Date: Sun, 06 Nov 2005 08:48:34 -0700 From: Patrick Rupert <patrickgay18@hotmail.com> Subject: Into His Own Chapter 8-9 Chapter 8 "Beep...beep...beep...beep." Sometimes Jason wanted to smash that alarm clock with a hammer; the relentless beeping was driving him nuts. Jason let his leg slide off the bed and it fell quickly to the floor and landed with a thud. "Smack!" Jason bolted upright his leg screaming with pain. Jason's blanket was barely on his stomach and nothing else. Jason grabbed his thigh and let out a moan. "Shit!" Once he got use to the pain, Jason smelled something rancid and looked around for the dead animal and then realized he smelled himself! He didn't know how he got to smelling that way but it was pretty sick. He picked up his crutches and hobbled to the bathroom. Jason leaned his crutches against the sink and did his business. He flushed and got his crutches back. Jason left the bathroom and headed downstairs. When he got to the kitchen, he saw his dad sitting on the back porch facing away from the sliding glass door smoking. Jason's mom came downstairs and saw him standing there. She walked up quickly and planted a kiss on Jason's forehead and hugged him. "It's so good to have you home, Jason." Jason's mom saw his leg and hugged him tighter. "How does it feel?" "Aw it's fine." He lied. Jason looked at his dad kind of dazed. "When did dad start smoking?" "Oh the doctors prescribed it." "Why would a doctor prescribe smoking?" "Well Jason, it's not..." Jason's mom hadn't even finished half the sentence when it hit Jason. "No way!" "Yeah." "Dads smoking pot?" "Yeah." Jason couldn't believe it he had to see this. "I have to see it." "No! I don't want you anywhere near that stuff." "Oh mom, come on?" "No Jason, I don't even want him doing it." "Fine." "Hey mom?" "What?" "Dad's a pot head." Jason laughed and Jason's mom scolded him. "Jason, that isn't very funny." "Oh mom, relax." Jason's mom didn't think Jason saw it but when she turned away she was smiling. "Mom, where are the trash bags?" "They're under the sink why?" "The doctor said not to get my cast wet." Jason's mom got him a plastic trash bag and then he headed upstairs. Jason didn't realize how hard it would be to walk around with these things. Jason got in his bathroom and sat down on the toilet. He tried to slip off his boxers but the leg hole wasn't big enough to go off the cast. Jason really didn't want to call for his mom or dad - how would that sound? 'Dad, I can't get off my boxers can you help me? And oh yeah dad, try to ignore my morning wood; it's completely normal.' Jason finally got them off after about ten minutes of trying, then he stepped into the trash bag and pulled it up using duct tape to fasten it to his leg. With some effort, Jason climbed into the shower and turned on the water. It felt nice to have the warm water running down his naked body. Jason hadn't showered in a while; he almost forgot the pleasure of it. Jason washed his hair and wiped down his body. Jason was standing there daydreaming when he heard somebody. "Jason?" "Yes mom." "Somebody's here to talk to you." "I'm taking a shower can you tell them to come back?" "They're pretty persistent. I told them to wait in your room." "Ok mom." He was kind of annoyed; why wouldn't she just turn them away? "Your father and I are going out for breakfast and we'll be back in about an hour." "Ok mom." That time he sounded annoyed. The door closed and Jason went back to showering. Jason was scrubbing his face when the door opened. "Mom, can I have some privacy?" "Your parents are gone I just wanted to talk to you." Jason knew that voice but they couldn't possibly be here. "Ashley?" "Yeah, it's me." Jason quickly rinsed off his face and peeked out. "What are you doing here, Ashley?" "I just wanted to talk to you; it'll only take a second - I promise." Ashley sat down on the toilet and Jason wondered if she got more beautiful every time he saw her. She was wearing her hair down it was kind of curly on the ends and she had in her blue eye contacts. She was wearing blue jeans and brown cowboy boots. Ashley could always pull off the cowboy thing pretty well. When Jason was in school the week that Jason and Ashley started going out all of the guys in school were jealous. Ashley was the girl every guy wanted. She wasn't a snob or a bitch to every one; she was always an angel and kind to everyone. She was going to make some guy really happy some day. "So what's up, Ashley?" "I wanted to talk to you about yesterday." "Ashley, I'm so sorry. I had no idea you were going out with him; there's no way I could of..." "Jason, relax! It's ok. It was Brandon's fault." Jason just kind of stood there in the shower, leaning up against the wall, listening to Ashley. "Brandon was way out of line and shouldn't have done what he did. He flipped out it; wasn't like him but that doesn't change what he did." Jason opened part of the shower curtain and peered out. "Ashley I don't want to get in the way