Date: Sun, 06 Mar 2005 12:32:03 -0700
From: Patrick Rupert <patrickgay18@hotmail.com>
Subject: Into His Own (my story)

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The following story contains descriptions of graphic sexual acts.
The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality.
Don't read this story if,
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*or if you don't want to read about gay people in love or having sex.

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ttt
Oral
Anal
Mast
Violence

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I was inspired to write this story by events in my own life some of the
events happened to me and some didn't. No single character is based on me
entirely.

I'm in a little bit of every character. Though the names have been changed
to protect some of the people feel free to ask me what events happened to me
and which ones didn't though I may not answer all of your questions I will
help you as best as I can.

E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions, or other "constructive"
comments or advice may be sent to: Patrickgay18@hotmail.com

Into His Own


Chapter 1.


My name is Brad Harnet. I'm seventeen, and I'm gay. I live in Syracuse,
Utah, where I've lived all my life. When my boyfriend and I were still
together, we used to f**k almost every night. I loved fucking that boy he
was so damn good. Well my brother's friend, Jason Bell, looks just like
him. He's sixteen, and he has the same physical attributes: naturally tan
skin, slim, and a cute butt. I haven't had any sex with a person in two
months since my boyfriend left. And today, when Jason gets here, me, my two
friends that are in the military and the camera operator are going to show
Jason what sex is. He thinks he's coming over to hang out with my brother
Jeremy, he has no idea what's going to happen.

There was a guy standing there with a camera pointed at me. We haven't ever
done this before, and Jason won't even see it coming. Jason's carpool
should be dropping him off here any second, so the cameraman is going to go
on the side of the house and I'm going to go wait in the kitchen.

* * *

The cameraman ran to the side of the house behind a bush, and Brad runs
inside with his two friends. In about two minutes, a car pulled up and a
boy stepped out of the car. He was tall and slim; he had tan skin and short
dark brown hair. The boy said goodbye to his friends and walked into the
house.  The cameraman ran behind the house to listen by the kitchen window,
which was open.

"Hey Jeremy!"

"Hey Jason, Jeremy isn't here right now but he should be home any minute so
what's up?"

The cameraman pointed the camera in the window trying his best to see what
was going on. Jason was bent over looking in the fridge Brad was standing
behind him. The two men walked into the kitchen and pick up Jason; one at
the waist and one at the feet.

"What are you doing? Stop it! Help!" The cameraman ran around the house and
ran in through the front door. The two men were fighting Jason to
cooperate, as he screamed, kicked, and thrashed. The two men holding Jason
walked out of sight and Brad followed them into the bedroom.

"Oh Jason, don't throw a fit, this will be fun."

They all walked into the bedroom and the cameraman followed. The two men
threw Jason onto the bed and jumped on top of him. Jason screamed and
connected a right fist with one man's jaw. The man on top of Jason grabbed
both of Jason's hands, and put them above his head. He then punched Jason
hard in the ribs to stop him from struggling. Jason stopped thrashing and
was gasping for air. Both men took advantage of this and tied his hands and
feet just loosely enough that he could move his arms and legs up and down
about a foot. The cameraman was on Jason's right side of the bed watching
cautiously.

One man climbed back on top of Jason, and then ripped Jason's shirt from
his body. Jason was quite well built. His nipples were a medium brown color
contrasting with his tan, and he had a nice six-pack as well. The man then
took off his own shirt revealing a very large tattoo of the word peace on
his back, and started licking and sucking on Jason's right nipple while
rubbing the rest of his body with his left hand.

Brad was on the other side of the bed hastily taking off his pants to
reveal black low cut boxer briefs. Brad took off his shirt to reveal darker
skin, hard nipples, and a six-pack. The man with the tattoo climbed off of
Jason, and sat down in the chair next to the bed. He dropped his pants, and
picked up the lotion. He lubed up his cock and started masturbating. The
other soldier walked over, now naked, and climbed on the other one's
lap. They were both tanned and built, due to their military training. They
kissed and rubbed each other's chests and backs vigorously.

Brad climbed on top of Jason, and began rubbing his chest.

