Date: Tue, 5 Feb 2008 09:12:02 -0800 (PST)
From: Patrick Rupert <ender_wiggin_420_7@yahoo.com>
Subject: Into His Own Chapter 2

Beep...beep...beep...beep...beep...beep...beep.  Jason's hand slammed down
on his alarm clock, and it stopped beeping.  It was seven o'clock; time to
get up and get ready for school.  He threw his legs over the side of the
bed and sat up.  He was in his boxers and he was aching all over.  He
rubbed his eyes to wipe out the sleep.  He threw his arms up and stretched.
His joints stretched and popped all over his upper body.

The day felt normal just like any other morning until Jason remembered the
previous day's events.  His hands slowly dropped to his thighs, and his
head slumped.  Jason stood up and walked into the bathroom, his morning
wood sticking far out of his boxers.  As he was doing his business he
looked over and saw his backpack sitting on the chair.  His head slumped
farther and he suddenly became very aware of today's upcoming events.  He
slipped his morning wood back into his boxers and walked out of the
bathroom and into his walk-in closet to get dressed.  Jason pulled on his
loose-fitting blue jeans, a loose-fitting white sweater, his socks and
Nikes.  He went into the bathroom, brushed his teeth, did his hair and put
on cologne.  He was determined to treat today like a normal day, and
nothing was going to stop him.  Jason finished getting dressed and walked
out of his bathroom.  He picked up his backpack and walked out his bedroom
door.  He really
 didn't want to go to school but then on the other hand, he never wanted to
go to school.

He walked downstairs and into the kitchen.  Breakfast was on the table
waiting for him and his mother was standing at the stove.

"Morning Jason.  You seemed pretty down last night so I thought I would
make you breakfast."

Jason had felt like eating, but now it didn't seem like such a good idea.
Bacon, eggs, and waffles weren't on his menu.  A cold bowl of cereal would
have been enough but now that moment was passed.

"Umm, no thanks mom. I'm not really hungry."

"Oh come on, just have a little; I put in a lot of effort."

"No it's okay I'll just watch TV."

"Oh come on, not even a little?"

Jason was getting irritated now; he had already said no, and she wouldn't
listen.  "Mom, I said I'm okay."

"Oh come on, why not?"

"Mom, I said no! I'm not hungry! God damn it!"

Jason stormed upstairs and slammed the door behind him and locked it.
Jason crashed down on his bed and let out a sigh.

What the fuck am I doing?  He thought to himself.

He had had fights with his mom like this all of the time; it was a normal
thing, at least with him.  He turned on his TV, and just sat there.  After
all, he had almost forty-five minutes till he had to leave for school.  He
was watching some music video on CMT, when his cell phone rang.  He picked
it up and didn't even look at the caller ID to see who it was.  He should
have, but he didn't even think about it.

"Hello?"

"It's Brad, don't hang up! Please don't hang up Jason."

Jason was confused that Brad was sounding so nice.

"Talk."

"Meet me in the boy's bathroom in the north hall and be early"

"Okay."

"Hey Jason?"

"What?"

"I didn't want it to be like this and... it isn't my choice."

"What?"

"I have to go."

"What do you mean?"

Click! The other end of the line went dead. Jason hung up the phone and
laid there on his bed, confused.  What was Brad talking about? `Not his
choice?'  This doesn't make any sense.

He laid there for about five minutes, and then realized what time it was.
If Jason were going to be there earlier, like Brad wanted him to, he'd have
to leave now.  He picked up his book bag and ran out his bedroom door.  He
got to school about seven forty-five, and went straight to the boys'
bathroom in the north hall.  He walked in and went to the nearest stall.
He sat down on the toilet and set his bag down beside him.

About two minutes later, the bathroom door opened.  Jason heard the sound
of the door being locked, and then the walking started again.  The
footsteps stopped outside his stall and the stall door opened.  It was
Brad.

He walked over and put his hand over Jason's mouth.  "Be quiet and listen.
I need to explain, but you have to be quiet; he may be listening from the
hallway.  It's Jeremy.  Jeremy has been doing this kind of thing to people
ever since he started thinking he was gay.  He's into all sorts of porn,
sick stuff, twisted stuff.  He's had a thing for you ever since that thing
in sixth grade.  And he's obsessed.  And I'm being forced to do this,
because he has a hold over me.  I had a few bad years a while ago, and he
was there for some of them, just tagging along.  He has some of them on
tape.  Sick things that happened when I was wasted or stoned; things I'm
not proud of.  He has things over you as well; I've seen some of them. The
shower thing with Kristin was filmed. And if we don't cooperate with him,
he's going to tell everybody about the thing in sixth grade.  If I don't
get you to participate, he said he's going to air them at the next school
assembly.  I don't want to do this to you; you're a good boy.  That thing
yesterday was filmed at his request.  That's part of the reason I called
you here today.  To explain, and see if you want to go through with it.  If
you don't want to continue, I will go and tell it all right now.  It's your
decision.  I can't stand for what I did to you yesterday, and I don't ever
want you to suffer.  I'm sorry for what I did yesterday, I tried to justify
it and tell me self you could take it or it wouldn't be so bad.  I wish I
could take it back and never have hurt you.  What I did is unspeakable and
I'll understand if you can never forgive me.  Can you ever forgive me?"

Brad took his hand off of Jason's mouth.  Jason sat there quietly for a
second, thinking about what Brad was telling him.  He knew that Brad wasn't
acting like himself but he couldn't figure out why..

Can I trust Brad?  Would Jeremy really do these things to me?  What if
Brad's telling me the truth?

"Those things I did back in sixth grade, and with Jeremy they were just for
fun. It wasn't serious. I was just experimenting."

"I know Jason.  I know."

"Then why is Jeremy doing this?"

"I don't know exactly why he's doing this, he won't be doing this, all you
have to say is no."

"Do you actually think that that would make him stop?"

"I know, I know.. All you half to do is say no, and I will go out there and
tell him to do whatever he wants with the tapes.  What do you want to do?"

"Why did he want me to bring the dildo?"

"That was Jeremy.  He wants you to keep it with you all day."

"What?"

"He wants you to suffer, he wants you to keep it in you all day."

"But wait!  How would he know if it was up my ass or not?  It's not like he
can see."

"I thought of that too."

Tears were streaming down Brad's face now, and Brad had his head shoved
into Jason's shirt to muffle the sobs.

