Date: Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:17:37 -0500
From: Morris Henderson <bigmoh@post.com>
Subject: improbable_love_chapter_26

Upon the boys' arrival at the Ryerson estate, their
concern for Cory gave way to thoughts of enjoying the
two hours of private time before their dinner
engagement at Ramon's apartment.

Rushing upstairs to TJ's room, where they eagerly did
what they could not do in public: kiss and hug
passionately.  Before long, they were naked on the bed
clinging to each other and expressing their love in
gentle, intimate ways.  Words were unnecessary.  Each
knew how to delight his partner and was committed to
that goal.  It was the ultimate way of saying, `I love
you.'

TJ's mouth found its target and began its sensual
stimulation of an erect and ready cock.  Neil changed
positions so that he could also enjoy the feel and
taste of manly meat and could bring pleasure to his
lover.

Proceeding slowly, they devoted their efforts to
prolong their gratifying foreplay.  Rather than
stroking, which was likely to lead to orgasm, they
devoted their efforts to licking from base to tip,
mouthing one or, both, balls, and flicking a tongue
over the sensitive glans.  Neil began to tenderly rub
his finger across the puckered hole of his friend who
followed suit.

Wanting to prolong his euphoric state, TJ willed
himself to hold back, despite teetering on the edge.
Unfortunately, his success was short-lived.  Volleys
of hot cream erupted into the mouth that tightened its
grip on his throbbing cock to avoid the loss of a
single precious drop.

Neil patiently waited for his companion's recovery
before resuming his teasingly pleasant foreplay.  Not
long thereafter, although not feeling a compelling
urge to climax, he used the code word to signal his
imminent blastoff. "Alabama!"

In less than sixty seconds, his obliging sex mate was
savoring the treasured love juice.

In prolonged snuggling, they chatted about school,
family, the coming trip to Oklahoma, Cory, and Ramon's
boyfriend while periodically reaffirming their
devotion to each other.

As much as they enjoyed lying together in bed, the
time arrived when they had to get ready for their
evening engagement so they reluctantly uncoupled, left
the bed, and prepared to dress.

Neil suggested,
"Jerry may be planning a formal meal so we better wear
a suit and tie."

TJ, however, successfully argued, "Casual attire is
fine.  Besides, the clothes you brought fit better
than anything I can provide."

They left the house just as Isabel returned from
visiting her sister.  "Ah," she said as she got out of
her car and saw the boys walking out of the house.
"There are my two favorite boys.  Or should I say
young men?"

"Call us your loyal subjects, Your Majesty!" TJ
laughed.

Reminded of her royal treatment the previous evening,
she smiled and said, "You two have fun.  And give my
regards to Ramon and Jerry.  I'll be in my apartment
all evening so call me on the intercom to let me know
when you get home."

Her remark was partly a genuine wish that they would
enjoy their visit and partly an obligation to ensure
the safety of her employer's son.  However, there was
also an implicit message that the two love-struck boys
would be assured of privacy upon their return.

With Neil driving and TJ navigating, the teens easily
located the apartment.  Ringing the bell, they felt
nervous anticipation.  They had previously discussed
how much to reveal of their relationship, concurring
they would be honest, but not volunteer anything more
than seemed to be appropriate to the conversation.

Opening the door, the gorgeous man cordially welcomed
the youths before escorting them to the kitchen to
meet his partner who was making a salad.

Jerry was the polar opposite of his partner.  Unlike
Ramon who was tall and muscular with a typically Latin
complexion, he was short, wiry, and fair-skinned with
flaxen hair over his collar and ears.  In contrast to
the poised, almost subdued Hispanic, his spouse was
animated, exuberant, and almost hyperactive as he
greeted the guests, before adding, "Please relax in
the living room, I'll call you when dinner is served."

The conversation began with casual talk about the
boys' school, activities, and interests.  The host
steered the conversation with questions, active
listening, and an obvious interest in the teens who
immediately felt at ease.

Having established a friendly atmosphere, Ramon
changed topics.  "Pardon me for asking, but I'm
curious about something you mentioned last night.  You
said you were in-love.  Let me put it bluntly.  How
can you be sure?"

The teens expected their relationship would be
discussed and suspected that it was the real reason
for their invitation to dinner.  However, the question
took them by surprise.  Even though they had given
considerable thought to their mutual admiration and
had shared their feelings with each other, they didn't
know how to explain their love to someone else.

Neil was the first to respond.  "Since puberty I
realized I was gay, with my attraction to guys
increasing since then.  I'll admit my interest,
initially, was physical.  But that changed.  I met
another boy and became very fond of him.  I was
devastated when he left me.  So I've had some
experience with affection and love.  That brings me to
your question.  How can I be sure I love TJ?  When we
first met, I admired his intelligence, his attitudes
on social justice, and character.  To be completely
honest, I was attracted to him sexually as well.  As I
came to know him better, admiration turned into
affection; affection blossomed into adoration.  How
can I be certain it's real?  Simple!  Because, I'm
happier when I'm with him and ache to see him when
we're apart.  I'm committed to making him happy.  And,
most important, is my overpowering desire to share my
life with this beautiful individual because without
him I'm incomplete."

Ramon was touched by Neil's convincing sincerity.
Looking at TJ he asked, "Are you certain?"