"Why are you doing this Brad?"

"Just relax baby. Everything's going to be ok. You're going to like this.
Now do you have a kiss for me?"

Brad started kissing him and licking his face like some dog. Brad was
sitting on his lap with his hands on Jason's chest. Brad started rocking
like he was dry humping him.

"Oh baby I'm so hot right now." While Brad was rubbing his own chest with
his left hand he cupped Jason's still fully clothed crotch with his right
and started rubbing. He then started rubbing down his own chest to his
stomach.  He got to his underwear and put his right hand in his
underwear. Doing it caused the front of his underwear to go down a little
bit, and it exposed his long curly blond pubic hair.

Jason saw this and looked back up at the ceiling. He shut his eyes and
tears seeped out. Why would Brad be doing this, he thought? I trusted him,
I know him; there must be a reason Brad's doing this.

Brad was rubbing himself and moaning loudly. He looked at Jason with a
completely calm face and said:

"Open your mouth." Jason looked at him completely confused.

"No!"

"Now you little shit!" Brad's left hand came up, and went across his face
at what seemed like the speed of light. Jason felt a sharp pain and opened
his mouth. Brad took his right hand out of his underwear and looked at it
for a second before moving it towards Jason's face. Before Jason could do
anything he thrust it into his mouth it was warm and wet. He shut his eyes
trying to put his mind someplace else.

"Suck! Now!" Jason hesitated and then started sucking on the sticky hand.
After about ten seconds Brad took it out and looked at him. He was crying.

The two men were on the end of the bed and were still kissing and rubbing
each other. The man with no tattoo leaned up and the other one slowly
inserted his dick into his ass. The man moaned at being fucked and squeezed
the other's shoulders hard. The man with the tattoo let his head fell back
and he let out one deep moan. The man on top started moving up and down
slow. The man doing the fucking let out a little whimper and grabbed the
man's ass.

Brad had his face really close to Jason's now, and he was looking into his
eyes.

"You're a pussy, a coward, just like Jeremy. He was the same way, at least
he was the first few times. And now you're going to regret it."

Brad reached with his left hand and opened the drawer next to the bed. He
pulled out a tube of KY Jelly and a black dildo about five inches long, and
ribbed. He unbuttoned Jason's pants and turned him over. He grabbed Jason's
pants at the hips and pulled them down to his ankles. Jason was wearing
boxers they were plaid red and forest green. Brad started at the ankles and
started rubbing up and down his legs. He got to the thighs and started to
squeeze.  Jason let out a scream into the pillow as Brad bit hard on his
left thigh, which made Jason scream louder. Brad sucked on the bite mark
for about five seconds and then stopped. He grabbed Jason's butt cheeks
with both hands and squeezed letting his nails dig in.

He jumped off the bed and untied Jason's feet then slipped Jason's pants
off the rest of the way. Then Brad slipped his hands into Jason's boxers on
both sides and pulled them off his smooth white ass. He tied Jason's legs
back up loosely, and got back on just below Jason's ass. Brad put his hands
down one on each cheek and spread them. Then he put his face in-between
Jason's cheeks and closed his eyes. Brad's tongue was moving slowly at
first and then rapidly up and down Jason's crack. Brad was licking every
inch. He stopped at Jason's hole, and started inserting his tongue. It was
going in and out and Brad was moaning. Jason's fists were clenched and he
was clenching his cheeks together to try and stop Brad. He had stopped
crying and was whimpering slightly.

The two guys at the end of the bed were moaning loudly, the one fucking the
other one started moaning loudly, and gripping the other one's back. He was
coming and he was loving every second of it. The man that just got fucked
got up, and the one with the tattoo just sat there relaxing, panting, and
rubbing his now nearly limp cock. The other man was rubbing his cock and
the back of the other man's neck as his shaft hardened. He stood the man
with the tattoo up and sat him down at the end of the bed on the floor. The
other man then crossed one of his legs over the still panting man and
started rubbing his own dick all over the mans face. He then forced the
other man's head onto his dick. The soft dick went into the man's mouth
softly and smoothly.  The man that was face fucking him grabbed the other's
hair and gripped it. The man jumped; you could tell it hurt. He grabbed the
other man's thighs and squeezed. As the man slapped him across the face you
could tell the one that was swallowing the dick didn't like this very
much. His eyes were shut and he was digging his nails into the other man's
thighs hard. The man laughed and started fucking his head faster and
harder.

