Date: Tue, 29 Jan 2008 20:00:08 -0800 (PST)
From: Patrick Rupert <ender_wiggin_420_7@yahoo.com>
Subject: Into His Own Chapter 1

"My name is Brad Harnet.  I'm seventeen, and I'm gay.  I live in Syracuse,
Utah, where I've lived all my life.  When my boyfriend and I were still

together, we used to fuck almost every night.  I loved fucking that boy he
was so damn good.  Well my brother's friend, Jason Bell, looks just like
him.

He's sixteen, and he has the same physical attributes: naturally tan skin,
slim, and a cute butt.  I haven't had sex in two months since my boyfriend

left.  Today, when Jason gets here, me, my two friends that are in the
military and the camera operator are going to show Jason what sex really
is.  He

thinks he's coming over to hang out with my brother Jeremy, he has no idea
what's going to happen."

There was a guy standing there with a camera pointed at Brad.

"We haven't ever done this before, and Jason won't even see it coming.
Jason's carpool should be dropping him off here any second, so the
cameraman is

going to go on the side of the house and I'm going to go wait in the
kitchen.

The cameraman ran to the side of the house behind a bush, and Brad ran
inside with his two friends.  It was about two minutes later when a car
pulled up

and a boy stepped out of the car.  He was tall and slim; he had tan skin
and short dark brown hair.  The boy said goodbye to his friends and walked
into

the house.  The cameraman ran behind the house to listen by the open
kitchen window.

"Hey Jeremy!"

"Hey Jason, Jeremy isn't here right now but he should be home any minute so
what's up?"

The cameraman pointed the camera in the window trying his best to see what
was going on.  Jason was bent over looking in the fridge, Brad was standing

behind him.  The two men walked into the kitchen and pick up Jason; one at
the waist and one at the feet.

"What are you doing?  Stop it!  Help me Brad!"

The cameraman ran around the house and ran in through the front door.  The
two men were fighting Jason to cooperate, as he screamed, kicked, and
thrashed

at their gripping hands.  The two men holding Jason walked out of sight and
Brad followed them into the bedroom.

"Oh Jason, don't throw a fit, this will be fun."

They all walked into the bedroom and the cameraman followed.  The two men
threw Jason onto the bed and jumped on top of him.  Jason screamed and

connected a right fist with one man's jaw.  The man on top of Jason grabbed
both of Jason's hands, and put them above his head holding him there with
one

strong arm.  He then punched Jason hard in the ribs to stop him from
struggling.  Jason stopped thrashing and was gasping for air.  Both men
took

advantage of this and tied his hands and feet just loosely enough that he
could move his arms and legs up and down about a foot.

The cameraman was on the right side of the bed watching cautiously.  One
man climbed back on top of Jason, and then ripped Jason's shirt from his
body.

Jason was quite well built.  His nipples were a medium brown color
contrasting with his tan, and he had a nice six-pack as well.  It was clear
that Jason

took care of himself.

The man then took off his own shirt revealing a very large tattoo of the
word `peace' on his back, and started licking and sucking on Jason's right

nipple while rubbing the rest of his body with his left hand.  Brad was on
the other side of the bed hastily taking off his pants to reveal black low
cut

boxer briefs.  Brad took off his shirt to reveal darker skin, hard nipples,
and a six-pack.  The man with the tattoo climbed off of Jason, and sat down

in the chair next to the bed.  He dropped his pants, and picked up the
lotion.  He lubed up his cock and started masturbating.  The other soldier
walked

over, now naked, and climbed on the other one's lap.  They were both tanned
and built, due to their military training.  They kissed and rubbed each

other's chests and backs vigorously.  Brad climbed on top of Jason, and
began rubbing his chest.

"Why are you doing this Brad?"

"Just relax baby.  Everything's going to be ok.  You're going to like this.
Now do you have a kiss for me?"

Brad started kissing him and licking his face like some dog.  Brad was
sitting on his lap with his hands on Jason's chest.  Brad started rocking
like he

was dry humping him.

"Oh baby I'm so hot right now."

