Date: Mon, 29 Jul 2002 20:51:31 -0400
From: Mistak3n Thoughts <mistak3n@hotmail.com>
Subject: In A Moment Chapter 5

This story involves the relationship of two teenage boys, if you find this
offensive or it's illegal for you to be reading this, don't! All the usual
rules apply.
This story is copyrighted by Mistak3n.
Comments are welcome at: mistak3n@hotmail.com
Want to know if Alex was able to return the favour to Jeremy?  Read on! :)
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We walked in silence for a while.  I stole glances at him every so often.
How could I resist?  He took his backpack off and pulled out a cd player.

"Mind if I turn this on?"  He asked.

"Nope."  Ok I did sort of.  He wanted to drown out any possibility of
conversation with me!

"Cool."  He put the headphones around his neck and turned it on so we could
both hear.  I smiled to myself.  "You like Korn?"  He asked.

"Yeah.  A lot."

"Me too.  They're coming in July.  Maybe we could go."

Ah yes. Yes yes.  Yes we could go Jeremy!  I turned to him.

"Sounds good.  Who else do you listen to?"  Project getting to know Jeremy,
getting underway.

"Stabbing Westward, Deftones, Orgy all that shit.  Too much to name it all.
Do you rave?"

"Yeah.  My brother and I go a lot."

"Oh Darien? My bro was telling me about him."  He said that last bit almost
quietly.  I glanced at him.

"Nah, Josh.  Dare told me you had a brother too in his grade."

"Yeah.  I do."  Wow.  He really sounded sad.  What did I say?

"Are you okay, Jeremy?"

"Yep.  Here's my house."

We turned up a driveway and I took in the house.  It was huge!   There were
cars in the driveway and I got a little nervous that there was someone home.
  I really just wanted the house to ourselves so I could repay him for the
other night on the half pipe.  I stopped walking when I saw the cars and
Jere turned back to face me.

"What's wrong?"

I pointed to the cars.  "Is someone home?"

"Oh.  No don't worry.  My parents both work and my brother's at school.  We
just have four cars."

Damn.  My family barely has two.  Jeremy seemed uncomfortable talking about
it though so I didn't ask anything else about it.  We walked to the door and
he unlocked it.  I stepped into a different world.  I kept looking at Jeremy
then at this house we'd entered and my mind couldn't make sense of it.  They
were so completely different and I felt so out of place it was almost too
much.  I turned to Jeremy about to say something, anything when he smiled
and I couldn't help but smile back, quieting my thoughts.

"Do you want something to drink?"  He asked suddenly moving past me and
through a doorway.  I followed slowly taking another glance around the front
foyer.

"Um no, I'm alright thanks."  I leaned against the counter and watched as he
pulled out a bottle of water from the fridge and drank from it slowly.

"I really needed that."  He said, smiling rather shyly.  Ah he was so
beautiful.  I could die watching that smile and be convinced I'd already
seen heaven.  He chucked the bottle still half full into the sink and
grabbed my hand pulling me back into the foyer and towards the stairs.  I
paused suddenly causing him to turn back to me.

"What's wrong, Alex?"  Jeremy asked concerned.

"I..I don't know."  I couldn't breathe that's what's wrong.  Your too
beautiful and you want to take me upstairs with you which can only mean to
your bedroom because after all isn't that why we're here?  So we can have
sex?  Suddenly the room was spinning and this was too much.

"It's okay."  He came to me and wrapped his arms around me and then I felt
like it was okay.  And this would be okay.  I'd found what was missing in my
life and it was him.  I wanted to show him how much I wanted him.  I hugged
him back, tightly.

"I want you."  I whispered to him.  I wasn't even sure if he had heard me.

I felt him smile against my neck.  "You can have me."  He whispered this
back and I had to literally stop myself from shivering from his breath
against my skin.  He took my hand again and pulled gently to get me to
follow him up the stairs.  I don't think at that point I'd want to be
anywhere else.

I paid no attention to anything but Jeremy right in front of me.  I don't
remember anything except the look of his back, his neck, his arm, the way
his hand felt holding tightly but gently onto mine.  Then he stopped and I
got confused until I realized we were in front of his room.  He gave me a
small smile before opening the door.

I walked in after him.  It was dark but I paid no attention, my eyes were
focused on Jeremy.  He faced me not letting go of my hand, instead grabbing
my other one into his other hand and he leaned forward for a kiss.  I kissed
him back with as much emotion as I could.  I wanted him to feel how much I
wanted him.  I wanted to taste him completely.  He let his hands move to my
sides and started to pull up my shirt, slowly.  I wanted to moan at the mere
touch of his hands on my skin.  I moved my hands to sides and moved them
along his skin.  I pulled his shirt up and we paused kissing long enough to
remove it completely.  I let my hands move over his chest and stomach, down
his back.

He broke our kiss and I look at him wondering what I did wrong.  He smiled
to reassure me and moved himself closer to the bed.  I followed him taking
in his body as I did.  He was truly beautiful.  I needed him in every sense
of the word.