of you two. I shouldn't even have come over there and I'm sorry." "I broke up with him yesterday, Jason." "You what?" "I broke up with him. I thought I knew him but he showed a side of him I hadn't seen before and I won't go through that." "I hope you didn't break up with him because of me because..." "Jason it was part you and part not you, you didn't do anything wrong." Jason felt horrible but he was relieved at the same time. Jason turned off the shower and looked out. "Can you pass me that towel?" Ashley passed Jason the towel and Jason wrapped it around him. Jason opened up the curtain and stepped out. Ashley saw his leg and covered her mouth with her hand. "Oh my god, Jason." Jason was surprised and looked down. "What? Oh that. It's not as bad as it looks it doesn't even hurt." Jason was looking at his leg and didn't even notice Ashley looking at him. He looked at her and she kind of looked away. "I can see why Brad likes you." Jason's hair was wet and slicked back he had water running down his chest and back. To get to the point he looked dead sexy especially to Ashley. Jason walked out of the bathroom and into his room. Ashley walked in and sat on the couch. Jason went into his closet and started picking out clothes. "Jason, have you ever been with a girl?" Jason peeked out and Ashley was going through his movie collection. "Well no; what are you proposing?" Jason and Ashley could always joke around like that it's just the way things were. They both laughed and Ashley got serious again. "Then how do you know you're gay?" "I just know it's just the way it is." "But what if you're wrong Jason?" "I don't think I am." Jason knew he wouldn't be able to get dressed on his own and he didn't know if asking Ashley would be such a good idea. Jason walked out of the closet and over to Ashley who was turned around still going through movies. "Just curious Ashley but what are you getting at?" Ashley acted startled she kind of jumped and popped around. "You know how at school when the guys are all hanging out and they talk about that one hot girl that everybody likes?" "Yeah, I guess, but that's going to be a little bit different for me now, I'll be talking about the cute guy every girl wants." "Jason, girls do the same thing and for us you were that guy." "Really?" "Yeah Jason, a lot of girls really like you." "Ashley, I don't think I'm quite following." "Well I just mean how do you know if you've never tried it with a girl." "I don't think I need to." "But Jason I think you should at least try it." "And how do I go about doing that, Ashley?" "Well you would have to find a girl." "Yea and then?" "She would have to be somebody who knew your situation; somebody you could trust." Jason had a pretty good idea where this was going. "Yeah, and after I did that?" Ashley walked over and was standing inches in front of him. "Then you would have to close your eyes." "Close my eyes?" "Oh yeah, closing your eyes is the only way to find out." Jason didn't really know what he was doing but he closed his eyes anyway. Jason had his eyes closed for about three seconds and felt a hand on his side and then a hand on the other side. Ashley leaned in and kissed Jason. It scared Jason at first but then he started kissing her back. They kissed for about five seconds and Ashley pulled away. Jason opened his eyes and looked into Ashley's eyes. "Wow!" Ashley was smiling and sounded like she was hyperventilating. Jason hadn't ever been with a girl and he was curious. Jason looked down at Ashley's chest she had always had a big chest for a girl her age but this was huge. It looked like they had almost doubled in size. Jason started to undo Ashley's blouse the top button came undone and her chest eased up a bit. Jason undid the rest of the buttons and pulled the shirt off backwards off her shoulders Jason dropped the blouse to the floor and looked down at Ashley's chest again. She was wearing a red bra her breasts filled the bra fully. Jason couldn't figure out why guys liked these so much they didn't look all that special. Jason looked at Ashley and put his hands on her shoulders. "I don't know if I want to..." Ashley put her hand on Jason's mouth. "Shh!" Ashley reached down and undid her pants. Jason leaned in to kiss Ashley and his door opened. They both turned around and Jason's mom was standing in the doorway. Jason's mom closed the door and Jason made for it. "Mom? Mom?" Jason opened his door and stepped out. "Mom!" Jason's mom was heading down the stairs and she didn't even turn she just put her hand up and waved. Jason walked back in his room and Ashley was buttoning up her blouse. "Ashley, I'm sorry. I didn't even hear them come in and they weren't supposed to be home for at least another half an hour." "It's ok Jason, I think it's better this way. I think we would have both regretted doing that. I need to get home Jason." "Yeah sure." Jason walked up and gave Ashley a hug. "You know I love you right, Jason?" "Yeah." Ashley walked out his door and down the stairs. Jason went to the window and saw her walk to her car and she took off down the road. Jason walked into his closet and got dressed. Jason got dressed and sat down on his bed. 