"He wants me to tell you, that I'm going to check you all day, after every
class."

"How?"

"He wants you to go to that little alcove in the library and put your hands
on the back wall with your head down.  Then he will come in and feel for
it."

"Damn it!"

"It's your choice Jason, what do you want to do?  I'm fine with saying no.
I don't want you to suffer."

"No I couldn't do that to you now that I know the truth, and besides I
think we really shared something yesterday."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I'm sure; let's ride this thing out, he might just give up on this."

"Jason you have to be sure of that.  This is a big decision, Jeremy may
give up on this he may not but if that's what you really want to, together
we can gain enough evidence to stop him."

"I've made my decision and let's do it."

Jason had thought about it and he would see where things went.  Maybe Brad
was being honest maybe he was lying but he could at least wait it out and
see where things went.

"Okay then that means I have to get this thing inside of you."

"Do we have to do this right now?  Can't it wait?"

"I know how you must feel.  I'm going to have to appear to be rough though,
but I will be as gentle as humanly possible.  If Jeremy even gets the
slightest idea we're faking it he will release the tapes.  I will set the
camera up outside the stall with the door open.  Before I do, I'm going to
tell you that I have to make this look real, so I will have to hurt you, or
at least make it look that way."

"Okay.  Brad, I've always trusted you; you're honest.  I trust you."

It was true Jason did trust him.  Brad had just told him all those things
like that.  In a blink of an eye.  That's how Brad was; he had a way that
people just knew when he was being honest especially when dealing with
Jason.  He knew Brad wasn't lying and he really did trust him even after
last night.

Brad explained the situation, and they both set up the camera.  Jason stood
by the door and Brad turned the camera on. Brad stepped in front of the
camera and said, "Ok Jeremy, this is your dildo scene."

The camera watched Brad walk into the other stall and hide.  Jason opened
the door closed it and locked it again.  Jason walked over to the stall and
peered in.  Brad came up behind him and punched him in the ribs.  He
grabbed Jason by the neck and slammed him against the side of the stall.
Brad connected his right knee into Jason's chest hard.  Jason lurched over
gasping for air.  He turned Jason towards himself and pulled his shirt off
over his head.  Brad turned him towards the toilet and pulled some
handcuffs out of his back pocket.  Then he bent Jason over and handcuffed
his hands behind the toilet.  He then got on his knees next to Jason and
grabbed his hair hard.  He pulled Jason's head back and then gave him a big
kiss on the mouth.  Jason pulled his face away from Brad's and spit.

"Oh okay, well, remember you brought this on yourself you fucking bitch."

Brad lifted up the toilet seat and pushed Jason's head in.  Jason's arms
gripped the toilet seat and his legs started kicking the stall wall
franticly.  His head was bobbing up and down and water was going all over.
Jason's gurgling could be heard very loudly.  Brad reached over and flushed
the toilet.  Jason was coughing and spitting up water all over.  Brad
pulled Jason's head out and smiled.

"Had enough yet bitch?"

Brad reached under Jason, and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants with one
hand, and got behind him and pulled Jason's pants and boxers down.  Brad
then got on one side again and ran his middle finger up Jason's ass crack
stopping at his hole and rammed his finger in.  Jason jumped but then
stopped moving. Brad fingered Jason for about five seconds pulled out his
finger and shoved it in his mouth.  He was sucking Jason's finger as if he
were taking a dick.  He pulled it out and looked at Jason.

"Yummy, I think I'll have some more!"

Brad put his face down and started licking Jason's ass.  He started licking
Jason's asshole.  He did this for about ten seconds and stopped.  If the
circumstances were different, Jason probably would have liked this.

"I was right, yummy."

Brad reached into Jason's bag searching for the dildo.

"Where is that thing?  You better have brought it.  Ah, here we go."

Brad pulled out the dildo and started rubbing it and stroking it.  He threw
back his head and held the dildo in his right hand and started edging it
down his own throat and then pulled it out he then started giving the dildo
head; Brad pulled out the dildo and placed it on Jason's back.

"Not quite as good as the real thing Jason, you know what I mean?"

Brad reached over grabbed Jason's dick and gave it a few gentle tugs.

"Hey Jason you give it a try and tell me."

Brad picked up the dildo pulled Jason's head back and shoved it in his
mouth.  It went in deep and it didn't seem to faze Jason at all.  He had
Jason suck it for about ten seconds and then pulled it out.

"Now tell me Jason, is it the same?  Oh wait I almost forgot."

Brad stood up and dropped his pants.  Brad pulled out his hard dick and
forced Jason's head onto it.  He had only been forcing Jason to blow him,
when somebody outside tried to open the door.  His head shot up with Jason
still blowing him.  He quickly looked back down and began doing it more
forcefully.  He then leaned over and started fingering Jason's ass while he
blew him.  After about two minutes he stopped fingering Jason and his head
shot up towards the ceiling.

"I'm coming!  I'm coming!  Oh fuck yeah, I'm coming!  You bitch, you
fucking bitch!"

The warm tingling feeling flowed over Brad's entire body.  He was trembling
but he loved it.  He had to put his hand on the stall wall to brace him
self from falling over..  The feeling was so intense it hadn't felt this
good for him in a long time.  He was shooting his load out into Jason's
mouth and he was sucking and licking his dick to get every drop.  He was
swallowing every last drop like it was air and this was the last time he
was going to breath for a long time.  But Brad still had to put on the act.
Brad pulled out his dick and clasped a hand over Jason's mouth.

"Swallow bitch! Swallow!"

Jason swallowed as if something were there, and then did it again.  Brad
put his face close to Jason's.

"Open!  Open now!"

Jason opened his mouth and Brad moved his head around as if to look inside.

"That's a good boy."

Just then the first bell for school sounded.

"Oh shit! God damn it!"

Brad picked the dildo off of Jason's back and dipped it in the toilet.  He
then grabbed Jason's head and forced him into the toilet again.  While
Jason was gurgling and coughing under water, Brad rammed the dildo into
Jason's ass all of the way, except for a few inches.  The dildo went in
quickly and smoothly this time due to yesterday and last night.  Jason's
whole body tensed as he fought for air and his ass cheeks tensed.  Brad
pulled Jason's head out of the toilet and covered his mouth.

"Are you going to scream?  Because if you are your going right back in."

Jason shook his head no and Brad let go of him.

