack of lunch. After deciding on the cheeseburger and a
milkshake I looked up from my menu noticing that Nic hadn't even touched
his kind of just staring around.

"Aren't you gonna eat anything"? I inquired.

"Nah I'm not hungry" he answered somewhat nonchalantly.

"Really after two hours of soccer practice and you're not hungry? If it was
me I would be starving, then again I am always hungry" I laughed trying to
be slightly civil.

"Well I forgot my wallet at home so I don't got money even if I was hungry"
he responded testily

"Do you want me to spot you a ten and you pay me back whenever?" I asked
trying to get him back to a polite state.

"Nah I don't borrow money from no one" he said again still irritable

"Well you can have some my fries or whatever I don't ever finish them
anyways. I said wanting to just defuse the situation before any argument
started.

 "I'm not gonna eat off your plate like I'm your little bitch" he spit back
now noticeable angry.

"You know what I am done. I don't know why you can never be courteous
around me but if we cannot even sit down for five minutes to get some
food. There is no way we would be able to spend two hours a day as your
tutor." I said storming up and walking towards

"Just wait" I heard Nic say to my surprise with a little bit of panic in
his voice.

"Why should I, anytime I try to be nice to you all you do is shove it back
into my face." I said turning around and shouting back. Looking at Nic I
saw him glancing around that's when I noticed all the curious faced staring
back at me. I realized then what kind of a scene Nic and I must have been
making.

"Come on lets go" Even though I didn't own him anything i didn't feel right
leaving him there to fend for himself and try to get a ride home on his
own. We both got into my car and I started to drive.

"Where are we going?" Nic asked sounding quite timid.

"I don't know, I just need to clear my head." I said mindlessly driving. I
was so angry; I could feel the blood pulsing in my veins. I don't know why
Nic had such a presence over me but he did only he could make me feel like
this. Unconsciously, I knew I was heading to place that I go whenever I
just need a minute to myself. This was a small park a couple of blocks from
my house that my dad use to take me before he decide he was better off
without us. It always brought me back to a place where things were simple
and I could just lose myself. Parking the car I stepped out into the cool
night air. Took a deep breath and headed to the old metal mary-go-round
that my dad uses to spin me on. Laying down, just looking at the sky. It
must have been a good five or ten minutes when I heard footsteps and
someone sit down at the edge of the play apparatus. Sitting up I looked at
Nic his face toward the ground.

I was one second away from opening my mouth and giving him another lecture
when something happened that I never in a million years expected
happened. Nic's head snapped up and I suddenly had his warm lips on
mine. This wasn't one of those tongues down the throat, tonsil hockey
kisses that I had to endure when I witnessed Nic give to the next bimbo
that he was trying to lay whenever I had succumbed to Bry's request to
attend a party.  This was tender, soft, but I there was no doubt in my mind
that Nic had full control and knew exactly what he was doing. I could
describe it. I don't know if it was two seconds or two hours my sense of
time was totally abandoned. I suddenly felt a hand on the back of my head
Nic truly taking control of the situation.  That movement seemed to wake me
up. Regaining control a little I pushed back on Nic's shoulders breaking
the embrace and scooting back to catch my breath. I looked back into the
steel blue eyes. Nic who must have taken my look of shock as one of
distaste. Took one last look at my face and bolted. After processing what
just happened I stood up.

"Nic, wait!" I shouted. But by this time he was already out of ear
shot. Running to the parking lot I looked at the parking lot trying to
figure out which way Nic might have gone.

"Fuck!!" I yelled exasperated at nothing in particular while kicking the
tire of my car. Pulling out my cell phone, I looked through my phone book
realizing that I never asked Nic for his number. Pressing the '3' speed
dial on my phone I pressed the receiver to my ear.

"Aye Jon, what's up?" I heard the ever upbeat voice of Bry.

"Ahh. Nothing much I was just wondering if you had Nic's cell number" I
asked sounded way more eager then I know I should asking for a guy that I
hates number.

"Nah, I don't think he has ones, I mean the guys either call him at home or
he's out with one of us. Why?" he asked sounded quite inquisitive.

"Nah it's nothing he just left his soccer stuff in my car and I just wanted
to know if I should go back and drop it. Or if it could wait tomorrow." I
said trying to desperately make up an excuse.

"I don't think its a big deal I am pretty sure you can just leave it. Give
it to him tomorrow. Are you alright? You sound pretty winded" he asked this
time sounding concerned.

"Yeah, I am good just going to head home. Talk to you tomorrow" I said not
know what to do but deciding the best recourse would be to go home and mull
things over.