"What do you think about peace now?"

Brad stopped licking Jason's ass, and turned him on his side so that Jason
was facing the camera. His eyes were shut, and his fists clenched. Jason
had a very large penis for his age and it was fully erect at about eight
inches long. You could tell his pubic hair hadn't been growing for very
long. It was dark black, short, and curly but it looked soft. Jason's penis
looked very boyish; it was perfect unblemished skin. It was thick but there
weren't many veins visible. Brad wondered if Jason ever masturbated or even
got off.  Jason's pubic hair was only growing in the middle of his pubic
area, and you could tell he was embarrassed. His face, though scared, was
bright red, and he was sucking in his crotch as though trying to hide it.

Brad was resting on him now one leg on each side, and his head was resting
on Jason's hips. His right hand was rubbing Jason's back, and his left hand
was moving his index finger slowly through Jason's pubic hair. Brad then
put his hand palm down on his pubic hair, and then grabbed Jason's penis
and started to stroke it. Brad was doing it softly, but at the same time
pulling it to the point that the skin would completely come past the head
on Jason's dick and then go back to a resting point. Brad turned Jason so
he was facing himself now. Brad put his face down to Jason's erect
penis. He kissed Jason's pubic area and then the end of his penis. Then he
stuck out his tongue and licked the end of Jason's penis like it was sort
of candy. Brad opened his mouth and went down on the dick and it went all
of the way into his mouth. Jason's eyes were open now and he was looking
down at Brad watching him do it. His eight-inch penis was really wet and it
went in easy. You could tell it was going down Brad's throat and Jason
actually liked it. Jason looked up at the ceiling and let out a moan.

Brad noticed and started to suck harder. Jason wasn't really doing it on
purpose and he didn't even notice it at first but he was thrusting his
crotch up and down, in and out of Brad's mouth. Jason let out another deep
loud moan, and did one final thrust. He had just come for the first time,
and he loved it. You could tell Brad had just taken Jason's full load in
his mouth, and he swallowed without even blinking. Brad climbed higher on
Jason and rested right above Jason's crotch on his belly.

On the floor, the man getting head fucked just took the full load in his
mouth and was forced to swallow it. The man that had fucked him sat down on
the chair with a satisfied grin on his face. The man sitting on the floor
got up and walked over to Jason. He started sucking and kissing Jason's
limp dick and balls. The camera that Jason had almost forgot about was
close now and zooming in on the man doing this. Jason had his eyes closed
and had an awkward smile on his face.

Brad looked at Jason and said. "That's the first time you have ever
experienced that feeling isn't it?" Jason didn't open his eyes, but he just
nodded his head yes, really slowly. Brad pressed his wet lips to Jason's
lips and his smile disappeared. "What baby? I thought you were enjoying
this?" Jason opened his eyes and looked in Brad's direction not at him but
more through him.

"Brad I was always taught that this is wrong." Jason was calm and there was
confusion in his voice.

"Jason the feeling you just had, did that feel wrong? Why do you think
something that felt so good, could possibly be wrong?"

"I'm sorry Brad I just can't."

"But Jason?"

"No Brad I can't!"

"Fine, have it your way, but you're going to regret it! I really wish you
had taken the other route. I didn't want it this way."

The anger was back in Brad's voice now and he climbed off Jason. So did the
other man, but he was still sucking Jason's cock. Jason was looking down at
the man, and watching his nearly limp dick go in and out of the man's
mouth.  The man noticed Jason watching, looked up and smiled at him. Jason
gave an awkward smile back and then shut his eyes tight.