When I was in front of him he removed my shirt running his hands down my
arms.  I shivered before I could stop myself and he smiled.

"This is different then before,"  he whispered.  I nodded.  He pulled me
closer to him as he sat on the bed.  He licked my stomach, making circles
around my navel.  I ran my hands lightly through his hair.

His hands were pulling gently on my jeans pulling them down slightly.  He
licked at the skin as it was exposed and I tried to keep myself standing.
He never stopped his attack on my stomach as he undid my pants and removed
them and my boxers in one motion.  I watched his tongue move across my
stomach praying for him not to stop.  He looked up at me as he licked and I
saw so much more in his eyes.

He pulled me down with him onto the bed and began kissing me harder than
before.  I could feel his lust and it was mirroring my own.  I ran my hands
over his body, needing to memorize his body.  I couldn't stand not knowing
what he tasted like.  I needed this so completely.  I'd never felt anything
like it before, this need within me.

I shoved him down gently and he looked at me slightly surprised but with
more lust than before.  Hmm, maybe he likes it harder.  I removed his pants
and boxers and quickly as I could.  I didn't waste time licking his cock.  I
always imagined I'd have hesitation when I went to give my first bj but I
didn't at all.   I licked along the shaft slowly, not really knowing what I
was doing but needing to do it.  I licked up to the head and ran my tongue
along his pa piercing.  He moaned at this so I kept moving my tongue in
circles, teasing his piercing.  I moved so I had his cock in my mouth and
slowly went up and down on it.  He gently pushed himself up into my mouth.
I took it out after a while and continued licking up and down the shaft
before engulfing it again.  I wanted to make him cum and I wanted him to cum
in my mouth.  He's breathing got heavier and shallower at the same time, and
I knew he was very close.  He tried to push me off him so I stopped and
looked at him.

"I don't want to cum yet, Alex."  He smiled and I melted.  I moved up to
kiss him.  He wrapped his arms around me tightly holding me against him.  I
never wanted to leave his embrace.

"I want you to fuck me,"  he whispered to me as I moved to kiss his neck.
Ah I wanted nothing more.  I didn't answer him but instead bit gently on
neck causing him to moan and hold me closer against him.

I was sucking on his neck when we both heard a noise downstairs.  My first
instinct was to keep sucking his neck.  I was so lost within his skin and
the feel of him against me nothing was going to drag me away from that.

"Alex.."  He whispered louder.  He sounded so afraid that I did stop and
looked at him.  "We have to stop."

Stop?  No!  I don't want to stop! I want to keep going until I've inhaled
him completely.

"What?"  I asked slowly.  I still hadn't comprehended this stop thing.

"Someone's home, Alex.  We have to get dressed."  He jumped out of his bed
and began to frantically put on his clothes.  I stared at him in shock not
moving.  "Alex please!  Hurry up, get dressed."

I moved quicker realizing our situation and dressed.  Jeremy watched me as
he'd finished already.

"Our bags are downstairs they know I'm home and with someone."

Ah dammit.  I cursed  having to carry a bag at all.  I didn't know what to
say so I kept quiet.

"We'll say we just came here to get something."  He nodded to himself.

"To get what?"  I asked.

We heard someone call for Jeremy downstairs.

"Um, a book, I don't know anything, something school related."  He searched
his desk and picked up a text book.  "This!"

"Ok," I said slowly.  I wasn't so sure this would work.

Then a knock came to the door and Jeremy glanced at me nervously.  Wow was
he ever making me more nervous than I would have been.

"Yeah?"  Jeremy asked.  The door opened and in walked a woman looking
frazzled.  She smiled when she saw Jeremy.

"Hun, are you feeling alright?  I saw your bags down-"  She paused when she
saw me.  I tried to smile but I'm quite sure what came out.  She smiled back
at me though which I took as a good sign.  She turned back to Jeremy.

"Um, am I interrupting something?"  She asked.

Jeremy looked as uncomfortable as I felt.  "No, we came to get a book."

"What did your father and I tell you after Regan?"

Regan?  Whose Regan?  And what happened with Regan that would be relevant to
this?

"Mom...I know ok.  We just came to get this book."  He half heartedly held
up the text book he'd found on his desk.  She looked unconvinced.

"We'll talk about it later.  For now," she turned to me again, "I'm Renee,
and you are?"  Her smile had returned and she looked so pleasant that I had
to smile back.

"Alex.." I said shyly.

"Oh Alex," she glanced at Jeremy again, back to me. "Nice to meet you.  I
think you both should go to school, now that you've found your book you came
here for."

Jeremy and I looked at each other before agreeing with Renee.  We were quiet
as we headed down the stairs and out the door.  I couldn't read Jeremy at
all.  I had no idea what he was feeling.  Sigh.  This would be a long walk
back to school.   And I realized I hadn't even made him cum yet.


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