"And oh yeah that toy there, it stays there all day, and I will check in on
you in-between classes.  You go to the alcove in the back of the library I
will come in and feel your ass to make sure it's there.  Just put your
hands on the wall and look down.  And as for showering in gym, just wait
until every other guy has showered and then you get clean.  Got it?"

Jason hacked and coughed and shook his head `yes'.  He wasn't actually
struggling for air as bad as he put on.  The air filled his lungs and he
felt better, and not as tense.  Brad un-cuffed Jason's hands and let him
stand up.  Before Jason bent down to pull up his pants and put on his
shirt, Brad grabbed his hands and held them above his head.  Brad's pants
were still down and he leaned in against Jason's naked body, wrapping one
leg around Jason.  Brad could feel Jason's warm body against his and he
liked it.  Before Brad knew what he was doing he started kissing Jason and
Jason was kissing back but their heads were out of the cameras view.  One
arm was wrapped all of the way around Jason and under his left armpit. And
the other arm was wrapped around Jason with his hand on Jason's lower back.
They made out for about twenty seconds and then ended it with one last
peck.  Brad whispered in Jason's ear low enough so the camera couldn't
hear.

"You're so good at that."

Again Jason was completely confused at his reaction, he hesitated for a
moment then spoke.  "You too Brad, you too."

Jason got dressed and Brad walked over and turned off the camera.  Brad
turned to Jason and said, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'll be fine.  I just wish I didn't have to keep this thing in my ass
all day, it's really uncomfortable.."

"Jason I'm sorry I didn't want to do that."

"Brad I'll be fine."

"No not that I shouldn't have kissed you like that."

Jason looked away bashfully and then back at Brad.  "Don't worry about it
it's okay this is almost over."

"I know, I know.  Just think, we only have to keep this up for about two
weeks, or the end of the school year.  Then we can just say, `fuck you
Jeremy!'  I can't wait for that!  Any time you want this to stop just tell
me and I will go and confess.  I hate to see this happen to you.  You
didn't do anything-wrong Jason."

"Yeah I did, we had the thing in sixth grade."

"Hey, what's that all about if you don't mind me asking?  I mean that
Jason.  If you don't want me to know it is okay it's really none of my
business."

"No I don't mind telling you.  We were about to end sixth grade when he
showed up at my house.  We went downstairs, and Jeremy told me to guess
what he had just got in his bag.  I didn't know and must have guessed for
about ten minutes.  Then Jeremy said, `Have you ever seen a dildo before?'
I said no, and Jeremy pulled these two banana shaped dildos out of his bag
and handed one to me.  We were joking around with them pretending to give
them head and stuff, just joking.  Jeremy said, `Hey I wonder what it would
feel like to have one of these dildos up your ass?'  I told him I didn't
know but the question got me thinking, we were kids, we were curious about
everything.  He said, `Hey let's try it just to see how it feels?'  I was
curious so I said, `Sure that's not gay, it's not like it's a real dick or
any thing.'  My mom wasn't home so we started at it.  At first we just
pulled down the back of our pants and tried sitting on them and putting
them in that way but it wasn't working.  We both pulled our pants and
boxers down right there.  We were joking around making fun of the size and
shape of each other's dicks and laughing.  You know like friends do when
they see each other's dicks for the first time?  Next thing we knew we were
both in crouching positions facing each other; our knees touching, trying
to get these huge dildos up our asses.  They weren't really going in and we
were getting frustrated.  He looked at me, took a deep breath and said,
`Hey, my brother said that it's easier to get something up your ass if
you're lying down.'  I said, `Oh okay, well let's go into my room?'  Before
we walked out of the room we both pulled up our pants and he pulled some KY
jelly out of his backpack and followed me into my room.  We both got into
my room and we each got on separate sides of the bed standing up.  Jeremy
and I both started getting undressed, I took off my shirt, and so did he.
Jeremy was trying to scratch his back, but couldn't quite reach.  Jeremy
said.  `Umm Jason I can't seem to reach can you help me?'  I said. `Yeah
sure.'  I walked around the bed and he put his hands on the wall.  I put my
hands on Jeremy's shoulders and started to rub.  His back was smooth and
pale.  I was rubbing, well, more massaging him than itching."

As Jason told the story he went deeper and deeper into details as he got
caught up in the memory of his own story.  "I was moving my hands on his
shoulders and down his biceps.  Then I put my hands right under his armpits
and started moving down his body.  I got to the small of his back and
started moving my fingers up his back.  It was warm and smooth.  I put my
hands on Jeremy's hips and pulled myself up against him.  His warm back was
touching my chest.  I wrapped my arms around him, and started feeling his
six-pack and belly button.  He was muscular.  I was feeling up and down his
chest and stomach.  I got to his pecks and started rubbing his nipples.
They were stiff and yet soft."

"I moved my mouth close to his and pressed my cheek up against his
cheek. `How does that feel Jeremy?'  I could feel Jeremy's chest moving in
and out because of his breathing.  Jeremy moved his mouth about an inch
from mine.  I could feel Jeremy's breath on my face and his breath smelled
like mint.  I could tell Jeremy had recently brushed his teeth.  `That's
nice Jason, it feels good.' Jeremy touched his tongue to his lips and then
his lips to mine and we experienced our first and only mutual kiss.
Jeremy's lips were soft and wet.  I started moving my hands down his chest
while we kissed."