'What the fuck just happened?' Jason assumed that Ashley was just as confused as he was. Jason suddenly felt hungry but he really didn't want to go downstairs and have to face his mom. Jason walked to the door and peeked out. Jason couldn't see anything but that didn't mean shit. Just as Jason got to the bottom of the stairs he saw his mom walk out the front door holding her purse and her car keys. Jason wobbled into the kitchen and pulled a bowl out of the cupboard. He hadn't had cold cereal since he woke up from the comma as his mom had been on this trip about making something for him every morning. In a way, Jason longed to just have cold cereal again. He poured himself a bowl of Frosted Flakes and sat down to eat. Jason ate in silence with every bite he took he tried to chew quieter and quieter. He knew his mom wasn't home but for some reason, Jason just preferred to be quiet right now. It was quiet and the noise Jason heard next almost made him jump out of his chair. It was barking. Jason's dog was still around when he woke up and Jason was excited to see him but his dog didn't have the same feelings. The dog was hesitant around him and cautious. Jason wondered if James was scared or simply didn't know who Jason was. But now James was doing the same thing he had done every day since they got him every time Jason would come home from school. James was up on the window jumping up and down against the window barking and clawing at the glass. Jason didn't quite get it why would James suddenly remember him or suddenly be ok with him. Jason was looking down at his cereal and then it hit him. A lot of days Jason used to come home and have a bowl of cereal for lunch. That's when James would jump at the glass and bark. Jason was kind of excited to know that James really knew who he was and Jason abandoned his bowl of cereal. Jason opened up the door and walked out. James was jumping up and down and licking his face. "Oh boy! Yeah! Yeah! Want to play boy? Want to play?" Jason picked up James's favorite toy ball and threw it across the yard. The ball hit the fence and landed softly in the grass. James took off like he hadn't chased a ball all year. James was running so fast that Jason thought he was going to run straight into the fence. James stopped in front of the ball and picked it back up. James quickly crossed the yard back to Jason and stopped a few feet from him. Jason put his hand in front of James's mouth and begged in a pleading voice. "Can I have the ball boy? Can I have it?" James dropped the ball in Jason's hand and sat there giving Jason the puppy dog eyes look. "You want me to throw it again, don't you boy?" James had been panting heavily and he closed his mouth and looked serious. Jason could almost imagine James saying. No you get down on all fours and I'll throw it. Jason pulled back his arm and let the ball fly. Jason was watching James attack the ball and lay on it when he heard something that made him jump. "Hi Jason." Jason turned around to see his dad sitting in one of the lawn chairs smoking a joint. "Oh sorry dad, I didn't know you were out here." Jason started to make for the door when his dad stopped him. "Why don't you have a seat?" "Oh dad... I really have some things I need to take care of inside." Jason's dad looked stern. "Take a seat Jason." Jason sat down and tried to relax as much as possible. They were both quiet for about two minutes and then Jason's dad said something. "You know Jason we both had the same reaction you did when we found out about the cancer. We turned away from it, we were in denial Jason." Jason sat there trying to not make eye contact with his dad. "Your mom told me that she walked into your room. Your mom told me that she saw you there with Ashley." "Weren't you and mom going to breakfast?" "She brought me back because I didn't quite feel up to it." Jason knew this was going to be an awkward situation. Jason was trying to put his mind someplace else when his dad spoke again. "To tell you the truth, we were starting to think you were gay." Jason looked up at his dad debating if he should speak or not. Jason's dad saw him looking at him and smiled. Jason watched his dad bring the joint to his lips take a deep breath in, hold it for a few seconds and exhale slowly. Jason's dad saw Jason staring at the pot and held out his hand. Jason looked at his dad for a second then back at the pot. Jason's dad held it a little further out and smiled. "Go ahead Jason, take it." Jason took the joint and kind of looked at it mockingly. Jason had smoked cigarettes for years and then quit but he had never smoked pot or done other drugs. Jason put it to his lips and inhaled. It was deep and sweet not like a cigarette. Jason inhaled too much and started to cough and hack. Jason's dad kind of