Jason couldn't believe it.  This was all happening so fast what was he to
do?  While Brad was rubbing his own chest with his left hand he cupped
Jason's

still fully clothed crotch with his right and started rubbing.  He then
started rubbing down his own chest to his stomach.  He got to his underwear
and

put his right hand in his underwear.  Doing it caused the front of his
underwear to go down a little bit, and it exposed his long curly light
brown bush.

Jason saw this and looked back up at the ceiling.  He shut his eyes and
tears seeped out.

Why would Brad be doing this?  I trusted him, I know him; there must be a
reason Brad's doing this.

Brad was rubbing himself and moaning loudly.  He looked at Jason with a
completely calm face and said:

"Open your mouth."

Jason looked at him completely confused.  "No!"

"Now you little shit!"

Brad's left hand came up, and went across his face at what seemed like the
speed of light.  Jason felt a sharp pain and opened his mouth.  Brad took
his

right hand out of his underwear and looked at it for a second before moving
it towards Jason's face.  Before Jason could do anything he thrust it into

his mouth it was warm and wet.  He shut his eyes trying to put his mind
someplace else.

"Suck! Now!"

Jason hesitated and then started sucking on the sticky hand.  After about
ten seconds Brad took it out and looked at him.  He was crying.

The two men were on the end of the bed and were still kissing and rubbing
each other.  The man with no tattoo leaned up and the other one slowly
inserted

his dick into his ass.  The man moaned at being fucked and squeezed the
other's shoulders hard.  The man with the tattoo let his head fall back and
he

let out one deep moan.  The man on top started moving up and down slowly.
The man doing the fucking let out a little whimper and grabbed the man's
ass

hard.  Brad had his face really close to Jason's now, and he was looking
into his eyes.

"You're a pussy, a coward, just like Jeremy.  He was the same way, at least
he was the first few times.  And now you're going to regret it."  It may
have

been Jason's imagination but the words sounded strained and rehearsed.

Brad reached with his left hand and opened the drawer next to the bed.  He
pulled out a tube of KY Jelly and a black dildo about five inches long and

ribbed.  He unbuttoned Jason's pants and turned him over.  He grabbed
Jason's pants at the hips and pulled them down to his ankles.  Jason was
wearing

boxers they were plaid red and forest green.  Brad started at the ankles
and started rubbing up and down his legs.  He got to the thighs and started
to

squeeze.  Jason let out a scream into the pillow as Brad bit hard on his
left thigh, which made Jason scream louder.  Brad sucked on the bite mark
for

about five seconds and then stopped.  He grabbed Jason's butt cheeks with
both hands and squeezed letting his nails dig in.  He jumped off the bed
and

untied Jason's feet then slipped Jason's pants off the rest of the way.
Then Brad slipped his hands into Jason's boxers on both sides and pulled
them

off his smooth white ass.  He tied Jason's legs back up loosely, and got
back on just below Jason's ass.  Brad put his hands down one on each cheek
and

spread them.  Then he put his face in-between Jason's cheeks and closed his
eyes.  Brad's tongue was moving slowly at first and then rapidly up and
down

Jason's crack.  Brad was licking every inch.  He stopped at Jason's hole,
and started inserting his tongue.  It was going in and out and Brad was
moaning.

Jason's fists were clenched and he was clenching his cheeks together to try
and stop Brad.  He had stopped crying and was whimpering slightly.

The two guys at the end of the bed were moaning loudly, the one fucking the
other one started moaning loudly, and gripping the other one's back. He was

coming and he loved every second of it.  The man that just got fucked got
up and the one with the tattoo just sat there relaxing, panting, and
rubbing

his now nearly limp cock.  The other man was rubbing his cock and the back
of the other man's neck as his shaft hardened.  He stood the man with the

tattoo up and sat him down at the end of the bed on the floor.  The other
man then crossed one of his legs over the still panting man and started
rubbing

his own dick all over the mans face.  He then forced the other man's head
onto his dick.  The soft dick went into the man's mouth softly and
smoothly.

The man that was face fucking him grabbed the other's hair and gripped it.
The man jumped; you could tell it hurt.  He grabbed the other man's thighs

and squeezed. As the man slapped him across the face you could tell the one
that was swallowing the dick didn't like this very much.  His eyes were
shut

and he was digging his nails into the other man's thighs hard.  The man
laughed and started fucking his head faster and harder.

"What do you think about peace now?"