"I put my hands on his thighs and felt him move his legs apart a little
bit.  I got to his pants and undid them.  I slid them down and they fell to
the floor.  I put my hands right underneath Jeremy's thighs and pulled his
legs farther apart.  I squeezed his thighs and moved my head in really
close to Jeremy's right cheek.  `How's that feel?'  Jeremy turned his head
towards me and took in a deep breath.  `It's nice, I like it.'  He put his
hands behind him and undid my pants; my heavy pants slipped off and to the
floor.  Jeremy turned around and sat on the side of the bed.  He grabbed my
hand and pulled me closer.  I put my hand on his neck and pulled his head
in.  He kissed right below my chest and then gave me a wetter kiss right
below my stomach.  I grabbed his thigh and started working my hand down
Jeremy's leg to his foot.  I slipped off his shoe and sock and then his
pants off one leg.  I did the same with the other leg and
 slipped off his pants.  I took the rest of mine off and now we were both
in our boxers.  I pulled my body in towards his body and he pressed his
body up against mine.  He wrapped his arms around me and was rubbing my
back and kissing my chest.  He had my left nipple in his mouth and he was
sucking on it like it was some hard candy.  He started moving his hands
down my back still tonguing my nipple.  His hands got to my boxers and he
pulled them down in the back first.  I felt his hands start at the top and
start moving down my ass.  He was rubbing it with his full hands and
carefully tracing my cheeks with his fingers.  He put his finger at the top
of my crack and slowly started moving down.  He was moving his fingers in
between my cheeks and I could feel him getting closer to my hole.  It felt
good so I didn't stop him.  He got to my hole and stopped there.  I could
feel him rubbing my hole in a clock ward motion and then he touched the
center.  I felt a chill of pleasure go up my body as he started to push his
finger in.  He had his finger in me to his knuckle and was feeling the
inside of me.  `It's wet Jason.'  `Well what did you expect?'  He started
to put his finger in more but I stopped him.  It felt good but I wasn't
ready for that.  I could feel my body getting hot but I knew that if we
kept up this way we would end up having sex.  "Wait Jeremy I don't think
that I'm ready to do that."  Jeremy gave me a look of disappointment but
slowly pulled out his finger and gave my now wet hole a little rub when he
got out.  Jeremy looked up at me and pulled my boxers all of the way to my
ankles.  Jeremy looked up at me and smiled.  `Can I touch it?'  I wanted
him to, so I smiled back.  `Okay, if you want to.'"

"Jeremy reached out and wrapped his hand around my limp cock.  Jeremy was
moving it in a clockwise motion and grinning.  I closed my eyes, it felt
good, and that's when I felt something wet but pleasurable at the same
time.  I looked down and he had both of my balls in his mouth and he was
sucking on them.  I grabbed his head and shoved him off.  I must have
scared him because when I pushed him out he bit down a little but not
enough to really hurt.  My wet balls flopped out of his mouth and Jeremy
looked up at me.  `What?'  `None of that!'  `Oh come on you can't say that
didn't feel good.'  `Well yeah it did, but that's really gay.'  `Okay, okay
sorry!'  `It's okay.'  I pushed him back on the bed and slipped off his
boxers.  His cock was fully erect and looked like it was wet and ready for
action even though we probably couldn't have done anything.  I climbed on
top of Jeremy not touching him but more hovering over
 him.  He started moving backwards on the bed towards the middle of my bed
and I moved with him.  Jeremy got to the middle of the bed and stopped.  I
rested on top of him and I could feel his large cock digging into nut sack.
Jeremy reached down and started massaging and stroking my cock and balls.
`They're still wet Jason.'  `I sure hope they are you had them in you're
mouth which did feel good by the way.'"

"I rolled off him and we were facing each other hugging.  The biggest parts
of our bodies were in full contact.  The warmth of each other's bodies
radiating off each other's bodies warming each other.  We were rubbing each
other's ass and backs when Jeremy reached over and picked up the dildos.
We both used each other's hands to smear KY jelly all over the dildos and
then we each took one.  Me in my left hand and Jeremy's in his right hand.
We started to slip them into each other's ass.  Jeremy opened his mouth and
let out a low moan. `Holy fuck, it's...smooth.'  We got them up each
other's ass and fucked each other for about five minutes without saying a
word.  My dick was hard and so was Jeremy's.  We both laid there looking
into each other's eyes and stroking each other's hairless but really nice
cocks.  `It's not really that bad is it?  In fact I think it's kind of
nice.'  `Yeah maybe.'  My eyes were closed and he kissed me full on the
mouth.  `What are you doing?'  `I'm sorry I just liked kissing you earlier,
and I wanted to feel that again.'  `Yeah well, I was just trying it out
earlier I don't think I want to do it again.'"

"I let go of Jeremy's dick and got up.  Jeremy got up and walked around the
bed.  I was turned away from Jeremy, so Jeremy walked up behind me.  Jeremy
put one arm over my left shoulder and one under my right shoulder.  `Hey
come on I didn't mean anything by it.'  `Now come on let's just lie down
and start where we left off.'"

"Jeremy reached down and wrapped his hand around my dick.  `What do you
say?'  I turned my head so that our cheeks were touching again and I put my
hand up and started running my fingers through his hair.  Then I thought
about it, dropped my hand and turned around.  `I'm going to have to say no,
as much as I want to say yes, no.  Now get this thing out of me.'  `Okay.'
He looked like he had been hit with something hard.  He leaned in really
close so that we were at full contact and started to pull out the dildo.  I
could feel his cock rubbing up against mine and I was tempted to get down
on his knees and blow him right there but decided not to.  He pulled it out
and threw it on the bed; he then turned around and bent all of the way
over.  I grabbed the dildo, pulled it out and dropped it on the bed.  I
picked them both up and went into the bathroom to wash them off.  `Jason?'
`Yeah Jeremy?'  `It might have been something special?'  `Yeah maybe,
Jeremy.'  Jeremy and I washed off the dildos.  As we stood there naked side
by side, we were quiet.  We both got up and got dressed.  Before Jeremy
left, we hugged and Jeremy went home.  We never talked about it again."

As Jason finished telling the story he had tears in his eyes.

"That's really not you're fault.  All kids experiment at that age; we all
went through it Jason.  You don't deserve this to be done to you."

Just then the bell rang.

"Oh no were late, we've got to get to class."

"Oh shit what am I going to do?  I can't walk around school all day with
this thing up my ass."

"I saw your knee; just tell them you hurt yourself."

"I know but it's just, it's really uncomfortable."

"Hey just take it one class at a time, okay?"

"Okay."

"Do you want anything before I go?"

Jason walked over and wrapped his arms around Brad in a hug.  Brad returned
the hug.  "It'll be okay Jason.  Any time you want it to end or don't think
you can do it anymore, I'll go tell Jeremy to fuck himself."

Jason was crying now and just gripping Brad's back.  "I'm just so scared to
even think about what he'll think of next..  I thought I had heard of
everything and I don't know where he comes up with this stuff.  I haven't
ever seen this side of him.  Yeah I guess he threw us both through a loop,
he's a person that we both didn't see."

Jason stopped crying and dried his eyes.  "I'm sorry to fall apart like
this Brad.  I don't usually cry."

"Shh, shh it's okay it's not your fault, you've had a bad week.  We have to
get to class Jason, we're already late."

"Brad I'm feeling something for you and I really don't know what it is."