Brad turned Jason on his side, and climbed back on; one leg on each side of
him. He reached over, picked up the KY jelly and squeezed some on his right
hand then clenched his hand into a fist. The jelly oozed out from Brad's
hand and dripped onto Jason's left butt cheek. Brad put his left hand down,
and put it in-between Jason's butt cheeks. He was smearing it all over
making sure he didn't miss a spot. Then he put some more KY jelly onto his
middle and index fingers. He then rubbed it all over his two fingers with
his left hand and put his hand down again. Jason's eyes shot open as Brad
inserted his two fingers into Jason's tight ass. Jason let out a painful
moan and clenched his fists.

"If you think that hurt you, just wait Jason, you haven't felt anything
yet." He was moving his hand in a clockwise motion making sure not to miss
any part of the inside of Jason's ass. Brad then took his fingers out of
Jason's ass and picked up the black dildo in his left hand and the KY jelly
in the other he smeared a whole bunch of KY all over the dildo, dropped the
KY, and started rubbing the dildo, getting the KY all over it.

Brad then used his left hand to spread Jason's butt cheeks apart and then
began to force the dildo in with his right hand. Jason's fists clenched and
his butt clenched. The dildo wouldn't go in, so Brad pushed harder.

"Just relax Jason, this will be a lot easier if you just relax."

"No I won't, you can't make me."

"Jason please I don't want to hurt you, but I will."

Jason's butt cheeks relaxed and the dildo started to slip in smoothly.
Jason's hands clenched tighter and now the dildo was all of the way
in. Brad was moving the dildo all of the way in and out; he was fucking
Jason with the dildo for about two minutes then quickly pulled it out, and
Jason's butt clenched again.

Brad threw the dildo aside and pulled his own boxers down and exposed his
muscular butt and long, nine-inch penis. He had long thick blond curly
pubic hair and large testicles. His penis was fully erect and uncut. He
grabbed the KY and started to smear it all over his own cock. Brad then
touched the tip of his penis to Jason's ass hole and began to thrust his
cock into Jason's ass slowly. It slipped in smoothly and as it went in Brad
let out a moan.  Brad was humping Jason's ass slowly, pushing his cock
right in, and pulling it most of the way out. Brad was breathing heavily
and gripping Jason's hips hard.  Jason's back was arched and his head was
looking straight up; his mouth was open wide, and he was also breathing
heavily.

The two men sitting on the floor had got up and walked out of the
room. They were talking but you couldn't quite make out the words.

Brad had Jason up on his hands and knees now and he was fucking him even
harder. Jason was moaning and grunting loudly.

"Oh f**K! Oh f**K! Oh shit!" Brad was reaching around and jerking Jason off
as he fucked him in the ass. Brad was beating him off violently.

"Say my name you fucking bitch, say my name now!" Jason put his head down
and mumbled something. "What? I didn't hear that you bitch!"

Jason's head looked up and he nearly screamed. "I didn't know it would feel
like this! f**K me harder!" Jason looked down in between his legs at his
hard cock as Brad beat him off. White creamy looking cum shot out of
Jason's large penis and hit Jason in the lips and chin.

Jason was screaming, "Oh yea, oh yea! Don't stop! f**K me!"

With one final thrust into Jason's ass brad let out, "I'm coming I'm
coming!" Brads head shot back and he gave one final thrust. "Oh yea, oh
yea!" Jason looked down at the bed his own cum dripping from his face.

"It's...so...warm!" Brad pulled himself out of Jason's ass and let out a
giggle.  Jason lay on his back in his own cum, closed his eyes and smiled;
the cum still on his face. Brad lay on top of him one leg over him most of
his chest and his head was on Jason's arm. Brad was rubbing Jason's left
nipple and smiling. "I can feel it inside of me Brad, it's so warm."

Brad leaned his head up and kissed Jason full on his cum covered
lips. While Brad was kissing Jason the strangest thing happened. Jason
opened his mouth and put his tongue into Brad's mouth. Jason was rubbing
his tongue all over Brad's. Jason was kissing every inch of the inside of
Brad's mouth. Jason was scared and curious at what he was doing; it didn't
make sense to him. They made out for about five minutes, and then Brad gave
one last kiss and leaned up.

"Mmm, yummy."