Brad stopped licking Jason's ass, and turned him on his side so that Jason
was facing the camera.  His eyes were shut, and his fists clenched..

Jason had a very large penis for his age and it was fully erect at about
eight inches long.  You could tell his pubic hair hadn't been growing for
very

long. It was dark black, short, and curly but it looked soft.  Jason's
penis looked very boyish; it was perfect unblemished skin.  It was thick
but there

weren't many veins visible.

Brad wondered if Jason ever masturbated or even got off.  Jason's pubic
hair was only growing in the middle of his pubic area, and you could tell
he was

embarrassed.  His face, though scared, was bright red, and he was sucking
in his crotch as though trying to hide it.  Brad was resting on him now one
leg

on each side, and his head was resting on Jason's hips.  His right hand was
rubbing Jason's back, and his left hand was moving his index finger slowly

through Jason's pubic hair.  Brad then put his hand palm down on his pubic
hair, and then grabbed Jason's penis and started to stroke it.  Brad was
doing

it softly, but at the same time pulling it to the point that the skin would
completely come past the head on Jason's dick and then go back to a resting

point.

Brad turned Jason so he was facing himself now.  Brad put his face down to
Jason's erect penis.  He hesitated then kissed Jason's pubic area and then
the

end of his penis.  Then he stuck out his tongue and licked the end of
Jason's penis like it was sort of candy.  Brad opened his mouth and went
down on

the dick and it went all of the way into his mouth.  Jason's eyes were open
now and he was looking down at Brad watching him do it.  His eight-inch
penis

was really wet and it went in easy.  You could tell it was going down
Brad's throat and Jason actually liked it. Jason looked up at the ceiling
and let

out a moan..  Brad noticed and started to suck faster.  Jason wasn't really
doing it on purpose and he didn't even notice it at first but he was
thrusting

his crotch up and down, in and out of Brad's mouth.  Jason let out another
deep loud moan, and did one final thrust.  He had just had his first
blowjob,

and he loved it.  You could tell Brad had just taken Jason's full load in
his mouth, and he swallowed without even blinking.  Brad climbed higher on

Jason and rested right above Jason's crotch on his belly.

On the floor, the man getting head fucked just took the full load in his
mouth and was forced to swallow it.  The man that had fucked him sat down
on the

chair with a satisfied grin on his face.  The man sitting on the floor got
up and walked over to Jason.  He started sucking and kissing Jason's limp
dick

and balls.

The camera that Jason had almost forgotten about was close now and zooming
in on the man doing this.  Jason had his eyes closed and had an awkward
smile

on his face.

Brad looked at Jason and said. "That's the first time you have ever
experienced that feeling isn't it?"

Jason didn't open his eyes, but he just nodded his head yes, really
slowly. Brad pressed his wet lips to Jason's lips and his smile
disappeared.

"What baby?  I thought you were enjoying this?"

Jason opened his eyes and looked in Brad's direction not at him but more
through him.

"Brad I was always taught that this is wrong."

Jason was calm and there was confusion in his voice.  "Jason the feeling
you just had, did that feel wrong?  Why do you think something that felt so

good, could possibly be wrong?"

"I'm sorry Brad I just can't."

"But Jason?"

"No Brad I can't!"

"Fine, have it your way, but you're going to regret it!  I really wish you
had taken the other route.  I didn't want it this way."  The anger was back
in

Brad's voice now and he climbed off Jason.

The other man climbed off as well, but he was still sucking Jason's cock.
Jason was looking down at the man, and watching his nearly limp dick go in
and

out of the man's mouth.  The man noticed Jason watching, looked up and
smiled at him.  Jason gave an awkward smile back and then shut his eyes
tight.

Brad turned Jason on his side, and climbed back on; one leg on each side of
him.  He reached over, picked up the KY jelly and squeezed some on his
right

hand then clenched his hand into a fist.  The jelly oozed out from Brad's
hand and dripped onto Jason's left butt cheek.  Brad put his left hand
down,

and put it in-between Jason's butt cheeks.  He was smearing it all over
making sure he didn't miss a spot.  Then he put some more KY jelly onto his

middle and index fingers.  He then rubbed it all over his two fingers with
his left hand and put his hand down again.  Jason's eyes shot open as Brad

inserted his two fingers into Jason's tight ass.  Jason let out a painful
moan and clenched his fists.