"Um I don't know what it is either and it might be nothing.  It might just
be what's going on.  I wouldn't make any decisions until we get out of this
mess."

"Okay, I know.  I won't make any decisions yet.  But I don't know what this
is I haven't ever felt like this, and the fact that you're a guy really
doesn't help the situation."

Brad packed up the camera and they both left the bathroom to go to class.
They walked out of the bathroom and both went separate ways. Brad went left
and Jason went right.  Jason had barely gone about ten feet when Jeremy
walked up behind him and punched Jason's shoulder.

"Hey dude what's up?"

"Not much, just trying to get to class."

"Hey are you okay?  You're walking funny."

"Oh I'm okay I had a bike accident last night."

Jason didn't really want to talk to him but he didn't have a choice; Jason
had to keep up the act.  Jason couldn't exactly trust him because of the
week's events.

"Hey I came by your house yesterday.  Where were you Jeremy?"

"Oh I went out to the movies."

"What did you see?"

"Umm Blade II."

"Oh, I thought we were going to go see that together."

"I didn't even think about it, it was more of a spur of the moment thing.
Kristin and I were just driving by and we decided to stop and see a movie.
Hey Jason do you want to hang out today?"

Jason didn't want to spend time with Jeremy or Brad right now he really
didn't know who to trust, although he was leaning more towards Brad.

"No my mom's being a bitch, she wants me home for the next few days."

"God Jason, you're mom's a real bitch some times."

"Yeah I know, but so is yours."

"But hey, she's the boss of me until I'm eighteen."

They were both walking to class and they were talking and Jason almost
didn't realize he was about to pass his class.

"Oh, see you."

"Yeah later."

Jason walked to his class and Jeremy walked down the hall to his class.
Jason opened the door walked in and sat down at an empty desk.  As he sat
down part of the way Jason could feel the dildo getting pushed farther into
his ass.  Jason bit his tongue and sat down the rest of the way.  The dildo
slid in an inch or so more and nearly slipped all of the way into his ass.
He sat there all class period just counting down the minutes till class was
over.  He didn't hear much of the lesson and the teacher had to snap him
back to attention.  He would be sitting there thinking about the
days-upcoming events and the teacher would snap at him.

"Jason?"

Jason looked around the room and the entire class was staring at him.

"What?"

"What was his name Jason?"

"Oh I don't know."

"Jason please pay attention."

"Yeah sure.."

Finally he only had fifteen minutes till class was over, and he had to go
to the library.  The bell rang and he sped out of the room as fast as he
could without drawing attention to himself.  Jason walked out of the
classroom and looked down the hall towards the library.  He saw Jeremy
sitting across the hall on the floor and Brad walking towards them.  Jason
was lucky that this period was so close to the library, he would have to
hurry after the other classes.

Jason walked into the library and started making his way to the back.
Jason walked into the back and went to the shelves where there wasn't any
light it was pitch black.  Kids used to skip class here but it didn't work
anymore because the librarian would sometimes come back there, and you
didn't want to be there if she found you.  Jason walked to the back of the
alcove and placed his hands on the wall like he was ordered to do.  Jason
had been sitting there for about twenty seconds when he knew that somebody
was behind him.  Jason just sat there with his head down.

It almost made Jason jump when he felt the hand on his back.  The hand
started at the top of his back and started going down, they weren't
checking for the dildo they were feeling him up.  The hand got to Jason's
pants and went under his shirt.  Jason felt another hand join it and start
feeling around his body to the front.  Both hands got to the front and felt
his belly button before moving down and undoing his belt buckle.  They
undid his pants and let them fall to the floor.  Jason was trying to
control his breathing and not give it away that he knew it wasn't' Brad.
The hands pulled his boxers down to his ankles and started to rub his
hairless thighs.  The hands moved around his body to his ass and started to
feel the dildo.  Jason could feel them touching it and he grunted when they
grabbed it and pushed it in more.  They then reached around and grabbed
onto Jason's soft cock.  They tugged on it a few times and Jason thought
they were
 done when he felt them let go.

Jason just kept holding onto the wall when he felt a fist hit him right in
his kidney.  Jason slumped to the floor still holding his side and
whimpering.  Jason kept his eyes closed as to not give anything away.
Jason laid there his eyes watering for about thirty seconds and peeked out
the thin slits in his eyes.  He was alone.  Jason stood up and pulled up
his pants trying to keep his composer and stop his body from trembling.
Jason walked out of the library and made it to class..

Jason went to the library after second period but nobody showed up..  He
must have waited there for a few minutes which caused him to be late for
class but still nobody showed up.  Jason was walking to lunch when two
grown men grabbed him from behind and dragged him into the nearest
restroom..  One of the men locked the door while the other one dragged
Jason to the urinal.  Jason hadn't seen the men yet but he already knew who
it was.  It was the military brats from the other night.  They put Jason's
head on the urinal horizontally and grabbed his hair.

"Shut the fuck up or your drinking this."

The man then grabbed his ass and stopped.  "It's there."

"Who cares let's have some fun."  The other man locking the door said.

The man that grabbed his ass held him down while the other one pulled
Jason's pants down all of the way.

"Hey Hunter what do you want to do to him?"

The man that was sitting on top of Jason started to rub his hands on
Jason's head.  Hunter came over and started to rub the other mans neck.

"We could hurt him.."

They were actually getting off on that.  Jason knew what was going to
happen and he had no way of stopping it.

"Hey kid, do you like pain?"

"No I don't Hunter can I go now I'm doing what I'm told?"

"No were still going to have some fun, and don't you ever say my name
again."

One of the men grabbed Jason by the hair and shoved his face into the wall.
A small trickle of blood went down Jason's nose.

"Please don't do this?  Just let me go?  You don't have to do this."

"We can't do that kid."

Jason saw a hand come into view and grip his hair harder.

"No please don't."

Hunter slammed Jason's head into the wall and he felt himself getting
dizzy.

"No please don't!"

Hunter stepped on his back and slammed his head into the wall again.  Jason
yelled with pain as his head slammed into the wall again and again.
Someone grabbed his head and started rubbing the blood all over his face.
Jason felt his muscles getting limp and weak as his head swam.

"You little fuck!"

One of the men kicked Jason in the back and he fell to the floor.  They
were stomping on him and punching him in the ribs.  It took about thirty
seconds but they stopped beating him.  Jason let out a scream and one of
the men spit in his face.

"Clean yourself up kid."