"I don't know exactly what I'm feeling right now Brad."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know what this feeling is. Brad I really need to go home it's
getting late, can I go?" It was dark outside and pouring rain. And only the
faint sound of cars could be heard.

"What do you mean? You say that and then you want to leave? Just like
that?"

The two guys were standing in the doorway still butt naked and their arms
were crossed over their chests.

"Guys it's time for phase two." With out even talking the two men walked
over and opened the closet and pulled out two black trench coats they put
them on and walked over to the bed. Brad picked up a blindfold out of the
desk and fastened it over Jason's eyes. "Now hold still or your going to
really regret it."

They untied his arms and his legs and started to turn him over. Jason
started punching and kicking. When a hand clenched around his soft
testicles and squeezed. Jason let out a scream, and the hand let go.

"I told you you'd regret this." They turned him over and tied his hands
behind his back. The two men picked up Jason by the ankles and hands and
started taking him out the door. They walked out of the bedroom and to the
front door. They got to the front door and stopped.

"Is it safe to go?" one of the men asked.

Jason heard the door open and then nothing for a moment and then, "Yea it's
safe, we can go." The camera was right behind them and Jason was just
hanging there naked and sobbing. His eight-inch penis was only about an
inch away from touching the ground. They took Jason outside nearly at a
run. The huge raindrops were beating down on Jason's naked body; they were
cold as they struck him in the back and on the ass. The two men threw Jason
in the back of Brad's jeep and got in. Jason knew it was Brad's jeep
because he had ridden in it many times and he knew what the seats felt
like. The cameraman got in the passenger seat and Brad got in to drive.

The two men sat in the back seat and put Jason in the middle. Then they
took off their trench coats and started jerking each other off over Jason.

Brad started the engine and gunned it; the rain was still pouring down
hard.  Jason heard the jeep peel out and shoot dirt everywhere. And from
somewhere in front of him Jason heard Brad's voice.

"You know Jason it didn't have to be this way. I didn't want it to be like
this if you just would have come along and did what I asked." Jason's head
shot up in the direction of Brad.

"Why are you doing this to me!"

"Jason did you know that we are the only species on this planet that kills
each other like we do. But why do we do it? Jason why dose anybody do
anything to anybody? Could it be passion, guilt, shame, lust, fear,
jealousy, revenge? The point is Jason humans do bad things to each other
and that's the way it is."

It hadn't even occurred to Jason to that Brad might kill him after this.
Would he would Brad take it that far and kill him?

"You wouldn't dare!"

"I wouldn't dare what?"

"You wouldn't kill me you have too much to lose and you don't have the
balls for it."

Brad yelled without even turning around. "Shut him up!"

One of the men's elbows connected to Jason's chest. The air shot out of him
and he hunched over. The two men were on their knees now and facing each
other they were moaning loudly and then they both came. Cum shot out and
hit each other and got all over each other's crotch and on Jason's back. It
was warm like before, and both of the men were rubbing their hands and
cocks on Jason's back.

"And, oh yea Jason, if you tell anybody about the whole thing we just did,
I filmed all of it. If you talk, I will do a little editing, and it will
look like it was your idea. You know, the whole part with us making out,
and us talking? That will be sent to your parents."

"You wouldn't?" Jason said through hacking coughs.

"Oh I would, so don't even try to f**K with me!"

The car screeched to a stop and the two men put the trench coats back on.
Brad ripped off Jason's blindfold and opened the car doors. Jason looked
around and it took him a second but he knew where he was. He was in a field
of dirt that they were going to make into a Wall-Mart it was only about a
mile from his house. The rain had turned the dirt into mud and there were
huge ponds of muddy water all over the place. They all got out of the jeep
and the two men grabbed Jason by the feet and started dragging him out of
the jeep. Jason hit the mud and its coldness engulfed him the mud was
filling every inch of Jason's body and he almost couldn't breath.

They were dragging him now and they were heading towards a large pool of
mud water in the middle of the field. Before they got to the pond Jason
could already tell it was about two feet deep. They got to the pond, and
Jason's ass sank into the muddy water first. Jason barely had enough time
to hold his breath, before his whole body except for his legs was
submerged. The cold was all around him, and he was still sinking in the
mud. He was under the water for what seemed like five minutes, and they had
stopped dragging him.