"If you think that hurt you just wait Jason, you haven't felt anything
yet."

He was moving his hand in a clockwise motion making sure not to miss any
part of the inside of Jason's ass.  Brad then took his fingers out of
Jason's

ass and picked up the black dildo in his left hand and the KY jelly in the
other he smeared a whole bunch of KY all over the dildo, dropped the KY,
and

started rubbing the dildo, getting the KY all over it.  Brad then used his
left hand to spread Jason's butt cheeks apart and then began to force the

dildo in with his right hand.  Jason's fists clenched and his butt
clenched. The dildo wouldn't go in, so Brad pushed harder.

"Just relax Jason, this will be a lot easier if you just relax."

"No I won't, you can't make me."

"Jason please I don't want to hurt you, but I will."

Jason's butt cheeks relaxed and the dildo started to slip in smoothly.
Jason's hands clenched tighter and now the dildo was all of the way in.
Brad was

moving the dildo all of the way in and out; he was fucking Jason with the
dildo for about two minutes then quickly pulled it out, and Jason's butt

clenched again.

Brad threw the dildo aside and pulled his own boxers down and exposed his
muscular butt and long, nine-inch penis.  He had long thick light curly
pubic

hair and testicles the size of walnuts.  His penis was fully erect and cut.
He grabbed the KY and started to smear it all over his own cock.  Brad then

touched the tip of his penis to Jason's ass hole and began to thrust his
cock into Jason's ass slowly.  It slipped in smoothly and as it went in
Brad let

out a moan.  Brad was humping Jason's ass slowly, pushing his cock right
in, and pulling it most of the way out.  Brad was breathing heavily and
gripping

Jason's hips hard.  Jason's back was arched and his head was looking
straight up; his mouth was open wide, and he was also breathing heavily.

The two men sitting on the floor had got up and walked out of the room.
They were talking but you couldn't quite make out the words.

Brad had Jason up on his hands and knees now and he was fucking him even
harder. Jason was moaning and grunting loudly.

"Oh fucK! Oh fucK! Oh shit!"

Brad was reaching around and jerking Jason off as he fucked him in the ass.
Brad was beating him off violently.

"Say my name you fucking bitch, say my name now!"

Jason put his head down and mumbled something.

"What?  I didn't hear that you bitch!"

Jason's head looked up and he nearly screamed.  "I didn't know it would
feel like this!  FucK me harder!"

Jason looked down in between his legs at his hard cock as Brad beat him
off.  White creamy looking cum shot out of Jason's large penis and hit
Jason in

the lips and chin.  Jason was screaming, "Oh yeah, oh yeah!  Don't stop!
FucK me!"

With one final thrust into Jason's ass brad let out, "I'm coming I'm
coming!"

Brads head shot back and he gave one final thrust.

"Oh yeah, oh yeah!"

Jason looked down at the bed his own cum dripping from his face.

"It's...so...warm!"

Brad pulled himself out of Jason's ass and let out a giggle.  Jason lay on
his back in his own cum, closed his eyes and smiled; the cum still on his
face.

Brad lay on top of him one leg over him most of his chest and his head was
on Jason's arm.  Brad was rubbing Jason's left nipple and smiling.

"I can feel it inside of me Brad, it's so warm."

Brad leaned his head up and kissed Jason full on his cum covered lips.
While Brad was kissing Jason the strangest thing happened.  Jason opened
his

mouth and put his tongue into Brad's mouth.  Jason was rubbing his tongue
all over Brad's.  Jason was kissing every inch of the inside of Brad's
mouth.

Jason was scared and curious at what he was doing; it didn't make sense to
him.  They made out for about five minutes, and then Brad gave one last
kiss

and leaned up.

"Mmm, yummy."

"I don't know exactly what I'm feeling right now Brad."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know what this feeling is. Brad I really need to go home it's
getting late, can I go?"

It was dark outside and pouring rain and only the faint sound of cars could
be heard.

"What do you mean? You say that and then you want to leave? Just like
that?"

The two guys were standing in the doorway still naked and their arms were
crossed over their chests.

"Guys it's time for phase two."

Without even talking the two men walked over and opened the closet and
pulled out two black trench coats they put them on and walked over to the
bed.