 After picking up Bry and following the directions he was giving me. We
headed to Nic's house. Now I was feeling quite anxious, Nic hadn't shown up
for school for the rest of the week. Mr. Wong said that his mom had phoned
the office to say that he have come down with some ailment or another. So
when Bry asked me Friday morning if I was still down to go to the party I
was shocked that it wasn't cancelled. At that point in time I really didn't
know if I want to see Nic again. I was perfectly content, not worrying
about what had happened. I really had been trying my best to forget the
whole incident and hoping Nic would too.  But I did promise Bry that I
would go so I agreed. Pulling into one of the nicer neighborhoods I could
tell which house must be Nic's. Parking on the side street about a block
away I knew there wasn't going to be anything closer and that my car was
relatively safe here. Walking up the driveway. The music blaring in my ears
my nerves going of control. Bry stepped behind me gave my shoulder a couple
of quick squeezed.

"Just relax" he said not know what I was worrying about.

Trudging on I walked through the doors and into the drunken mess that was a
high school house party.

I walked around with Bry close behind me making small talk.  While
recognizing a lot of upperclassman from school I also noticed there were
quite a few faces that I didn't know.  After about 10 minutes I knew Bry
wanted to go hang with other people and this really didn't bother me.

"You go hang out with your friends we can meet up later." I said trying to
sound encouraging. I really did want Bry to have a good time.

"You sure?" he asked knowing that he said he would stick around me.

"Yeah, yeah, I am fine. I am going to get a drink and find somewhere quite
to think. I am feeling kinda out of it anyways." I said

"If you're not feeling good we can go" Bry said sounding really sincere
even though I know how much he loved these parties.

"Nah its cool, just promise me don't get too wasted" I said.

"Ha-ha. Alright. You can come hang with me you know the guys are cool with
you right?" he said making sure I understood that he wasn't ditching me.

"Yeah I know, just want some alone time" I said smiling.

"Ok, ok just give me a little bit.  I'll come and find you. Then we can
go." he said.

Turning around I headed into the kitchen where all I could find was natural
light which was pretty gross in my opinion. So I looked in the fridge and
saw a half-full 2 liter bottle of coke. Uncapping it and tasting it still
had its carbonation, which I thank god for small miracles. I began to look
around for a quiet room.

Noticing that most of the rooms were already occupied. I almost gave up on
the search that seemed futile. Also noticed that host was also missing.

`Probably was part of one of the couples I walked in on' I thought to
myself.

I then noticed a room that had one of those combination locks on the
door. Thinking that it was worth a try I remembered that the address on the
drive was 3665 (I told you I was good with numbers), punching the code,
hearing the lock click I walked inside what seemed half study half
billiards room.

Not expecting anyone else in the room I sat down on the comfy leather couch
and uncapped my coke and took a swig.

"What are you doing here" I heard from behind me. I must have jumped half a
foot into the air. Knowing that sneering voice anywhere I looked to see Nic
sitting on of the ottomans with a cup of what appeared to be whisky judging
from the bottle of Jonny Walker sitting beside him on the coffee table.

"I just wanted to get away from the noise for a bit." I said not knowing
what was going down, he didn't sound mad or anything.

"No I meant at the party I thought you were too high and mighty to grace us
with your presence. I mean it's not like you came out before" he said
slurring a little and sounded tipsy.

"Nah I have come before but I normally try to avoid you, given our past.  I
tend to try to steer clear of the confrontations that occur when we are
ever within 5 feet of each other" I retorted quite candidly.

Nic stepped up to me grabbing the coke out of my hands and pouring some
into his glass. Removing another glass of the shelf behind me, he put some
ice from the bucket and a couple of shots of Johnny and a splash of
coke. Then thrust the liquor into my hands.

"Here's to being fucken confused." He said toasting my glass and then
downing the contents of his. After giving me a moment to take a swig from
my drink, he replaced the glass with his lips. This was a new kiss rough,
forceful, possessive. Mashing our lips together, I looked into the eyes the
man before me and all I saw was lust and need. Grabbing the back of my
head, his hands running through my hair he pushed us further into the
couch.  I felt a probing at my lips then realize he was begging for
entry. Parting them slightly I felt that tongue start to explore my
mouth. I started to recognize how ironic this was, I am the one who is
always grossed out when I saw Nic doing this very thing to girls. Yet as it
was happening to me I couldn't think of any other place I rather be.

As I felt his hand slide up my shirt and start feeling up my chest I
decided not to think about anything. Surrendering myself to this god of man
before me and not thinking of the consequences that of what this is going
to mean for either of us.

Nic's hand was now playing with my erected nipple. Squeezing and rolling
it, never having another hand but my own caressing my chest I was in
ecstasy while having a profound effect on another erection.