The pressure was building and he couldn't hold his breath any more. The air
burst out of his mouth and he sucked in searching for air. Muddy water
filled his mouth and he was choking. He felt like he had been under water
for more than five minutes. They had stopped dragging him and they were
just standing over him watching him suffer and choke. How could they do
this? How could they just stand there and let him die like this, naked and
cold? Who can watch someone die and not do anything, just stand there? It
was sick and the sheer thought of it almost made him vomit. Just as he
thought he was going to die, a hand was wrapped around his neck and he was
pulled out of the water.

The water emptied from his mouth and he felt air fill his lungs. He was
coughing and choking but at least he had air. They turned Jason over and
untied him. He was being held down on his hands and knees in the mud with
his head barely above the water. All he could hear was the sound of the
rain beating down on the pond and his naked body, and then the voices
started to sink in.

"...And the reason that your not going to tell anybody about this, is that
I will release that tape and," (a hand gripped his hair), "you may get
hurt!"

The hand shoved Jason's head under the water and reached around squeezing
his balls hard. Jason couldn't help but scream he could taste the water
again and he was on the verge of throwing up. His head came up out of the
water and he stopped coughing.

"...Please...please...I won't...tell...just let me go home...I'm cold."

"You're cold? You're cold? Oh ok, well boys, warm him up."

Jason's face was pointed in the direction of the two men and something warm
hit him in the face. His mouth was open when it hit him and he was just
barely fast enough to shut his mouth. It was urine. They were pissing all
over his face and back. It was warm, but gross. They stopped pissing and
Jason was spitting as much as he could. Nobody was holding on to him now
and he thought about running and then he thought I wouldn't get ten feet
and they would just hurt him more. Brad walked behind him and pulled
something out of his pocket. Brad saw him looking at him and Jason looked
back down at the water.

"This is what you're going to do Jason. You're going to go home; your not
going to tell anyone about this, and you will come to school tomorrow like
any other day. And oh yea Jason, bring this."

The two men grabbed Jason to hold him still. Brad rammed the dildo into
Jason's ass. It went three or four of the five inches and stopped. It
didn't hurt very much because it had been up there earlier that night and
his asshole was all ready for it. He thought Brad was done, until he felt
Brad moving the dildo around. Then Jason let out a loud scream louder than
he had ever screamed before. Brad had shoved the dildo all the way in. As
the dildo sank in the rest of the way Jason's ass hole closed behind it.

Jason was still screaming and he didn't quite understand why they weren't
muffling his screams and he could feel Brad rubbing and fingering his ass
to try and get it in farther. Brad stopped and walked over to Jason's face
lifted up his chin and looked into Jason's eyes.

Brad kissed him and said, "Oh yea, and Jason? Bring the dildo to school
tomorrow and make sure it's clean." Brad grabbed Jason's hair again and
pushed his head under water. He held him under water for about five seconds
then he let go.

Jason's ass hurt now, but he was hesitant to lift his head out of the water
he stayed under for about ten seconds, until he felt a lot of water hit his
back. Jason looked up to see Brads tail lights escaping fast. Brad turned
the corner and was gone. Jason sat there for about five minutes in the cold
water crying and gripping his aching ass. He then crouched down in the
position you would use if you were going to take a dump in the woods with
no toilet and began to push.

It hurt; he screamed and screamed. Jason was thrusting and trying new
positions to try and get the dildo out. After about ten minutes he felt the
dildo starting to come out. Jason rammed four or five of his fingers into
his ass to try and dislodge it. He could feel it on the tip of his fingers
he almost had it. He was pushing and pulling at the same time.

"NO!" he shouted; he had pushed it farther in and had to try again.

Jason decided that this time he wouldn't use fingers; he didn't have time
the water around him felt like it was getting colder. He assumed the
position that had been working and placed his hands under his thighs almost
on his ass. He pushed as hard as he could and let out a half grunt half
cry. It was working he could feel the dildo moving in his ass. It was out
part of the way now and he put his fingers down there to feel how much it
was out some but only about a quarter of an inch not enough to grip it, it
was to slippery.  He gave it one last push and it slid out about another
inch. He gripped it with his fingernails and concentrated; he knew if he
didn't get it, it would go back in. He took a deep breath and pushed and
pulled at the same time. The dildo slipped out and fell into the water.