The two men walked out of the bathroom shutting the door on the way out.
Jason sat up at first and then stood up and walked to the sink to clean
himself up..  He washed himself up, cleaned out his mouth, and ate some gum
to freshen his breath.  Jason then pulled up his pants slipping his dick
neatly into his pants and leaned on the sink.  Jason felt weak and dizzy.
The cut on his head was hidden by his hair and he finally got it to stop
bleeding.  He walked out of the bathroom and down the hall to the
lunchroom.  There was still about thirty minutes till lunch was over, so he
hurried so he could see some friends.  He got to the lunchroom, but didn't
feel like eating, and he didn't feel like sitting with his friends anymore.
His friends motioned for him to come over, and he completely acted like he
didn't see them.  He walked outside.  He walked out into the field behind
the school, and sat down.  He just sat down in the tall grass when he heard
someone coming.  It was a low rustle like somebody walking quietly.  Jason
ducked really low and then he heard somebody speak.

"Jason?  Jason where are you?  It's Brad."

Jason stood up and motioned for him to come and sit down.  They both sat
down and Brad looked at Jason.

"Jason you look pale are you okay."

Jason knew why he looked pale he had just lost blood not a lot but Jason
didn't like the look of blood, it always made him feel queasy.  He knew
that telling Brad what happened would only make things harder and make him
worry.

"I'll be fine can we not talk about it?"

For a second it looked like Brad was going to protest but he knew he wasn't
going to win so he just gave in.

"Let's get that thing out of you Jason."

Jason lay on his stomach pulled his shirt up and pulled his pants and
boxers down to his ankles.  Brad got behind Jason and stuck two fingers in
side of Jason and counted.

"One...two...three..."

Brad gripped the dildo and started to pull it out.  The dildo came out
easily and smoothly.  It hurt to come out but after a second or two it felt
better than having it in there.  Jason lay there in the grass with Brad was
lying down behind him.

"Jason I want you to relax.  This is going to feel really weird at first,
but it will feel better after a second."

Brad pulled out a tube of KY jelly and spread it on his middle finger.
Jason started to turn over to stop him and Brad put a hand on his bare back
and pushed him back down.

"Jason, trust me it'll help."

"What do you just carry one of those things around with you?"

Brad smiled as best he could.  "Well you never know when you might need
it."

Jason was hesitant but he laid back down.  Jason cringed as Brad stuck the
finger in his ass.  "Oh shit!"

"Just relax buddy."

It took a second for Jason to relax but he did.  Jason lowered his butt
back down and stopped flexing.  Brad eased his way in and started rubbing.
Brad had been right, it did feel better.  Jason closed his eyes letting
Brad explore him with his finger.

Jason didn't even see how much time had passed.  Jason had been resting his
head down on his forearm and he had almost fallen asleep.  The first bell
had just rung.  Brad was lying down next to him now massaging his back.
Brad sat up picked the dildo up and took a deep breath.

"Are you ready Jason?"

Jason got back on his hands and knees and bit his lip.

"Yeah, go ahead."

"One...two...three..."

Brad slowly pushed the dildo in making sure he used as little force as
possible and his body tensed and he turned around and as hugging Brad still
naked.

"It's okay Jason, don't worry I think after today Jeremy will get bored of
this and try something else."

"That's what I'm afraid of."

They both got up and went to back into the school they were almost late but
they made it.  They both went to there separate classes and made it just in
time.  Jason's forth period was math.  He hated math.  He wasn't looking
forward to it but he didn't really have a choice.  The last class ended and
Jason went to the library and had the whole ass-grabbing thing for the last
time today.  It happened the same way it had before except he didn't grope
him that much he just pulled down his pants felt for it then punched Jason
in the same spot he had before.  Then he kicked him while he was down and
walked away.

Jason went to gym and went into the coach's office.  He tried telling the
coach he didn't feel good and the coach took the bait.  The coach told him
he would have to walk laps around the school.  And he would still have to
shower after class.  Jason agreed because this meant he didn't half to do
any real physical exercise that might cause the dildo to ride up any more
than it already had.  Jason left the office and went to his locker.  He was
trying to take his time so that anybody in the locker room wouldn't notice
the huge dildo sticking out of his ass.  He started dialing the combination
on his locker as slowly as possible still trying to kill time.
22...36...61 the lock clicked open and he opened his locker.  Inside the
locker there were all his usual things blue gym shorts gray shirt socks and
gym shoes.  On top of the stack of stuff was a stack of papers.  Jason
picked up the stack of papers and looked at the first one.  It was a piece
of paper about five by three inches and there was big black writing.

`I'VE MADE COPIES!'

Jason moved the paper out of the way and looked at the first one.  It was a
picture of Brad lying on top of him and they were kissing in the picture.
It was a picture of the other night and the person who had taken the
pictures was outside the window.  The pictures scared Jason and he dropped
them, they scattered all over the floor and Jason bent down to pick them up
as fast as he could.  Jason got them all picked up and looked around to see
if anybody saw.

It didn't look like anybody saw so he shoved them back in the locker pulled
out his clothes and slammed the locker.  Jason stood against the wall of
the gym room and changed his clothes..  Jason was looking down and taking
off his pants when he heard a voice he knew.  It was Jeremy and he had just
walked into the gym room.

"What are you doing?  Are you afraid somebody will see you naked, you're
not somebody who's afraid to be seen naked?"

Jason was annoyed, Jeremy knew exactly why he wasn't letting anybody see
him naked.

"Yeah-well people change Jeremy."

"No people don't change, their attitudes do."

"Hey Jeremy, you know what?  Fuck you."

"What's your fucking problem today?  You act like you've got a stick up
your ass."

"Hey fuck you!"

Jeremy turned around and stormed out of the gym room.  Jason got dressed
and walked into the gym room.  Across the gym room Jason saw Kristin and
Ashley talking.  Ashley was the girl that Jason had kind of been seeing.
They had gone out a few times and had some laughs but Jason didn't think it
would go much past that.  Jason didn't really like her that way but she was
fun to talk to and easy to get along with.  Jason walked out of the gym
room and started walking laps around the school.  He had gone about two
laps around the school when he heard footsteps coming up behind him.  He
turned to see Ashley walk up behind him and put her arms around him.

"Hey Jason what's up?"

"Not much Ashley, what's up with you?"

"Oh just sitting around."

"Yeah?"