Brad picked up a blindfold out of the desk and fastened it over Jason's
eyes.

"Now hold still or you're going to really regret it."

They untied his arms and his legs and started to turn him over.  Jason
started punching and kicking.  When a hand clenched around his soft
testicles and

squeezed.  Jason let out a scream, and the hand let go.

"I told you you'd regret this."

They turned him over and tied his hands behind his back.  The two men
picked up Jason by the ankles and hands and started taking him out the
door.  They

walked out of the bedroom and to the front door.  They got to the front
door and stopped.

"Is it safe to go?" one of the men asked.

Jason heard the door open and then nothing for a moment and then,

"Yeah it's safe, we can go."

The camera was right behind them and Jason was just hanging there naked and
sobbing.  His eight-inch penis was only about an inch away from touching
the

ground.  They took Jason outside nearly at a run.  The huge raindrops were
beating down on Jason's naked body; they were cold as they struck him in
the

back and ass.  The two men threw Jason in the back of Brad's jeep and got
in.  Jason knew it was Brad's jeep because he had ridden in it many times
and

he knew what the seats felt like.  The cameraman got in the passenger seat
and Brad got in to drive.  The two men sat in the back seat and put Jason
in

the middle.  Jason heard them take off their trench coats and start jerking
each other.

Brad started the engine and gunned it; the rain was still pouring down
hard.  Jason heard the jeep peel out and shoot dirt everywhere.  From
somewhere in

front of him Jason heard Brad's voice.  "You know Jason it didn't have to
be this way.  I didn't want it to be like this if you just would have come
a

long and did what I asked."

Jason's head shot up in the direction of Brad.  "Why are you doing this to
me?"

"Jason, did you know that we are the only species on this planet that kills
each other like we do?  But why do we do it?  Jason why dose anybody do

anything to anybody?  Could it be passion, guilt, shame, lust, fear,
jealousy... revenge?  The point is Jason humans do bad things to each other
and

that's the way it is."

It hadn't even occurred to Jason to that Brad might kill him after this.

Would he take it that far and kill me?

"You wouldn't dare!"

"I wouldn't dare what?"

"You wouldn't kill me you have too much to lose and you don't have the
balls for it."

Brad yelled without even turning around.  "Shut him up!"

One of the men's elbows connected to Jason's chest.  The air shot out of
him and he hunched over.  As Jason sat there defenseless and fragile he
jumped

when something happened.  Something warm hit his back, it didn't hurt it
just surprised him.  The two men had just come at the same time over him.
It

was warm like before, and both of the men were rubbing their hands and
cocks on Jason's back.

"Oh yeah Jason, if you tell anybody about the whole thing we just did, I
filmed all of it.  If you talk, I will do a little editing, and it will
look

like it was your idea.  You know, the whole part with us making out, and us
talking?  That will be sent to your parents."

"You wouldn't?"  Jason said through hacking coughs.

"Oh I would, so don't even try to fucK with me!"

The car screeched to a stop and heard the two men put the trench coats back
on..  Brad ripped off Jason's blindfold and opened the car doors.  Jason

looked around and it took him a second but he knew where he was.  He was in
a field of dirt that they were going to make into a Wall-Mart it was only

about a mile from his house.  The rain had turned the dirt into mud and
there were huge ponds of muddy water all over the place.  They all got out
of the

jeep and the two men grabbed Jason by the feet and started dragging him out
of the jeep.

Jason hit the mud and its coldness engulfed him the mud was filling every
inch of Jason's body and he almost couldn't breath.  They were dragging him
now

and they were heading towards a large pool of mud water in the middle of
the field.  Before they got to the pond Jason could already tell it was
about

two feet deep. They got to the pond, and Jason's ass sank into the muddy
water first.  Jason barely had enough time to hold his breath, before his
whole

body except for his legs was submerged.  The cold was all around him, and
he was still sinking in the mud.  He was under the water for what seemed
like

five minutes, and they had stopped dragging him.  The pressure was building
and he couldn't hold his breath any more.  The air burst out of his mouth
and

he sucked in searching for air.  Muddy water filled his mouth and he was
choking.  He felt like he had been under water for more than five minutes.
They

had stopped dragging him and they were just standing over him watching him
suffer and choke.