He grabbed his ass and screamed. His ass felt like it was on fire, he
submerged it in water, and started to finger himself. It worked; he cooled
down. And then he realized Brad said to bring it to school tomorrow. It
fell in the water. Jason was searching franticly he had almost forgot about
the pain in his ass when he felt it under his knee. He picked it up and
looked at it. He started scrubbing it in the dirty water. It was clean now;
well, at least semi clean and he had to get home.

Jason crouched low in the water and looked around, no cars in sight he
started moving slowly and got to the first dirt mound. He ducked low still
gripping the dildo as a car drove by, the car stopped and a search light
turned on it was scanning the area searching for something. The car must
have sat there for a good five minutes just scanning the field. The
searchlight turned off and the car moved on.

Just as it went around the corner, Jason said to himself. `Ok I'm about six
blocks from home, and most of it is houses. I'm butt naked and I don't have
shoes.' Jason knew it was going to take him a while to get home. And Jason
would rather be there right now.

Another car went by and Jason took off at a full run occasionally stepping
on a rock or stick and nearly falling. He reached the street and bolted
across.  He was running down the sidewalk at full speed, searching for any
cars or sign of people. Jason stopped behind a three-foot tall bush. Jason
had to dive to the ground headfirst, and he felt his naked body slide on
the wet grass.  He gave out a sigh of relief as he saw his house at the
other end of the street.

He took off and just as he reached the middle of the street a car came
around the corner, he hadn't even looked how stupid of him. Jason tripped
and his knee nailed the curb he let out a shriek and crawled into the
nearest bush.  The car went by and didn't even slowdown. Jason limped the
rest of the way home and went to his back yard to go in his window.

Jason walked into his back yard it was dark and the coldness of the rain
was still all around him. He got to his window and started to climb up the
ladder that had been there since he was just a kid. His dad put it there in
case of a fire, which wasn't going to happen. Jason climbed up the ladder
and got to his window and started to inch it open. Behind him there was a
loud noise; the sound of metal clashing and then a dog barking. Jason's dog
James had knocked over the trashcans, and now was running and barking
franticly towards Jason. James stopped about four feet from Jason and
looked up. James took two steps backwards and then turned and ran.

The porch light turned on to his left and Jason turned, opened the window
the rest of the way, and put his hands down on the window seal and pushed
himself up with his arms. As he pushed up, his crotch, thighs, and legs
scrapped against the side of the house. He fell through the window and onto
the floor and immediately jumped up to shut the window. Jason slowly slid
the window closed and peered out into the dark. Jason's mother had just
come outside and was on the porch shielding her self from the rain and
petting James.  James was peering up at the window with a kind of confusion
on his face.

Jason's mother went back inside and Jason took off to his bathroom to hop
in the shower. If Jason's mother found him like this she would ask a lot of
questions. Jason opened the shower and then realized he was still gripping
the dildo. Jason turned around opened up his hamper and threw the dildo in
on top of his clothes. He hopped in the shower and turned it on full blast
the warm water hit his naked body and he felt warmer than he had ever felt
before.

The bathroom door opened and in walked his mother she sat on the counter
with her arms across her chest and put her head down.

"You came in the window again?"

"I didn't want to wake anybody up."

"Were you drinking again tonight?"

"No mom I was at Jeremy's house we watched movies."

"Jason it's only ten-thirty you know, we were awake."

"Mom, I'm not drinking; you know I don't do that any more, you know that."

"Yea I know that, I just worry about you Jason. And that ladder is only for
emergencies you know that."

"But you don't half to worry about me I'm sixteen I can take care of
myself."

"Jason are you all right? You sound funny."

"I'm fine mom. Now, can I take a shower?"

"Yea. Do you want me to wash the clothes in your hamper?"