She seemed to be considering something.  "Hey I was thinking, umm, my
parents are going out of town for their anniversary.  And I was wondering
if you wanted to come over and watch some movies tomorrow night?"

Jason was hurt pretty bad and he was trying not to limp too much.  "I don't
think so Ashley; I'm really busy with school and stuff.  But I'll call you
tonight."

They stopped walking and they were staring at each other.  "Jason I was
thinking that you could come over and we could... you know hang out."

"Ashley I know what you were thinking, but I'm not ready to do anything
right now."

"Jason I...I really like you and I want to show you that."

"I know you do.  I'm just really busy with all this stuff right now."

Ashley hugged him, and Jason kind of half returned the hug.  Jason was
hugging her, and he could feel her hands moving down his back to his ass.
He felt her move one hand onto his ass and he pushed her away and nearly
knocked her over.

"I like talking to you; I'm just really busy with some stuff."

Jason I really, really like you.  Can't you just come over and we can sit
down and talk about it?"

Jason put his hands on her shoulders pushing her away slightly.  "Ashley
it's really not a good time for me.  I'm sorry."

Ashley turned around and walked away.  Jason started walking again and was
thinking about Ashley.  Jason really did like talking to her at least at
one point, but right now he really couldn't tell now.  He finished his
walking right as the bell rang.  The bell meant that he had ten minutes to
shower and change.  He walked in the gym room through the double doors and
was preparing himself for the shower.  Jason walked into the locker room
and made his way to his locker.  All the guys in the locker room were naked
and walking to the shower room.  Jason tried not to look but he really
couldn't help it.  It was kind of funny some of the guys were really big
and then some it looked like you would have to organize a search party to
find their dicks.  Jason couldn't help but chuckle inside knowing that some
of the smaller guys had always talked about how huge they were.  For the
most part everyone was about the same size except for the occasional huge
or small one.

Jason walked to his locker and began unlocking his locker.  He was doing it
slowly trying to waste as much time as possible.  22...36...61 the lock
clicked open and Jason unhooked it.  He opened the locker and peered in.
Everything was still there and nothing had been moved.  Jason pulled out
his towel and started to undress.  Jason slipped off his shirt and dropped
his pants.  As Jason bent over to take off the rest of his clothes he felt
the dildo slip out of his ass and fall to the floor.  Jason quickly picked
up the dildo and held it behind his back.  And that's when he thought about
it.

`Wait, Jeremy left the class pissed off.  I can keep it out for the rest of
the day.'

Jason threw the dildo into his locker picked up his towel and slammed the
locker door.  Jason threw his towel over his shoulder and started walking
to the showers.  He was almost to the showers when he heard a voice behind
him.

"Jason?"

"Yeah?"

Jason turned to see Brad standing in the doorway.  One side of Brads face
was red and he had his hands stuffed in his pockets.

"What's up Brad?"

"Is it there?"

"No, I figured he left so why should I suffer?"

"You're right."

"Hey well I half to get showered and get home I have stuff to do today.
Hey Brad, am I going to be able to just stay home today and relax?"

"Umm, yeah I haven't heard anything but I think you might want to keep that
thing in until you get home.  But other than that I think you'll be ok
today."

"Okay well, see you around."

"Okay, bye.."

Brad looked like there was something he wanted to say but he just turned
around and walked away.

Jason walked into the shower and cleaned himself fully.  All the other guys
were there in their usual shower room clicks.  You had the football jocks
in one corner.  The basketball jocks were in another.  And this period even
happened to have some homosexuals in yet another corner.  In this class
there were three.  Everybody else went in the middle and last corner.  It
was funny; it was a shower room, and yet everybody still had there reps to
protect.  Some of the guys wouldn't even come into the locker room with the
gays in there.  Some people are just weird that way.  Jason waited in the
shower until everybody else had walked out.  Jason walked out, went to his
locker and opened it.  Before Jason could grab them, the pictures slid out
and onto the loor scattering. Jason got on his hands and knees and was
hurrying as fast as he could to pick up all the pictures.  He picked up the
last one right as one of the basketball jocks (Brandon) walked into his
section of lockers.

"Jason, what's that?"

"Nothing."

"You liar, it's porn, I saw it.  Hey guys, Jason has porn."

Jason rammed the pictures into his locker and slammed the door.  Seven or
eight guys came running around the corner and huddled around him.  Some of
the guys were dressed and some weren't, Brandon was.

"Hey Jason cough it up, share the wealth."

"There is nothing to share!"

"Oh come on don't hold out on me man let's see what you got."

"There's nothing to share, really."

"Oh yeah?  Then what's that?"

Jason looked down and his dick was fully erect.  "Dude lay off. it's a
NRB."

One of the guys in the back piped up.  "What's an NRB?"

Another guy in the back answered.  "N.R.B. means no reason boner, dumb
ass."

Brandon put his hand on Jason's shoulder and shook him..  "I already saw
one of the pictures, just let us see it."

"Don't fucking touch me when I'm naked you sick fuck!"

Jason pushed Brandon and Brandon fell backwards into the group of people.
The other guys caught him and stood him up.  "What's you're fucking problem
Jason?  I already saw it don't lie about it just let us have a look."

"I said I don't have anything, okay?"

"You know what Jason?  You got a real fucking attitude problem you know
that?"

"Yeah, go to hell Brandon!"

As soon as Jason said this he knew he was saying something that was going
to throw Brandon over the edge.  Brandon was just one of those guys that
you didn't push.  Brandon swung at him and Jason ducked.  His fist collided
with a locker and he wailed.  "You mother fucker!"

Jason grabbed Brandon's head, and punched him in the chest three times.
Jason then slammed his face first into the locker and the blood started to
flow.  The blood was running all down Brandon's face and chest.

"You broke my nose you asshole."

Brandon pulled a knife from his pocket and pressed the button.  The switch
blade popped out and Brandon took a swipe at Jason.  The knife caught
Jason's right arm.  Jason arched over grabbing his arm and moaning.
Brandon leaped on top of Jason and started pounding away.  At that moment
the coach came running in, and pulled Brandon off of Jason.

"What the hell is going on you two?"

Brandon stood up yelling and pointing at Jason.  "That dick licker started
it!"

A voice from the back of the room spoke up.  "That's bullshit and you know
it Brandon."

The coach was pissed, the coach was always mad but not like this.

"Everyone else get the hell out of here and get dressed!  And not another
word!  As for you two get dressed and shut the fuck up I'll be right back,
don't even think about moving from this locker room."