chuckled. "Not what you expected is it?" Jason held the pot out to his dad and his dad shook his head no. "Go ahead and finish it." Jason's dad lit up another one and Jason just kept taking hits off his joint. "You know Jason, if you were gay that's not a big deal; it's ok." Jason knew what his dad was trying to do. "Dad I never said I..." "Just let me finish, Jason. When I was eighteen, I got the idea in my head that I was gay. I lived that lifestyle until I was twenty-three. Jason I did that for five years - I was sure I was gay." He paused for a moment looking over Jason's expression and reaction. "At twenty-three, I decided to try it the other way. I did and then I met your mom at twenty-five. That's why I'm so open-minded about all of that stuff. And that's why I'm telling you it's ok if you are. Nicole and Paul don't know that and I'm only telling you because I think it will help your situation. You know what I mean?" "Yeah dad I understand." Jason had taken a few more drags on the pot. He started feeling light headed and relaxed and he loved it. Jason hadn't ever felt more relaxed in his life. He could have died right there and he wouldn't have cared. Every muscle in his body was loose. Jason sat there slouching in the chair his eyes half open and his arms hanging at his side. Jason turned his head and looked at his dad. His dad was talking but Jason couldn't hear the words. Jason turned his head back and was staring at James playing in the yard. James just sat there staring at Jason and his tongue flopping out of his mouth. Jason stared at the dog for what felt like ten minutes and then his dad's head popped into his field of vision. Jason could hear him talking. "Jason are you ok?" Jason looked at his dad and smiled. Jason was thinking that he wanted to stay here for the rest of his life. Jason was warm and cozy. "I had better get you upstairs. Your mother will be home any second and if she finds you like this, it's my ass." Jason's dad picked up Jason and Jason just lay in his arms lying as limp as possible. Jason was thinking that he had to do this more often. Jason's dad walked inside and Jason had the feeling he was walking really slowly. It felt like five minutes had passed when they reached the stairs leading up to Jason's room. Jason counted the steps as his dad walked up them. one... two... three... four... five... Jason got that far and something caught his eye. Jason turned his head and James was sitting at the bottom of the stairs quietly. "Hi boy." Jason watched James until Jason's dad went into the room. "Bye James." They walked into the room and his dad set him down on the bed. Jason pulled his blankets up to his chest and shut his eyes. "Love you dad." "I love you too, Jason, now get some sleep." Jason heard his dad walk out of the room and shut the door. Jason felt tired - more tired than he ever felt before. Jason was thinking about Brad and he fell asleep. Chapter 9 Jason opened his eyes and yawned. It was still light outside and Jason looked around. His door was closed and he felt rested. Jason felt cold but warm at the same time. The collar of his shirt was covered in sweat. It was wet like when you've been working out for about four hours. Jason sat up with his feet on the ground. His head felt heavy and Jason leaned it down. Jason was rubbing his face with his left hand trying to wipe away all of the sweat. Jason put his hands down and saw it. His left hand had blood in-between his fingers. Jason turned his hands over and there was a small trail of blood on his left hand. Jason looked at his shirt and it was covered in not sweat but blood. Jason got up and started walking to the bathroom. Jason wobbled across the hall and into his bathroom. Jason's mom walked in Jason's room and looked around. "Jason, there's somebody here to see you." Jason's mom saw the blood on Jason's bed. Jason's mom ran into the bathroom and looked at Jason standing there covered in blood. "What happened?" "Nothing mom, it's fine, just a nosebleed." "Well are you ok?" "Yeah mom, I'm fine. I'll take care of it." "Well there's somebody here to see you. Should I send them up?" "Who is it?" "I think it's Jeremy's brother, Brad." That's just what Jason needed, to see Brad. "Yeah, sure mom." "Ok well get cleaned up." Jason's mom walked out and shut the door behind her. Jason sat there looking in the mirror cleaning him self up. The whole time his mom was in the room, Jason couldn't help but think about having his mom walk in the room and him standing there with Ashley's blouse unbuttoned. Jason didn't want to talk about it and he felt very uncomfortable with her standing in his room like that. It was his mom, but Jason just wanted her to leave. About thirty seconds later Jason saw the door open and Brad walked into the bathroom. "Hey baby, I... what the hell happened?" Brad walked over and turned Jason to face him. "What happened?" Jason pulled away and turned. "It's fine, it's just a bloody nose." Brad sat down on the