How could they do this?  How could they just stand there and let him die
like this, naked and cold?  Who can watch someone die and not do anything,
just

stand there?

It was sick and the sheer thought of it almost made him vomit.  He threw up
into the muddy water that engulfed him.  Just as he thought he was going to

die, a hand was wrapped around his neck and he was pulled out of the water.
The water emptied from his mouth and he felt air fill his lungs.  He was

coughing and choking but at least he had air.  They turned Jason over and
untied him.  He was being held down on his hands and knees in the mud with
his

head barely above the freezing water.  All he could hear was the sound of
the rain beating down on the pond and his naked body, and then the voices

started to sink in.

"...And the reason that your not going to tell anybody about this, is that
I will release that tape and," (a hand gripped his hair), "you may get
hurt!"

The hand shoved Jason's head under the water and reached around squeezing
his balls hard.  Jason couldn't help but scream he could taste the water
again

and he was on the verge of throwing up again.  His head came up out of the
water and he stopped coughing.

"...Please....please...I won't...tell...just let me go home...I'm so cold."

"You're cold? You're cold? Oh ok, well boys, warm him up."

Jason's face was pointed in the direction of the two men and something warm
hit him in the face.  His mouth was open when it hit him and he was just

barely fast enough to shut his mouth.  It was urine.  They were pissing all
over his face and back. It was warm, but gross.  He welcomed the warmth of
it

but knowing what it was made him cringe.  They stopped pissing and Jason
was spitting as much as he could.  Nobody was holding on to him now and his
mind

raced.

I could run right now, it's a chance.  No, I wouldn't make it ten feet and
they would just hurt me more than they already have, maybe even kill me.

Brad walked behind him and pulled something out of his pocket.  Brad saw
him looking at him and Jason looked back down at the water.

"This is what you're going to do Jason.  You're going to go home; you're
not going to tell anyone about this, and you will come to school tomorrow
like

any other day.  And oh yeah Jason, bring this."

The two men grabbed Jason to hold him still.  Brad rammed the dildo into
Jason's ass.  It went three or four of the five inches and stopped.  It
didn't

hurt very much because it had been up there earlier that night and his
asshole was all ready for it.  He thought Brad was done, until he felt Brad
moving

the dildo around.  Then Jason let out a loud scream louder than he had ever
screamed before.  Brad had shoved the dildo all the way in..  As the dildo

sank in the rest of the way Jason's ass closed behind it.  Jason was still
screaming and he didn't quite understand why they weren't muffling his
screams

and he could feel Brad rubbing and fingering his ass to try and get it in
farther.  Brad stopped and walked over to Jason's face lifted up his chin
and

looked into Jason's eyes.  Brad kissed him and said,

"Bring the dildo to school tomorrow and make sure it's clean."

Brad grabbed Jason's hair again and pushed his head under water.  He held
him under water for about five seconds then he let go.  Jason's ass hurt
now,

but he was hesitant to lift his head out of the water he stayed under for
about ten seconds, until he felt a wave of water hit his back.  Jason
looked up

to see Brads tail lights escaping fast.  Brad turned the corner and was
gone.  Jason sat there for about five minutes in the cold water crying and

gripping his aching ass.

He then crouched down in the position you would use if you were going to
take a dump in the woods with no toilet and began to push.  It hurt; he
screamed

and screamed.  Jason was thrusting and trying new positions to try and get
the dildo out.  After about ten minutes he felt the dildo starting to come

out.  Jason rammed four or five of his fingers into his ass to try and
dislodge it.  He could feel it on the tip of his fingers he almost had it.
He was

pushing and pulling at the same time.

"NO!" he shouted; he had pushed it farther in and had to try again.

Jason decided that this time he wouldn't use fingers; he didn't have time,
the water around him felt like it was getting colder.  He assumed the
position

that had been working and placed his hands under his thighs almost on his
ass.  He pushed as hard as he could and let out a half grunt half cry.  It
was

working he could feel the dildo moving in his ass.  It was out part of the
way now and he put his fingers down there to feel how much it was out some
but

only about a quarter of an inch not enough to grip it, it was to slippery.
He gave it one last push and it slid out about another inch.  He gripped it

with his fingernails and concentrated; he knew if he didn't get it, it
would go back in.  He took a deep breath and pushed and pulled at the same
time.