"Yea sure." Then Jason remembered what was in the hamper. Jason opened the
shower door and stuck his head out. "No, no. It's ok, I'll take care of it
in the morning."

His mother had her hand on the hamper lid and it was open, but she was
looking at him. The dildo was in plain sight lying on top of Jason's
underwear. If his mother had looked down she would have seen it and he
would have been found out. She dropped the hamper lid and walked over to
the shower and put her hand on his face.

"Jason what happened to your face?" Jason looked down and thought quickly.

"I was biking with Jeremy before the movie, and I crashed my bike down a
hill. I'm ok though."

"Oh dear, take some Tylenol after your shower; that will help it." His
mother turned to walk out of the bathroom.

"Mom!" Jason thought for a moment. Telling her might make things so much
easier; if he could tell it all it would be over with done. "Could you turn
the radio on, on your way out?"

"Sure." His mother reached out to the counter and turned on the radio.

"Thanks mom." With the radio turned on and the door closed behind his
mother, Jason crouched down in the corner of the shower, tears streaming
down his face. He was hugging his legs to his chest. He could hear the
radio playing in the background but he was ignoring the song.

`Why didn't I tell her? Why didn't I tell her? If I would have told her
Brad would have released that tape, at least the part he wanted to. And I
don't want to be hurt I have no doubt he can get to me and hurt me.'

But why did Brad tell me to bring the dildo to school tomorrow? What does
Brad plan on doing? I think he plans on sticking me with it again, so I
know what I have to do. Jason was half thinking half talking to himself.
Jason stood up, opened the shower door, and stepped out onto the rug. He
opened the hamper and after picking up the dildo, stepped back into the
shower and closed the door. He pointed the showerhead at the wall of the
shower and sat down with the soap in one hand and the dildo in the other.

Jason knew he had to get used to this thing up his ass; he didn't want to,
but he had to. He propped his legs up on the shower wall and twisted his
body so that he could see his ass hole. It was red and swollen. He grabbed
the soap and started smearing it all over his ass. He was fingering himself
and moving his fingers inside of himself counter clockwise. He then pulled
out his fingers and started to lube up the dildo. He finished lubing it and
touched the tip to his ass hole. He then looked up and thrust the dildo
in. It went about half way in and stopped.

Jason grabbed hold of the dildo with his left hand and started to move it
around. He was forcing the dildo in and out of his ass with his left hand.
As he forced this dildo in and out of his ass he started to think about
some of the things that had just happened mostly being blown by Brad. Jason
had to admit it to himself he had had gay friends that he had been
attracted to but he just wrote it off as boys will be boys. As he did this
he started to play with the head of his dick and slowly moved down to the
base. He wrapped his hand around his cock and started to rub up and down.
He was fucking himself and masturbating at the same time. He was biting his
bottom lip and starting to moan. He was coming and he felt it happening. He
pulled out the dildo and pointed his dick at his face. His cum splurged out
of his penis and it covered his face. The warm gooey sperm dripped off his
face and onto his chest.  He started rubbing his chest and face. The last
bit exited his penis and the warm feeling left him. He didn't want it to
leave he wanted it always. He stood up and started washing the sperm from
his face and body. He then washed his hair and the rest of his body,
cleaning out his ass hole and every other possible place.

Jason turned off the shower, and threw the dildo into the sink. He filled
the sink with hot water and scrubbed the dildo. It was finally clean, and
he dried himself off. He walked into his room and threw the dildo into his
backpack. Jason pulled on some boxers and climbed into bed and lay there
for almost an hour, just staring up at the ceiling, thoughts spinning
through his head about tomorrow, about Brad, and about the feeling he had
had earlier.

And Jason also thought about making out with Brad so willingly. He was
confused but parts of the sex earlier he had liked. He kept on thinking
that any moment he would wake up and this was all a dream. In a way Jason
wanted to wake up and in a way he wanted to stay in the dream
forever. Jason didn't think he liked it in whole, but parts of it weren't
that bad. Jason had a normal life; he went to school, had an occasional
fight with his parents, and did stuff with his family. His life was normal,
but Jason was bored of normal.  This was exciting.

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