counter and Jason went back to cleaning himself up. Jason pulled his shirt off over his head and started cleaning his chest off. They were quiet for about two minutes when Brad jumped off the counter and walked around Jason. "Was it another dream?" "Yeah, I think so." "Do you remember what happened in the dream?" "No, I don't." "I don't see how that's possible, how can you have a dream bad enough to make you scream out and bleed and not know what the dream was?" Jason was getting mildly annoyed at the way Brad was acting. "I don't know I can't explain it, it's just the way it is - ok?" "Sorry Jason. I didn't mean to push you." "Well I'm just as confused about it as you are. I can't explain it and when you push like that and even I don't know what's going on it... it just pisses me off." "I'm sorry Jason. I'm just worried about you Jason." Brad got up and walked behind Jason. Brad put his hands on Jason's shoulders and was giving him a massage. Jason raised his head and started rolling his shoulders. "Oh shit that feels good Brad." "I know it does." "Oh fuck you're so good at that." Jason put his hands on his hips and just sat there relaxing. "I've been so tense lately." "I know." Jason turned around and Brad kept rubbing his shoulders from the front. "Thanks Brad. You have no idea what it means for you to be here." Brad's face got red and he kind of took his eyes off of Jason. "You know Jason you never came back." "What?" "You promised before you left that you were coming back, and you never came back." "Yeah well I have this." Jason pointed down at his leg and Brad looked down and gasped. "What happened?" "Well when I left, I went to Ashley's house." "What?" "I went to Ashley's. I had to explain what had happened. And Brandon was there." "Brandon? You mean the kid you got in a fight with a year ago?" "Yeah." Brad then looked back up and smiled. "I have an idea. Why don't we do something else?" Brad reached up wrapping his arms around Jason's neck. "What did you have in mind Brad?" "Are you still tense?" "Well yeah." "Go get your self something to eat then come back up." Jason didn't really know what Brad was getting at but he was hungry. "Ok, I'll be back up in a couple of minutes." Jason walked out and downstairs into the kitchen. Jason was searching for food and found what he wanted. Somebody had bought some doughnuts and left them on the table. Jason grabbed two and sat outside in a lawn chair eating them. James was sitting at his feet and whining for a doughnut. Jason knew he shouldn't have but he gave James the doughnut. James ran off with the doughnut into the corner of the yard and gulped down the doughnut in a matter of seconds. Jason was kind of amazed at how fast James ate it. Jason finished his doughnut and started going back upstairs. Jason walked into the upstairs hallway and it was dark. The drapes at the end of the hallway had been pulled in front of the window to block out the light. There was a little bit of light coming from the bathroom so Jason walked in. Brad was sitting on the toilet in Jason's bathrobe and there were four candles sitting on all of the corners of the huge tub. The tub was filled and Jason could tell the water was hot. Steam was rising from the tub and Brad was smiling. Brad stood up and walked over to Jason. "A hot bath always works in calming me down." Jason couldn't help but smile as he really hadn't seen it coming. "Brad you didn't have to do this." "Yeah I know, but I wanted to." Brad reached down and started undoing Jason's pants. "I just showered a couple of hours ago." Brad slipped off Jason's boxers and pants. "So did I and this isn't about the shower." Jason stepped out of them and reached down under the sink. Jason pulled out the black bag and the duct tape. Brad helped Jason put it on and Jason stepped into the bathtub. Jason slowly eased himself into the corner of the tub and down into the water. The water was hot and it felt nice on Jason's naked body. Jason moved the candle onto the side of the tub and slipped in barely past his nipples and rested his arms on the side of the tub. Jason closed his eyes and took a deep breath in through his nose, held it for a second and then let it out though his nose too. Jason opened his eyes and looked at Brad standing in front of the tub. Brad had his arms folded and he was smiling. "Is there room in that big tub for one more?" Jason smiled and nodded yes. Brad slipped the robe off and stepped into the tub. Brad looked good like he always did. Brad had always had a big - well, you know - and it was just hanging there waiting, not standing at attention. Brad moved over to Jason and sat on his lap. Brad had one knee on each side of Jason and he was rubbing his cock on Jason's stomach. Brad wrapped his arms around Jason's neck and started kissing him. Jason wrapped his arms around Brad and started rubbing his back. They made out for about ten seconds. Jason liked the way Brad kissed him, it was nice, no wait he loved it. Brad