The dildo slipped out and fell into the water.

Jason grabbed his ass and screamed.  His ass felt like it was on fire, he
submerged it in water, and started to finger himself.  It worked; he cooled

down.  And then he realized Brad said to bring it to school tomorrow.  It
had fallen into the water.  Jason was searching franticly he had almost
forgot

about the pain in his ass when he felt it under his knee.  He picked it up
and looked at it.  He started scrubbing it in the dirty water.  It was
clean

now; well, at least semi clean and he had to get home.  Jason crouched low
in the water and looked around, no cars in sight he started moving slowly
and

got to the first dirt mound.  He ducked low still gripping the dildo as a
car drove by, the car stopped and a search light turned on it was scanning
the

area searching for something.  The car must have sat there for a good five
minutes just scanning the field.  The searchlight turned off and the car
moved

on.  Just as it went around the corner, Jason said to himself.

"Okay I'm about six blocks from home, and most of the distance is houses.
I'm naked and I don't have shoes."

Jason knew it was going to take him a while to get home and Jason would
rather be there right now.  Another car went by and Jason took off at a
full run

occasionally stepping on a rock or stick and nearly falling.  He reached
the street and bolted across.  He was running down the sidewalk at full
speed,

searching for any cars or sign of people.  Jason stopped behind a
three-foot tall bush.  Jason had to dive to the ground headfirst, and he
felt his naked

body slide on the wet grass.  He gave out a sigh of relief as he saw his
house at the other end of the street.  He took off and just as he reached
the

middle of the street a car came around the corner, he hadn't even looked
how stupid of him.  Jason tripped and his knee nailed the curb he let out a

shriek and crawled into the nearest bush.  The car went by and didn't even
slowdown.

Jason limped the rest of the way home and went to his back yard to go in
his window.  Jason walked into his back yard it was dark and the coldness
of the

rain was still all around him.  He got to his window and started to climb
up the ladder that had been there since he was just a kid.  His dad put it

there in case of a fire, which wasn't going to happen.  Jason climbed up
the ladder and got to his window and started to inch it open.  Behind him
there

was a loud noise; the sound of metal clashing and then a dog barking.
Jason's dog James had knocked over the trashcans, and now was running and
barking

franticly towards Jason.  James stopped about four feet from Jason and
looked up.  James took two steps backwards and then turned and ran.  The
porch

light turned on to his left and Jason turned, opened the window the rest of
the way, and put his hands down on the window seal and pushed himself up
with

his arms.  As he pushed up, his crotch, thighs, and legs scrapped against
the side of the house.  He fell through the window and onto the floor and

immediately jumped up to shut the window.

Jason slowly slid the window closed and peered out into the dark.  Jason's
mother had just come outside and was on the porch shielding her self from
the

rain and petting James.  James was peering up at the window with a kind of
confusion on his face.  Jason's mother went back inside and Jason took off
to

his bathroom to hop in the shower.  If Jason's mother found him like this
she would ask a lot of questions.  Jason opened the shower and then
realized he

was still gripping the dildo.  Jason turned around opened up his hamper and
threw the dildo in on top of his clothes.  He hopped in the shower and
turned

it on full blast the warm water hit his naked body and he felt warmer than
he had ever felt before.

The bathroom door opened and in walked his mother she sat on the counter
with her arms across her chest and put her head down. "You came in the
window

again?"

"I didn't want to wake anybody up.."

"Were you drinking again tonight?"

"No mom I was at Jeremy's house we watched movies."  Jason's answers
startled him, he wasn't one to usually lie, especially to his mom.

"Jason it's only ten-thirty you know, we were awake."

"Mom, I'm not drinking; you know I don't do that any more, you know that."

"Yeah I know that, I just worry about you Jason. And that ladder is only
for emergencies you know that."

"But you don't half to worry about me I'm sixteen I can take care of
myself."

"Jason are you all right? You sound funny."

"I'm fine mom. Now, can I take a shower?"

"Yeah. Do you want me to wash the clothes in your hamper?"

"Yeah sure." Jason spoke out of habit then Jason remembered what was in the
hamper.

Jason opened the shower door and stuck his head out.