Coach hadn't even seen Jason's arm yet.  He turned to walk to the doorway
and had barely reached it when Brandon jumped up and ran into Jason's
stomach headfirst.  Brandon racked Jason in the balls once with his heavy
fist.  Jason plowed Brandon to the ground and started punching and hitting
him.  A surge of adrenaline rushed through Jason and he just kept on
hitting him.  Jason was hitting Brandon's face as hard as he could.

"How's it feel fuck head you dirty son of a bitch!"  You mother fucker!
Eat shit!"

Coach pulled Jason off and threw him up against the wall.  He slammed into
the wall half standing up.  Jason stood up and looked around.  Brandon had
cuts all over his face one on his left cheek one on his chin and one right
below his eye.  A pool of blood was forming on the floor and Brandon just
laid there in it screaming.  Another crowd had formed and they were all
staring at Jason.  The coach was screaming.

"Thomas!  Thomas, get in here now!"

The teacher aid Thomas walked in and saw the blood.

"Holly shit, what the fuck happened?"

Coach pointed one finger at Jason and shouted.  "HIM!  Thomas, stay here
with Brandon I have to go call 911."

The coach jumped up and walked over to Jason.  He grabbed Jason's arm and
pulled him up.  Coach slammed his arm against the wall and Jason let out a
scream.

"What the fuck happened to your arm?"

"That asshole had a knife!"

The coach shot his head around but there was no knife in sight.  Somebody
loyal to Brandon must have picked it up.  Coach ran out of the locker room
screaming.  Jason opened his locker pulled out his clothes closed the
locker and sat down applying pressure to his arm.  Thomas's eyes were wide
and he was trying to calm down Brandon.

Thomas looked at Jason and spoke very clearly and calmly.  "What happened
here?"

Jason spoke with out even looking, Thomas was a year older than Jason was,
and they had always gotten along..  "It was Brandon, he started it."

"Yeah?  It looks like you finished it."

Through gurgled screams Brandon shouted.  "You mother fucker, you mother
fucker!  Just wait, just you fucking wait!"

"Yeah look who's laughing now!"

Jason's friends came over and picked up Jason' clothes and started getting
him dressed.  Jason's friends finished getting him dressed and put his
sweater behind him.  Jason's sweater was white and his chest was partly
covered in blood from his arm.  Jason sat down and just then coach came
back in with two medics and a police officer.  The medics put towels around
both Jason and Brandon and walked them outside.  Jason had to have help
because he was feeling kind of dizzy from the sight of all that blood.  The
whole school was there and watching the cops, the medics and the two of
them.  The story had already got around nobody really knew what had
happened because the kids in the locker room had been told not to talk
about it.  They all knew that this was Brandon's fault, if he had only kept
his mouth shut.  The medics took them both in separate ambulances to the
hospital.  In the ambulance, the medics were pretty messed up about the
whole situation.  The two medics were talking to each other as if Jason
wasn't even there.

"What the hell man?  What's the world coming to when we have to drive to a
high school to pick up to kids that beat the shit out of each other?  I
mean you think this kid got it bad, you should have seen the other one.
That kid will probably need about twenty-five stitches.  He had cuts all
over his face and his nose is probably broken."

"Damn and they did that to each other?"

"Yeah just some fight in a locker room.  The other kid had a knife and used
it on this one.  Shit what's the world coming to?"

Jason sat there strapped down to the stretcher.  His arm still aching.
Jason looked up at the driver and the passenger.

"How long is this going to take me, I really have to get home?"

"Oh you're awake!  I thought you were out cold."

"Umm, yeah, so how long is this going to take?"

"Kid, are you okay?  You just got your arm cut by somebody you probably
called a friend."

"Well my arm really hurts, and I didn't exactly ever call Brandon my
friend."

"Um, yeah kid, I don't think that you ever will."

"So what am I looking at here?"

"About eleven stitches I would think..  And some police charges."

"What do you mean police charges?"

"You're probably going to be charged with disturbing the peace or something
like that."

"But he started it."

"The law doesn't care who started it."

"Oh shit!"

The paramedic pulled a syringe out of a plastic case and shot Jason in the
arm.  It stung for a minute then a warm calming feeling came over him.
Jason closed his eyes and started to relax.  Jason closed his eyes and just
lay there thinking.  Jason must have blacked out because the next thing he
remembered was hearing his mother's voice talking to him.

"Jason, Jason?  Can you here me Jason?"

Jason opened his eyes and everything was fuzzy.  It took a moment and
everything became clear.  His mother was on the left side of him and a cop
was standing at the foot of the bed.

"Mom?"

"Jason are you okay?"

"Umm, yeah mom I'm fine."

"Jason I want you to think really, really hard what happened in the locker
room today?"

"I...we...Brandon..."

A nurse walked in and brushed the cop out of the way.

"He won't be telling anybody much with all the drugs we gave him.  Give him
a few hours then he'll be ready to talk."

It took a lot of effort but Jason managed to lift his head and look at his
mother.

"Mom...I...want...I want to go home."

"We have to find out what happened first."

"No I want to go home!"

The cop at the end of the bed stepped forward and stood at the foot of the
bed.

"Kid you're not going anywhere until I find out what happened today."

Jason's mother stepped forward and pointed one finger at the cop.  "Hey!
Leave him alone!  You heard the reports.  He didn't do anything but defend
himself."

"It was Brandon; I was just defending myself.  He was harassing me and
wouldn't leave me alone.  I was just defending myself!  Brandon pulled a
knife on me!"

"He didn't pull the knife on you till you broke his nose."

Jason's mother took another step towards the cop and put her hands on her
hips.  "Are you defending that boy?"

"No Ma'me, I'm just trying to find out what happened."

The nurse walked over and was adjusting something on the side of his bed.
Suddenly his head felt very heavy.  Jason could hear his mother arguing
with the cop.

"No!  No!  No!  You can't do that!  He's not a criminal; he's a
sixteen-year-old boy.  No you can't do that.  It's not necessary; he won't
run I know my son, he won't run!"

"Ma'me, I don't know that."

Jason's head fell to the pillow and the ceiling above him began to spin
then everything went black.

Chapter 3

Is Brad telling the truth?  Is Jeremy really the person Brad says he is and
how far will Jeremy take it?  Can Jason ever forgive his old best friend
for such a terrible thing?