leaned up and rubbed Jason's face on Brad's chest. Jason was sucking on Brad's chest and Brad let out a laugh. Brad climbed off and was on his hands and knees and smiled at Jason. It was kind of a funny smile - one of those that makes you think they were thinking something dirty. "What?" "Nothing I was just thinking." "What?" Brad was cute with that 'what are you thinking' look on his face. Brad reached out and grabbed hold of Jason. "Brad, what are you doing." "Nothing." Jason immediately got hard and gripped the sides of the tub. "That's not nothing." The water was deep enough that Jason was comfortably sitting in it and shallow enough that Jason's penis was hard now and out of the water all the way to his pubic hair. The tub could have been filled up more so that it was up to his shoulders but this was nice. Brad and Jason were staring at each other. "What?" "Just relax Jason." Brad opened his mouth and went down on Jason and took his cock down his throat. Jason leaned his head back and smiled. Jason's penis was sliding in and out and Brad was massaging it with his tongue. It felt nice. Brad's tongue was soft and smooth. It was scrubbing Jason's cock and his whole body was relaxed. Jason's head jerked to the other side and his body twitched. "Oh fuck!" Jason was warm and he couldn't have felt better. Jason brought his right leg out of the water and wrapped it around Brad's back. Jason had his hands on each side of his ass and was pushing his body up and down thrusting into Brad's mouth. Jason had both of his hands on Brad's head now and was shoving his head farther down as he fucked his head. "Do it, bitch - blow me!" Brad was bobbing his head down as Jason rose to meet him. With every thrust, Jason's body quivered and shook. Jason was nearly screaming now and Brad was fingering Jason's ass while he was blowing him. Jason could feel it coming and he was flexing his dick with all his muscles. Jason blew his load and felt it fill Brad's mouth. Jason finished and he relaxed completely. His body was so tensed and now he felt so relaxed. Jason didn't feel as relaxed as he had when he tried the pot earlier that day but he was relaxed. Brad swallowed and sat down next to Jason. Jason had his right arm around Brad, his eyes were closed and he was smiling. Brad was rubbing Jason's chest and kissing his neck. "Jesus Christ, Brad!" Brad stopped kissing Jason's neck and looked up at him. "What?" "Oh I'm sorry, let me rephrase that." Jason nearly screamed. "Jesus Christ!" Brad smiled and rested his head against Jason. They must have sat there for five minutes just holding each other. Brad looked up and spoke quietly. "I wanted to ask you something." "Ok shoot." "Well a kid from school is throwing a party on Friday and I was going to go. It's this school thing you know, everybody from school will be there. And I was wondering if you wanted to go with me?" Brad was sweating now there were beads of sweat dripping down his face and Brad could feel his hands getting sweaty and clammy. "What do you mean - go together like friends?" "No, go together as a couple." Jason pulled his arm from around Brad and leaned to the other side of the tub. Brad slid over next to Jason and grabbed his hand. "Jason, I like being with you but I don't like hiding it all of the time." "I don't want to hide it either, Brad." "Well then, why should we?" Brad was excited and at the same time he looked like he was about to have a stroke. Jason had to say something; he couldn't just let Brad sit there like that, waiting excitedly. "You're right we shouldn't have to and we won't. We'll go on Friday, as a couple." "Ok great." Brad looked like somebody had just given him a million dollars. Brad wrapped his arms around Jason and was hugging him. Jason kissed Brad's arm and put his hand down on Brad right where the waist meets the thigh. Jason was rubbing Brad and Brad kissed Jason on the cheek and then whispered in his ear. "I need to get home." Jason leaned back and gave Brad a confused look. "What do you mean you want to get home? I thought you wanted to... you know." "I do I just have some things to do." Jason was kind of put off but it wasn't like he was going to make him. Brad got out of the tub and dried off. Jason was watching Brad get dressed. "Well what do you need to do?" "Oh just some random stuff." "Well when can I see you again?" "I'll pick you up tomorrow night for the party, I'll be here at about nine thirty." "Ok." Brad turned and walked out of the bathroom. "See ya then." Brad left and Jason sat there in the tub relaxing. It was nice not to have anything to do, just sitting there was nice. Jason turned on the jets to his tub and stayed in it soaking for about fifteen minutes. When he got downstairs, it was still light out side; it was only about four o'clock. Jason got a pop tart and went outside to get the mail. When he stepped outside, the sun glared down on him. It was bright and Jason had to shield his eyes for a second till his eyes adjusted. Jason