"You bet!  He may be my first but he's everything I
desire in a lifetime partner.  He's honest, smart,
compassionate, and has provided me with more joy than
I've ever experienced.  He mentioned love is a feeling
that can't be rationally explained.  That's the
ecstasy I have. The love I have for my parents and
Isabel are different, far less intense.  I would hate
to lose my parents or Isabel but I would be devastated
to lose Neil."

Ramon thought for a moment before saying, "Here's a
tough question for both of you.  Be honest with me and
each other because your future may depend on it.
Suppose you had to choose between your family and each
other.  Is your devotion strong enough to risk losing
the family you also love?

"We've already discussed that possibility," TJ
promptly replied.  "My mother will be disappointed but
eventually understand.  My father is likely to disown
me.  However it's a price I'm willing to pay.  Isabel,
of course, has already accepted that we're gay and
approves of our relationship.  At the moment, we
haven't decided how or when to break the news to our
parents but we're hoping to find a way that minimizes
their disappointment."

Neil added, "My parents will be surprised but they are
open-minded.  They will quickly welcome a son-in-law.
My brother won't approve.  However he may change his
mind.  In my case, therefore, the risk is less.  But,
if I had to choose, it would be to share my life with
the one I love."

Ramon smiled warmly before declaring, "I'm ninety five
percent convinced your emotions are genuine.  The
remaining doubt concerns your tender age. More
significantly, you're going to face many problems,
especially in the next few years, obstacles that may
jeopardize your relationship."

"We know!" the older replied.  "But, together, we'll
overcome them."

"I sincerely hope so.  However, I'm not sure you
realize the difficulty.  I've gone through it and I
can tell you that some of the problems are far more
serious than you expect.  When Jerry and I came out
and moved in together, we were ridiculed and scorned
by our families and so-called `good friends'.  The
emotional toll was brutal."

"But, you endured, as we will!" TJ countered.

"Perhaps.  However, you will have to provide
encouragement, emotional support, and love to your
intended spouse, even though you are discouraged and
feeling pain yourself.  That's the ultimate, defining
measure of a union.  Are you willing to do that?"

"Yes!" the two loudly enthused.

"Aha!  I've put you on the horns of a dilemma!"

Now, both were confused.

"Here's what I mean.  You've said you value your
buddy's happiness more than your own.  That's love.
But, you admitted you are willing to upset your
parents by rejecting their moral principles, causing
them grief.  That's being selfish."

Although the man's tone was friendly, his words were
confrontational, discomforting the pair.  They had
thoroughly discussed their parents' reaction to having
a homosexual son.  However, they had viewed it as a
disappointment, not a betrayal.  Now, they were forced
to acknowledge the impact their union would have on
individuals whom they also cared deeply about.

Ramon let the two ponder their dilemma while wondering
what their reaction would be.

TJ spoke first.  I don't want to hurt my family.  I
love them but I love Neil more.  I've got my life
ahead of me.  I refuse to live it without the man I
love.  I can only try to make everyone else
understand, hoping they will accept my choice."

Neil resoundingly added, "I agree!  It's a painful
decision: choosing between my family's love and my
commitment to TJ.  But I firmly believe that my
parents will understand and eventually be pleased that
I am happy."

Ramon smiled.  "I said before I was ninety five
percent sure.  I challenged you with a dilemma but
your response was convincing.  Based on what you've
told me just now, I'm ninety nine percent sure."

Two very relieved boys smiled.

"You're going to have many more problems.  Your
adoration for each other will be severely tested.  My
aunt helped me immensely.  I understand why she can't
do the same for you.  If there's ever a time when you
need advice or just somebody to talk to, I hope you
will contact me."

Before the pair had a chance to thank their host,
Jerry bounced into the room, announcing, "Dinner is
served.  You'd better be hungry!"

The meal was excellent. It included a small chicken
Caesar salad, wine, shrimp linguini, garlic bread,
steamed zucchini, and a raspberry tort.  The guests
were lavish in their praise and Jerry beamed with
pride.

The evening's chef declined the teens' offer to help
clean up, insisting, "Visitors are not allowed in the
kitchen!  Go into the living room to chat.  But, don't
get fresh with my partner, because I'm a monster when
I'm jealous!"

Although the youngsters expected more conversation
about love, being gay, and the obstacles they would
encounter, Ramon steered the conversation toward other
subjects.

Time passed rapidly.  The two were reluctant to end
what had been a fascinating visit but, at the same
time, were eager to return to the privacy of TJ's room
where they could once more show their love for each
other.

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Thanks to Baruch for valuable suggestions on this chapter.



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AUTHOR'S NOTE

Thus ends the story of how an improbable love
developed quickly between teens.  It was unlikely
because of their youth and the need to conceal their
yearnings.  In spite of these barriers, they
discovered each other.  I hope it became clear that
their relative maturity, character, and selflessness
made the blossoming not improbable but inevitable.

However, TJ and Neil's full story is incomplete.  The
rest of their narrative remains to be told.  If there
is enough interest, a sequel will follow their lives,
including their efforts to unite as a couple, the
turmoil they experience coming out, the resistance and
objections of family and friends, and their struggle
to nourish their love in the face of continuing
obstructions.