"No, no. It's okay, I'll take care of it in the morning."

His mother had her hand on the hamper lid and it was open, but she was
looking at him.  The dildo was in plain sight lying on top of Jason's
underwear.

If his mother had looked down she would have seen it and he would have been
found out.  She dropped the hamper lid and walked over to the shower and
put

her hand on his face.

"Jason what happened to your face?"

Jason looked down and thought quickly. "I was biking with Jeremy before the
movie, and I crashed my bike down a hill. I'm ok though."

"Oh dear, take some Tylenol after your shower; that will help it."

His mother turned to walk out of the bathroom.

"Mom!"

Jason thought for a moment. Telling her might make things so much easier;
if I could tell it all it would be over with done.

"Could you turn the radio on, on your way out?"

"Sure."

His mother reached out to the counter and turned on the radio.

"Thanks mom."

With the radio turned on and the door closed behind his mother, Jason
crouched down in the corner of the shower, tears streaming down his face.
He was

hugging his legs to his chest.  He could hear the radio playing in the
background but he was ignoring the song.

Why didn't I tell her?  Why didn't I tell her?  If I would have told her
Brad would have released that tape, at least the part he wanted to.  I
don't

want to be hurt I have no doubt he can get to me and hurt me.  But why did
Brad tell me to bring the dildo to school tomorrow?  What does Brad plan on

doing?  I think he plans on sticking me with it again, so I know what I
have to do..

Jason was half thinking half talking to himself.  Jason stood up, opened
the shower door, and stepped out onto the rug.  He opened the hamper and
after

picking up the dildo, stepped back into the shower and closed the door.  He
pointed the showerhead at the wall of the shower and sat down with the soap

in one hand and the dildo in the other.  Jason knew he had to get used to
this thing; he didn't want to, but he had to.  He propped his legs up on
the

shower wall and twisted his body so that he could see his ass hole.  It was
red and swollen.  He grabbed the soap and started smearing it all over his

ass.  He was fingering himself and moving his fingers inside of himself
counter clockwise.  He then pulled out his fingers and started to lube up
the

dildo.  He finished lubing it and touched the tip to his ass hole.  He then
looked up and thrust the dildo in.  It went about half way in and stopped.

Jason grabbed hold of the dildo with his left hand and started to move it
around.  He was forcing the dildo in and out of his ass with his left hand.
As

he forced this dildo in and out of his ass he started to think about some
of the things that had just happened mostly being blown by Brad.  Jason had
to

admit it to himself he had had gay friends that he had been attracted to
but he just wrote it off as `boys will be boys'.  As he did this he started
to

play with the head of his dick and slowly moved down to the base.  He
wrapped his hand around his cock and started to rub up and down.  He was
fucking

himself and masturbating at the same time.  He was biting his bottom lip
and starting to moan.  He was coming and he felt it happening.  He pulled
out

the dildo and pointed his dick at his face, he didn't know why he did it
but he did it none the less.  His cum splurged out of his cock and it
covered

his face.  The warm gooey sperm dripped off his face and onto his chest.
He started rubbing his chest and face.  The last bit exited his cock and
the

warm feeling left him.  He didn't want it to leave he wanted it always.

He stood up and started washing the sperm from his face and body. He then
washed his hair and the rest of his body, cleaning out his ass hole and
every

other possible place.  Jason turned off the shower, and threw the dildo
into the sink.  He filled the sink with hot water and scrubbed the dildo.
It

was finally clean, and he dried himself off.  He walked into his room and
threw the dildo into his backpack.

Jason pulled on some boxers and climbed into bed and lay there for almost
an hour, just staring up at the ceiling, thoughts spinning through his head

about tomorrow, about Brad, and about the feeling he had had earlier. Jason
also thought about making out with Brad so willingly.  He was confused but

parts of the sex earlier he had liked.  He kept on thinking that any moment
he would wake up and this was all a dream.  In a way Jason wanted to wake
up

and in a way he wanted to stay in the dream forever.  Jason didn't think he
liked it in whole, but parts of it weren't that bad.  Jason had a normal

life; he went to school, had an occasional fight with his parents, and did
stuff with his family.  His life was normal, but Jason was bored of normal.

As horrible as this was there was something else about it, this was
exciting.



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