bent down and picked up the newspaper, then walked out to the mailbox and pulled out the mail. Jason started sifting through the mail just seeing what was there. Junk, junk, junk, "Oh yeah...no wait, junk." Jason thought it was all junk and then a vanilla envelope caught his eye. Jason pulled it out of the stack and stared at it. In big bold letters it said. Jason Bell. Jason walked into the kitchen and threw all of the mail onto the counter. Grabbing the big square-shaped envelope, he walked upstairs and sat down on his bed. Jason tore the end off of the envelope and reached in. Jason pulled out a piece of paper and stared at it for a second. It was white with blue lines. It was folded in half three times and looked like a normal piece of paper. Jason unfolded it and started to read the writing. It was typed but it didn't look like they used a computer it was a typewriter. Hey Jason long time no see hu, Jason here's my problem - I thought I took care of you. I thought I was done dealing with you and that I was done with you over a year ago. And then I got the news of that damn coma. To say the least, it pissed me off. I thought I killed you and I was in the clear. It took me a while but I eventually came to see you in the hospital. I had to sneak in because I really didn't want to sign the visitor sheet. It was after visiting hours almost every time I came in. Did you know that a person can get an erection while they're in a coma and that they can come? I blew you a few times and just so you know, your cum tastes sweet but I'm sure Brad has told you that. And then I got that damn news that you were awake. That news spread like wild fire. Everyone knows now so tracking it to me really won't be possible. So how did you like all of the news you got? Your nephew, your mom, your truck, and oh yeah your dad's cancer. Wow I can't imagine the shock you got from that. Oh wait, yes I can - you ran to Brad. Jason I'm going to finish what I started a year and a half ago I'm going to get what I want. And what I want is... well you'll see. P.S. enjoy the pictures Jason couldn't believe this was happening, he thought it was all over. He had no idea this guy was going to start up again. Jason opened up the envelope and pulled out a stack of papers six inches by four inches. Jason looked at the first one. It was a hospital bed, to be more exact it was the hospital bed Jason woke up in. The picture was of Jason lying in his bed and there was a person standing next to him. Jason was laying there his eyes shut and his arms at his side the blankets were pulled up to his chest and he looked really peaceful. The person standing next to the bed was wearing all black and a ski mask. They had one hand gripping the top of the blanket and they were looking at the camera. That was it - that was the whole picture and Jason really didn't know what that meant. Jason flipped to the next picture and now he saw where this was going. The next picture had the person standing next to the bed and the blanket was pulled down past Jason's feet. Jason was wearing a hospital gown and it went down past his knees. The figure was facing Jason now with one hand going up Jason's hospital gown palm down on his leg. Jason flipped to the next picture and the gown was now pulled up to Jason's neck. The person had one hand on Jason's chest and his mask was pulled up past his lips. He was white and he was kissing Jason full on the mouth. Jason was scared to look at the next picture but he did anyway. The person had Jason's dick in their hand and was sucking on Jason's nipple. Jason's dick was limp and he could tell the person had a firm grip on it. Jason flipped to the next picture and the person was still holding his dick. Jason's dick was hard now and the person was holding it at the base with their left hand. They were holding Jason's dick in-between their thumb and index finger and they had Jason's balls cupped in their hand. The person had their head over Jason's dick and their mouth was open wide. Jason flipped to the next picture and the person had Jason's dick all of the way in their mouth. The person was blowing Jason and the next five pictures went the same way. They were all pictures of the person sucking Jason off. Jason flipped to the next different picture and Jason could see his cum shoot into the person's mouth. They had their mouth away from Jason's dick and they wanted it to come in. There was already cum all over Jason's crotch and in Jason's pubic hair. The next picture was pretty much the same except the person had their tongue rapped around Jason's dick. The person was licking all of the excess cum off of Jason's cock. The next few pictures were depicting the person licking Jason's balls and one of them had the person with their tongue digging deep into Jason's pubic hair. The person was smiling while they did it and Jason flipped to the next picture. The person had tucked in Jason and put him back the way he found him. They were smiling