"I didn't know you had some muscle to your ass" said Nic as he yanked my
shirt off my body and took a moment to take in the pecs that he had been
just feeling up.

"Fuck you're so hot" I thought I heard him whisper as he attacked my neck.
I could feel him first kissing then nibbling then he started to suck.

Reaching down to feel his dick through his jeans I felt hand swat mind away
"I never said you could touch me" I heard him mutter into my ear.

Ignoring him I just grabbed his package and hearing him I knew I wasn't
gonna have any more request to have my hand off him.

Feeling his thick member through his pants I could tell it he was rearing
and ready to go. I leaned forward until I had him on the floor on his
back. Crawling up to straddle his groin I bent down for another taste of
his sweet lips.  While I had my lips pressed against are tongues doing
quite an aggressive dance, I reached up under nic's shirt and took on of
his nipples between my fingers and began to roll it.  Receiving an pleased
moan I knew I must be doing something right.  Breaking the kiss I grabbed
the hem of Nic's shirt. I pulled it off of him and just to a moment to
stare in awe at the body beneath me.  I couldn't believe this was
happening. After just staring for a good minute taking in the his smooth
chest, hard Pecs with beautiful quarter size nipples I could tell that the
one I had been playing with was already a little raw.  Working my way down
i noticed his clearly defined six pack. A thin happy trail leading down to
what i could see from the top of his shorts was nicely trimmed bush.  "Are
you gonna just stare or what?" Nic asked.

 I could believe it but my body just froze.  I don't know if I was nervous
or scared or what but I could do it. I couldn't reach out and do to his
body what I have been dreaming about for the last year.

"Fine...Do I have to show you how its done?" with that Nic began ripped
open my button of my pants using his teeth to undo the zipper.  Smashing
his nose into my already thoroughly soiled briefs I could tell Nic was
savoring the smell of my excitement.  Pulling down the waist band of my
underwear I felt my dick being consumed by what I could only describe as
what felt like a starving animal.  Granted this was my first time ever
doing anything with a guy or girl but if what it feels like I certainly
something I could get use to.  That is when I realized that wasn't going to
last very much longer.  I already feel the pre-orgasm stir in my balls.
That combined with the fact that the head of my cock was buried in the
throat of the hottest guys at my school being pleasured far beyond my
wildest dreams.  My bliss erupted from my cock like never before I could
feel the boiling cum shoot before I realized what was happening.  After
getting over the shock of having two shots of seamen shooting down his
throat nic ripped his mouth off my dick and jumped to his feet glaring.

"What the fuck?! You can't just fucking shoot down someone's throat without
a warning or anything. That's not fucking cool at all man" Nic said
seething.

"Shit, I am sorry, I am sorry. I didn't mean to it just was feeling so good
I could not control myself" I said a little scared at how pissed off Nic
seemed.

"Was that your first time or something? Must have been if you couldn't even
hold your shit for a minute" Nic said accompanied by his all familiar
sneer.

I could feel all the blood that had accumulated in my cock now settle in my
ears turning they bright red with embarrassment.  Not looking up I began to
put my clothes back after putting on everything that was taken off I slowly
made my way to the door. A few feet from the exit I felt a soft had on my
shoulder.

"Wait don't go, I didn't mean it like that" Nic said.  Turing around and
looking in his eyes I could see the sincerity in them once again a look I
could really get use to on him.

"Why do you always have to that?" I asked trying to hide the hurt in my
voice.

"Do what?" Nic responded feigning ignorance.

"Oh, I don't know... like you go out of your way to treat me like I am shit
on the bottom of your shoe." I said regaining some of my normal poise.

"I don't know. When it comes to you, I don't know how to act." Nic said
looking at the ground.

"Why is it any different than with anyone else" I asked kind of confused.

"I don't know. I just cannot seem to really say what I want to when I get
around you and I just end up sounding like an asshole." He said.

"How about we call it a truce right now? From this moment we will act
civilly with one either with the if not for anything but to get you to past
your math test so that you win us states. Deal?" I asked putting my hand in
front of me.

Instead Nic wrapped his arms around me in tight hug which I took as yes.

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Dear my readers,

I just wanted to apologize for the long break that took I think has been
over a year. It's been a combination of life and major writer's block.  I
want to address a couple of other things that have been brought up. I am
not a writer, so my continuity and stuff might not make sense and I am
sorry. I just have a lot of ideas in my mind try to write them down as a
form of relaxation.  Once again all of those who do write because it's not
as easy as it looks actually it's downright hard.  Please continue to send
those email they really brighten up ones day and are my only form of
payment..lol.