at Jason and there was something written in marker at the bottom of the picture. TURN OVER. Jason turned the last picture over and it was full of writing. Jason I can get you wherever you are. And there's nothing you can do about it. I have always been able to get to you and I always will. Enjoy. Jason dropped the pictures on the floor and buried his head in his hands. "Fuck! I thought this was done with what the hell am I going to do?" Jason heard his mom and he jumped. "Jason, are you up there?" Jason got to his hands and knees and started gathering up all of the pictures. Jason could hear his mother coming and he had to get rid of the pictures. Jason got them all picked up and he could hear his mom in the hallway right outside his door. Jason threw the pictures at his open closet and they all fluttered inside. All of the pictures went in separate directions but into the closet all but one. The one picture flew onto Jason's couch and it was leaning against the arm or the couch. It was in full view and if Jason's mom walked in she would undoubtedly see it if she turned that way. It was the one with the person going down fully on Jason's erect cock. It couldn't have landed more perfectly and so badly at the same time. Jason's door opened and his mom stepped in. "Hey Jason." Jason stared at his mom for a few moments, wishing she wouldn't look right. It took Jason a second but he got his bearings and managed to spit out a few words. "Hey mom, what's up?" Jason's mom was talking and Jason wasn't really paying attention. Jason was thinking about the pictures and the note when Jason felt it. Jason's hand was on the note. Jason closed his hand into a fist and dragged it around his back. Jason could feel the paper in-between his fingers. "Jason? Jason?" Jason held his hand behind his back and spoke to his mom. "What?" "Jason. are you ok? You look a little flushed?" Jason's mom walked over and put the back of her hand on Jason's forehead. "Jason, you're burning up." "Yeah mom, I don't feel very good." "Oh ok, well get some rest." Jason's mom started to turn. She was turning right and she would see the picture. "Mom!" Jason's mom turned and looked back at him. "What Jason?" Jason stood up and turned her the other way. Jason walked her to the door talking quietly. "Mom could you possibly bring me some soup like you used to when I was sick; that sounds really good." Jason's mom stepped out into the hallway and smiled. "Yeah sure, I'll bring it up in about fifteen minutes." "Thanks mom." Jason's mom disappeared downstairs and he shut the door. Jason walked over to his couch picked up the picture, turned on the closet light and walked in. He picked up the rest of the pictures and noticed that he was still holding the note so he threw the note into his room and tried to find a place to put the pictures. Jason was about to give up when he remembered a place he had seen when he was unpacking his things. Jason walked into his closet and pushed his hanging clothes to one side. There was a space behind the cubbyholes. A place where the backboard of cubbyholes and the wall never really made contact. It was about an inch and Jason stuck the pictures in there. It was dark inside and you couldn't even see inside. Jason went back to his bed to put the note in the same place. He had just picked up the note when his door opened. "Don't you people ever knock!" Jason wasn't mad that they hadn't knocked just that they could have seen the note. It was Jason's mom and she was holding a tray of food with some soup and crackers. "Sorry." Jason's mom closed the door and knocked. Jason didn't mean to yell he just really didn't feel good. "Come in." Jason's mom walked in and set the tray on his bedside table. "I'm sorry mom I didn't mean to yell. I just don't feel good." "Oh Jason, don't worry about it. I should have knocked and I didn't." Jason knew his mom felt bad and he didn't want her to feel worse. Jason sat down on his bed and looked at the tray of food awaiting him. "So what do we have here?" "Tomato soup and crackers." "Sounds great." "Well if you need anything I'll be downstairs." "Ok mom." Jason's mom walked out again and Jason shoved the note under his mattress. Jason turned on the TV and pulled the tray over so he could eat. Jason ate in silence, just eating his soup and crackers; it really did taste good. When he finished the meal, he felt really tired all of the sudden. Jason stripped down to his boxers and laid back finally feeling better. Jason sat there thinking about the note. Jason really didn't think the kid would try anything. Jason saw it more as an empty threat. Jason fell asleep thinking about Brad and the party they were going to tomorrow. It was a soundless dreamless sleep. It was one of those sleeps that feel really long and that you just feel really rested when you wake up. E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions, or other "constructive" comments or advice may be sent to: Patrickgay18@hotmail.com Thanks.